Are we there yet? Whenever I read all those uplifting articles out there that brings hope… it does bring hope for a tiny spec of time until it goes by without a hitch and you feel yourself sliding back into the depression as if we are not moving forward at all.

This spiritual journey that we are now one, reminds me when you make a  trip with your parents and you don’t know how long it takes to get you there. After being underway a long time you get bored and here pops up the question: Are we there yet?

I know many people have said, it is not the destination that matters, it is the journey you are taking. The ups and the downs, the happiness and the crap…

Until I realize I am already there, because the destination is the journey we all are taking. And with this dawning…

Ship Blaze – password Helix

Here I am again. I promised I would do some more blogs in the year 2018, but it seems I got a bit overwhelmed with all the things I was doing and ended up not doing much about this blog. I could say as a New Year resolution that in 2019 I spent some more time on my blog… but I am not sure if I able to, also because of my chronic illness that sometimes make me very tired and not able to do anything. Not even my art.

But yesterday it was my second day of having the crystal again with me, that I also haven’t touched for a while. I came out of a deep dream that I was trying to remember, it was still in the middle of the night. I am frustrated that I didn’t remember the dream so I…

Orange moon in the Johannesburg skies.

I had a dream last night that was quite unusual.

After my meditation I had following dream:

I was driving in my car with my some friends, but there was also an unwanted government person in the back seat. He downloaded a virus in my car, so that my car now drives in a certain direction. The road was dark and it was winter, the snow on the road was high. I told this man from the government that I didn’t want to go that way. But no matter what I did, I went in the direction this man form the government wanted me to go.

We go no further as the snow is to high, it seems we are at an abandoned trainstation. There are rows and rows of people who where walking towards a portal that was in the hands of the government…

I don’t know about you all, but me it seems on the one side, I feel I am not interested in reading articles anymore. Not in normal ones , and also not spiritual ones. I just can’t get myself right now to commit to something like that. That is the reason why I want to take a two month break and see where it takes me. I took up the interest again to draw and create again.

On the other hand it seems that I get more insights and more spiritual experiences, whiteout reading all those spiritual articles, to know where I stand and where I am going. The only thing I feel I can commit to is to post once in a while my dreams. They make a huge part of me.

So if it gets a bit of slow on my blog, don’t you worry, I just need…

In this dream I realized that something is persistence in my other dreams, is this incredible power I feel inside of me. I had, for me, a very powerful dream accompanied with a powerful vision after the dream.

The dream:

My mom is making popcorn in the kitchen, but she puts to much corn in the pot and it overflows the kitchen, into our living room.I want help to clean up the mess, but when I take something to clean up, I accidentally spilled some water onto the kitchen floor.

In the mean time my mother made some Christmas balls from popcorn and hangs them in our tall white Christmas tree. Our living room is very big and in the middle is a sort of a circle island. On the island is a fireplace that is burning on hot coals. On the other side of the island is kitchen that is…

I am looking out over a nice green landscape with many many trees. Now I look at the picture in my hand, it’s a colored drawing of a rabbit. This is the start of a ‘Alice in Wonderland’ dream. A tube pulls out from nowhere (down down the rabbit hole) and sucks me. I ended up in an enormous big cave and I see colorful houses and sort of jungle jims for kids all over the place. Now get approached by a scientist (madhatter) telling me that I was chosen to solve some difficult puzzles.

The room where I sit in is very small and I share it with Nolwazi. I manage to solve some puzzles but there was nothing to it. Only the last one, when I finished it, I saw there was a 3D picture hidden in it. It was a picture of a bookcase that…

This is a capture of a dragon in the last episode; the loom of fate in the series Librarians.

My good friend is a witch and told me that the world I am seeing now it not what it is in real time. He asks me if he can show it to me what he sees. I allow him to cast a spell on me to open my eyes of how the “real world” supposed to look like. The world I am seeing now is full of green gasses and I see people in a very deep sleep lying on the ground. The landscape around me is very dry and barren.

I get a tip/invitation from some unknown person to come North to come and collect something. I am going with a friend and the landscape we are driving through looks like we are somewhere in Norway. We arrive at…

These are simply magickal in every way…divine portals in the woodlands of Southern France. Thank you Shay for sharing these with me…you always know what speaks to my heart!

You can view more different images of these beautiful organic sculptures created by Spencer Byles here:

Artist Spends One Year Creating Organic Sculptures in the Deep Woods

And for more information, here’s Jenny Zhang of http://www.mymodernmet.com sharing about Spencer Byles’ creations:

Deep in the woods of southern France, artist Spencer Byles transformed the forest into a mysterious wonderland through a series of spectacular, organic sculptures. Byles spent a year immersed in the woodlands of La Colle sur Loup, Villeneuve-Loubet, and Mougins for this ambitious project. Surrounded by flora and fauna, the sculptor used only cables and natural, found materials to create his stunning, large-scale works of art.

According to Byles, many people come across his sculptures by chance in the woods…

Thunderstorms as a magnifier for opening to other dimensions.

When I think about when I channeled Hitsusi, it seems it wasn’t that long ago, but when I check the date, I say Ohhh my, this was a long time ago. I have wanted to write this post for a long time, but never found the right angle or the right words to express this in the article I wanted to write. But with the night full of thunder and lightning it seems I make a great connection again with Hitsusi. I had a channeling with him not long ago, but decided to keep this channeling private.

This channeling I want to share, but some of what I wrote doesn’t make sense to me. I hope it makes sense to you then to me. This was really electrifying to write. It is about that day, the first day I saw Hitsusi…

Escape into the Potomac River

I stated that I wanted to make a dream flight visit. It seems I was training to have so time traveling under control.

I find myself at my workplace in the art school. I have to do some dance moves , but I keep on forgetting the sequence of the dance moves. My teacher boss isn’t happy about it, and pointed me that I forgot also other things. Even the big boss is coming to me and asking to speak to me as things are not going right. So I decided to quite my job as things is not going my way. They said to me if you change your mind we can always undo it for you.

Someone slips me extra medicine or drugs into my system and I am driving a bit groggy to work. I see on my right the building where…

I suddenly realized that my spiritual journey and maybe others will recognize themselves in this journey as well, is like Frodo’s Journey. I often wonder what I agreed to in my contract prior to my arrival on Mother Earth. It seems that I raised the bar very high for myself. But when I think back to my past, I am so proud that I overcame a lot of obstacles. As I was saying, yesterday I was saw that there was two movies of LOTR playing on the TV. So when I look at Frodo’s journey, him taking a very magical but difficult journey, constantly been comprised by the dark side, the ring (the dark side).

It was so great that SAM (our spiritual guides and friends) was there to help him, like when they are in Osgiliath:

Frodo: I can’t do this, Sam.

Sam: I know. It’s all wrong…

Copyrighted by Liesbeth Swenne

This morning I woke up with happy and a disappointing heart. You think, how can that be. Let me tell you my dream of last night.

In this dream I am a sick little girl and in the hospital. I have not much to live and and feel myself dying , going out of my body. I see my room in a different perspective, the walls are not straight, they seem to wave in all directions, feeling like I am travelling upwards in a tunnel. I feel myself speeding up and I get feelings of happiness, feelings of leaving this life we so much pains behind. I see star systems, stars and planets flashing by and the feeling of happiness was even getting stronger. The feeling of going back home.  But then something happens.

I find myself back in a human body and I feel so…

When I came home, I saw this beautiful dramatic sky above our house. Enjoy.

It seems we are blessed with rainbows above our house. As it happened twice, in the old year and the new year, only 12 days apart, and being the first one on 21-12 , I looked up the spiritual meaning of double rainbows and found this:

The double rainbow is the symbol of transformation. In the commonly seen single rainbow, we see red as the highest and violet as the lowest colour, this is opposite to the alignment of the chakras, and thus symbolizes the descent of man from the heavens. In the more rarely seen double rainbow, the higher rainbow has red as the lowest and violet as the highest colours, this is in alignment with the ascent of Kundalini energy up through the seven chakras. This symbolizes the journey of transformation, from the material to the spiritual, the ascent of life energy.~ The Symbol of the Double…

This is the machine we were walking on the surface with. C – Liesbeth Swenne

I am sick at home but instead of being lying in the bed, I am out on the street walking to get better faster. But I am scared that someone sees me from work and thinking the wrong thing. I am walking in the street behind my old apartment in Hasselt. But this locations is not on Earth, this is a hologram of the city I used to live in. This holodek is situated on a Mothership. But the end of the holodek street has a door opening to space, only separated by a force field.

My friend and I jump through the force field into space. We have a black suit on with a force field that protects us from the dangers of space. We first drift in space and then we have so much fun making somersaults in space. After a while…

The skull appears in the night sky, on the right you see the trails of the man’s soul passing by. Copyright Liesbeth Swenne

My friend and I are in sort of a theme park and we had to deliver our tax papers to a counter that was standing in the middle of a square.  There was a man and a woman behind it and we gave them our tax papers. The lady looks at my tax papers and told me that it wasn’t filled in correct. She tries to explain to me how to fill it in properly, but I still don’t understand it.

After that we assemble with other groups as there is a competition going on in the park. My friend and I are a team and we are getting a map to navigate through the park. We have to follow a certain pattern that will lead us…

I took this awesome picture yesterday with my cellphone. Is this Alien posing for me?

Of course I am saying now what I see in it,but do you? Have your own opinion about this picture.

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