Valiant: Knock Knock…The Bell Tolls…The Stars and Venus…of Love…Peace…Alien Agendas…

*song* Venus by Frankie Avalon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNQH3QeZoL8

The Tide of time turning…
Events unfolding…unstoppable…write it…

“Did you hear me?” Varence asked… “Ignore the
Distractions and just…do it.”

“That was some story,” I told him, them… “I had
To really tell it carefully…If I had told all of it,
It would have been 80 pages…I’m going to have
To finish it, do it right…Explain how the Elvar
Came and left…my hand was tired of writing.”

“Take your time,” Varence said kindly..,. “You’ll figure
It out…it will come out at the right time…
The timing…remember…it’s taking over now, that’s
Good…that’s very good.”

“You and your talking,” Rana groaned as
She folded her arms over her chest as she
Paced back and forth, “I wanted to hear
That…but there are things to do…How long
Do you expect me to wait?”

“He is making a point here,” Kierista reasoned
As she sat at the console… “Can’t you see
What’s happening?”

“Words…stories,” Rana snapped, “There is too much
Happening…coming…”

“Oh will you be patient please.” Ceres insisted, she
Was very calm and composed…the story was clearly
Important to her.

“Patient? To wait for what?” Rana demanded.

“Our sisters…” Kierista responded sternly.

“He moved the ship,” Rana snapped, “How can they
Come now?”

“I said would bring them,” Vala told
Them strongly, her eyes glaring at Rana’s
Impatience, “And I will…”

“How?” Rana asked… “Your magic again?”

That glimmer in Vala’s eyes…I swear her eyes
Sparkled like twinkling Christmas lights…Her eyes,
Their expression revealed what was forthcoming…

The room shook…

Camlo studied the panel before him… “I am
Getting readings… “He said in disbelief. “Strange…
A transport…is coming…but-“ I

“But what?” Kierista asked…

The room shook…

“They make no sense…” Camlo only said…

“How is that possible, they are either there or
Not…?” Kierista asked.

Varence only smiled in that secretive way of
His. “With Vala here…that does not surprise me.”

“I’m tired of this.” Rana insisted, still pacing, still
Restless. “And the point of this is what exactly?
You tell these stories for him, I see, “She nodded at
Me, “But for all others? What for? For but a
Handful? Don’t riddle your secrets on me…I
Know what you’re doing…Oh to make them
Think…There s a far bigger picture at work
Here…not just one tiny little planet…You afford
Them time they don’t deserve. Grab the ones
You want and be done with it.”

“So very considerate of you, Rana.” Kierista told
Her. “There is a way of learning things. And still
Others might surprise you.”

“The transport approaches.” Camlo informed
Everyone. “The readings have stabilized.”

Rana scowled then moved to Vala. “Tell me,
I know you share my opinions, I sense it.” She
Told her sister with wild eyes. “We stand here,
We come here for a purpose…Do they deserve it?
To think beyond their little world…To manage
Some self control? Can they even read his
Intentions…or is it a sport of debate to them?
They fumble with feeble thoughts before they act on
Anything!”

Vala met her sister’s eyes with ice to match her
Fire…They did share views…but how far I couldn’t
Tell. “If it happens too fast…you know what
Happens…it explodes.” She told her before she
Began to hum again… “But you must see, and
Agree…for the right ones…it’s the key…You
Must respect that…Others may later see…
But the right ones play a much larger part…”

“Food for thought?” Rana demanded. “They are
Fuel for dark things, the masses I mean. You put
Them through pointless suffering by wasting time.
I still say grab the ones you want and be done
With it.”

“Because this is a chance for the majority…”
Kierista said, the voice, the melody of reason.
“At the very least it will be a record for other
Generations…clues to follow…True most are
Blind…at present…but they won’t always be.”

Vala nodded, “She is right,” she hummed, “For
This is how they show themselves who they are…
They say they don’t see it…That nothing is
Wrong…Then when it crumbles…As we know,
They cry how did that happen?” she laughed…

I shook my head, I had to agree…I was
Getting tired of waiting. “So who id coming on
This transport?”

Camlo was amazed that anyone paid him
Attention. He turned to me, acknowledging me
With the light of respect for the first time…
“The sister…Venus.”

“Venus is coming?” Ceres asked, very surprised,
But happily. “How could she…I thought she
Was…unreachable?”

“I thought she was entirely consumed by some
Project in the Hall of Records?” Evangella
Asked surprised; she had barely spoken.

“No, it was that Memorandum.” Kierista
Corrected them. “You remember how
She is…”

“Venus?” I asked, a laugh, I choked. “Did
I hear that name right? Venus? Venus,
The Goddess of Love?”

Varence smiled…in that way of his…

“Goddess of Love?” Ceres…Kierista said in
Unison…Then all of the sisters were staring at
Me.

“Venus?” Rana scowled, entirely fascinated.
“What?”

Vala then smiled and turned to Varence… “To
Inspire the hearts and minds of another
Time…When such things did not exist I see.”

“You know my sister, Venus,” Ceres asked me,
Her eyes low…fierce. “As a Goddess of Love?
Your world sees her as this?”

“Well,” I was afraid to answer, “Yes…
The ancient myths…Everyone, everyone knows
That.”

All the sisters locked eyes on Varence…slowly,
Strangely…First to question, in doubt…Then
With shock and revulsion…Then anger.
“So how did this come about, Varence of
Apollo?” Kierista asked first.

“An ode to love?” Rana nearly spit…

“A romantic idea?” Ceres pursued. “A
Subtle declaration of hidden feelings?”

“Heart and song nonsense?” Rana asked
Angrily.

They were not happy at all. I was almost
Regretting I asked…but interested to see where
It was going. “I guess I am in for a
Surprise then?”

Varence said nothing…but smiled…but
This time his smile was different…He was
Very sure of himself, stood tall…remained
Silent…folded his hands behind his back and
Just stood there.

“Oh I see he is short of words now.” Ceres
Laughed. “That smile of his so sure.”

“What did you do?” Kierista asked…this
Was the first time I saw her clearly upset.
“You obviously put some notion of our sister
In their history for some masterful reason.”

Varence just stood there and smiled.

“No words now?” Rana growled. “Oh this
Should be very interesting. Entertaining to the
Very least.”

“Why?” I asked. “What is it now?”

Even Camlo was smiling…as he announced, “The
Transport is her. Your sister is here.”

“Apologies,” Ceres said turning to me, “My sister
Is a beautiful person, yes…She works in the
Hall of Records…I believe you would call her
A librarian…She maintains historical
Records of worlds…And she does specialize in
Such things of literature and poetry, of things
That move the soul…”

“Oh.” I could only say. “That’s interesting.”

“Just wait…” Varence whispered to me, he
Leaned ever so carefully to me…eyeing Rana; to
Avoid a slap. “Just wait.”

“This has never happened this way,” Camlo
Told everyone, “The readings for the transport…
So fast, so immediate…its—“

“Impossible?” Vala hummed, her smile in that
Siren’s song with eyes that looked
About innocently… “Now how could that happen?”

Then the moments became this odd magical
Silence…There were echoes of mechanical
Doors opening somewhere…The lights in the
Room slightly dimmed as if to acknowledge her
Coming…this next sister…

And in that I began to realize there was
Some magical miracle at work…as the sisters
Came together…They had not been together in
One room for ages, no number I know…
Something really did charm these women…

“Don’t bother writing more about it,” Varence
Instructed me to write, “No skeptic or cynic
Will understand it at all…They’re not supposed
To…magical moments are meant only for the
Faithful, the believers…This is not about proving
Anything to anyone…Just write what happens,
That is all.”

“Alright.” I agreed…It was aggravating though
That he could sense what I felt, thought and wrote.
Privacy was gone. Varence then grimaced at me,
Of course.

The light was different…Then the doors to the
Bridgeroom opened…VIR’riel, the great lion man
Stepped out of the way…and there she was…

All the sisters smiled at her…
She was tall, standing with this regal softness…
Flawless and fair-skinned…This overwhelming
Thunder of beauty struck the eyes…as she slowly
Walked in with a confused doe-eyed expression…
She had black velvet-like hair with a
Reddish violet haze to it; as though it was
Such a dark red it was black…Her eyes were like
Pale blue diamonds, piercing and sparkling…All
Of the sisters were of this amazing beauty, I
Can only imagine what their parents looked like…

The silence as she walked in tilting her head looking
About. She was confused. “Hello.” She greeted
With a voice so sweet it suited her perfectly.

Kierista immediately greeted her first, went to
Hug her sister very warmly. “Oh…My dear
Younger sister…Venus, it has been so long!”

Venus hugged Kierista, still in shock, “It has
Been so long…but,” she said as she held her then
Backed a step away her eyes spinning… “This…
I come in the oddest way…”

“Oh?” Ceres asked as she then moved to hug her too.

“One moment I am filing books…Poetry written
By the children of the last decade,” Venus
Explained for them in disbelief as she smoothed
Out the length of her carmine-colored dress… “And
The next thing I know…I am sitting on a
Transport…Two lion men in robes before me…
And it’s taking off somewhere…like whirlwind…
Then to docking…No time for questions…And
Then…I’m here?”

“Strange how things happen.” Vala hummed, then
Leaned to me with a whisper, “When the time
Is right, the time commands it…Marvelous
Things can happen…when the time comes suddenly
You find yourself where you are supposed to be…
Write that down…Remember it. Please.”

“Venus, it’s good to see you.” Rana told her,
Hugged her quickly before Evangella and Vala
Did too.

“Rana?” Venus was even more amazed. “Is
That you? You’ve changed so since I saw you
Last…You were once so quiet…But now…”

Rana smiled cleverly. “Time has opened my
Eyes. Thankfully.”

“I suppose it has.” Venus could only agree
Before she suddenly noticed Varence standing
There. “Is that Apollo? You,” she said
Studying him, “Is that you? I remember you
From school…That was ages ago…The boy who
Wore no clothes to school…Apollo from the
House of—“

“Yes, it’s me.” He said sharply. “It’s Varence now.”

“You changed your name?” Venus asked her
Eyes blinking wildly. “Why?”

“The purpose of Time.” He only explained.
“Apollo was another life.”

“Remember,” Ceres told her, everyone, “to his
People, they change their names as time
Goes by…as they change and grow…
Tradition.”

Venus nodded. “Oh. And stories spread through
The family that you are pregnant?” she
Asked, looking at her with joy.

Kierista nodded, “Yes it’s time. Apparently
There are no secrets at home anymore.”

“Well it id astounding good news.” Venus
Told her. “Is that why I’m here?”

“A reunion,” Rana then said sarcastically,
“Far more than that…” She turned wickedly
To Varence. “The Great Thinker,
Composer and Orchestra leader calls for all of
Our sisters to gather…And of course the
Goddess of Love must come too.”

“What?!” Venus exclaimed. “What Goddess?”

“Apparently Earth has legends of this.” Ceres
Told her. “Somehow the nations came to them.”

“A coincidence of names I can only think.”
Venus replied innocently.

Varence, tell her…” Ceres said with a laugh.

The sisters stood in silent wonder staring
Between the two of them…Venus, the sister
They knew…And Varence…The fervent
Player. “Now why would I do that?” He
Asked quite calmly.

“I keep records. I study the literature of
Worlds…Poems, songs, stories…That is all.” Venus
Told them. “That is all…” Then her eyes fell
On me. She pointed. “Who is this?”

“I’ll just simply say it.” Rana said playfully
Yet strong. “That is the human, Bill of Earth.
Valiant…as named by Ceres…Tutored as
Apprentice to Apollo, or say Varence now…
For miracles to come.”

“Apprentice?” I asked, confused.

“Never mind her.” Varence told me, shaking
His head.

“He was touched by the Heavens,” Kierista told
Her, “An angel put some…light inside his
Head…it’s changing him…That’s why we’re here.”

“Don’t say anymore of that PLEASE.” Varence
Insisted.

Venus nodded. “I see. Yes, I heard about this
From our sister on the council…The Project
Of the Elders…It worked then?”

“That is enough!” Varence insisted. “Let
Time unfold the rest quietly please.”

“So then what?” Rana was extremely
Sarcastic. “If you won’t explain it all to him
Right now…Then what is this time for?
What is the wise written message this
Time fortune maker taker teller?
Explain it before I burst.”

“Fine.” Varence gave in. “Short, sweet,
Right to the point this time…Venus, allow
Me to ask you…and please tell my
Friend here so that he may write it…
For all you’ve experienced in your work
Throughout the ages…Define Love…”

Everyone…Their faces…Their eyes wide,
Their expressions possessed with question
Of his reason…What was he doing?

“You ask me to define…Love?” Venus asked.

Varence nodded.

The silence was sarcastic…Then laughable…
Then transformed to curiosity.

“That is an impossible definition.” Venus said.

“To define Love…” As she watched me, then
Looked, stared into me…I could tell she saw
What they had…The light they saw…The
Meaning that still evaded me… “I see…”

They watched her close and waited…Then
Venus smiled…She understood quietly then
What he was doing…She knew the epics of
Countless worlds… “Love is a powerful emotion…
Love is a feeling, an attraction, a bond
That knows no reason…It’s more than that…Love
Is a power…It’s nothing to be taken for granted…”
She pondered for a moment silently… “Yes, I
Could share stories beyond count with you
Of the effects of love…
It is probably the most abused word
In creation…
Fools fall in love…The Bravest chase it.
Volatile and unforgiving…when abused…
If some idiot says it too much it loses
Its power…Then it has no value or
Meaning…Worlds crumble that way…

In malevolent practice…The Dark Forces
Deceive and consume worlds using love
As a mask to wear…
They preach Peace and Love to win over
Weak hearts and dreamy minds…
In truth, Peace and Love only go together
When all things are sincere…
True Love is rare…Love and Devotion are
Better paired…

If a world is troubled and tortured…
And love is rare in sincere form…
Then to preach Love…is poison…
Few understand this…
You should never cast Love spells…
And ALWAYS wish those in Love well…
Because Love is a power…it always has been…
And it teaches harsh lessons…

Wars…Schemes…Lies…Crimes…
Every dark thing you can imagine has
Been executed in cries of Love…
Does that make sense? Should it?
Passion…Purpose…Agendas…
Oh no…They will say Love is only pure and good.
Why yes it can be…
But I swear to you history and the
Universe will tell you a different story…

That’s why Evil manipulates Love…
Be careful…Tread softly…
Peace and Love? In Heaven, yes, a song…
But on a world of chaos…
It’s a song of destruction…
As I said…Say it too often it loses power
And then becomes, just a word…
But when expressed sparingly…sincerely…
Then it has a power none can match…

Settle for Love, in Love? And you will find
Yourself settling for a lot of things…
Then your dreams will crumble and True Love
Will never find you…

Think…How often does struggle and tragedy
Follow Love? Why is that do you think?
Could it be because as I’ve said…
Love falls victim to abuse? Overuse?
If you say you Love, you better mean it…
Or it will test and test you without end…
Many say…Don’t speak of Love
With words…Show me in actions…

The only natural Love is a Mother’s Love
And even that can be cruel…
What has Love taught you?
Judge it from your experiences…
What words would you pair with Love?
What limits? What history?
Envy? Anger? Gluttony?
It brings out the best and the worst…
Now say it again…
Peace and Love…Do they go together?

Many have a lot to learn with love…
I guarantee…everyone will throw an opinion
On this…And they’ll argue their own
Reasons without end…PASSION…
Preach to be reckless…THE FIRE, FURY…
Love Love Love Love Love…
Then exhausted and die for it…
But who am I to say…I just
Keep records on such things…

The Earth is but one world
OF MANY…in a universe of space
Full of universes…where Love finds
Definition in countless number…
It’s a very big game board…
And Love is Quite a power…”
Venus smiled.

They were silent…in awe…

“I told you she was the Goddess of Love.”
Varence smiled so cleverly…

“Please,” Ceres interrupted strongly, “Watch
Your words…Goddess?”

“Oh who cares what they think,” Rana snapped,
“They’ll complain over pen and paper…flaws
Of any kind in others…and always spare
Themselves…And you worry over his use of
The word Goddess?” She laughed.

“Some humble tone, Please…” Kierista begged.

“Oh just let him finish so we can move on
To the next part.” Rana said. She finally
Stood still, but did have her arms folded…
Her impatience was thin…

“Embrace the timing and reasons Please.” Vala
Hummed.

Venus stepped towards me slowly, carefully. She
Had the sweetest way about her. “Forgive me…
I am NOT condemning Love at all…He asked
Me to define it from what I know…” She
Smiled kindly. “The point is Love is a power.
Respect it. Don’t Fear it. Don’t hide from it…
You couldn’t if you tried…But by all means
Don’t abuse it…
IF there are those that use Love as
A weapon or sword or shield…
Then expect it to come at you the same way.
It’s measureless…
There isn’t a world without it…
Heaven glows of it…
Hell despises and yearns for it…
I could go on and on…
To ask me to define Love? Where’s the end?”

Ceres turned to Varence sharply, “I will regret
This I am sure…Why do you ask her this
Now?”

Varence turned to me…The smile, his eyes
Turning every which way…I was dreading
It almost… “Relax,” He told me, “It’s not
That bad…Bill…the events in the world…
Recent, past…to come…Yes, I push you…
For good reason…To reach out to them…
I know you don’t want to…but you must…
Until your next assignment begins…”

“Oh Joy.” I said…gentle sarcasm; I did respect
Him after all.

He smiled… “To the readers…to each one an
Inner voice…There is no one answer for one
And all…but, there are basic fundamental
Facts…that is the point to this…to aid each
In their own independent journey.
If you feel insulted…I can not at this time
Apologize…especially if it’s only to make you
Think. At present…everyone has the
Answers they require…
There will come time of changes…
And when that happens…
You need to have that inner strength
And sensibility to make decisions…

Permit me to ask this…The people think
They talk, they preach…they guess…
1,000 years ago they thought they had the
Answers…
100 years ago…All everyone could do was
Dream of what tomorrow would bring…
Their tomorrow is your today…
How far have you come? How far will you go?

Now…Conspiracies…Secret…Everyone
Wants answers…
Do aliens exist? You know that answer.
Look at the stars, into them…
Other worlds…
Do they think? Do they feel? Do they know Love?
A thousand, A million scenarios on Earth…
What do you think the stars hold?
There are massive epics going on out there
Right now…
If you can’t handle things on your world,
How will you handle everything out there?
It’s not all about Earth!
Show them a ball game…take them to a
Concert…Have a drink, some tasty treats…
Show them a movie…Show them how fun
We are? Simply consider all I’ve said…
You know the answer.”

“Oh just say it,” Rana growled, “Clean up
Your own mess…In the end…it’s always about
What’s in it for them…what do you have to
Offer…You now that’s true.”

“It is unfair,” Venus added, “But they bargain
This way…The leaders, other worlds…They
Always have.”

“And that’s why the rules need to change.” Ceres
Said firmly.

“IF Peace and Love were the answers
Alien landings or disclosure would have
Happened in the sixties.” Varence laughed…

“So what do you want people to say?” I
asked.

“Peace,” Venus said. “Keep it simple. Peace.”

“And I still have the plan,” Vala hummed,
“And it will work, I know it will…once
Our sisters all have arrived.”

“Now will you tell me please,” Rana stepped
Towards me then, “This Light, the artwork…
What can it do?”

“It’s still being tested,” I told her, “But…with
Care…anything you want. But for some…
Not at all. It’s still surprising me. It has
A life of its own.”

“NOW THAT IS MAGIC!” Vala hummed.
She smiled wide, wild…with wicked joy…
Her sister’s song rising in her hum… “And
Now…This gift part…REVEAL…
Bend twist snap…Break it open…
So that it spills out…secrets held from
The world…REVEAL the greatest secret…
Lest the concealers brains utterly fry…
For they will not be able to think until they tell
It…Give the world peace of mind and tell
Them what they want to know…
Lies untied to truth…
Or it will fall from the skies…again
And again and again…”

“What does that mean?” I asked.

“You’ll see.” Vala only hummed.

“Next time you can finish that story from
Before…in-between they, we will have a little
Talk…” Varence instructed.

“Oh Joy!” I said.

“Go and rest,” Varence told me, “Soon you’ll
Have a new assignment…And you will do it,
Whether you know it or not…
Sooner or later you knew it was going
To go beyond words, beyond pen and paper…
Now go…think…
Dream a little dream…
You can stop writing now…”

A break in the Hour…The Gathering Comes…
Valiant.
My artwork: Love and Devotion

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103 comments on “Valiant: Knock Knock…The Bell Tolls…The Stars and Venus…of Love…Peace…Alien Agendas…

  1. I hate to sit still…and yet…now that the TIME of the Beloved Woman and the Thunderbolt is come..I am so full of dread…why? I suppose I don’t know if my health will endure the hardships that my dreams foretell are coming…get insulated coveralls, gloves, hats…it is going to be a very cold ride…

  2. this post almost broke my heart when venus mentioned the literature of the children from other worlds… when i realised with tears in my eyes that there will not be a single book from earths children… and if we continue here the way we do… we will be nothing but a warning tale for others not to follow our path =(

  3. Tune in next week for the next exciting episode of “As the Watchers Squirm”! Now in glorious TeChNiCoLoR!!! 😀 😀 😀

    ARGH another cliffhanger episode 😀

    Great stuff Bill – thanks!

    Regarding “the future” – there are a lot of things happening “again” for me – whereas previously I might have this happen once over 3-5 years, now they’re happening fairly frequently. I’m not sure what this means, other than to say that I know the future isn’t set in stone. If we can think of a better future, we can make it happen.

    One of the issues is that we aren’t collectively clear on what that future will be, so we usually take what we’re given. Why should we settle for what we’re given? Sometimes, it’s because we’re afraid of the repercussions of what we want… a “good thing” for me might turn out to be a “bad thing” for someone else. But isn’t this already what’s happening now? A group of people is dreaming a future that’s best for them… and it’s turning out not so good for everyone else.

    Something that bugs me (this is not directed at Bill!) is that now I’m seeing people in the “new age” arenas scream that it is time for action!!! We must act now!!! But never is there any suggestion as to “what” action they think we should take. This to me says the person doing the screaming is STILL passing the buck to someone else… To those people I want to say: okay, make a suggestion, if we think it’s good, we’ll get on board… but they never make a suggestion… and for some reason, I’m at fault for not taking action! Okaaaaaaaay…. (ARGH)

    Just some “out loud” kinda thoughts 🙂

    Also, the future I’ve seen does not involve any kind of coldness… so this tells me there is at least more than one out there to choose from.

    As to my own suggestions…

    dream big!

    • remember what ceres said back than about the “light bulb” people 😉

      i mean there are so many people that wanna sell the one and only truth… just for a few pennies hehe

      i see a lot of stuff out there as gatekeeper material… just sell u some truth wrapped in a lie… just to send u into another direction…

      remember the best lies contain a good pile of truth ^^ i think thats good news 😉

      i always be realy selective and picky when it comes to that and ignore the stuff that doesnt resonate with me or my gut doesnt like ^^

      i cant remember who gave me the example or where i heard it… in a nutshell “u dont let some one in ur house with dirty shoes… so why would u let some one in ur mind with his dirty shoes”

      but yeah i totally get what u ment maybe we should make a list of what we want to see so we can focus on it =) i mean we got a nice bunch of realy nice people that wanna se positive change… actually we are a force to be reckoned with 😉

      arent we ? 😉

    • I like to think about the future too. I see it as a long process, lots of work to do, but very different in the sense that it will be useful and rewarding work, unlike now. Right now, I don’t believe the conditions are the best to do what we are supposed to do (whatever that is) and if we push it, it’s going to deplete us, it’s gonna be a big waste of energy. Grassroots is the easiest and most natural way to go ahead i guess. A sort of technological anarchy, but we need a way to ensure the honesty of all involved, like… we gotta have ‘each other’s back’, so to speak. We are all in this together. Anyways, this is just my view, and it might be different from many others depending on where they live (I’m from South America…so there you go)

    • Well put, Dreamwalker ! Lots of screaming going on. or the opposite too… “stay put”, “leave it to us”, “we’re doing this”…
      But right now, how about a small break for all of us ? We had cake, (can someone bring more ? 🙂 ) so… time for a dance ! Best place to dance ? Under the stars.
      Choose your place 🙂 Let’s go … will you waltz ?

  4. Speaking of Venus…has anyone else seen the 5 planets in the predawn sky? Venus was so beautiful this morning. So bright! I missed Mercury though….the tree line blocked my view. I’m tempted to drag out the ladder tomorrow morning and get a better view from my roof. 🙂

    “AH-HA” moments are fun. I feel lit up and charged. (I want to organize something, like the junk drawer, when this happens…hahaha)

    When i read another persons perspective, it stimulates internal debate. Beating myself up for thinking, “How dumb can you be…..not realizing something so simple”, is a gut punching feeling. The process is painful. I have to “pump the brakes” and be conscious of my thoughts. It’s like learning a new language everyday. It’s a lonely feeling, until I come here and read all your posts. I dont feel so alone.

    My limited human verbal expression cant begin to capture the complexity I feel, so always finding the exact word to describe thoughts and feelings, like “love” is ok. …..Im ok with that. My limited human experience understands what im trying to express and tomorrow that expression may evolve. A very humbling expression, to say the least. Thank you, Bill….for the thought provoking post.

  5. Anyone else feeling …..impatient? Lonely. Scattered? Lonely, like, absorbing and Retaining more information than ever before. The type of information, ya can’t just bring up at dinner. Like, “I saw an interesting interview with Patrick Flanagan ….or Dolores Cannon.” “Who?” (Silence)

    Things are happening so fast, but yet soooo slow. I can’t focus. I start a project (as I sit here typing, I stare down this pile of stuff, hoping I can gain some “I dream of Genie” power).

    I want cookies, cookies and more cookies. (I never crave sweets). Ginger snaps, sandwiched between Chocolate chip cookies and Milk. (Haven’t had milk in yrs)

    I’m tired, but not sleepy. My dog talks to me through her thoughts (I cracked up typing that part, but it’s true. ) I stare at the sky, day and night. I feel Claustrophobic in the house and have to walk outside often. (Where i live, it’s 72 degrees right now) I constantly ask myself, “Who the heck am I?”

    The list goes on. Anyone else?

    • Yes. I go outside often feeling like I need to get out of the house. It feels so much…clearer outside. I recently started at a garden nursery, it’s really nice to be around all the plants all day.

    • Yup! All of that for me 🙂

      Although I have some idea of the question of “who am I” and it’s why the “bad guys” mostly leave me alone. Think about the threat to our current system that a real angel would have, if one just decided to show up one day. Just by being here. Well.. this will give you some idea of why “we’re” here.

      Still – I would love to just sit in a cafe and verbally talk to someone who understands this stuff. It’s a strange thing about feeling isolated in a room full of people. Having this site, and the folks who come here (who I consider “galactic family”), make a lot of the isolation go away. You all are appreciated a great deal!

      I am having a hard time keeping track of “time” these days – I am either 2 days ahead or behind, and I’m surprised when I learn it’s Thursday or Friday. I am strongly encouraging folks against deadlines at work because I know I will miss them (it doesn’t help that I just don’t care about things like this, when I really should…).

      I remember the “ascension syndrome” and I think that’s mostly run its course.

      Now it kind of feels like the final awful waiting until the baby’s born. Could be a few minutes… could be several hours… who knows? 😀

      • Ahh….”time”. I also lose track of time now, which is great, because not so long ago, I was reminded. I used to be jolted awake at 3:00 a.m. and very aware of time.

        A cafe, a friend and a “real” conversation. ….so excited. I was a “practicing extrovert” (bwahahahaha) for 41 yrs, became a hermit in 2011, but for the past 3 weeks, the extrovert in me has been making new friends. (I felt petrified. …I prefer the hermit life) My brain is screaming, “No….you’ve never felt safer”, but apparently, that’s not “the plan”.

        The events leading up to making 2 new friends, within a 3 hour period, contain elements of synchronicity…..too obvious to ignore. I met the first friend walking my dog around the same block I’ve been walking for 15 yrs . She’s lived around the corner for 5 years. After we talked for about 15 minutes, I went along my way. However, 3 hours later, I see friend 1 walking through the yard of the vacant house next door. I yelled her name (as my brain screams NO) and she invited me over……**TO MEET MY NEW NEIGBOR** … (enters…friend 2).

        I’m meditating A LOT. Being an empathic extrovert is extremely challenging. Lol

        • As an introvert who also inherited social anxiety from my mum – I appreciate extroverts as a gift. It’s a strange thing to be an introvert in a world of extroverts! But it all works out in the end since they need someone to do the listening. 😀 Anyways seems like that meeting was meant to be!

          • I dislike being an extrovert very much and I too have a social anxiety disorder
            ….go figure. I now pray, “Please don’t run into anyone you know.” I never understood why I put myself out there, to be picked apart over and over and go back for more. I’ve though a lot about this for the past 5 yrs, and realized….I was so curious about people. I wanted the full human experience. I wasn’t a follower, and in this lifetime, I’ve never been part of a “group”. I was simply, so curious. I learned heavy judgment came with the territory and putting myself out there didn’t seem to affect my spirit…..until something happened….I became a hermit in 2011. It wasn’t until then I realized (if I had it my way) I’d remain a hermit. I do not ever want to be an extrovert again, so making new friends has been mentally challenging. Lots of anxiety. I guess “time” will tell how this plays out. Im finding balance. Very painful. All this is so hard.

  6. I can’t tell you how truly heartwarming it is to see, hear, and ‘feel’ your conversations, thoughts, and energies.
    You are all just being nudged to think all of this through…our mutual Earth experience…and how we can help, together, get to the right place!
    When in truth, you already are helping.

    Bill’s posts are meant to be thought provoking to his readers, so I’ll be happy to tell. him…it is working!! From great thoughts spring great actions.

    All that you each are experiencing is happening at the right time, for the right reasons!
    Remember…timing is everything…as the final scenario comes to ‘be’!

    Peace to you all.
    You are perfect!!!

    PS: if he told you everything AT ONE time, it would be LONG! (and over)
    But he will be getting a new assignment soon….so you know what that means.
    How about you….getting ready for your assignment yet?
    yes, you are….

    • Thanks Lida – and thanks to you and Bill for “being here”. It’s an extra boost, so to speak. Kind of like the light that frodo uses to chase away the spiders. 😀 So… great big hugs to both of you… and keep on keeping on. I know – as we all know- that we’re almost “there” – wherever “there” is. 🙂

  7. yeah i have that restlessness something is kinda itching all the time to check in here ^^

    yeah i cant concentrate on anything at the moment… example i watch or listen something and shortly i find my self reading some stuff on the net… stuff like that

    but yeah i also have the itching feeling to do something but what thats the question… the keen tingling of the senses that wants u to do what u are supposed to do in the here and now hehe

    oh yeah i know that way to good mechee

    • see what i mean ? i forgot something again -_- yeah aint that a doozy with the mind boggling informations and videos and podcasts and sadly no one to talk about it to talk about ideas observations and what not -_- (talking face to face) i mean dont get me wrong but its not like as if u could talk with the next doors neighbours about that stuff

      • Hi Stefman 🙂 Hard to focus ? Oho yes ! Actually I’m sharp focused on only one thing, what is unfolding now and in the near future. The rest, uhu, takes effort to concentrate on.. real effort.
        Keep sharing here too ! It’s the point. We can mind boggle together, all of us 🙂
        No taboo subjects, no taboo ideas. Some things come out from the seemingly craziest ideas, so … let it out.
        Not, not the neighbors, not yet 😀

      • Hi Stefman…..yes. That’s it. All that you wrote played out like you we’re describing my day(s). My husband asked me if I was exercising a few days ago because I went up and down the stairs over and over. I’d get to the top, forget, go back down, remember, go back up, forget, go back down, remember…… (probably subconsciously working off the cookies) haha

    • I know the feeling of being restless. There are a few things/actions I would like to take, but I keep feeling like the timing isn’t right. In that same thought though, I question if I am right in knowing it isn’t the time or if it’s some fear keeping me from taking a step that I should. Love has been on my mind for a while now. I have been reading articles by Arno Pienaar on Dreamcatcherreality.com (which sometimes make me uncomfortable but that’s another story I suppose), and he said in his latest post that love is the attachment that keeps us in the mind/matrix reality.
      I can see how this would be true in my own life looking at relationships I would normally say “yes I love this person” but as was posed in Bill’s writing, “what other words would you pair with love?” and I feel like it’s actually not love at all. At least not what I would imagine TRUE, UNCONDITIONAL love is. In my heart, it’s freeing to see this but in my body I feel the friction.

      I’m always questioning, questioning, questioning. The soul is whole. This is what we really are I would say. That is also why it’s confusing to me, even as much comfort I find in these writings of Bill, so much ego seems to be at play within the players of the story. I can say I know we are all aspects of each other, that our wholeness is all the same…but what is this? It makes my head spin and feel empty at the same time. How can all the false constructs be realized as such? How deep does the rabbit hole go? When you’re immersed in a world ruled by senses how do we navigate from our soul, from our wholeness?

      • Mildalove……I understand. .ugh. Getting out of my own way, stopping my thoughts before they manifest into sub-thoughts, can sometimes feel like herding cats. LOL It’s like, being concious is a full time job and I was assigned the babysitter job.

      • “Unconditional love” can have two meanings. The first is the one many of us may be familiar with… Being expected to love one person until we die. I think this is sometimes misintrpreted as “exclusive love”, which is, frankly, an unfair expectation on anyone. Another definition is loving without conditions, which is sometimes very difficult to do, but can be applied to all of creation… And because it is without conditions, it can also be applied equally to all of creation. I have failed in this so far because mosquitoes here are terrible during the summer. But it can be a fun personal challenge…

        Remember that Bill’s story is like a play where there are actors on a stage, and the actors are used to illustrate a concept or make a point. When the play is done, they may go back to their everyday lives. This may closely resemble the thing they’re performing – or it may closely resemble what the audience is experiencing in real life. The Japanese theater of the absurd was called that because it was intended to illustrate real life events. But of course the names of the characters would be changed to protect the performers from possible decapitation… 😉

        • Yes, I appreciate your breaking that down. Unconditional love is interesting in itself! Loving without condition is this simple concept, at the same time huge undertaking for the mind (is it even possible for the “mind” to love without condition? I doubt it…must come from our True Self). When I think of your mosquito example it’s very funny to me, because I am the same way. Little bugs, flies get in the house and I shoo them out, but a mosquito..squish! I say, on to the next life!

          I understand the concept of the play, the ‘real life’ we are experiencing, but it’s just so frustrating to me! I realize this stems from my own making/perspective. I wonder how it could all make sense? From a perspective of one aspect of the whole I cry why, why, why am I here? How did I end up in this place? Some would say that you’re here to watch the show, to bring light into the physical. Others would say it’s a big trap that our souls were coersed into. At the heart of it, I know it’s all already know…from every spec of dust to the multitude of universes… but where I am now, feeling so disconnected in a land of smoke and mirrors how do I ever know what is true? It seems so silly, on one hand, to get worked up when I picture that everything is just the Whole playing out in different ways, but also realizing there is still responsibility for each aspect (us) since we are part of the whole. I am working on myself, being conscious of my thoughts and feelings and actions…I know this is important work but I also have this urge of it’s not enough! It’s not happening fast enough! There is more to do….but that’s the small part of me, really probably just tired of paying attention to all the “crap” that’s within and without of me. ………Persevere I will =)

  8. It’s quite sure that Stefan is not the only one who would just feel so…there are just somethings magnetic which keep appealing to us fixing our eyes on this “garden”! Thanks to the indefatigable call-invitation of our super attractive hostess-princess Brianna, this party or picnic in garden can take place ! I visualize each one of us just bring her/his local special cake, dessert, dishes…to share ; we drink tea, coffee of various kinds from various continents ; we listen to the music, even sing, dance and paint together in some multi-dimensional way, just like this (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0813gcZ1Uw8#t=253); we lie on the grass together, staring towards the same direction of the sunshine sky…even till it becomes starry veil ; we sit or lie in some nice formation just like a flower, holding our crystals ; we close our eyes, enjoying this reunion in this fragrant garden, connecting with our family, even the ones beyond and in earth.

    I’m quite subject to get depressed, even worse… The last days, all feel like a mess. It even happened so frequently that there seems a very powerful energy whirl spinning in my head that I even almost fell down when the sight all in a sudden turned into gray; without saying the moods and thoughts. I feel so weak both physically and spiritually, and would rather just curl up in my nest. Again just at the moment when I feel being struck down, your words, incredible synchronicity, resonance are just bring the magical-alchemical effect, healing, lifting…particularly, that “party / reunion” “call” just blow away that dense, heavy, tiring cloud, even not only so…it’s exciting….

    Dear ones, I want to say….your words, sharing are much much more precious than…what the majority is chasing to me. So the fact is…I was so stunned when reading, watching you…Robin…that train means quite quite a lot; Nando…God, you…; Milda, you are giving the very remedy ; Mechee….you are just setting so fervently along with all these enthusiastic ones the party in the very garden, someone like me…can hence be “waken up” to go out, into the astral Green Nature (Here, it has already rained for days, along with quite dense chemtrails)!!! There are also the ones here with us ….T-H-A-N-K…Y-O-U…ALL…so much, my super beloved precious ones, for your time, passion, resonance and trust !!! I want to thank David here, too…it’s rather you who lift me up again and again !!! Also thanks to the very loving, patient and knowing ones that I would never thank enough…

    This song may speak of something on my behalf, though I’m still far from that strong nor extrovert to…

    I happened to be led to some of these Viking Runes…May they bring you also something plus strength !

    • Feilla, Your/our “garden” it’s like a dreamland or “that place” I went in my head back when the teachers said, “she’s a daydreamer”. It’s as easy to see as the view from my porch. It’s a feeling/smell….like, I’ve been there, or I will be there….see my friends again? I don’t know, maybe I’m not able to explain it with the right words. I may have it all wrong, but still….I “daydreamed”. Thank you for that. Truely. 🙂

      • Big BIG yes Feilla ! Reunion, and dancing (too much cake kills the cake 😀 )
        What best way to get together, to know each other, to feel good together than to share a starry party, and to dance.
        Dance for magic, dance for love, dance for destiny … If you don’t feel like physically dancing, dance in your mind. We being our energies together… attune them.
        What better way to bring us together than dancing and sharing. Well said and done, Feilla ❤ Than we we will ready for… the next steps 🙂

        This one is for Dreamwalker too, because he dares. And for all of you who know, who want to make your dream happen https://youtu.be/k20NwCro8ig

        And this one is for our fun and silly party. Silly is good 😀 We'll slip in that little waltz I shared yesterday too, I so love waltzing under the stars 🙂
        Care to join ?

    • feilla u tingled my senses once more =) thank u 😉

      ur runes kinda made me want to revisit lots of stuff from mr michael tsarion… i know not every one likes him… i see him as neutral… like a teacher at a college from harry potter… remember the education for a evil or a good magician is always the smae its about what u do with it…

      and i know history is a favorite topic for u… i like the way he analyses and reads between the lines and tells u bluntly what he thinks 😉 (where do u have it these days people telling u bluntly what they think….)

      but i guess u probably know some if not most of his work ^^ (what does a dog think in the woods ? so many trees and so less time hehe)
      oh and the synchronicity i searched for an explanation to give to a friend today…

      so here i share what i was searching to u guys as well

      give him a chance… listen at least as long till he explains perversion of language and words…

      • ok the vid above from tsarion wasnt the one i wanted to give my friend… was long ago since i listened to it… but i found the one i wanted to have him listen to to explain to him what i cant put in words 😉

        since u guys asked for sharing hehe ^^

      • Thank you for sharing this! I haven’t heard of this person previously, I’m only about 20 minutes into it but it’s like WOAH. It’s providing some clarity on things I’ve been pondering for awhile…

        • but keep in mind dont take anything for the one and only truth… i dont even know if any one out there knows the whole truth… hehe

          • Definitely agreed. It’s like little bread crumbs everywhere. I’ve learned that as soon as you think you “know” something you realize you didn’t know anything at all. lol I guess that’s the fun. Staying fluid, no rigidity in belief or otherwise seems to be the best course of action.

    • sounds to me more like supersonic plane man made 😉 from all the ufo witnesses i cant realy remember any one mentioning a sonic boom when a ufo zipps into the sky 😉

      it would mean that the object had to be plowing thru the air… and ufos normally dont seam to be having mutch interaction with air itself… (the way they move)

      its like the ufo that crashed in the new xfiles thingy… it had a huge turbine thingy under it… what told me that this must rather be man made since a real ufo would have to travel at some time thru space it self that would have vacuum… why would u have a turbine/jet engine thingy in space ?

      anyhow dont get me started ^^

      • Brianna….yes so ‘they’ say!
        But where WE live, at the southern most tip of Ocean County, right on the east corner…on the bay/ocean side, we felt and heard nothing! All around us, folks who are ‘unaware’ of things believe the media spin!

        Stefman….you are so right! No vehicle from outer space would need a turbine engine, like we know of, to fly thru any air space. This was man made…IF…it was a sonic boom. My husband is a former Navy jet mechanic….the first thing he said:That was no sonic boom!!!

        I have been with MUFON for over 20 years, because of my intense interest and belief in life on, and from, other worlds. Heard so many strange stories with no rational explanation behind them. I have taken a leave of absence from investigating ‘lights in the sky’ due to my family’s health problems….and working with my son….who knows more than any of them.
        It is why I believe Bill’s take on all of the UFO/Alien scenario. It is the most logical and honest accounting of any I have ever heard, and bears true under scrutiny!
        My undergraduate degree is in Physics, with extra major in Mathematics and chemistry….so I am not just Whistling Dixie here. I can support everything he speaks of…but the says it SO much better!!
        I am so glad to have observant and knowledgeable people here who see this!

        You are all awesome humans!!
        Lida

  9. =)

    hehe yeah u have raised an amazing young man there =)

    if i was i his shoes… i would be all the time about… hey once we are done for today… may i pretty pretty please have a closer look at the ship and under the hood hehe

    not that i would like to sponge off some of the tech but rather have my mind resting once i know how ^^

    haha i know im such a geek when it comes to this ^^

    and yeah the more u think about it the more out of this world physics have to be added ^^ specially when the ship moved and the problem was to find the ship again 😉 yeah time and space are realy realy cool once u understand the mechanics the rules of nature bring with them…

    im not realy a fan of nassim haramein but i saw ages ago a 8-9 hour long nuts and bolts presentation of him about singularities… well it all sounds so out there but if u think about it universe is a provider… so why wouldnt it supply its own “subway system”

    • Well thank you…all we can do as parents is what we feel is best for our children…treat them like the perfect humans we feel them to be! And they will rise to that….and become awesome adults! 😉

      But I call DIBS on looking under that hood first!!
      …gotta have some perks,as his Mom!

      • Yuhuu, amazing conversation Lida and Stefman 🙂
        I didn’t “feel” it was what they call a sonic boom either. Glad to hear your husband thinks so too, his take being based on solid knowledge.
        Over here, I’ve been feeling lots of vibrations, coming from under the surface. Lots.
        We are an earthquake country, but those are not tremors. I told a friend, who also noticed, that it could be a “nest” packing up some pots and pans :))))

  10. speaking of earthquakes i found a realy nice program to track the quakes ^^

    if u like it send the guys some cash and buy the full version but the free version works pretty amazing as well

    http://www.wolton.net/quake.html

    have a look for the free test version =) have fun

  11. Hi ya’ll, ive been all weekend thinking of you all and what you all feeling. Wondering if you guys feel the same, i too wish we could all meet up in the garden for a lovely party where we can all have a old good chat.But your comments match all i’ve thinking, feeling and wanting to say. Just shows how we all are in sync.
    Dreamwalker after reading this and with my thoughts all over, as i was tidying my daughters room i hear a call from my raven as i look out of the window there are 2 ravens and 2 magpies calling like mad landing on the tree i’ve got in my garden they only stopped when i open the window and said hello. They said to me it was a practice call as the moment is coming and preparations are being made. Then they left, on sunday afternoon as i was washing dishes look out of the window and there is an hawk on my tree. He was beautifull. Hope you all doing well. Sending hugs

    • Hugs Claudia 🙂
      Before we can actually get together, somehow, somewhere… there is a great synergy bulding here ! I just love how we talk, share, get silly, get serious…
      Hugs again ! To you and the ravens 🙂

          • i admire ur ability to stay positive specially when i cant uncloud my mind lately…

            but hey i hope i can learn that from u folks =)

            oh yeah magpies where i live a had a pair doing all sorts of funny stuff around we call them here thieving magpies since they love shiny stuff and the concept of owning some thing is for them not a concept at all ^^

            anyway i did not see the pair lately… i can remember last yer when it was warmer the two magpies trolled a raven… they did a lot of funny things… i mostly watched them in the morning when i drank my coffee they made my smile every morning =) funny guys hehe

            oh and i saw last evening an young shepherd dog playing… i realy enjoyed the way he expressed him self.. so natural the joy and fun just be out with his human =)

            but aint it right ? the best things in life are free 😉

            • Yeah we have to be positive, like you say steffman is so much going on, it is easy to feel clouded. I feel like that sometimes but during this week i’ve realised the next assignement is not just starting for Bill, we all going to our next step too, thats what my intuition tells me. And that is reason to stay positive and cheerfull no matter what because this will be the energy fundation to the next step. So yay all day long. Yay!!

              • Terraseed….thank you for your positive message. This has been a challenging week because my “assignment” has been to do the ground work….face to face with people. I’m becoming less terrified and more positive everyday. Thank you

        • YAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

          😀

          Here on the east coast we have ravens with a white bit on their wing – it’s said that this is a reminder that they were once a white bird. They like the evergreens and there are not too many of those here. I miss the big ones from the west coast – every time I heard them when I was younger I would feel so energized. They’d pick the tallest evergreen they could so they could watch over everything. Back in the summer I had one just hanging out with me at the pool. He was looking at me expectantly but not for food. So I said an appreciative hi and he seemed to be happy about that.

    • haha NICE !!!! id say i love it but yeah for the sake of it i do realy enjoy that picture =)

      that library must be amazing…

        • All the great masters, teachers, prophets…..speak of love. I personally use the word love often, as when I say, “I love you” to my child, my husband, my friends, my animals, the garden, the trees ….the air changes. It’s like embracing and hugging….with words. The environment lights up. There are many ways to express love and personally…..something ignites my spirit when I hear, read or see love, as an expression, in everything…..from art to oxygen. Love isn’t trivial, it’s the source. You’re an amazing gift, MildaLove, created from the ultimate gift of love.

  12. God….I still cannot finish my responses to you, the lovely ones, than glancing over these, my tears cannot help dropping. What a synchronicity again! There are obviously lots of, even more and more synchronicity happening. I regret so much for my insufficiency of English expression…So…pls allow me to take some more time to write with this awkward non-mother tongue.

    Here, I shouldn’t to hold this in my draft any more….that I just happened to get it yesterday….

    http://a-whole-lottalove.blogspot.fr/2010/03/garden-and-library.html

    Cicero says ‘If you have a “garden” and a “library,” you have everything you need’.

    Have nice dreams…or even see you in dreams !!!

    (((HUGS))), my awesome & sweet ones !!!

    • please take ur time !!! we are always waiting patient for u =)

      i enjoy every post of yours =)

      and yeah having english not as ur mother language can suck i speak of experience… funny thing is i speak way better as i type ^^ but i guess u all noticed that already LOL

      oh and feilla i do hope for nice dreams and i wish u the nicest ones as well (and of corse to u all as well)

      hey if see etch others others that be great =) but remember let me know its u

      and what i forgot the other day to mention if ur feeling down and week like u said let us know!!! because i bet there will be more than one of us happy to send u energy and all u need to fell well again =)

      we have a saying here speaking/asking people can be helped 😉 so let us know !!! i bet david will be always there for u =)

  13. oh and i guess u all gonna like the clip here it calms me down and i like the art in it =)

    so lets get our “sanctuary” garden going =)

    • Thank you dear feilla for sharing with us. I understand the feeling as english is not my 1st language too. And i will be sending you feel good energy. And this march 2015 knock knock ive never read before, i wish i did as it would have explained some of the events in my life for the past few weeks so thank you as you just helped me. Sending joy to you all. 🙆

      • God…there are indeed more and more synchronicity happening. My dear Terra, I was in fact thinking to share this video when it was released, but I hesitated owing to my limited 3D mind….

        Final Fantasy VI – Terra’s Theme (Erhu Cover)

        This is an Erhu adaption from OST of a JP animation that I had no idea about at all. Though time doesn’t permit me to chase more about it…I hope it may touches you when you listen to it, just as it does to me. Here, I want to thank you for giving me the reason and courage to do it. Let me to present my appreciation and gratitude to you thanks to this melody…

        If I’m not wrong, I think Tsarion also indicated this name in the videos presented by Stefan.

    • well feilla there is a collection of his works that he turned into a 9hour plus presentation… i know its a lot to take in… but its worth it… but dont torture yourself with it all at once i know its realy interesting…

      ok this one is the dvd version if im not mistaking so look for the other 2 parts

      this one if im not mistaking is also about the irish origions… thats why i was thinking the other valiant post was about the irish… anyhow i think i havent listened to this one here if i did i cant remember… on the other hand i probably forgot more than moast of the people learned about that suff

      enjoy =) but with respect take ur time i know its sooooooooooooo interesting… 😉 so if u want to discuss that stuff im always happy to find one that is interested by those things… havent found many that interest this topics ^^

      • God….I didn’t submit what I just wrote yesterday, keeping them rather in my draft, but you obviously read it txlxpathically !!! Yes, it takes time to digest well and I’m so honored and happy to have this chance to follow the clues that you have given. I do respect and appreciate him, in contrast to someone endorsed by some famous ladies in these LW circles.

        I just had a very very impressive dream before waking up this morning. Pity that I may not be available to share it today. The point is…I think the one along with another lady who were/are healing me with some kind of Eastern energy therapy is you, though it’s a young man of Asian looking. I thank also to that young lady. I’m quite sure she is also one who reads this board.

        To me, each person, stuff seen in dreams are symbols for enlightening me somethings important, despite of some occasions where dreams are penetrated even orchestrated, planted by the dark ones. However, I’m not that good at deciphering my own dreams in fact…

        So…how can the words “thank you” be sufficient for me to express my very “gratitude???”

        • everything from me comes with a great concern that it might be the way i have to go so it might not be the one for others thats why i normaly dont like to hand it out so quick…

          i just dont want people to get of the path that might be ment for them… i always have the fear i would interfere…

          well i was always a dreamer massive and realy big dreams yet sometimes i had even so lessons… i remember one dream so vividly i was introduced in so much knowledge it felt like a revelation in it self i saw the universe so much different than i used to… rather the way it realy was… but than short before i woke up (this is the only part i can remember…) it was a male i still have the fealing he realy looked amazing… but i had the feling all of his kind did rather because they where not geneticly castrated and basterdised like we are on earth… (think about it why dont we have many enlightened beeings here ? i suspect it has to do with our rather short lifespan we dont get old enough to get thru that bump) anyway… he looked at me and told me hes sorry for that all he taught me in this dream will be almoast forgotten the moment i wake up… and he said than so enjoy this moment because in 2 min ur alarm is going to ring…. and that was it…

          but yeah ive dreamed a lot not always nice dreams there where so many where i had to fight all the time not because i wanted but rather some thing tried to invade… anyhow because of that i had to find means to adjust the ability to dream for me to a minimum only there realy intensive ones break thru for me… that is why i said always be careful if u want to see me on/in dream space…

          i dont know i think i havent send ya energy yet.. but i did last night when i went to sleep ^^ hehe and im rather looking more darkish blond with a little bit of red… i have also realy strange eyes manny people dont like them they scare them… its like blueish greyish and depending on my mood it could also dip into greenish…

          anyhow im talking to much again ^^

          feilla ask if u need energy that goes without saying to any one of u folks in here 😉

        • oh and dont thank me for any thing i post here its all ideas… and since we are all antennas well we all get ideas from some where so it probably wasnt even my idea to begin with 😉

          and everything i give comes from the heart…

  14. You are all amazing. I was off reading for a couple of days, just could… had other … things to do. Anyway, the point is that now, reading at once all that you guys shared up here is really amazing.
    Feilla, I hope you see this. Because for me right now, dear Dragon/Tiger sister, you are that magic librarian. One nudge here, one link there, and bam 🙂 Opening new connections, understanding more, putting pieces together !
    these 2015 posts, January, March… I never read them until today. How is that, I’ve no idea.
    And yet, it makes sense. Because NOW they make more sense immediately. thank you is too little. Beautiful.
    Germany 🙂 Keep sharing, keep speaking. You bring that pragmatic note, and yet add your dreams. So great.
    Dreamwalker, you would have been called Toth in ancient Egypt 🙂 The guardian and protector of scribes 🙂 you are that, and so much more 🙂
    Claudia, Terra… YAY 😀 Absolutely yay !
    Milda, all of you posting, linking. Amazing (yup, saying this for the 3d time).
    I don’t have the right words for finishing this right now, so I will use Bill’s …
    ” It may be difficult for One person to make
    A difference…But when the right people
    Awaken and come together, they will be unstoppable.”

    • thanks brianna

      nicely said =)

      well im pisces… so im trying not to be to deep in the dreams… i see it when we are wearing flesh we are the same part material as spiritual… like a beeing that is in both worlds and has to find the balance not to go from one extreme into the other…

      thats why most of the time once i posted some thing here i have the fear that i might done more damage than good… like i said… my path might be right for me… but i dont know if its the path for another… id be happy if we go a while in the same direction…
      but i dont wanna do harm to others u know

      its hard to put it into words

    • Thank you for your kind words Brianna, I have been referred to as Horus but I will accept the honor (-_-)

      I think I have a better understanding of Max the crystal skull’s perspective 🙂

      (Max isn’t just a ham, he’s a ham on rye with extra pickles!)

      ❤ ❤ ❤

    • A plus synchronicity…three or four days ago, my youtube just popped out automatically the OST of the 2000 CN Martial Arts film, Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon which almost faded in my memory. At that moment, I just thought, it’s merely a coincidence. Now…it’s you who remind me to share it. All the moods, ideology, expressions are quite Oriental, particularly, this film only gave a short part of that novel. I guess when you watched it, you might have some other sense. Pity that only one actress speaks good Mandarin…and this really harms the beauty of this film.

      https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crouching_Tiger,_Hidden_Dragon#Themes_and_Interpretations

      These two fantastic animals are in fact the very symbols of two directions, East & West; two elements, Wood (green /blue), and Metal (white), rather in light of the astrological connotation…Tsarion also talks about it in the video that Stefan presented. This is really a very decent “historian!!!” Stefan, your presentation, sharing have always been so precious, how harmful they would be, particularly with your such kindness !!!

      https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Four_Symbols_%28China%29
      https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Azure_Dragon
      https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_Tiger_%28China%29

  15. I did a little experiment for 24 hours. (Before i did this, i explained the experiment to my husband) Heres the examples.

    1. My husband was leaving for the gym yesterday , gave me a kiss and said, “I love you.” I responded, “Do you really?” (His body language looked defeated then I reminded him of the experiment) It didn’t change his defeated expression )

    2. I watered my plants WITHOUT the same love and joy I usually express. (Yucky feeling)

    3. Im making curtains. I sewed one (out of 4) of the panels, in a mind frame like “I hate doing this”, instead of “I love creating”. (I had my son inspect my work and he picked the panel that looked “not quite right”)

    4. I walked my dogs thinking, “I could be doing 10 other things right now.” (I came home frustrated)

    After just these 4 things, I felt gross. I actually found myself picking fights with my family. (Just 24 hours in a different mind frame) My husband left for work without saying goodbye this morning. EXPERIMENT OVER!!!

    I choose “LOVE” requardless. I’m not trying to be disrespectful, but without conscious love….who do we become? It’s a personal journey.

    • u are so right mechee its all about our mind that reflects in reality… in german there is a word called “geistige haltung” (ok 2 words lol) its sort of a mental stand ? the way u make up ur mind… like with a half full glass it can ither be half full or empty…

      but u are so right with ur experiment if u give love u gonna receive love… plus the world is way better with love than without it…

      but i think in the post it was about not to over use a word so it becomes meaningless… they way u use the word its is perfect as intended… but look at so manny other people that use the love word with such unimportant things…. like oh i love the food… i love the car or i love this new jacket…

      does it make sense what i just said ?

        • Dear lida

          i thought long and hard about it to bother u and bill with a question i have…

          i understand the idea behind having positive thoughts because thoughts manifest some how…
          but when is see the situation in europe im getting stomach pain…
          im feeling betwen two seats on the one the idea of positive thoughts and other the reality itself…

          for example lets have an imaginary example here… lets say ur in a little village… and u have an hostile tribe that wants to plunder ur village… well i could call the people from the village together to pray for a good outcome or i could could rally them together to defend them selfs…
          so what would be the best way to act… i guess one can understand that there is a time to stand up and fight or to sit down and be the peace and love and understanding u wanna see in the world…
          but on the other hand what would do positive thoughts and prayer if u have an ork army knocking at ur door… i know u must think i doubt my self all the time… its hard to put it in words how i feel… i will add a video below… that explains it a bit better how i sit between those seats and my i cant snap out of it

          i know its a bad example… but thats how i feel… lately

          i know its not an easy thing to ask i kinda hate my self for asking it…(because i know u have ur hands full as well) i know that i should know it by now… but everything here is so amplified i cant realy escape it all and find my self running around circles

          i mean i could leave germany and leave the shit behind me and go to a lace where i can be free physically and mentally… but i have responsibility over here that i cant leave behind like my mother and some part of my family and relatives…

          i mean i realy run in circles right now in my head… i cant realy find a way out of it…

          im sorry im trying for a few weeks to find the words and put them together… and i fear that i might do harm with this post what i dont intent but u folks are the ones i feel i could ask

          so here the vid that explains it a bit why i cant sit right now on ether chair

          http://www.trailercodes.com/tv/elementary–the-marchioness/a-simpler-time

          the first 1min 50sec is what i meant but not the addiction thing rather the senses

          i looked long and hard to find that exact clip (pretty much banned where i live or of reasons making money of it)

          i know u and bill have lots to do thats why i feel so bad for asking

          also i had yesterday a day where i suspect u guys posting here showed me a little wonder… thats why its so hard for me lately

          • Hi Stefman, I don’t mean to intrude, but I wanted to say that the video you posted was a very accurate description of how many of us are feeling. I’m sorry you have to deal with bullies, if that’s what you’re dealing with. Sometimes I’ve had success simply approaching the bully (or the leader of the bullies), explaining to him what you’re experiencing, and asking him to stop, in as friendly a way as you can. You don’t need to give them an “or else.” Just ask them to stop. It’s always better to avoid conflict… if you can…

            I was hesitant to post this, because it made me feel physically ill… but may help you understand some of the external influences working against us at the moment. Skip the first minute or so if you are sensitive to these things. Thanks to Ben for sending this along… the intent here is to educate rather than harm…

            http://awakenvideo.org/2015/04/mnemonic-mind-control-who-owns-your-thoughts-fym3-conference/

            And a couple of my favorite quotes:

            —————
            “Then, gentlemen,” said Napoleon, “let us wait a little; when your enemy is executing a false movement, never interrupt him.”

            • thank you =)

              not its not a bully or a few… i can deal with that…

              its rather a wave…

              its stuff like that what the woman describes… its not as bad here but its on the way to become since the humanitarians here are even calling for putting into etch flat and household a refugee… and i guess by now u know how tolerant and loving the refugees are…

              dont understand me wrong im totally for helping those who want to be helped and are thankful for that… but by now one has to realise that those i just mentioned are a minority under the people looking for refuge

              https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5RifrDfElo what the woman mentions and says is hard to cope with

              its the thing do i put attention to the problem or do i distract my self with stuff that lets me not think about it ether way i feel like ass

          • Hi Stefman – remember there are usually several facets to every issue – I’m sure you know this – the version you are given may not be the full truth of the matter.

            http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3395901/France-brings-bulldozers-smash-Calais-Jungle-camp-migrants-REFUSE-new-20million-housing-looks-like-prison-camp.html

            This is a really tricky situation!

            The “bad guys” are bullies – and what you describe is also a security problem.

            One thing to consider is that the people causing problems are not refugees – it’s possible they were hired to cause problems. One well known group is Blackwater, but I don’t think this company still exists. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Academi This has been done to cause problems for the refugees abroad. This has been happening in other countries as well, including those in the middle east.

            I’m not saying this is the case for all of them – some appear to be coming from countries that have a harder way of life, and are bringing their “culture” with them. This might include ties to organized crime.

            I can only compare this to events in the US – citizens volunteered some of their time to augment the police forces, since the police were not able to deal with the increase in problems. Not sure if this is a possibility where you live. This might be one solution.

      • makes sense. However, I’d rather hear or read the word “love” more often than not….because it resonates….like, a reminder when i may not be conscious. Like, Pad Thai is one of my favorite dishes, so when I make it at home, I put Love into the dish…..”I love Pad Thai”. When someone says, “I love Pad Thai”, it reminds me of the very romantic dinner i made for my husband. What resonates in one person, my not with another.

    • ….because when you ‘chose’ LOVE….”you” mean it….honestly and truly mean it!
      Which is ‘why it works’!!! With Conscious Love.

      A great experiment by the way…
      if more people did that, they would stop using that word so casually (like we hear all the time in this world), and LOVE would MEAN something special once again.
      As it was supposed to all along!!!

      Lida

      • Lida, I feel like I’m craming for an exam, an ultimate experience. 🙂 My spirit is a sponge and Im asking lots of questions. The subject of love ignited something in me this week. (Long time ago, I escaped a lifetime of abuse the night my mother went to jail) I moved across the country and started a new life. Ive been learning about love and what that means. I’m 47, I’m a student, I’m grateful for all the dialog. Also, I’m so very thankful for everyone who shares. Again, thank you to You and Bill for creating a platform for sharing.

    • My super adorable Mechee…How much I want to give you a big hug, telling you that whatever the moods, various kinds of ideas just popped up, you are you, an undoubtedly super loving woman, being so loved, in love and energetic to love, to give love, talk about love, express love…

      I cannot forget when I was still quite young, once heard from a very senior one accentuating that that kind of Anna Karenina syndrome seems something that few woman can be immune from….In my eyes, these are all the ways in which we are knowing more about love, ourselves, and the ones we love. I thank you to allow me to learn, sense, think, be touched in a more profound way via your precious “adorable” sharing….HUGS…..

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