(Not-So) Brief Athabantian Recruitment Update

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Hi, Everyone!

This is sort of a nuts-and-bolts update from me (Leslee Hare) on Recruitment status, and some background information…

(I’m sure we’ll get more touchy-feely updates from Adrial and others soon!)

I apologize for my delay in replying to a handful of you who have contacted me in the past few days! I think I’ve managed to reply to several of you today. Please let me know if you are still waiting on a reply. (email to oneriver69@gmail.com)

I’m still trying to understand how to balance the Recruitment process, my personal life, my day-job, and other tasks that Adrial (and Others) have requested… I sincerely appreciate your patience!

In case this helps, Adrial tells me that all who have contacted me personally so far at oneriver69@gmail.com and asked to join are accepted as Crew Members, so please go ahead and familiarize yourself and say hello to the folks on Spirit Train Chronicles – that will be Adrial’s main venue for updates regarding this team.

To clarify, if you were already involved with STC, and requested joining by posting a comment, that’s fine!

As I understand it so far, the point of this part of the Recruitment process is many-fold.

One, it requires that one makes the effort to save the email address and type a message. We need at least that much initiative to participate here.

Two, it increases the probability that one has read the Guidelines… We’re not sure how or where the Recruitment news has been shared, so this sends the person to the Source message, where the Guidelines were posted.

Three, it allows me to ask Adrial if this person is a Crew Member. I do this directly with my pendulum, as I’m reading the person’s message. Please note the wording here carefully; Adrial (and all my Guides, actually) always chooses Her words quite precisely…

This process is not a selection or a competition, it’s a reunion. We were all Crew Members before we were even born here on Earth this time. Adrial tells me we have all already trained together extensively, over many lifetimes and under various circumstances. We will recognize one another. We will all slip right into our intended roles naturally, some more rapidly than others. The timing of our connection and “activation”, if you will, is pretty well orchestrated, so the chances of any of us being “late” or “early” are quite slim.

That said, there are circumstances in which 3D living has impacted the timing of our connection, but there is never fault. As things shift, which they are doing constantly, we all adjust. We are all capable of this, so please relax and enjoy the ride! (Accordingly, I’m being reminded that I’ve been given a strict bedtime to observe, nothing is so urgent as to risk one’s health!)

Adrial’s answer to me about each person also implies that the person will benefit by participating as a Crew Member at this time. As mentioned above, extenuating circumstances arise, and some Crew Members may benefit most by joining us at a later time. Also, they may be filling some other essential role now, and becoming an active Crew member might interfere with, or distract from, their current role.

If I/we haven’t done so already, Adrial intends for me to send each of you a personal welcome message… Again I apologize if I haven’t done this yet; thank you for your patience and please do not feel discouraged!

Now, for those of you who are newly joining, I’ll explain a little about some resources available for our use. Some of us have been working together on this gathering (although we didn’t realize it!) since January 2012, and have set up a few things that might prove helpful.

As a personal anecdote, I began writing All About Enlightenment in May 2010, and from when the book was finished until the end of 2010, Heruka and Lhamo Dorje asked me to reserve about half a dozen internet domain names. One day at the very beginning of 2011, I was “ordered” to start a blog by midnight that night. I had no idea what I was doing, but somehow, just before midnight, my personal blog was online.

Then, in Mid-2010, my Guides asked me to reserve several blog names. I had no idea what they were for at the time. They are now STC, BUTTA, Raging Pandit, Bandaid Buddhist, and a few others whose purposes are still not clear to me.

In May of this year, when I connected with Mark Kimmel and Adrial, Up2the5th was born.

Also, I haven’t heard all their stories yet, but DreamWalker, Babajij, Lisa (Wolfke74), John A, and of course Laura Tyco all have at least one blog or site.

In January of this year, a group of us who had been hanging out at 2012IndyInfo started talking about trying astral meet-ups during dreamtime (Y’all step in and correct me if I mis-speak here, or if I leave something out!). Laura was having some issues with comments over at 2012IndyInfo, so we were discussing how to share our meet-ups. One day, Lhamo Dorje told me that was what the Spirit Train Chronicles was for. Whoa. Okay, let’s try it!

STC has grown very organically, and at this point, I’m not sure whether the newer folks are loving it or cursing it! We “old-timers” sometimes know where to find what we want… and sometimes not (speaking for myself…)

In general, every MWF, someone posts the new Mike Quinsey SaLuSa message, and there the comments section serves as a discussion board.

Also, every Saturday night, we share our Astral Dreamflights. Troy usually posts the invitation. These invitations point back to the Astral Travels page. On that page, you’ll see a link for the Dreamflights sub-page for each month. On these sub-pages, we post our dreamtime experiences… You may find some amazing synchronicities there!

That said, sometimes in our enthusiasm, we post our dreams wherever we land! But we usually try to shepherd them back to the sub-pages… Some of us also use our personal pages to gather our dreams.

Personal pages! Each Crew Member will eventually have their own page (and category), where they can also create sub-pages (and categories…) about whatever they like. Look around at the ones already there, and you can get an idea of how we’ve used them so far.

At this point, we’ve managed to create some pages for some of the new members… There’s no method to it, we just haven’t gotten around to making them all.

So, if you accepted your WordPress invitation to STC, please feel free to jump in and make your pages (and categories)! Or create posts, of course!

If you haven’t received your invitation yet, please let us know… Most of our regulars have the ability to send one, as long as they have your email address.

You’ll also see we’ve got pages for topics: Beneath the Surface (Gaia & Hollow-Earth related), Artwork, Galactic Fleet (a collection of ships we meet or hear about), etc…

The About page also has several sub-pages that have may help you find your way around.

With Athabantian’s emergence, we can see the need for some new pages and we’re still trying to sort that out and get it done… Please let us know if you’d like to help or have suggestions!

We’re also starting a Google Docs account, where we may post sone spreadsheets and such of info we gather in our projects and interests.

For now (until there is a new
Message from Adrial through me), please post any questions about Athabantian Recruitment as a comment to this post on Spirit Train Chronicles (http://spirittrainchronicles.com).

Our latest-breaking news is that Laura Tyco has been asked to handle recruitment for an additional ship! We’re still waiting for that ship’s name and Crew Member list… At least I think so, since I haven’t had time to go hang out on 2012IndyInfo in a couple days!

If you feel that ship may resonate more for you, please comment here or contact Laura. (She and I are coordinating behind the scenes, and I’m the one who is “behind schedule”, but it sounds like we’re both pretty busy…)

Please check out the SURPRISE, LAURA!!! post for more info on that, either at 2012IndyInfo or here.

We’ll also be learning more about additional ships and crew members, but all the info I know about is in the post mentioned above.

Again, I hope to catch up over the next day or two; if you feel I may have forgotten you, please email me a reminder (thank you!).

One last note: if you wish to join Athabantian and have NOT yet emailed me, we are learning that this is an essential part of the process, so please do email. Also, please keep in mind that as we join, we are expressing a wish to help, so a certain level of personal, internal dedication and commitment is appropriate.

Before contacting me initially, also please be sure to read the Guidelines (from Recruitment Bulletin) published with the original Recruitment Bulletin. Another important post is “Leslee, Meet Adrial” (http://wp.me/p1SOpJ-Ae).

If you have questions, please also feel free to ask it in the Comments section of any recent post on STC. The SaLuSa posts are the most active, so may get the quickest response.

Thank you all so much for your sincere wishes to become involved and help, AND for your patience!

In love and light,
Leslee Hare
oneriver69@gmail.com

84 comments on “(Not-So) Brief Athabantian Recruitment Update

  1. I’m so sorry, everyone – Lisa (Wolfke74) has just pointed out how confusing this post seems… As I told her, my head feels like it’s full of sand at the moment… My allergies are busy alerting me that something new has bloomed here in Atlanta…
    I’ll go clarify by editing the original post. Many thanks, Lisa! πŸ™‚

  2. Hi Leslee,
    Thanks for the update. Anyway I can imagine that you struggle how to juggle all those important things together. But once you found the balance it will be OK. I am still finding my balance to balance my attention to my children, my dream work, and my IT work and also now, trying to channel the crew of Athabantian through visual artwork instead of channeling words. I feel that my dreaming is also important, especially the last days , my dream are full of symbolism. There is still an article I want to write, but for now , I seemed to be blocked. A lot of fog in my mind. I try to channel Athabantian through my moonstone as this is my favorite stone, and try to visualize an artwork/drawing that they want to present.

    Love Lisa

  3. Hi Leslee, I am fine and ty for this post. I am in a wonderful funk and can’t do anything but walk in nature like a wandering gypsy….hehe…seems to be the thing do do right now. I had built a site and put it up, but cannot seem to now for forward with it at his time. When the ‘fog’ lifts, i will go forward. It’s ME time right now and lastnight was a heavy download of love and more love…was blissed out for almost an hour. Then floated off to bed…slept like a lamb :D. I made another pendulum out of a acorn. It’s pretty groovy, on hemp cord with pretty sparkle bead to weight it a bit. Watching pink clouds and the bluest skies I have ever seen. is my latest hobby too…ain’t life grand? Love to all πŸ˜‰

    • Funny you say that, this “FOG” really does seem to be par for the course these days! It will all pass so very soon πŸ˜€ Exciting isnt it?!?!? Love and Light to you!

      • Yes it is…and even so, this Gof’ is dreamy and pleasant…just like the pink clouds I am seeing these days…just floaty…lol…that’s me too, just floaty… πŸ™‚
        hmmm, aahh, I Am a pink cloud…now that’s funny! But of course, I am part of everything so me (I) and the clouds, we just are BEing…not worrying, just floating and revelling in the energy waves…how nice! Love and Light with pink clouds to you Idejavul :D!

  4. Thank you Leslee, I actually found that post to be “crystal” clear. πŸ™‚

    One suggestion, I think you were intending to link to the invitation, but I don’t think the link came through.

    Also, it may be too early to ask, but do we have a name for our brand new baby spaceship yet? :mrgreen: ((L♥VE))

    BTW it’s pretty awesome that Laura is serving in this capacity, in the same way that it is awesome that you are serving in this capacity! Looking forward to seeing where all this goes, too!

    • I’m glad and thank you, Troy, altho I do hope to offer some background info for those just arriving at STC… I think Laura will find the new name… Delegation seems to be a tool frequently used here, and based on my inbox today, I’m really grateful for that!

      I need to get you guys an updated list or chart or something of people, galactics, and connections [anyone]…

      Anyone care to share a preference or suggestion? I was thinking of a spreadsheet on Google Docs, except I’m not accustomed to GD…[certainly]

      We’ve added another 6 or so folks since the last list was emailed… OMG, it’s not even been a week! Is that right???

  5. And another thing… πŸ˜‰
    I just sent this to Tauno:
    “I’ve been getting messages that we are about to receive assignments that will help us understand how we will be needed to help manifest things from the 5th into the physical… Saddle up!!! :)”

    • … I’ve been getting messages that we are about to receive assignments that will help us understand how we will be needed to help manifest things from the 5th into the physical… Saddle up!!! πŸ™‚

      Blue orb shined while I was reading this πŸ™‚
      Amazing!
      Thank You Les and Adrial!
      I will try to connect with you via ALGIZ in dreamtime, tommorrow will be a busy day but I hope to have time for sharing what I receive
      Love and Light to YOU all

      • Oh, I’m so ready to learn, finally, what kind of assignments I’ll be working on. Thanks, Tauno!

  6. Wonderful Lesless! I will blog this on indy πŸ™‚ and add my email address.. although I also have to travel for work all week, and next week, and also have university stuff to do.. so you are doing just fine!!

    Hugs and love to Gunner, Stick, Troy, John A, Wes, KP, Steffie, Spacemuffin and all our ground crew! Sorry I don’t get the chance to read much … πŸ˜₯

    Hugs and love.

    • Hey, Laura! I’m sitting down to finish this now… If you’ve already posted it when I finish it, I’ll update it on 2012II… safe travels! πŸ™‚

      • Oh! ok.. I will wait for another hour or so then πŸ™‚

        I have received your invite!! Thank you!! ❀ love and please make a comment or send me an quick email when u have updated, so that I know it is up to date please πŸ™‚

  7. Thanks to all of you for the updates, I am REALLY getting excited! My heart and soul tells me something big is in the near future…wait…thats the stupidest thing I have said all day! OF COURSE something HUGE is gonna happen *hitting self in head* Either way I CANT WAIT!
    I hope you are all having a wonderful day! Our great fathers love fills us all πŸ™‚
    ~Michael

  8. Ah, I’m here for the ride. Can’t wait until I get my driver’s license or whatever! GLS Tulya, anyone?

    Elizabeth E (aka Tazjima)

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  10. Hi. My name is Jason and I was led to Leslee a while ago through using Ghost Radar which I stumbled upon on my phone. I have been slow to publicly post, and this is my first one.
    I have difficulty connecting with people and have been reading and researching things, multiple dimensions, UFOs, “conspiracies”, etc since I was very young. I really dove into research about 12 years ago. In the past I have seen “ghosts” and UFOs, and dreamed things before they happen, ( I get deja-vu a lot), so I have always been open to these ideas.
    For about 16 years of my life I was drunk, mainly because I don’t know how to deal with myself or others. Alcohol made it easier, I thought. Many arrests, rehabs, lost homes, friends, jobs, relationships later I finally woke up one day and was done with alcohol. That was 5 years ago tomorrow.
    My next wake up call came in the form of a new employee at a past job of mine last year. This person was quite blunt about their purpose, and explained I had been searched for and watched, mainly online, for a long time. I was found and the intention was to really wake me up. For months we talked and I was led to many new ideas and eventually to the idea of ascension, playing an active role in it, and what it means for the earth, humanity, and the Universe.
    I have no idea what that role is, but here I am. I have been shy about talking to anyone but Leslee.
    My life, in it’s current state is by no means easy, and pretty stressful, but much better due to my new found friends and positive attitude. Meditation helps immensely, and I keep up with many sites daily. Spirituality is new to me and I’m really enjoying it.

    I finally posted Leslee! πŸ˜€

    Namaste to all!

    • Jason, welcome. You are in very good company here. I haven’t met a lot of other people who have had dreams of the future, I’m very glad to make your acquaintance. I’ve had those dreams, some have come true and some that haven’t (fortunately!). I’ve also dreamed of friends and relatives recently passed, you may have had these as well.

      Many of us here have felt as you do, fish out of water, so to speak.

      Please don’t be shy, we are all on similar paths, enjoying what it has to offer. Namaste

    • Jason! Welcome brother! Let me tell you friend, and Leslee can confirm this, I understand what your going through. And you should be dam proud of your self for doing what you just did! We all have roles to play here, some greater than others. We don’t all know what those rolls are but it IS clear that we were all brought here for a reason. We will all figure out our place in things in the days to come. I am still teaching my self how to properly meditate. And my life is crazy too man! But we have our friends and we have our family. And I mean here too, not just at home. There is so much love in the souls that grace these pages that it’s truly mind blowing! You will be right at home here my friend, welcome aboard!
      ~MH

          • Thank you to everyone. IdejavuI, I haven’t got meditation down either. My thoughts are so chaotic most of the time I forget to meditate. I have to keep reminding myself to be here in this moment.
            Reading the posts here as well as other similar sites has given me comfort and direction, but I think participation will be much more rewarding, (hopefully not only for me).
            What I do everyday is hard, but much better than what I used to do. I’m surrounded by people who are still stuck in self destructive modes, and I could possibly help them if I just wasn’t afraid to expose myself.

            Twins huh Leslee? Fine with me, I could probably use one πŸ™‚

            • Haha, yeah Jason, twins! SO HELLO BROTHER πŸ˜€ Yeah man I find that my thoughts are chaotic at times, you put that perfectly! I had a feeling that something BIG was gonna happen, I posted on here yesterday, I wonder if the “green light” was it, hmm, who knows. Jason, I find it SO VERY HARD to even be here at work, there are a couple people at work that are kinda awake, but it is so hard to watch people shuffle about like zombies. It is hard to know SO MUCH adn watch all those around you, know nothing, still in the dark endused coma. We will all be awakend man, have no fear. The time is upon us to stand strong, hand in hand, and calm our friends and people around us, they will be lost! We are very fortunate to be living here, in this very moment! I still tell Cheri’ almost every day that we are SO LUCKY to be alive, to see the close of one chapter and the opening of a new, very exciting chapter that will bring each and every one of us SO MUCH LOVE! We all love you Jason, funny, I actually have a brother named Jason, so this will work quite well for me πŸ˜‰
              ~Michael

              • This is so beautiful to watch!

                FWIW, Adrial sometimes refers to it as Walking Tall.. She talks about this some in Leslee, Meet Adrial, but I think what she says about me also applies to all of us… In fact, She just told me that post is actually our Mission Statement! Cool! =D

    • Hi Jason,
      A warm and loving welcome to our group. It seems that you had a very rough time, but as Troy (dreamwalker) is saying, you are in very good company here. I also at a very young age I saw a lot of things, but my parents always said it was my imagination. I also went to a 17 years of a rough life to but went better as soon as I moved from Belgium to South-Africa. Everything is going to play out in Divine time πŸ˜€

      Love and Light Jason and again Welcome,
      Lisa

  11. Hi, All, Here’s a comment I just left on this post on 2012IndyInfo, FYI:

    Hi, Laura! I finally finished this post – I wanted to check with you to see if you prefer replacing the text, or creating a new post… I can do either, will wait until I hear from you, okay?

    Also, please let us know if you have any suggestions about the organization… I’m sensing that STC and 2012II might be be great for discussion… Up2the5th is, I β€œbelieve”, meant to be a sort of a library of info… perhaps for all the ships? I think we’re supposed to figure it out together, so let us know ur thoughts… Lots of love n light! Leslee

    • It will be interesting to see how things pan out Leslee, so far the “Galactic Fleet” page on our site has turned out to be a very handy resource. But I’m not sure if that page could accommodate too many more ships… but imagine a blog dedicated to Galactic Light Ships?

      Oops did I just give away the plot? :mrgreen:

    • Hi Leslee, thank you!! I posted it as such on Indy before bed at 2 am.

      I was going to ask for contact with Adriall ast night, but unlike I have ever seen here before.. we had a huge mega storm… thunder, lightening, iheavy rain just as I prepared for my med/ sitting… and it lasted about one hour.. I have never ever seen the likes of it.. not sure was it natural…?? I have asked for protecton to Adrial and SaLuSa and my protectors πŸ™‚ So all calmed down within 15 minutes of me asking for protection. Sunny and lovely here now!! lol

      Hugs and will be back later on πŸ™‚ ( in the evning after work)

  12. I want to welcome Jason and to let him know that I appreciate and admire his courage in stepping forward. I work in a prison setting and have seen many young people, Indigos, who are meant to be assisting with Ascension but whom have apparently lost their way. Congratulations, Jason, for pulling your life together. Even though you feel stressed, you have made a huge step in moving into your personal power and place of self-esteem. You are brother to us all. And every place you have gone in this lifetime will enable you to help others to find their way Home. You honor us with your presence.

    P.S. I’m new here, too, and still getting a feel for the space and people. Even though we apparently know each other very well in 5D (and higher) there are still a lot of unknowns and anticipation for discoveries yet to unfold.

    Blessings to all!

    Elizabeth E (aka Tazjima)

    • Thank you. Your kind words mean so much. It’s taken me weeks to make one post, and now I’m happy I did.

      • ~Howdy Jason!…We have shared Similar Life Pathways,it appears…Since very Young,I attuned with the Omni-Dimensional aspects of Our World…for about 20 years,i had chosen a Life of Haze,using alcohol & drugs…in April 2007,I went to rehab…Have now been Experiencing a Sober Life for 5 years and 2 months… πŸ™‚ …
        …Congrats on Ur Decision to Living in Soberity!!…Happy 5th~

      • ~Hi Elizabeth,Greetings & Salutations… πŸ™‚ …

        …and KP, i wish to Congrats Ya on Completing Ur Semester @ University…Bravo!… πŸ˜€ ~

  13. Leslee and Laura,

    “Aurora”

    The name seems to resonate fairly strongly for me. I’m not sure if it’s a ship or a crew member though. But the name is loud and clear.

    Oh, and KP also mentioned “Athena”, I think – I wasn’t sure if he thought this was a ship or a crew member.

    • Good morning!! WOW TROY!! YYEESSS!! Aurora as a ship’s name does resonate IMMENSELY with me!! I will ask for confirmation from others after work, this evening πŸ™‚ hugs and love. Laura

      • That *almost* sounds like volunteer-talk, KP! I think I can hear Iltheos snickering… Does he snicker? πŸ˜‰

        And it is certainly “Greek”!

  14. How about Aurora Le? Laura and I know someone from our TAUK group with that name. I’ve been getting the feeling lately that maybe she is supposed to be here.

  15. Hi My name is Suzanne and I also was lead to Leslee via Wes site. This is where I would go every Morning to read the latest channellings. Many of the posts resignated with me on a deep level of awareness. I have always had a sense of being a spiritual being, a star seed since I was very young. Many times I was told I was silly or seeing/sensing things that were not there and became fearful when my name was called. Thanks to Leslee and Adriel I know I have come in a sense close to home. Have read and now know where to look for things. I am so looking forward to learning and working with and getting to know everyone. I have 5 dreams which have been remembered and written down. When I read the dreams others have posted I felt that I was in the right environment to share these at long last. I will post them when a page has been set up for me. Much love to all Suzanne

    • Welcome Suzanne,
      I had the same thing going on with my parents, who said it was just my imagination. Hearing this so long, I still sometimes doubt myself and say it is only my imagination. Anyway, a warm lovely welcome to STC and would love to read your dreams. I have also a page with my dreams written down. If interested you can always have a look. πŸ˜€

      Love and light Lisa

    • Suzanne, WELCOME! I am so excited that we are getting so many souls here! Just wonderful! Much love and light to you and welcome aboard! πŸ˜€

    • ~Howdy,Suzanne…One of the Best Places to Notify Us that Ya added on to Ur Page is on the SaLuSa Posts…a New SaLuSa Message is Posted every Monday,Wednesday & Friday…that way,We get to go to Ur Page and Read Ur Dreams… πŸ™‚ ~

  16. Hi all,

    I felt compelled to make a page for the GLS Athabantian. I grouped all the information I could find in there and made sub-pages regarding the meditations, exercises and how to spot the Athabantian.

    Leslee, if you have time , can you look if I forgot somethings or maybe you feel there can be some improvement, or add something.
    It is under the page : Galactic Fleet

    Love and light,
    Lisa

    • Woohoo! Thank you, honey! I’m sure you did a magnificent job, but I will take a look “as soon as I can”… =D

      BTW, I managed too make some more pages for folks, you will see them under the new “Athabantian Crew” page… You will need a WordPress account to login, but you do NOT have to create your own blog.

      However, if you do want a blog, go for it! Post something to let us know the link, and we can add it to the place on the site with a list of links…

      Also, I have my hopes set on getting a poll published here tonight (it may be more than one poll), so that we can begin to learn who needs help with what as far as using the site(s)…

  17. I wanted to post here due to activities. I will be getting the gifts in the mail on Friday this week, All those who missed it if you could send your MAILING ADDRESS to mhallhandyman@gmail.com I will get you some goodies in the mail πŸ™‚ Jason, Suzanne, anyone I am missing sorry :/. So send me those address’!!

    • ~Ha!…okay,okay…My tendency is to be the last one In…therefore the delay in responding…hehe…I am kinda Intrigued by Your Offer…Micheal,what do you do as a Job/occupation?..I’m such a Scorpio and a Mystery offers many questions~

        • ~Thank You,Michael,for Ur Understanding…I apprecriate it and enjoy your Exurberate Energy with Us…Keep ‘Em Shining!… πŸ™‚ ~

  18. Arianna and Suzanne (and Jason, and whoever else might be reading this), if we’ve sent you an invitation, once you’re signed into the site look for a gray bar at the top of the page (you may need to refresh the page). In that gray bar will be the site name, “Spirit Train Chronicles”. This will give you a drop-down menu, then select “New >” and then “Page”. Then add your alias to the page title, so that we know who the page is about.

    The reason you have to do this for yourself is that if someone else creates the page for you, you won’t be able to edit it and add content.

    Don’t worry about site organization – once you have created the page, one of us can help add the page to the correct menu / order/ slot etc.

    • oops… so I should delete the pages I made? and now I understand what happened to the ones I could have sworn I had already made (you took care of them, Troy?)

    • Hi dreamwalker444 I have signed up to word press I am not sure what you mean about a grey bar and site name. I have never done this before and I guess need some help lol. I have finally found an alis that no one has have put an avatar and now am stuck. much love suzanne

  19. Hi everyone….I just don’t feel good physically all of a sudden. I am having to force myself to post…not so good at it really. I have been in hibernation for so long…it’s hard. I just want to connect with people again…I need to..even though my life’s road has been extremely challenging. I am wanting to reach out to others now..i just want to be me…without judgements and criticisms. I know I am healing still and will continue to do so for a while…I am truly happy to be here. I am so grateful for not giving up, i surely wanted to so many times. The abuse from long ago, tore me up and sideways…I have been rebuilding myself brick by brick for 5 years now…the foundation is good…now i am working on the ‘rooms’ of my house πŸ™‚ I want to remember more…to experience all the wonders of my spiritual self. I just can’t follow others anymore. I have unfriended many in FB and no more tweets, I untwittered too. It was all so fake. I couldn’t do it one more day. I have been looking for my place with people that I could just feel at home with. I have never had that ever. I have been searching for so much….but today is a ‘resting’ day…lots of herbal tea and sleep. Love & Light to all πŸ˜€

    • Welcome home Lisa! Now is the time to let our heart & spirit soar. ♥

      I’m not sure how anyone could be judged for that yet so many of us have. It is time to take back what is rightfully ours! πŸ˜€

      Take care of yourself – Leslee noticed that a few “new” folks have been through a short “clearing” as they join our site. It probably has nothing to do with the site but it is an interesting coincidence. I’m pretty sure web sites can’t pass along a virus to a human being…

      Much love and blessings

      • Thank you dreamwalker444 πŸ˜€ Yes, I can feel this is a personal ‘shedding’ of sorts…it will pass. I am feeling a bit like a child who wants their mommy to take care of them and cuddle them, i would be lying if i didn’t admit to that πŸ™‚ and i can’t lie..my nose grows..lol! I would love to learn how to spot the Abathantian too..and I am also drawn to GLS Tulya πŸ™‚ …whew! So much new info…and I am so undisciplined…i just fly whichever way the wind blows me…like a sailboat on the open sea. πŸ™‚ I was telling Leslee that I meditate in so many ways…and sometimes not at all…or so it seems, But if i think about it…i do meditate…all day sometimes, even when cleaning house. Anyways, now i am all over the proverbial map…lol…no surprise here! Much Love and Light to all πŸ™‚

        • I have never been able to “meditate” either, but have discovered active meditation, which is where you multitask your brain to do meditation while you’re doing other things. I sometimes do this when I’m driving but I have to be careful to not rear-end someone! πŸ˜‰ This method might resonate with you; it also helps pass the time when we’re stuck doing mundane tasks (i.e. like folding laundry).

          One suggestion from Jay Bland (he no longer updates his blog)

          Visualize a number as a 3-D shape in your head, then turn that number so you can see the back of it, then to the front, so it rotates slowly 360 degrees. So start with 1, then 2, and so on, up to 10. See how high you can “count”, turning each number, before getting distracted.

          Others might have other suggestions, there is no “right” or “wrong” way to do it.

  20. A big welcome to our new family members! Thank you for sharing your experiences. I am so familiar with much of what some of you have written. After years of depression, feeling unloved … I arrived. Me, the walk-in finally figured out who I am. Your stories are heartfelt. Welcome my brothers and sisters.

    Love you

  21. Leslee,
    In response to the two Lisas dilemma…you can call me Rose…I prefer it anyway πŸ™‚
    I will change my handle to Rose-it’s been a preferred name for a long time. πŸ™‚
    I would love the opportunity to use it now ….. everything is changing anyways…, i feel like a molting bird….so strange!
    Love 2 All πŸ™‚

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