many ways to get there

As I work to revive my blogging habit, I’m struck by the changes in my life since 2011. That’s nothing new, really. Looking back over years’ worth of posts would drive home lessons about impermanence for anyone. But I’m starting to see something more in the traces of paths left in the sand.

I used to think my life – my spiritual path – was like the golden squiggle in the photo above: meandering, but getting there. Now, five years later, it looks more like the other loops. The ones that lunge off the page and loop back on themselves, circling ’round and ’round. Maybe even running backwards. Or stubbing off into dead ends. Half-visible.

Reaching back into the 2000’s (what do we call those years now – the “aughts”, or “naughts”?), reveals an even more tangled trajectory.

The traces make the path more interesting.

They show me that no matter how I’m getting there, no matter what route I undertake with vigor, or simply fail to choose, it still feels like progress. It’s just a new and different set of lessons.

In 2015 I still clung delightedly yet desperately to my guides via pendulum and chart. They helped me divine everything from what to eat next, to when to get in the car and drive away. I documented the minutiae of hyper-vivid dreams, pored over channeled words, coaxed meaning from them as if they drew the map of my future and chronicled my past.

And they did. I believed that, like I believed breathing air kept me alive. And it was no mistake.

But after my first concussion in 2016, things changed.

I was so busy adjusting to the differences in my brain and body, I didn’t have the time or energy to think about what was happening in alternate dimensions or universes. I lived in the evident and material. Survived. Healed the body. At that point, when a few things didn’t go the way I wanted… and then a few more things went downright badly… there was no point in whipping the pendulum chart out of my back pocket. I didn’t have the time. It was a slingshot roller-coaster.

My territory became uncharted. I didn’t want to see a chart, because I didn’t need any more decoy “advice” to teach me another lesson or two. Without a map, I gave up the driving part and decided to sit back in coach. Watch the scenery.

Thankfully, my guides adapted. They shut up and let me rest.

Instead of staying up until 2am writing a post or channeling sketches of alternate universes, then waking up at 5am to do my prayers, now I sit back, drift off to sleep, and let my shrine get dusty. I arrive at work late. Instead of sitting, pen in hand, waiting for dramatic revelations and stimulating verbal sparring in the evenings, I just go to bed and wake up the next morning (thankfully) to see what the day will bring. Instead of me trying to get my guides to show their hands, I just follow along.

It’s easier, yet harder. Easy when I let go, hard when I let guilt or self-doubt get a foothold on the running board.

My guides are in charge now, more than ever before, simply because I’ve abdicated. For the time being. Maybe that’s faith. That conclusion sounds good, and it’s reasonable. I spent years building a foundation of faith. The Crew more than proved their presence to me. Of course they’re not going to abandon me just because my brain works differently now.

But inside the silence lingers a faint after-taste of guilt. Subtle as a mote of dust tickling my nostril, and just as annoying. If I focus on the quiet too much, it feels like I’m not giving life my “all”. Because I used to do so much more.

I’ve been sick a lot this year, and lately I’ve been thinking about how, ten years ago, perceiving the threat of chronic illness, I sat for hours meditating, willing my guides to heal me. Nowadays I catch myself wondering whether I’m cursing myself, by not sitting on the cushion every chance I get.

What bullshit. Haven’t I learned anything?

So I remind myself, with a modicum of confidence: whatever the destination, there are many ways to get there. Not only many routes to take, but also countless way to travel them.

And it doesn’t seem to matter what I think the goal is, in my life at least. It changes daily, and there’s no way I could keep up with it.

With guidance and protection, even pain and uncertainty can become gifts. Being forced to release spiritual ambition lets me sleep better at night.

So I’m getting to see it first-hand: it really must be about the journey, after all. And letting go.

 

(image, modified & cropped) Image Science and Analysis Laboratory, NASA-Johnson Space Center. “The Gateway to Astronaut Photography of Earth.” [Public domain], via Wikimedia Commons

 

 

got some new sites!

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Hi Everyone!

In November 2016, after another tsunami of life-changing events, I decided to take my writing more seriously.

I founded a publishing company, Lotus Dance Press, and started a new personal site, lesleehare.net.

I’ve also got a Facebook page (please like me!), and am working on an Instagram presence.

If  you’ve enjoying reading and looking at what I’ve shared over the years here on leslee-hare.com, please hop over to one or all of those venues, and travel along with me there!

Lotus Dance Press published 21 Steps to Happiness in October 2018, and it’s now available on Amazon (or you can request it at your local bookstore). We’ve just  dropped the price, in time for holiday gift-giving!

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There’s a Coloring Book version too!

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Also in the works are a new novel, Sophia Learns to Fly (working title).

A young non-neuro-typical DNA research scientist pits her intuition and free-time obsessions against a strict research lab culture to prove that not all humans are really all-human… With a little help from her off-world friends.

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and I’m working on several more Coloring Books that I hope to publish in early 2019.

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I hope you’ll join me soon!

Best wishes for joyous holidays and a wonderful 2019!

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Things I Haven’t Shared Before Now

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This is Grizzie and Yermo. They don’t like to share. Yermo likes to eat Grizzie’s food, and Grizzie likes to hiss at her.

I’m afraid they know more about me than you do, because I see them every day.

We were all monks together. Yermo stole food, and Grizzie was mean. I scraped by and managed to catch a human rebirth. I promised them I’d take care of them, and here we all are.

Corrinn is not in the photo, but we worked together too. Now we’re working together again. That’s very cool.

Karma, merit and life are funny like that.

I haven’t posted in a while, because I’ve been busy editing and gathering material for an upcoming book, All About Enlightenment. It may come out in 2015, but The Crew tells me that 2016 will be more auspicious. I’m not sure I can finish editing in 2015, so that may be a moot point.

In the past year, I’ve done regression sessions and taken channeling courses with Lyssa Royal Holt. I’ve also written a lot; I just haven’t had much time to share it all. For the past couple weeks, I’ve been on this site gathering posts that I’ve made, and I confess that I feel quite sad to buzz through the pages of posts and see three things:

  1. I very seldom take the time to share with my internet-ual friends anymore, and
  2. I don’t have as much free time as I did in 2011, 2012 and 2013.
  3. A lot of folks that I consider friends seem to have moved on – or at least they don’t post anymore either.

I still don’t have much time, so although bullet lists are quite cliché, I’m going to put one right here on this page in case you’d like a snapshot of what’s been going on with me.

Things I’ve learned:

  1. I’m far more psychic than I realized. That’s both humbling and intriguing.
  2. As I suspected, when people know I ‘know’, they behave more conscientiously. There is hope for mankind, once we think about what it will be like when everyone knows our secrets.
  3. During regression sessions, I learned not that I was being abducted, but that I go home every night. I kind of knew that, but I didn’t realize that ‘home’ is a space ship. But a ship is a world. And worlds are figments of the imagination…
  4. My patience with this world’s ignorance shortens. I’ve become more abrupt and direct, and more friends notice that my energy is at times, just too intense for human consumption. Sorry, I’m working on that.
  5. On the other hand, the folks who are getting on board are doing it at an impressively rapid pace.
  6. Things are less dense – but you knew that already.
  7. Ascension & Enlightenment are states of mind. You already knew that too.
  8. Astrological phenomena profoundly affect the physical world, but we don’t need to grasp at it. It takes care of itself. See item #9.
  9. All things happen with perfect timing.
  10. And time is a complete fabrication.
  11. My roots are mostly Sirian & Andromedan. I prefer Andromedan energy; that’s my Dream World. But I don’t like labels because they are so 3D.
  12. This is my 2035th incarnation here on this planet. Few have occurred during this eon. I much prefer the 9th Dimension. But it’s okay.
  13. My to-do list feels overwhelming most of the time.
  14. Most people cannot see their true nature which is the Union of Bliss and Emptiness, and I feel very sad about that. If everyone could get a glimpse, that freaking “Event” thing would happen.
  15. Neil Gaiman is a Buddha. Tag, you’re it!
  16. I have to admit that Buddhas are ET’s, and that throws a huge wrench in my Buddhist Refuge Vows.
  17. The real work right now is in the trenches: the Hopi need to come down from the Mesa, which they are doing, and the Tibetans have to relinquish their fondness for preserving ritual. We are not special anymore. The world is ready. The Karmapa has a ton of work to do.
  18. We need to feed stray animals: they have been our mothers.
  19. We need to stop killing.
  20. We need to get over our sense of nationality and ethnicity. It’s all a charade.
  21. We need to be more generous, but with wisdom and discretion.
  22. We need to call out the BS and turn and walk away.
  23. Money is more of a fabrication than Time.
  24. We might as well stop hiding, because there is nothing to protect and more people are watching us with loving eyes than we can imagine.
  25. My body is human, but most of my mind is not. It’s a blend of at least 6 consciousnesses at any given moment. It gets crowded sometimes.
  26. No, I’m not crazy or schizophrenic.
  27. 24 items was enough, but I never know when to stop.
  28. I’m beginning to think that everything I perceive is a screen memory. But that’s okay too. It functions pretty well as coping technique.
  29. Despite the appearance of this list, it’s not all about me. I’m not the only one like this, and I’m not special. Show yourselves.

I hope you catch the humor in this list, and I hope Mr. Gaiman doesn’t mind, because I really admire him. I’ve also learned I’m pretty smack dab in the middle of the Spectrum and haven’t a clue about how most people think, but I’m not concerned about that so much anymore. Autism has become kinda cool. It’s the wave of the future, but no less a pain in the butt. I’m finding my people, and they are not of this planet.

Oh, and Disclosure would be futile. We’re all already here.

Disclosure, Mandalas, Heruka

Disclosure, Mandalas, Heruka

21 February 2014

(Note from Leslee:This began as a journal entry this morning, as I was venting to my guides about some current frustrations, mostly related my confusion about how and when our Friends might appear here on Earth (Whether that means ETs landing or some major Earth-paradigm shift) . I’ve edited out the profanity and most of the rant…) Ghost Radar words in [brackets like this].

[transmittance]

I’m requesting all the Crew: Buddhas, ETs, whatever you are… [small] I sit here, feeling the intense energies plowing through my consciousness and body, and wondering what is the point. I think we need to stop playing this game; I’m tired. I don’t like ignorance and insensitivity, and I don’t like [forth] having to deal with this swamp that steams and stews of fear and [gave] isolation, separation. [inner-circle] I thought all [tears] of this was leading to some [start] progress for myself and others, and it is moving so slowly. [inundated] Is this worth it?

I’m not saying I quit – I’ve tried that before and I see it doesn’t work. But for goodness’ sake, can’t [something] you give me a little more of a clue about what the heck is going on right now? So many people are struggling so deeply, and are so worried about circumstances. [meat]

Yes… why do I have to eat meat to stay balanced? Why do I have to live in a body that deteriorates? [grey] How does this help? How does this help? I trust that you are there, but it feels like you’re waiting until I reach some point of desperation before you’ll answer my questions in ways that will stick and congeal and collect meaning.  I sit here and type, wondering why. I’m venting, but I could do that with just the pendulum and my own fat a*s. Why do I need to record this? Who will find it, who will read it?

I think I hear you whispering that it all does make a difference, and I need to trust. I’m so frustrated that I cannot see results. I don’t like this arrogant bluster in my head that wants to take and shake people – all of mankind – until they lose their senses and see more clearly.

Okay, I think I’m almost done, I will try to quiet those voices and listen now. Oh, I breathe a deep sigh. It’s a confounding place, this. Alright, I’ll be quiet now and ask for your response. Thank you for listening.

Yes, it’s Heruka. Thank you for blowing off some of that energy. Yes, please use the chart.

Know that many people, more people than are on this earth, benefit by your presence here. Many people love you in ways you can’t imagine.

Oh, yes, I can feel that now (tears…)…

But like quiet storms in perilous oceans, having phalanxes  of “real” [troops octahedron tornado] – yes, that’s me in ghost radar – troops on earth, in this grounded plane, is like tossing them into a tornado.  One is generally not going to survive intact. Even the eye of the storm is constantly moving, so it’s inevitable, the getting tossed about and being flung far and wide. But I know you don’t want to hear that it’s part of the role.

So let’s go a bit deeper.

Seeing Leslee pause (X) crosses out loving Mikos, makes it not possible for him to appear.

You mean that my doubt, anger, frustration – the emotions – prevent him from coming here?

No. It’s hard to put into words. Mikos is there with you. But you cannot see him. You meet him in dreams, in so many aspects, and yet you struggle to bring him with you into your waking life. We will try to offer some suggestions to help with that. That would sustain you more deeply.

Yes, I can feel that, thank you.

You are correct in understanding that Mikos takes you for granted in dreams. That is why he is sometimes quite brazen in approaching you there. See if you can remember to look for him in your dreams, and when you see him, ask him – confront him – to reveal himself and explain to you why things are the way they are between you. Try to remember to set this intention every night as you fall asleep. Let’s see what comes of it.

Now you have other things we need to talk about. Chart again, please.

Once you noun apply (yes, please go make some more coffee) [Sirian]

Shall we start that sentence again?

No, please repeat, including “Sirian”.

Once you noun apply Sirian – Yes: Once your Sirian application of thought forms reaches a level where all manifests within this current sphere of experience, we’ll have lots more phenomena going on, so many people will ask questions. That is what you’re waiting on. We know – it’s like waiting on a train that never arrives, and you don’t even know when to expect it, but you know that you cannot leave the platform and risk missing the train. Much like in your dream last night.

The phrase “application of Sirian thought forms” refers to your Tantric practice. That is your nudge, your clue as to how to tie together Buddhas and ETs. Take it and run with it. But you need to do some more research first.

So, for now… Wait, are you saying that random people doing Tantric practice are helping bring about Disclosure (of many things), even though that may not be an interest of theirs?

Yes. Disclosure – in the broadest sense – will only occur once the energy of the Mandala is strong enough. Please plan to spend the weekend explaining this is more detail.

Abiquor is a Mandala? Cities of Light are Mandalas?

Precisely! Thank you! Now explain what that means. Not right now, but over the next few days.

Don’t worry about scholarship – leave that to others. Just please transcribe what we give you, and share it with others; that is all you need to focus on right now.

Continue with your daily routine as normal, and spend time on the beach. This helps. You will bring forth information that will help all the friends you’ve been emailing with, as well as those who read the posts.

Okay, on with the day.

Adrial: Portals, 3D and 5D

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(From Leslee) I’m sharing something I received as I was asking Adrial about Abi-Qor the other night…

(Ghost Radar words appear like [this])

“Fountain”[frog consonant mountain rhyme]; this is the pool/vortex in Abi-Qor which is attached, connected between levels…

(I’ve been getting images of many levels and layers of Abi-Qor, with huge chambers underground as well as on the surface. These are have platforms of various types, which we may use for porting our bodies from place to place…)

[apart locate] This fountain is [hello] apart from from the Hot Springs, and runs between Abi-Qor, the Surface [eye], the Interstitial Regions [door frozen], and Inner earth [command]… [lost].

It gathers waters [idea lamp familiar] from both Outer and inner Surfaces, and both water tables. The Hot Springs come from [anything short city create] near the magma between the two crusts. Oh, so I see… there is a “fountain” at each crust surface, and [reader] a portal(s) provide the connection!

CAN we port [driving] with THESE bodies?

[come] Yes.

Can you please explain how this works?

[idea speed certainly] No. But you (Leslee) can. [trouble] We will guide you.

Porting our bodies from one place or dimension to another is a natural extension of sprititual development. It’s only possible to develop this [seed] ability as a facet of our overall spiritual development.

What role does skepticism play? What effect does it have on our progress?

Skepticism [ruler] stops your path dead in its tracks.

Your path [volume] has a life of its own.

It functions like a living, breathing, entity. The “you” that is reading this is merely a body traveling it.  And in each lifetime, your physical vehicle (body) rediscovers the Path, and goes through motions and steps and phases, to travel this Path.

The Path is like your mental continuum, yet is even beyond the comprehension of your continuum. It is like a living entity that does not die, does accommodate all, and does adjust and adapt to changing circumstances. [outer China involved]

(“China” refers to the brittleness and fragility of the Outer Body, and how it’s involved in the progress the Path makes.)

So if we think of each of our Paths as a living entity, we can say – accurately – that it spans times, and dimensions/frequencies. And it interlaces with the Paths of “others”. And all of these interwoven Paths form and create what we might call the web of life.

And your consciousness abides within your Path. It is boundless, and capable of whatever you can imagine.

When We say “You” in this context, we’re referring to the aspect of your self which is having this current experience, absorbing these words…

So your imagination, your vision, your opinions and beliefs… all of these play roles in molding and shaping your “reality”. And your present “reality” is just an artistic expression of how all the factors modify the image you perceive of your present life… All of your thoughts, feelings, emotions, opinions… are just like variables in a fractal equation.

One little tweak, and the whole picture changes… and this “change” extends into the “past”, the “future”, and across all dimensions.

The Path – YOUR Path – is truly a living organism. Can you see how rich and powerful, beautiful, vibrant, and vital it is?

So, back to explaining how we can port between dimensions and time.

If you doubt that you can do this, your doubt prevents you.

Additionally, if you understand how the lattice of your Path interweaves with those of others, you may also sense this:

The doubts of others also affect your Path.

The extent to which you see others as deluded, faulty, ignorant, doubtful, close-minded, and incapable of understanding… this reflects the depth to which your own “doubt”, reflected by “others”, will also prevent your ability to port.

So, at this moment, NO ONE can port… Because it appears that some still doubt. But the potential exists, fully and completely.

If someone tells you they can port, but others cannot, they lack an understanding of how we connect and affect one another.

Leslee is asking: “Does that mean that by our writing these words, we perpetuate the doubt, we reinforce the so-called “obstacle to the Path?

Yes. In a way, this is true.

Would it be better to burn these notes and never type and publish this post?

Not really.

Because of our interconnected-ness, and the perception (that so many of us share) of there being some of us who “don’t get it”, the lattice – the Matrix – has many tiny spots of doubt, sprinkled about.

So you may be able to “fix” yours, burn the notes, and erase that doubt… But there will continue to be blips on the radar… shadows of doubt.

And we are responsible for these “blips” of others.

We cannot rush out and accost “others” so that we can re-educate them. That deepens the rift. It distances them from us, places a tear in the lattice.

How do we mend the tear? How do we re-connect with those whom we perceive as being “different”, “mistaken”, “disagreeable”?

We let them be. We love them. We accept them. We honor their Paths. We envision them as already having the deepest, most profound understanding possible.

(Yet we also place distance between us if their reflected expression of “delusions” begins to drag us back down into 3D.)

Then we can understand, believe, experience… that it will only be a brief moment before we all arise once more, in harmony and fully synchronized.

Once we do this, then we can relax our vigilance, our craning-of-the-neck, straining-of-the-eyes searching for proof that anything is possible.

Because it’s far more productive to relax the grip and sit back and enjoy, than to watch the clock.

Then, one day you’ll wake up, and the world will have transformed into your vision… with no apparent effort on your part. And, one by one, your companions will begin to notice, as well.

At this point, the lattice will have shifted and we will all see all “points” equally and clearly.

To summarize:

Can we all experience the magnificent world of our dreams?

Yes. You just need to dream it.

Can any of us do this by ourselves?

No. Loving and accepting your companions will bring you the quickest result.

Can we know or control when this will happen?

No, because it’s appearance depends upon yourself and others. Simply view others as abiding in perfect harmony with the dream, and the dream will arrive spontaneously.

We might say “Build it and they will come”… The real truth is, it has already been built. We just need to accept, and open our eyes to see it.

CAN YOU SEE ‘QUEEN E’ AS BURNED COOKIE?… AND WHAT CREATION IS?… OR AT LEAST MY TAKE ON IT… by PSG…

Indeed, dear dreamwalker444… you said it so beautifully… Every event [and here i call  event even short video that I watched for brief time, or a single thought came to my mind …] is for benefit of the Creation…
Creation is not only good and perfect cookie… yet Creation is as well burned or too sweet cookie… Creation is the way we see this cookie melting in our mouth… Creation is the after taste that this burned cookie leave in our mouth…

And, what you do when you consume burned and bitter tasted cookie?… do you blame self for centuries?… or you live in guilt for millennia’s that this never suppose to happen?… or You do not stop asking Why?… ‘Why God?…’ I have to live with this after taste in my mouth?….

So, how do you get rid of burned aftertaste in your mouth?… maybe, by washing it with water or beer?… or taking another cookie hopping it will taste different?… or you completely change habit, and declare you will never eat cookies again?… or you simply accept this one was burned and you thank to one who made it, not blame her for giving you burned cookie?…

You can always consider that she did not put this cookie in your mouth… You did!…  as she simply put this at the table in front of you?… So who to blame for your after taste?… Her who cooked them?… You for eating it?… or even Can you blame Cookie itself, for the aftereffect?….

Same Creation process I see with these News Media, Info manipulations, TV programming of our minds, Financial trickery, Governmental rules and regulations… These are all part of Creation, yet some of these leave quite aftertaste in our minds… Isn’t it?…

This same Creation of intentionally ‘burned’ sensation is there to be experienced and to be eventually recognized as ‘burned cookie’… and it can be simply discerned that we do not have to consume ‘burned’ and ‘overcooked’ news and ‘truths’ any longer…

When this realization strike You where these news do not have to be consumed in such a vast amounts… simply because it really sucks walking with grip in your stomac,  or bitter taste in your mouth, or total ‘paranoia’ in your mind that ‘end is here’…

When You realize that even these news are part of Creation, no matter how they taste… Yet, the only thing comes from this experience is your choice: Would you like to continue feeding self with ‘overdone’ and ‘tasteless’ information’s?… Are you ready to accept that you have a choice not to consume in such amounts of ‘spiritual fast-food garbage’?…

Spirituality is Creation as well…. Religion is Creation as well… Mind Control is Creation too… TV and Media is Creation too…

Realizing this, you can always choose [this is key word: CHOOSE…] to have burned aftertaste or have smile on your face when spit out this burned cookie out of your mouth…  It is all Creation process of New Human who is willing to choose… Who is totally open to experiences, simply by knowing: All is part of Creation… ALL OF IT!… Bad cookies, good cookies, or even ignorant cookies, or simple cookies, or even spiritual cookies… All are One Part of ONE Creation…

When you see queen as ‘burned cookie’ next time, please consider that you can simply spit out this one, wash it with fresh water and decide not to go in the same jar again… Maybe try to make your own cookies this time?…

Love You and Love Cookies in any form they come… I AM THAT I AM, not so burned cookie after all, yet Part of Creation, Predrag Saint Germain…

Abi-Qor and Adrial Update – 28 July 2012

Abi-Qor in progress

Hi, Everyone,

Here’s an update on Abi-Qor-related things, and a few words from Adrial.

Mark and I continue to develop Abi-Qor with Adrial and Taugth, and here is a small in-progress image… I’ll save the explanations for later (perhaps even after conference), so for now please enjoy and go within your heart to find more…  I was shown yesterday a vast “underground” portion, so that will be added soon…

All comments and inspiration are welcome… We are clearly manifesting this place from our hearts, so everyone’s contribution is treasured!

For me, it’s been another phenomenally eventful week, and I’m so happy to be finding some time to spend interacting with everyone again. You’re always in my heart, even when my fingers get distracted from posting and saying hello. You are an amazing family.

I’m thrilled to have gotten some pendulum images online, and I really look forward to sending ones to those who have requested. I have no idea when this will happen – it may be on Monday, and it may be a week from now! (Thank you for your understanding!) Reaching and understanding about how to do this has been quite a breakthrough for me, and one lesson from this week has been to see – very clearly – what is possible if we hold to our light, walk tall in our own light, and lovingly hold our ground.

It’s been less than a week since I decided to move to Pagosa Springs… And I feel I am already there in spirit (and astral body!)… As I’ve been focusing on depicting Abi-Qor, I’m beginning to feel so absorbed into the modeling activity, that it really begins to arise feeling very tangible and real… It’s a wonderful feeling!

We also learned about the ship Eui, met the Council of Eui, and in this way we learned a little about Relocation/Stasis and some of the changes to come. It’s still a very fluid situation, but it’s beginning to become firm in enough minds that it’s getting closer and closer.

There’s an approach I’ve been using a lot this week, and although the conceptual thinking behind it is familiar to me, I have never before (in this life) put it into practice on such a deep level. It’s Giving, and Releasing. I wish to express my deepest gratitude to Predrag Bracanovich (Saint Germaine) for accompanying me and guiding me on this journey of giving and releasing… I’ve experienced some quite profound results.

Part of the Releasing involves a releasing of all concerns about my “conditions”. Yes, Buddhism teaches about the preciousness of Giving, and it often focuses on how when we Give, we accumulate Merit, or Positive Energy. Many can understand this, and the Merit is like the little carrot dangling in front of the horse’s nose, to keep it moving “forward”. This Releasing that I’m practicing now requires forgetting about even Merit… and relies completely on Trust, or Faith.

I sense that learning to do this, to keep my awareness attuned to any expectations, and smashing them flat as soon as I detect any, amounts to a matter of life or death on some level. We know that some huge turning point is approaching for us all, and its outcome rests upon our being firmly resolved in where we stand, and how well we can truly let go of 3D.

It’s exhilarating!

Figuring out what really constitutes “Releasing” shows itself as a tricky bugger! On the one hand I would love to just sit and meditate and mail out pendulums and wait until I can load up the trailer, gas up the tank, and hit the road. However, I also know that I will be adding links on my other sites, which lead to my PayPal account, in case gifts wish to arrive… I have very mixed feelings about this, but since Adrial says this is part of the plan, I TRUST. I’m focusing on the practice of just getting to Pagosa Springs in a few weeks, and allowing only thoughts that encourage this direction into my sphere of existence.

I’ve made this kind of move a couple times before (although moving 1500 miles is a first!), and I’ve learned that the best method is for “Leslee” to completely step out of the way, and hand things over to the Celestials, Buddhas, Gaia and the Universe. So, I’m in the midst of that part of the process now, and it involves some intense remembering and mindfulness! I truly and deeply appreciate all the positive energy that you, my family, are sending! I feel it profoundly, and the joy is contagious.

Along with the pendulum adventures, I’m receiving nudges that I will be teaching people (via Skype)  how to connect directly with their highest guides… This morning I did a reading with one of our Crew members, and it felt like a really beautiful experience. It seems that others are interested as well… if this resonates with you, then please email me and let me know your Skype contact, and we will see where it goes from there. My email is oneriver69@gmail.com, and my Skype contact is leslee.hare (in Altanta, GA).

During that Skype session, Adrial focused almost exclusively on establishing connections, and giving meditations for enhancing this. So, when we ended the session, some questions remained. And others have added a few questions too. I’ll check in with Adrial now, and address these below.

Q & A WITH ADRIAL

Adrial, can you please tell us something about August? We have heard that there are supposed to be “big” events on the 4th and the 17th.

These dates are important to you for two reasons: First, there are Galactic alignments which will occur, and these will strengthen the focus of the energies of Transformation. These Transformations affect you internally and externally, and you already feel their influence.

Internally, you will be pushed – not nudged, but pushed – into making choices about how you will follow your path. Time compresses. It is time for you to respond. You are ready.

Externally, three main potentialities persist, and one of them will unfold, beginning on August 4th, peaking on August 17th, and from then the effects will wind down gradually. The three are:

PUBLIC DISCLOSURE: This is the much-discussed, public, undeniable appearance of ships in the skies, in thousands of locations, at once, and persisting. Two sub-potentialities exist: The ships may be “Galactic”, or they may be from Inner Gaia. This is the most widely anticipated and wished-for of the three potentialities, and would allow for the smoothest transition and acclimation for Surface Earth human inhabitants.

SURFACE OCCUPATION: In this scenario, Ascended Beings from Inner Earth would emerge onto Surface Gaia. The appearance of ships would be a very minor feature of this option. This emergence would be open, in terms of not attempting to be hidden, however, Surface Earthlings would not recognize many of the Beings who would be engaged in this emergence. Many are aetheric and/or quite tiny compared to humans. These, as well as the more Human-appearing participants, would then begin to engage in activities that would ameliorate conditions on Surface Gaia. You would experience this as mysterious occurrences on a wide scale (such as account balances being altered, mechanical interference, electromagnetic phenomena, etc.). These activities would be done in the manner found to be least frightening and most disruptive. The disruptions will accomplish the often-discussed changes with which you are quite familiar.

UPHEAVAL: We prefer not to send energy to this potential, so We refrain from explaining further. You are already far more immersed in considering these possibilities than is beneficial to your progress.

The most relevant point of this situation is that the outcome – which of the 3 potentialities manifests – relies entirely upon your personal, individual thoughts and actions.

Please hold your thoughts as positive. Please bless others in your lives with unconditional love. Please offer compassion and understanding to those who differ from you in experience and understanding. Please focus on your own development, radiating your powerful light and love to all around you. Accept the thoughts and actions of others, find no fault. If you feel a twinge of fear or regret or superiority, immediately transmute this into unconditional love directed towards the heart of Gaia. Visualize Gaia’s heart as a glowing, golden sphere of loving light. Pretend that “negativity” does not exist. Because “negativity” is the most false of all the dis-information illusions, and whenever you engage this duality, you lend it strength.

The outcome depends entirely upon how sincerely you follow these suggestions.

The “Dark”, as a group of entities, has not been a player on Gaia for months now. Please release your attention and efforts from that focus, and bring your focus onto yourself, because YOU are the linchpin at this moment in time. The tools you need are available. Search them out. Please.

• Are the current political events in Romania leading to better conditions?

This depends totally on the minds of the participants. Similarly to the answer above… If the people working for change have pure and loving intentions, things will improve swiftly. Intentions which include anger, fear, and retribution will simply put a new mask on the same face.

• Could you please tell us about the Dacian Civilization in Romania, and is there truly a large city (200km) underneath this stone calendar?

Dacian Ring

Stone Calendar Sarmisgetuza

Bulgaria and Romania lie over 2 large Inner Gaia (on the innermost surface of Gaia) cities and 2 large Inner Region (within the crust, in large caverns) cities. These form an alignment that is being activated by the current electromagnetic storms penetrating Gaia. Visiting this location is very beneficial to focusing positive energies into the August “events”. All four of these cities flourish and hold tremendous amounts of light and stability for the region. The Dacian civilization was a temporary one, established by inhabitants of the 2 Inner Gaia cities, to guide, remind, and trigger the advancement of the Surface Gaia civilizations in the region. Once it was established, the Dacians returned to Inner Gaia. The main function of the Inner Region cities is to circulate energy through the crust, between Inner Gaia and Surface Gaia.

My First Prosperity Payment

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Yesterday I got my first Prosperity Payment!

And it even arose within AT&T… go figure… or, better yet, don’t go figure!

I learned a week ago that my phone bill was behind by two months… Yesterday I got up the nerve to call them, to let them know that I hoped to make a payment within the next week or so…

The customer service rep informed me that my bill has a ZERO balance. I did not owe them anything.

Wow.

My mind immediately began warming up to go down the “list” of possible explanations. A very powerful inner voice said, quickly, “STOP!!!”

I saw immediately that if I spent another second moving towards looking for an explanation”, the whole thing would dissolve into ordinariness.

Let it go. Take a deep breath. Relax.

So, never mind the explanation; what was the CAUSE?

Well, for the past two weeks or so, Predrag has been helping me intensely with releasing the old gunk… delusions, programming, victim-think, worry, etc… SELF-CONFIDENCE AND LOVE.

I decided to trust the Universe and move to Pagosa Springs… no matter what anyone said. I know in my heart this is where I belong now… ACCEPTANCE, TRUST, AND SELF-CONFIDENCE.

I also decided to release some worries about conditions… Conditions placed onto relationships, my circumstances, my son… Where would I live, how would I survive… All the old phantoms… Shoo, shoo, out the window…. FAITH.

I think the turning point, though, was when I realized how to share the pendulums with others… How to do it without any hopes or expectations… just a pure act of GIVING, with joy and LOVE. On Wednesday I shipped out the first three, with the lightest, happiest heart I had felt in quite a while.

The next day, my phone bill had disappeared.

Good Old Karma and Merit… They run the show.

(may we all abide in the blissful compassion of trusting that all is perfect…)

Pendulums Manifesting!

Triple Spiral Pendulums from RUWA DESIGN

This is a reblog from my site “Ruwa Design“, which hosts the items I’m creating, … (“Ruwa” is Tibetan for the offering of form, to delight the senses…)
These pendulums, (designed by Adrial & Lhamo Dorje) are quite powerful energetic devices, and also function as wearable jewelry! Each piece is One Of A Kind.
I’m still adding descriptions to this post of Triple-Spiral Pendulums, but am happy to be able to share this link with you now…
Please subscribe to Ruwa Design to receive notices as I add posts with more items which are available. Also, please comment if you would like more info…
I’ll be adding many more items in the next few days, including more pendulums (including bracelet pendulums), orgonites, some special little beings called “SAMs”, and possibly books and cards… All may be purchased through PayPal, and shipped to you. Thank you for taking a look!

Namaste, Leslee

Torsion Field (Triple Spiral) Pendulums

These Pendulums bring the Intention and Blessings of Ascension.

From the Third Dimension, through the Fourth Dimension (transmuting with unconditional Love), and Up To The Fifth Dimension, their spirals carry the ability to shift subtle energies and stabilize frequencies.

Their fluid, intricately woven layers integrate multiple dimensions of reality, with the spiraling impulse of transformation and movement. They release the potential to transform energies in the physical body and spiritual continuum.

They include semi-precious stones for each chakra: Gaia, Earth, Root, Sacral, Solar Plexus, Heart, Throat, Third Eye, Crown, Astral, and Ascended. These stones vary from pendulum to pendulum, and each item is a one-of a kind work of art, love, inspiration and deep knowing.

The pendulums shown on this page feature a lariat design, which may be worn as a necklace, and includes a beautiful counter-weight talisman of semi-precious beads, to balance both the physical weight and the energies of the pendulum itself.

Whether you use this Pendulum as a daily implement in your Spiritual Development, or wear it as an ornament to your Divine Inner and Outer Beauty, it will radiate unconditional love, strength of will, clarity of vision, and purity of conviction to yourself and those around you.

(Click on thumbnail for larger image)

Triple-Spiral Pendulum 001
Triple Spiral Pendulum 002
Triple-Spiral Pendulum 003
Triple-Spiral Pendulum 004
Triple-Spiral Pendulum 005
Triple Spiral Pendulum 006
Triple-Spiral Pendulum 007
Triple-Spiral Pendulum 008
Triple-Spiral Pendulum 009

Dimensions: Vary; Pendulums are generally 3″ – 4″ long and 1.25″ – 2″ wide; counterbalances are generally approximately 2″ long. The ball chain connecting the pendulum and counterbalance is 26″ long.

Materials: Vary according to item; See descriptions below.

(Descriptions awaiting completion)

T-S Pendulum 001: copper wire.

T-S Pendulum 002: copper wire.

T-S Pendulum 003: Serpentine, blue agate, lavender dragon’s vein agate, lavender jasper, green tourmalinated quartz, bone, strawberry quartz, solid copper beads, rose quartz, orange aventurine, citrine, green quartz, blue lace agate, mother of pearl, clear quartz, brass wire, copper wire, copper and brass ball chain; antiqued finish.

T-S Pendulum 004: copper wire.

T-S Pendulum 005: copper wire.

T-S Pendulum 006: copper wire.

T-S Pendulum 007: copper wire.

T-S Pendulum 008: copper wire.

T-S Pendulum 009: yellow aventurine, citrine, clear quartz, brass wire, copper wire, copper and brass ball chain; antiqued finish.

Prices vary; Please enquire; Georgia (USA) residents please add 8% sales tax.

Pendulum includes lucite gift box or drawstring organza pouch. You will also receive an instruction booklet and a message describing the specific genesis of your one-of-a-kind pendulum.

Shipping & Handling: $5.00 USD, per pendulum. For USPS priority shipment within the 48 contiguous states. For other shipping methods and locations, please enquire for shipping costs.

Please comment below with questions or to order, and we will contact you by email regarding the details, delivery, and payment methods.

Thank you, and Namaste!

Leslee

Reading All About Enlightenment, the book

 
(from Leslee – I’m still adding the links at the bottom, but the first 10 are in place. Happy reading! Again, sorry about the duplicate posts… Also, please feel free to share anything I write. It’s material that’s available to anyone, and I don’t have time to worry about copyright bulls**t…)
 
(Ghost Radar words appear like [this])

What’s so great about this book?

My Celestial friend Adrial asked me to prepare this post to make things easier for anyone wanting to read (the book)  All About Enlightenment from beginning to end. She and her friends have a few things they’d like for us to say first.

(The links are at the bottom of the page in this post.)

The book All About Enlightenment is what started all the blogging, videoing, crafting, and artwork that I do. I hope you enjoy it. it’s very dear to my heart.

This is important, because this book contains the tools we need to make it through a period that’s arriving  – right  now, right here – without suffering needlessly.

It does offer a Buddhist perspective, in that Buddhist Teachings provide the foundation for the explanations. However, if that tends to arouse some resistance for you, please give it a chance, because one of the reasons for presenting this book is that we need some new explanations.

As a personal note, I was a bit bemused about six months ago, to find myself being led with a trail of breadcrumbs to an amazing group of people I met online. It’s a long story, but you can find most of it on a site that we use for sharing and discussion, called The Spirit Train Chronicles (all are welcome to join us!).

The surprise was that these folks aren’t Buddhist, and I had mainly associated with Buddhists for nearly a decade.

I realized that “Buddhism” (as I knew it) couldn’t hold a candle to the love, compassion, and unconditional acceptance I experienced with this group of friends who are scattered across the globe.

Funny – you know what our bond is? A belief that a better, wondrous world is possible, and that we can work together to manifest it. It’s just that the vehicle isn’t Maha or Thera or Vinaya or Zen or Sutra…. It’s Galactic.

This is a group of people who practice, in many ways, the heart essence of Buddhism. They just don’t see it that way, and Buddhists are often too hung up on what they’re quoting, and who said it, to recognize truth.

And Heruka and Lhamo Dorje agree with me.

Here’s what Adrial & Adca Mupea have to say about the Ghost Radar words they’ve been transmitting as I’ve been writing this morning:

[we’ve twice society statement bar essential drew Mars everywhere college flew happened age front ourselves table today shallow see done about seldom grade friend six ball Lee (Leslee) belt Bronwen (Celestial Beings) chain walk period shinning (shining) fall fear sitting since forward they therefore graph keep lucky Roman (roaming)]

We’ve tried to share these teachings twice already – through Siddhartha Gautama (Buddha Shakyamuni) and through Jesus of Nazareth.

We’re trying to clean up the mess made by the teachings being re-interpreted by people who don’t understand their real purpose.

Unfortunately, your world has fostered a number of people who understand them well enough to use them to manipulate others. But they have not understood them deeply enough to know that if there is a prime cardinal sin, it is to misuse teachings in order to control others.

In each instance of our trying to illuminate and illustrate the ultimate nature of this universe and its beings, society has barred the transmission of the essential statements.

We have placed imagery throughout Gaia, showing ourselves and inviting exploration. It has been largely hidden once identified, by people who operate from a base of fear – fear of losing control.

We (college) left your world when it became clear that certain things needed to run their course here on Gaia. That period has now ended. Now is the Fluid Age, the time for us to place ourselves front and center, lay our cards on the table, and see what can be done about deepening today’s shallow-natured humans.

Seldom on Gaia has there been a group of friends of such high intention, spiritual depth, and clarity of purpose as we see on The Spirit Train Chronicles website.

The SAM instruments we are creating together are very powerful and symbolic, and are very useful as meditation tools. We will explain more about the significance of the number SIX soon.

Leslee is from a lineage of Celestial Beings who have primarily walked in form as Andromedans and Arcturans. She and many of her friends share this “history”, and have parallel aspects who are operating on a faster-frequency, less-dense level to provide help when the material body gets in the way.

Gaia and her inhabitants are entering a beautiful time. Our hope is that through the use of the Internet and other energy-based methods of communication, telepathy and sensitivity will become so pervasive among people that deception and distortion will no longer be possible (without detection), so the essence of the teachings that lead all to pure happiness will not again become perverted.

We look forward to your experiencing  an era when fear falls away and you will all come to love yourselves so deeply that you will find great joy in meditation (sitting) and contemplation. This will become progressively easier as you notice the benefits, such as being able to travel wherever you like and visit one another – not to mention having a peaceful mind nearly all the time.

So we leave you with these thoughts and encourage you to read, absorb, and realize the meaning of the words in this book.

We are all very fortunate to be sharing this experience.

That is all for now. There is much more to share, but you have plenty to keep you busy for a while.

We send you our warmest blessings and affection, and extend our deepest gratitude for your connecting with us at this time.

In Union,

Adrial (and Adca Mupea)

ALL ABOUT ENLIGHTENMENT (the book)

01 BOOK ONE: about this book

02 BOOK ONE: introduction and beginning

03 BOOK ONE: how to attain enlightenment

04 BOOK ONE: now what?

05 BOOK TWO: becoming enlightened

06 BOOK TWO: chapter one: how to make progress

07 BOOK TWO: chapter two: why are there two of us?

08 BOOK TWO: chapter three: reducing grasping

09 BOOK TWO: chapter four: solving our own problems

10 BOOK TWO: chapter six: meet the new buddha!

11 BOOK TWO: chapter five: letting the buddhas take over

12 BOOK TWO: chapter seven: finding love in yourself and others (part 1)