My friends, it’s been so long since I posted here that I’m a bit at a loss about how to begin… I don’t have anything earth-shaking to share; but maybe in these times it’s the little pieces that add up and begin to count…
I’ve been quite busy with work and traveling (for work) that the days, weeks, months slip by. But the more interesting bits and little pieces keep nudging their ways into my awareness despite the busy-ness. My challenge seems to be finding a way to fit them all together. Hence the title “Integration”.
Several themes keep popping into focus for me, and I know they tie together somehow. I just haven’t figured it out yet. I suppose I’ve been waiting on an epiphany before sharing, but enough is enough – I think the epiphany won’t come until I start to share.
Topics I’ve been reading, dreaming, and thinking about:
Remote Viewing (and how it’s similar to Seeing)
Tarot and other forms of Divination (methods that allow us to tune in if we step out of the way)
Gnosticism (blah blah blah – don’t take anything too seriously…)
Telepathy and receiving guidance directly (which each of us can do, with effort)
Ufology Culture (as distinguished from UFOs/OVNIs themselves)
Humans who have actually met and interacted with physical ETs (I’m still skeptical…)
Beings from Other Worlds (physical and otherwise…)
Other Worlds (seen, remembered, imagined…)
Cities of Light, Nodes of Higher Energy, Places of Purity (such as Telos, Abiquor, Vesú, Wu Tai Shan, Sukhavati, etc.)
Technology, Biology, and Physics (is it possible for Science NOT to impose limitations?)
The effects that negative/positive thinking and conspiracy theories have on our experience of the world
How things seem to have softened (in a good way) in the New Year
The imperative that we as individuals act to create our own paths and results
How I should best spend my time
That maybe fiction is a better means for sharing what I perceive
Science or Space Fiction (movies and literature), and how much it is “channeled”
Finally getting “All About Enlightenment” published
Parallels between Vajrayana Buddhism and all of the above, and how they relate closely
How all of the beings I know are connected
How full of s**t most of this sounds at times
And yet how totally convinced I am that it’s all “real”
I’ll stop the list there. As I read over it, no wonder I feel a bit overwhelmed about trying to tie it all together. It’s going to take some time.
But I feel it in my gut – all of this does tie together, and how it ties together bears relevance. At least it does for me. It seems like a continued gathering of puzzle pieces that began about 18 months ago when I was in Pagosa and I heard “The Buddhas are coming!” I realized then that I was hearing that there’s a connection between Vajrayana deities (like Heruka), and folks that I’ll just call Extra-Terrestrials. I’m being asked to explore this, but I find it hard to believe that anyone but Ben Naga and myself might really be interested in it (tip of the hat to Ben…).
In the meanwhile, I have had a few recent communications from Adrial about Abiquor, and during the Dreamflight this past Saturday, one of my guides and a man came and found me to ask me to shift my focus back to Abiquor and Cities of Light again. It seems that some obstacles have cleared and now we (the larger collective WE) have space and room and energy to contribute in a fruitful way.
I’m fascinated by this, because I don’t recall ever having someone come find me in a dream and bring me a specific message or request. Hmm.
And while I know that lots of people yearn to hear “good” news about world changes and “better” worlds arising, what I have been receiving consistently (as I believe others have received also) is that we humans must accept responsibility for our own progress (however we define that), and that much work remains to be done.
I don’t see Abiquor or Vesú appearing in concrete physical form any time soon.
But maybe it’s just that I feel I won’t see them in physical anytime soon; there’s no impending rescue, no matter how much I plead… And on some days, I just don’t understand at all.
At the same time, I know that these places, these states of mind, already exist in fullness and potential (as well as do countless other similar places), and we can visit them in dreams or meditations. By the same virtue, we can also visit with beings that can help us.
I understand that It takes effort, and that these treasures are found within. Cliché, but true. And that brings me back to the level of busy-ness I’m experiencing these days…
So, I’m asking Adrial and others to please give me some more concrete information if they really want me to post about Abiquor and such… And I’m asking Heruka and my local elemental pals to help arrange conditions so that I’ll have the time and energy to write and share whatever might be worthwhile.
I hope these words find you well and managing the energies of 2014. It’s all going to be alright.
Sending you all lots of love,