It’s Time Now.
In no way is this made up, or some form
Of over active imagination…but some would
Have you think so…
Sometimes things happen that you can not
Explain, and often you wish they never
Happened…But when things…reoccur, and
Then connect, over and over again…then you
Are forced to face them. Like it or not.
I was told never to share this until I
Was 45, I’m 46 now…so I’m telling it
Unlike ever before.
It started when I was 5 years old, on
Christmas Eve…I thought it was a dream…
But over the years it continued, here and there…
At what must have been pivotal moments?
Visits in dreams…that became much
More, by these magical people…
Now, I will add that I have known others
That were also visited…by what they called,
The Sky People. They just know things,
And they just come. Some make false
Claims, but they know who they are…
They always told me I would do things one
Day, important things…And I always laughed
And said, yeah right. People will make fun
Of me left and right…And they warned me
About this too…hint.
They have been so accurate in what they
Told me…so much so, that I was literally
Scared to see them; and they know this too.
They do not come charging in like some
Specter with proverbs, it’s not like that at all.
I just can’t explain everything, it’s impossible.
And honestly some things have to be private.
Some know. They have always asked
Over the years…Just how much did they
Tell you? Enough.
So here it is…How they really made
Their BIG impression. I was 7 years old,
It was the Spring of 1980…March.
I was in the second grade…I have
I have never forgotten a single detail.
One night, I was simply trying to fall
Asleep, when I heard voices…coming from
My pillow, like echoes. It was weird, it
Made me nervous, so I tried to ignore it.
But the more I ignored it, the louder
The voices became until I had no choice
But to listen.
They called my name over and over and
Kept asking me to listen. They said
They wanted to help me, but asked
Patiently, “Will you trust me, trust us?
We’re your friends. All that we are
Asking is to be your friends, say that
You will be friends and trust
Us and we will help you.”
It was ridiculous; I just laughed. They
Asked over and over until I finally
Said, “OK, I will be your friend.” They
Were very happy and said, “We will help you.”
When I fell asleep, a woman came…
One I had seen before, but only at Christmas
Eve. She was beautiful, and almost seemed
To glow because she was bathed in this
Hazy bright light. She sat on my bed,
And I said, “I remember you…”
She said, with a very kind, sincere smile,
“I’m here to help you. We are friends, right??
You remember me? You trust me? You know
That I would NEVER hurt you in any way
Ever? I’m here to help you.”
I nodded, “I remember, I know.” I said.
“Help me? Help me how?”
And then she said, “In 3 days something
Is going to happen, something bad…To
Your Mom. But we can fix it. We CAN
Fix it…But you have to trust me.”
I freaked out, of course. “What? Why?
What’s going to happen?”
“Something bad, that’s all I can tell you.
But we can fix it, just trust me.” She said.
“What? Why?” I really got scared hearing
This, even though she was entirely sincere
And kind; seriously, she was. “What’s going
To happen to my mom? What do you
Mean you can fix it? Fix it, how?”
She looked a bit more serious but still
Kind. “Just listen. We can fix it, just
Trust me. I know it’s hard to believe
But we can. But I need you to do
Something for me, us…Now we’re friends,
Remember? One day you are going to do
Great things, important things…things that
Need to be done. No ne else can do this
But you.”
“What? What are you talking about?
Me? No, no…I’m never going to do
Things like that, not important things.
People are crazy.”
She smiled. “I know they scare you. It’s
Different for you. I know about the
Tests, we know. But you have to ignore
Them. Don’t answer their questions. Don’t
Tell them anything about this, about me,
Ever. Not until it’s time. But I’m going
To ask you to do things, strange things,
People will not understand, do not explain.
Do you understand?”
“Yes.” Fear and shock was all I could
Think about. First, they think I am
Retarded because I have a lisp…and
Can’t concentrate in school because
The other kids were vicious; and I
Could hear every whisper and thought
They had. Then the school makes me
Take these IQ tests and boy were
They shocked what they found out!
They wanted to pull me out of school
And put me into some special school
With older, probably meaner kids. Great!
The more I thought about it, the
More I panicked.
“I know this scares you, I know
You’re frightened. But we’re friends and
I’m here for you. We’re watching.” She
Said very seriously. “And we can help you,
And we will. You agreed, remember? Look
At me…you know I would NEVER hurt
You.”
“But my family will kill me. The kids at
School…The teachers, Oh My God…” I said.
“They do not know anything.” She
Smiled and laughed. “They don’t know
What they’re doing. I’m not talking to
Them, am I? They’re not my friend.”
I have to admit, the way she said that
Made me smile. And as scared as I was,
She always made me feel better…
Just seeing her. She was not like ANY
Human being I have ever known
Or seen or read about…to this day.
No words can describe them. I am
Always that little boy in their presence.
“But what’s going to happen in 3 days?”
I asked.
“All that you need to know is, that I
Can fix it. When it happens…you
Will know what I am talking about.”
She said very seriously, but kindly. “And
I want you to remember this…about
Our talk. Because everything is going
To be fine. Your Mom is going to be fine.
There is absolutely nothing to worry about
At all with this. We are friends. I will
Fix it. That’s all that I want you to
Think about. Ignore everything and everyone
Else…Everything is going to be just fine.
Because, we’re friends…We have a deal,
Right?”
“Ok,” I said. “We have a deal. We’re
Friends.”
She smiled, satisfied. “That’s great. Now,
I want you to go back to sleep, okay?
Dream about something nice…But
Remember what we talked about…And
Remember…when it happens…Everything
Is going to be fine.”
“Okay…” And then she was gone…I
Fell asleep…And I always remembered.
Three days later, I was sitting
In class in school…when a teacher’s aide
Nervously interrupted the class to get me.
The kids, of course, were ridiculous…but
The way the teacher’s aide talked to the
Teacher quietly made everyone nervous…
They took me to the office, where my
Grandmother was waiting for me to take
Me home…Everyone I saw was whispering
With wide eyes, with looks of fear unlike
I had ever seen…I went numb.
My Grandmother took me quickly
To the car, and nervously explained…
There was an accident with my mom…
And that she had a little ‘Boo Boo’.
I thought it was crazy. What? A Boo Boo?
They took me out of school because
My mother had a Boo Boo? But then
I remembered the voice, the dream…
That Blond woman…And I said NOTHING.
They took me home…no one would
Explain anything…I was 7, you can
Imagine. Finally, my Grandmother
Told me that my mother had been shot
On the way to the store.
It was a small town…Panic. It made
The news of course. See the attached
Newspaper article.
Two teenaged boys had stolen their father’s
Rifles and gone target shooting in the
Woods…they were shooting
At an abandoned van across an open
Road…Things like this did NOT
Happen back then, it was insane.
And while this became the big
News at the time…I was overtaken
By my own fears…and visitors. I NEVER
Told anyone about this EVER…I told
My Grandmother years later and she made
Me promise never to tell anyone, and
Made me pray to God for these visits
With the Star People to stop.
But I had to keep my promise to them,
I was afraid of consequences. I
Kept the secret, but did ignore my
Grandmother’s advice. She said they
Were evil, I knew they weren’t, they
Never hurt me, not like everyone else.
In fact, they helped me more times than
I can ever tell you. I loved how they
Hated what I was taught in school,
The older I got, the more ridiculous they
Thought it was. So, they gave me answers
So I had time for them.
I did ask them afterwards about
The accident…My Mom was fine.
Everyone called it a miracle…The
Investigators said it could have been,
Should have been, MUCH WORSE…hint.
Now, I have never told my family this…
This is a first for EVERYONE…
However, they do know about the Star
People NOW…They just do not know
This…
Later, the woman appeared…A man
Was with her…but I could not see him,
He stood outside the door. I only heard
His voice and saw his shadow.
I asked them why it had to happen?
I was grateful they fixed it…But still
I was confused why it happened. And
She said, “Because it would have been
Meaningless…and hurtful. It would have
Had a lot of consequences…later. But it
Was fine. I was GREAT…” She kept saying
I would do “Great Things One Day”.
Yeah Okay. Yes, they fixed this…
The man would somewhat reveal himself
Later…that’s all I will say.
The point to this story is…They know
Things…This is not made up. Oh many
Times I wish it was! But then, to be
Honest…they have been kinder to me
Than anyone ever has.
They told me MONTHS in advance
Donald Trump would win the election, and
How people would react…can you believe
I actually wondered about it? But I agreed too.
And this business with teenage violence…
Don’t blame the teachers or the government,
Kids are monsters. Parents should know
That by now…Parents need to know who
These kids are…not turn that over to
Someone else. That will only make more problems.
Lastly, these visitors, yes, they always
Know a lot…And I’m saying it…
It’s not this President to blame…
The Alternative would have yielded
FAR WORSE…things will still happen,
But not as catastrophic as they
Would have been. I wish
People would believe that…kids and
Adults…who’s emulating who?
All I am doing is keeping a promise,
That’s all. But I am curious to see
What they mean…A lot of people
Give bad advice…they don’t ask.
We have a better chance than we did
Before.
To view now, click:
Valiant.
Source: http://www.rumormillnews.com/cgi-bin/forum.cgi?read=95901
Spirit Train Chronicles 
Sending one bear video to you now Robin! Sending along in a letter to you, Feilla, Troy, Dave, Lida & Bill.
Feilla, I love the cake of the train, that is just awesome! Thanks so much for sharing what you found on Rana. I love the insights of Mahala Gayle. That was wonderful to read about the legends associated with Ceres….Demeter.
Wishing all of you that read here a wonderful day, with hopefully much beauty from Mother Nature to enjoy.
You saw a bear Barb? Ooooo…pictures/videos…yes please!
Very interesting connections to frogs Feilla!
Something that I’ve been thinking to share, about the synchronicity that I had refereed in this thread last week about ancestry. I almost forgot that today, April 5th should just be coming. It’s in fact one of the weighed day, in our culture, Tomb Sweeping Day, Qingming Festival of the very RAINY season.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Qingming_Festival
Sorry for I’ve to suspend my sharing here for some days, though I don’t want to miss the timing…
My previous comments were quite blocked, however, I’ve to continue…
Dear Barb, thank you so much for your reminding of Bill Senior’s birthday that I’m sorry for having missed. Though this might be belated, still want to present this CAKE here for address my & our greeting and blessing to lovely Bill Senior.
As this kind of cake just came up first time to me and it looks an echo of my dream…though the train in my dream is rather white-silver bullet train. Besides, it’s in fact hard to tell the ethnic origin of the genius girl, at least not literal Asian. She obviously is a hybrid of various kinds.
Dear Barb, what the very loving, thoughtful, sweet, even talented lady you are !!! You must LOVE yourself that much and feel and dare to accept, receive the LOVE you truly own, without saying you can bring and make so many miracles to and for others !!! Honestly, I’m of some very similar kind and cannot understand more. Let’s practice together SENSING it that TRUE !!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR BILL SENIOR !!!
regards to FROG, this is the very topic that a very good friend who has been talking about in regards to her research on the iconographic pattern of MOON, TOAD/FROG, TREE in ancient time, or the goddess Change which started to appear wherein in the figurative art in a little bit latter era. God, I was thinking to look for some term in my Eng-CN dictionary, but should have typed “Rana,” it should turn out the exact key word in CN in this research. Then, I tried wiki it….
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Common_toad#cite_note-Birstein-6
[The common toad was first given the name Rana bufo by the Swedish biologist Carl Linnaeus in the 10th edition of Systema Naturae in 1758.[3] In this work, he placed all the frogs and toads in the single genus Rana. It later became apparent that this genus should be divided, and in 1768, the Austrian naturalist Josephus Nicolaus Laurenti placed the common toad in the genus Bufo, naming it Bufo bufo.[4][5] ]
The “range map” ….how interesting it looks !!!
My beautiful Barb, I like this film review for there are lots of precious topics in my/our concern were talked about. There are some other discussion that I happened to read in the last days about the GENDER. This one touched me so, again owing to some synchronicity. For I just translated an article from FR into CN on Goddess Nana, represented in medieval Central Asia. I hence had chance to review how the related myths have been mingled along with each other and the related even transmuted cults have been played on and on in various societies, lands, epochs, religions. Otherwise, owing to my cultural background, my knowledge about them is somehow relatively limited and my awareness of the prototype or pattern is relatively superficial. So, please allow me to quote that from this amazing film review by this astrologer, Mahala Gayle.
http://blog.mahalasastrology.com/2018/03/22/the-goddess-does-the-oscars/
Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri
[The story, whether consciously or not, is based on the archetypal journey of CERES. Her daughter Persephone is abducted into the underworld and raped and Ceres enters a state of despair where she brings a famine upon the Earth. That women have been dishonored is central to the healing of the land. This very much accords with the Kali Yoga period of history from which we are emerging. Ceres is in Leo this year and so becoming more visible in the world through this film is very apt. The success of the film speaks of the collective transmutation of ‘Ceres’ consciousness that is underway.]
[The central character played by Frances McDormand, who won Best Lead Actress has many PALLAS ATHENA traits as she is ANDROGYNOUS IN APPEARANCE AND MANNERISMS. She certainly breaks with what Hollywood has considered central to success of a film, a feminine, beautiful leading lady. I like that the film challenges ideas around BEAUTY. For me her intense grief creates a beauty in itself. There were also many older actresses presenting at the Oscars and so it felt like a real HONORING OF ELDER WOMEN all round.]
Frances McDormand has been exactly one of my favorite actress, for her strength, talent, genuineness without any mannerism, talent are all the qualities which cast BEAUTY & CHARM.
Besides, my dear Barb, none is supposed to be good cook. The ones who like to cook, even are good cooks themselves would just like to see how much their beloved ones enjoy what they cook for them with their LOVE, the very ingredient. It’s definitely one of their ultimate happiness in life to see what the pleasure and happiness that nice foods can bring into the live of their beloved ones !!! So, being the one who enjoy being loved in various kinds of ways is one of most precious manner to love as well. I guess that’s why that story of A Little Princess can touch even heal so many females, for each girl deserves to be cherished as a PRINCESS !!!
Thank you, dear Robin and Barb. There are still numerous synchronicity occurring with you both, in the threads of your sharing and not only so, you can just rock in such a composed manner !!!
It’s really hard to believe that Vermont should be able to lead us to link to RANA. With regards to FROG, this is the very topic that a very good friend who has been talking about in regards to her research on the iconographic pattern of MOON, TOAD/FROG, TREE in ancient time, or the goddess Change which started to appear wherein in the figurative art in a little bit latter era. God, I was thinking to look for some term in my Eng-CN dictionary, but should have typed “Rana,” it should turn out the exact key word in CN in this research. Then, I tried wiki it….
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Common_toad#cite_note-Birstein-6
[The common toad was first given the name Rana bufo by the Swedish biologist Carl Linnaeus in the 10th edition of Systema Naturae in 1758.[3] In this work, he placed all the frogs and toads in the single genus Rana. It later became apparent that this genus should be divided, and in 1768, the Austrian naturalist Josephus Nicolaus Laurenti placed the common toad in the genus Bufo, naming it Bufo bufo.[4][5] ]
The “range map” ….how interesting it looks !!!
My beautiful Barb, I like this film review for there are lots of precious topics in my/our concern were talked about. There are some other discussion that I happened to read in the last days about the GENDER. This one touched me so, again owing to some synchronicity. For I just translated an article from FR into CN on Goddess Nana, represented in medieval Central Asia. I hence had chance to review how the related myths have been mingled along with each other and the related even transmuted cults have been played on and on in various societies, lands, epochs, religions. Otherwise, owing to my cultural background, my knowledge about them is somehow relatively limited and my awareness of the prototype or pattern is relatively superficial. So, please allow me to quote that from this amazing film review by this astrologer, Mahala Gayle.
http://blog.mahalasastrology.com/2018/03/22/the-goddess-does-the-oscars/
Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri
[The story, whether consciously or not, is based on the archetypal journey of CERES. Her daughter Persephone is abducted into the underworld and raped and Ceres enters a state of despair where she brings a famine upon the Earth. That women have been dishonored is central to the healing of the land. This very much accords with the Kali Yoga period of history from which we are emerging. Ceres is in Leo this year and so becoming more visible in the world through this film is very apt. The success of the film speaks of the collective transmutation of ‘Ceres’ consciousness that is underway.]
[The central character played by Frances McDormand, who won Best Lead Actress has many PALLAS ATHENA traits as she is ANDROGYNOUS IN APPEARANCE AND MANNERISMS. She certainly breaks with what Hollywood has considered central to success of a film, a feminine, beautiful leading lady. I like that the film challenges ideas around BEAUTY. For me her intense grief creates a beauty in itself. There were also many older actresses presenting at the Oscars and so it felt like a real HONORING OF ELDER WOMEN all round.]
Frances McDormand has been exactly one of my favorite actress, for her strength, talent, genuineness without any mannerism, talent are all the qualities which cast BEAUTY & CHARM.
Besides, my dear Barb, none is supposed to be good cook. The ones who like to cook, even are good cooks themselves would just like to see how much their beloved ones enjoy what they cook for them with their LOVE, the very ingredient. It’s definitely one of their ultimate happiness in life to see what the pleasure and happiness that nice foods can bring into the live of their beloved ones !!! So, being the one who enjoy being loved in various kinds of ways is one of most precious manner to love as well. I guess that’s why that story of A Little Princess can touch even heal so many females, for each girl deserves to be cherished as a PRINCESS !!!
In the concerned stories that I translated last summer, the drought of land might have to do with the trauma and anger caused by the loss of the daughter Persephone [Greek]/ Proserpina [Roman] of Goddess Demeter [Greek]/Ceres [Roman]. There is still a episode in minor adventures along the way of looking for her daughter. What I worked for is the figurative representation in transmuted Zoroastrian version of it. Here is the quote from what wiki gives…
Demeter rejoiced, for her daughter was by her side.
source : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Demeter
Demeter at Eleusis
Eleusinian trio: Persephone, Triptolemos, and Demeter, on a marble bas-relief from Eleusis, 440–430 BC
[Demeter’s search for her daughter Persephone took her to the palace of Celeus, the King of Eleusis in Attica. She assumed the form of an old woman, and asked him for shelter. He took her in, to nurse Demophon and Triptolemus, his sons by Metanira. To reward his kindness, she planned to make Demophon immortal; she secretly anointed the boy with ambrosia and laid him in the flames of the hearth, to gradually burn away his mortal self. But Metanira walked in, saw her son in the FIRE and screamed in fright. Demeter abandoned the attempt. Instead, she taught Triptolemus the secrets of AGRICULTURE, and he in turn taught them to any who wished to learn them. Thus, humanity learned how to plant, grow and harvest grain. The myth has several versions; some are linked to figures such as Eleusis, Rarus and Trochilus. The Demophon element may be based on an earlier folk tale.[42] ]
The CREMATION and the funerary practices of related cult then held in ancient Sogdiane, present Uzbekistan. According to the assumption by that author, though being suggested in ambiguous way, cremation might be related to the
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Triptolemus
[While Demeter (in the guise of an old woman named Doso) was searching for her daughter Persephone, who had been abducted by Hades, she received a hospitable welcome from Celeus. He asked her to nurse Demophon—”killer of men”, a counterpart to Triptolemus— and Triptolemus, his sons by Metanira. Demeter saw Triptolemus was sick and fed him her breast milk. Not only did he recover his strength but he instantly became an adult.[1]
As another gift to Celeus, in gratitude for his hospitality, Demeter secretly planned to make Demophon immortal by burning away his mortal spirit in the family hearth every night. She was unable to complete the ritual because Metanira walked in on her one night. Instead, Demeter chose to teach Triptolemus the art of agriculture and, from him, the rest of Greece learned to plant and reap crops. He flew across the land on a chariot drawn by DRAGONs while Demeter and Persephone, once restored to her mother, cared for him, and helped him complete his mission of educating the whole of Greece in the art of AGRICULTURE. Triptolemus was equally associated with the bestowal of hope for the afterlife associated with the expansion of the ELEUSINIAN MYSTERIES (Kerenyi 1967 p 123).]
THE ELEUSINIAN CULTS, corresponding to the Cycle of the Nature on Earth
The Eleusinian Mysteries
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eleusinian_Mysteries
[This reading of the ritual, however, does not square with the central foundation document of the mystery, the Homeric Hymn to Demeter line 415, where Persephone is explicitly said to RETURN in THE SPRING of the year, not the fall: “This was the day [of PERSEPHONE’S RETURN], at the very beginning of bountiful springtime.”[20]
Her rebirth is symbolic of the rebirth of all plant life and the symbol of eternity of life that flows from the generations that spring from each other.[21]]
[Some scholars argued that the Eleusinian cult was a continuation of a Minoan cult,[26] and that Demeter was a POPPY goddess who brought the poppy from Crete to Eleusis.[27][28] ]
In regards to RANA, some other stuffs which are related to…
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rana
Rana (crater), a crater on Mars
Rana (genus), a genus of frogs
Rana (name), a given name and surname (including a list of people and characters with the name)
Rana (software), a vocal for the Vocaloid 3 singing voice synthesizer
Rana (title), a historical Rajput title used today as a hereditary name in South Asia
Rana dynasty, a ruling Rajput dynasty in Nepal, 1846–1951
Rana FM, a Canadian Pashto-language radio station
Rana Institute of Higher Studies, a university in Kabul, Afghanistan
Rana Plaza, a building in Dhaka, Bangladesh that collapsed in 2013
Delta Eridani or Rana, a star
Paraveterinary workers or Royal Animal Nursing Auxiliaries (RANA)
Rana, a pinning position in professional wrestling
Rana, a codename for an AMD Phenom microprocessor
Rána, a Noldor name for the Moon in J.R.R. Tolkien’s Middle-earth
RANA, a band formed in New Jersey in the 1990s featuring Scott Metzger
Honestly, I don’t feel finishing this comment, but would like to leave it in time.
Robin whitewindwoman…that was really beautiful….I felt it resonate deep down and pervading all of me….and all of US. Thank you for sharing that lovely, loving, resonating music.
Yesterday Ceres was in the news…..and this morning I had a visit from a bear! It was the first one I’ve ever seen here at home in 19 years….my husband had seen one last autumn out front at the bird feeders, though. I’ve only ever seen real wild bears once before, two years ago on my way to work about two miles down the hill (I live on a mountain!) a mama and 3 little cubs were crossing the road. I stopped to wait for them…pretty cool! They were heading for the property my employer manages, another personal connection!
This morning I looked out from the porch and saw the big black bear at the bird feeders which I just barely moved about 100 yards away from the house last week. It was out grabbing some morning breakfast of black oil sunflower seed. So I went and roused my husband from bed and we both stood on the porch for the longest time happily taking pictures with our smartphones, and videos too. My first EVER video….is of a bear in my yard! hehe
Thank you Ceres! What a treat. For us and Yogi Bear, too.
My husband wanted to know if I wanted him to go get the rifle and shoot it! I said NO!!! You better not shoot that bear! I wouldn’t have him shooting it, good grief. He has too much testosterone or something. Grrrrr. I told him since the bear did run away up into the meadow towards the mountain, we should leave it be, and anyway we’ll just get rid of those bird feeders, now. They’ve been warning people lately in New England about the bears are just awakening from their hibernation, so I kind of had been thinking about that….but I’ll miss our “bird friends” and the “girlfriend squirrel friends” too. No need to tempt Mr. Yogi Bear any more. Plus we live close to the state highway, about 200 feet away from where he was feeding, so it’s not safe to be here, he should go stay on the mountain, much safer.
It was just kind of surprising and nice synchronicity, considering Ceres…..and her amazing love and gift to the bears….and to Mother Nature. Don’t mess with Mama.
If I can get the hang of my new(ish) smartphone (I’ve had it since September) and figure out how to send videos, I’ll post it! Or I could email it to one of you I think, I haven’t emailed from my phone yet, and I barely even know how to text. (have sent a grand total of 2 in my life) LOL So if you could “bear” with me….hehe…hey that was not even intended, but it’s funny though, so yeah, pun intended!
I hope everyone is doing alright?
Wishing the Griffith family have been enjoying a continually refreshing, relaxing, rejuvenating break! Spring break! Lida, I hope your husband had a wonderful birthday! Happy belated b-day wishes!
GOOD MORNING TRIBE… ❤ ❤ ❤
"IN THE DAY THAT THE ONE BECOME TWO…WHAT WILL YOU DO?" -Cicada 3301
Hi Feilla!
I went on a deeper search of my Vermont State symbols and emblems, Feilla. I found a connection with Rana!!! Her name is in the Latin name of our state frog!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Northern_leopard_frog
The northern leopard frog (Lithobates pipiens or Rana pipiens)….is the state amphibian of Minnesota and Vermont.
I was glad to hear Valiant say there’s some hope of thing getting better, now. I am still hoping for the woolly mammoths to be returned, and for earth and Nature to have all they dream of having.
Dear Feilla, we celebrate Easter as a family dinner every year at my husband’s parents house, just the 4 of us. She has a nice tidy home and is an excellent cook….quite unlike me! I’m the total opposite of most women. I’m an odd duck. I haven’t been to a Sunday church service since I was in the 9th grade, in 1980.
The Kingdom is within us.
How did all of you celebrate Easter?
My dear ones, honestly, I’ve been wondering how you celebrate the EASTER? The atmosphere here in the Far East feels relatively flat….
MAY THE ON HIGH, THE GODDESS BLESS THE EARTH, THE AGRICULTURE, ALL THE BEINGS.
Wow, dear Barb, thanks to your sharing, this time I finally knew to wiki Vermont. COW should be one of the very essential iconographic element of both the seal and flag, headed with BUCK, along with pine TREE and 3 or 4 SHEAVES. The motto is striking too.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Coat_of_arms_of_Vermont
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Seal_of_Vermont
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vermont
As this video has been so insistent to catch my attention, I finally watched it. Then it did trigger the very ripple effect, particularly after I heard what Tom Hanks just reminded of “SYMBOLS ARE A LANGUAGE THAT CAN HELP UNDERSTAND OUR PAST.” Or not just only “PAST!!!”
Dear Barb, your this sharing also reminded me of this one…
http://blog.mahalasastrology.com/2018/03/22/the-goddess-does-the-oscars/
Me….after getting some very precious crystals from a lovely sister, I finally had a lucid dream that I can recall. Or even not only so, it feels like being carved deeply in some memory page.
A dream log about my dream on April 3rd, 2018 morning, about an accidental journey to Norway by train
In that dream, I was in fact taking a train in the destination of somewhere in the west or northwest in France, from Paris, along with my parents and some old classmate in high school or university, who of course all came from my mother island. However, that train should just run straight towards somewhere in Norway.
Then all the passengers had to got off and wait for the train which was going to send us back to France at sun-set. So all the passengers just started each one’s exploration after leaving the train station.
Then, I guess where I arrived was a big shopping mall [I’m so used to dream of shopping mall, museum, train station or airport as the very STOP in dreamflights] the top floor of which was rather a gymnasium where I stayed for a while, looking for some things or someones.
I didn’t know how but just not only knew but also met a very genius Asian looking girl at her early teenage, who might be the descendant of this shopping mall’s owners. Being a teenager, she had already worked there, rather than went to school. She is so talented and mature that she looked exactly like a veteran in her career. I went where her office was located. The floor on which there are some other co-workers, including a also important one, at her 20s, very competitive and hostile/jealous towards her, even used to keep a watchful eye on her. Nevertheless, that little genius girl is still very genuine, generous when talking with us (some of my classmates & I) at ease, without holding back. It seemed that their work had something to do with DESIGN. I or we went there to CONSULT HER.
Then came the sun set time. In fact, after having left the train station, there were some of us who just went somewhere else that we once lose contact. Then at sun-set right by the moment when the train which can take us back was coming, we finally got united with each other.
I in fact could not make any sense of this dream at all til writing it towards to the end.
Dear Tribe,
Ceres has been a major subject on the news the past few days here in Vermont!!!
She has been given tribute, and has adorned our Vermont State Capitol since 1858, with her statue redone 80 years ago. They just removed it from atop the Capitol building yesterday. Vermont is seeking an artist to commission to create a replacement of the statue. I hope they will do her justice.
Ceres, thank you for standing guard and “watching” over us, in Vermont. Please help our farmers, help preserve our way of life, sustenance through agriculture.
I am thankful that she is making headlines, bringing awareness of her to all Vermonters, upstate New York and New Hampshire, and is being revered as the goddess of agriculture and animals. I revere her for many, many more reasons!!! Thank you and God bless you, dear Ceres.
http://host.madison.com/news/national/vermont-s-statehouse-goddess-statue-removed-worry-over-rot/article_1a5aa7c4-7ef9-5309-abf8-4271e5f705b0.html
http://www.wcax.com/content/news/Workers-preparing-to-remove-statue-top-Vermont-Statehouse-478524623.html
Love to Ceres, and all her beloved Family, to Varence, the Lion Men, and all the Watchers. Love to All of You Here at STC!
Barb
May Bill & Lidas have a nice rest and all have a great Easter. Thank you Barb for keep warming this garden, making the spring more spring. The birthday of Troy and the full moon, the Easter this time seem the most powerful that I’ve ever experienced. Dear Robin, God, thank you for having brought all these. My dear tribe, pls don’t miss, WATCH IT & all !!! Thanks as well to Dave, the elders and the lovely ones in silence. HAVE A GREAT EASTER & APRIL !!!
How much I want to post a picture here, however, my web is so blocked…
Happy Easter to you too Robin….and everyone!
HAPPY EASTER TRIBE…
One more thing Barb…Didymos Judas Thomas…Really?! That is so cool! I had no idea!
You rock! 😀
No worries Barb. I will post an interview with DeFango below. He can explain better than I, about the encryption coding in the previous video, “Q Leak Plugged”. I will also post another encoded video below the first one called “Q-R.I.P.” The Interview took place two days ago, followed up last night by the “Q-R.I.P. “, and then the “Q Leak Plugged” in order to prove the falsehood of the “Clowns” calling themselves Q. , and to prove their authenticity as the Original Q., before they were infiltrated and hijacked.
Those video’s look interesting Feilla, I will have to watch them tomorrow.
Good to hear from you Lida, Bill is certainly entitled to some rest, hope you are getting well rested and refreshed.
Here is the interview “Kitties Love to Hide”… With DeFango…
And the encoded video here… I love the opening quote!
Hi All!
Robin, that Q video is strange! I watched it all, a bit mesmerizing, yet I enjoy a good show..I just think there’s a lot of “levels” to that…clearly designed for cause/effect. Interesting use of music with the graphics, too. I love the kaleidoscope and portal stuff. A lot of obvious symbols. I recognized the words at the end….my “soul brother”….Didymos Judas Thomas.
Feilla, that mask is very intriguing! I noticed this time all the little red gemstones inserted, it must have looked quite fabulous back in the day! I’ll write back to you very soon.
Troy, I hope you enjoyed your special day?!!!
Lida, thank you for the post about Valiant’s week off. I hope Bill has a wonderful break and gets plenty of rest and refreshed! He is so very giving and generous with all his time (for all of us, foremost especially for his dear friends the Watchers). He certainly should give himself time off!!! You too! Yes, hopefully all quiet, uneventful, peaceful.
Christ Consciousness is rising, like the dawn of each new day!
I keep meaning to come share my dream I had a few weeks back, of the “testing” I was undergoing! Just bizarre. It was soon after Bill shared in his Valiant post about the dreams….the Sandman posts…and I had NOT been dreaming (or remembering them I should say) in years! A few here and there, but this one was more than my usual generic reliving the day type of dream. Jeff just got home, so I don’t have too much time to type, I need to make us dinner. I’ll make an effort to share my dream with you guys sometime soon.
Robin, I owe you a reply too, thanks for sharing with me! I have run out of time, I’m sorry! It might be busy this weekend, with Easter. My mother in law just called (I was on the phone with her for an hour, just getting back to my post here!) so we’re going over there like we always do, just the 4 of us.
I have to work all day tomorrow, then a busy weekend. I’ll come back when I can!
Hi to you too Dave…I hope you are doing alright?
Hi Everyone!
First….A belated Birthday to Troy! Hope it was a great day for you!
…Feilla’s feast sure looked fabulous!
Second: there will be no Valiant post this week.
Bill has decided he needs to take week off from writing! His kind of ‘vacation’…
After last week…he needs to refresh! (me too)
So, we wish you all a Happy and peaceful Easter Weekend…for however way you wish to commemorate it! As long as it is quiet and uneventful, right?
So until next week…much love and thanks!
Lida
and Valiant!
Many thanks Lida, happy to hear Bill’s taking time off. I also took some time off over the kid’s spring break – definitely needed! Take care, and happy egg day!
Thank you, my dear ladies !!! In and thanks to the very thread that you just initiated, these just came up to me…God, for the 1st one was once the code occurred in my dream, that dream about Sutton Hoo, it attracted first my attention. However, honestly to say, without the caption, it’s somehow difficult for me to seize well all the very precious conversation. For I thought to watch it thoroughly, I still could not finish it yet.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sutton_Hoo
In contrast to the previous one, this one sounds much easier for me….However, just started the first 10 mins.
I’m going to telling you how incredible this TIMING to see them is !!!
Have a GREAT THURSDAY, my dearest TRIBE !!!
LOVE YOU TRIBE…WE’RE GUNNA MAKE IT. ❤ THE SUN WILL RISE!
“THEY CAN JUST SPY TILL THEIR I ‘S FALL OUT.”
“REMEMBER ALPHABET GROUPS” (A.K.A. BIG BROTHER)…
“PLAGIARISM INVITES SATURN’S CURSE” -SALVADOR RUSSO
“FOLLOW THE WHITE RABBIT”
WE ALL HAVE BEEN GIVEN A PIECE OF THE PUZZLE…WHAT WILL YOU DO???
IS THAT THE SOUND OF THE SWAMP BEING DRAINED???
Happy Birthday Troy dreamwalker444!!!! Many happy returns, to our Viking brother!
Feilla, you are so thoughtful. When is your birthday, Feilla?
Hi Robin! I’ll write to you tomorrow!
Love,
Barb
Thank you Barb! 🙂
I love that banquet in the canoe Feilla! Very appropriate…a “Viking Feast”! For Troy!
I cannot skip this one, she is really so awesome !!!
There are still lots of lovely ones…but some other time….
Today is in fact the BIRTHDAY of our super weighed HOST here, dear Troy (Dreamwalker).
Still cannot thank him enough for his permeant and non-conditional dedication, even rescue, and teaching to me in many many aspects !!!
Posting this comment, or not only this one, honestly, my sense about time is used to be very confused, owing to the very big time difference from the other semi-sphere, at least a whole half-day long.
Taking this occasion, I would like to present something personal. I had been the one who didn’t have the courage to leave comment here for a quite period of time when I only dared to read and observed, not only owing to timidity but also the very cultural and linguistic mental barrier. In that time, though I was in silence, I had already been touched so much by the dedication and conversation of the pioneers here in STC, particularly our lovely Troy.
So, based on this, I can imagine that there are still the ones, including that we have already known each other and I still don’t know, who have kept reading and resonated with us, despite of the silence. Each of us might have been suffering, coping with various kinds of problems in life, without saying the very energy glitch which does exist, interfering not only our mind, connection, even actions. No matter what occurs, taking this advance, I want to say, that beauty from you, that resonance with you, that thoughtfulness of you have been taken in. And for the ones who don’t hesitate to share, to discuss, all those left here can only be the very gifts to me and us!!!
This time, I seem still overwhelmed by these super waves of Equinox, sleepy, lethargic, emotional, soon hot, then cold, both physically and emotionally. Thanks to a very lovely spiritual sister, I can be updated with the precious latest FB messages of Celia Fenn. For I benefit so much from these msgs, I guess they will be helpful to some of you, too. Sorry that I don’t use FB, can only give her FB account, rather than the precise address of the messages.
27.03.2018 by Celia Fenn
Solar weather update!
SOLAR WIND UPDATE: The sun is leaking solar wind. Our planet has been inside a disorganized gaseous stream blowing 400-500 km/s for more than 5 days. This has kept Earth’s magnetic field in an unsettled state with frequent outbreaks of Arctic and Antarctic auroras–
So if you have been “leaking” energy and feeling “disorganized”….like me….then you will know why.
We are also ramping up for the Blue Moon/Full Moon on the 31st of March and the Easter week end. Powerful energies!
Hang in there…this too shall pass.
The good news is some fabulous phenomena in the skies as the new Light and Water Codes come rushing in, and more and more people getting the “wake up call” for the New Earth.
It’s going to be really wonderful coming up on the New Earth frequencies!
Love to all and have a great day!
28.03.2018 by Celia Fenn
As we head into the 6th day of the Solar wind stream, I have noticed two things. One, that many “seasoned” Light Worker Travellers are feeling symptoms or struggling, and that this particular Solar wind is both extended and relatively slower at 400k an hour, as opposed to 600k usually.
So Archangel Michael explained it as follows. Imagine that you are on the “Ascension Bus” and you are cruising along ay 600 and feeling really ok. Then suddenly you notice a whole bunch of people at the bus stop waiting. So, if you don’t slow down they won’t be able to get on, or even see you.
So…..the bus slams on brakes and speed drops rapidly. You know how it feels when that happens, you get knocked around and g forces pin you to the seat.
But everyone gets on and soon you are back to cruising speed.
So, this is what is happening. Frequency has been dropped momentarily by the extended Solar winds to allow for a mass awakening energy. Those of us who have been cruising at high frequency have had to drop so that these people can “see” us and hop aboard. It hasn’t been much fun, slowing frequency and many of us have felt like we were wading through sludge.
But no worries, soon we will be back to our high frequency selves and we will have a whole bunch of new souls coming along on the “New Earth Express”!
I hope you are feeling better about these energies!
I don’t usually post at 5AM….but hey this energy is crazy!
❤ ❤ ❤
Besides, I’ve had the very symptoms like hers…
https://highheartlife.com/2018/03/25/march-2018-embodiment-process-side-effects/
Whichever the symptoms I have, I anyhow don’t want to miss this….to get a graceful CAKE for our BIRTHDAY STAR !!!
How Lucky I’m that I just found the very SHIP for this BANQUET for our STAR & US !!!
Have nice dance, my dear Tribe !!!
Thank you and blessings to you, Feilla, you rock!!! I had a blessing of being up close to a hawk, an owl, and a white wolf… they were tame, but quite a nice gift!
Dear Barb, so nice to have your presence here. Like you, I’m the oldest child not only in my family, but in my clan of father’s side (as my older brother had just passed away one month after his birth), I might have had days to work that way like you.
With regards to the physical issues. I once heard or read a theory like this, our left sides symbolizes our concern about the past, whereas the right side about the future. This is to say when we are used to have harmed or get ill or just had an accident which caused harm at some specific side, that wound or problem would reflect the very KNOT connecting to the past, or expressing our worry about the future.
Eyes are the window of our soul. I’ve a very intimate spiritual sister of my mother’s generation who just have been suffering from the very eye problems. After a series of surgery recently, she finally relatively gets rid of it. I once asked her, for we both are so similar or resonate to each other so, both being blue ray, if there are things that she didn’t want to see that clearly? I asked so because, I as well am used to have problems with my eyes since the childhood. It’s my very mentality that there are things that I would rather not to see, to know for self-protection.
Dear Barb, what an excellent remark on COW for Hindu people. This is such a sacred kind, particularly to ancient Ind-Iranian, but not only…
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cattle_in_religion_and_mythology
In my mother island, there is a tradition among the peasants that they don’t eat beef, for cattle, rather buffalos are their most intimate friends, dedicating their live to till land.
Taking advantage of this occasion, I would like to share some more VAGAN VLOGs. I’m so excited that there are more and more young at their early 20 who like to explore in this realm, to share, to spread. Now, home-made vegan butter, vegan cheese, vegan egg-white, vegan milk, vegan cheese cake become more and more popular and easy to make….
Thanks Robin. The last guy clearly sounded shook up, I felt for him. I’ve had issues in the last few years with getting stys in my eyes, and one eye twitching whenever I get overly emotional, it’s also my left eye. I’ve heard about the cattle mutilations, been fascinated by that for decades. Removing of the blood, but no bite wounds like a wild animal would cause, surgical precision removal of (organs, eyes). I didn’t realize it was sexual organs, specifically. It always made me wonder about the Hindu people, why cows, is there something to them being revered since ancient times, and any connection with these mutilations? I’ve seen stories of that with horses also.
The whole men in black thing has also fascinated me, but I really really hope I never meet any. I hadn’t heard of them being in plaid before, the details of them being too neat and pressed, and too large for the “Datsun” are very interesting. Screen memories? They seem totally creepy, absolutely scary how they cause witnesses/abductees to never want to talk about it. Deathbed confessions….is probably the only way some people will ever tell what they experienced. Very sad that we cannot just hear the truth!
This video was uploaded to one of my favorite youtube channels last night. I remembered previously in the comments section here, some of us felt people shouldn’t hunt the Sasquatch. Story of a Sasquatch encounter, which begins at 6:00 in the below video REALLY got my attention.
Maybe folks ought to just leave Sasquatch alone, eh? I wonder who the men in the plaid shirts were? 😉
Lida, that was such a lovely note from you! Thank you. It actually helped me with my train of thought yesterday, about different belief sets, knowing we are where we’re meant to be, with the ones meant for us to be around, too.
I remember some oh so timely “interventions”.
I began writing about my childhood, while thinking on your words and Bill’s, Robin’s and Feilla’s….and it was really cathartic for me. I ended up crying, and giving love to myself as a child.
Lida, if you wrote a book I’d want to read it, for sure. Looking forward to Bill’s next book, too. I hope he’ll come and say hi sometime.
Good Morning everyone!! OK..it’s afternoon…Sunday afternoon! I lose a little track of time because I take such a late breakfast.
But anyway, I have shared all of your sentiments with Bill because they were all so lovely and heartfelt. He appreciated them so much! I will keep teasing him to stop by and say hello!
Also, please remember that we have all had these odd experiences, that were so unusual, yet life changing! Felt like our guardian angels were working overtime that day…or paying particularly close attention to their work that day! So don’t dismiss them as a ‘lucky day’…or whatever your believe set allows. There are reasons these things happen,.
And it is not always immediately clear. Sometimes not for years.
For some of us, those unusual, fortunate interventions keep happening our whole lives….so that we arrive where we are meant to be.
That incident was just ONE event in my life, and happened to other members in my family…as if our destinys were being guided to where they really should be.
But who did that …and why….? Why ‘me’? Why now?
Only time will tell…and all things will; be revealed. Some of us ‘catch on’ throughout the process. Those “Ah Ha!” moments. And we are now where we are supposed to be…in the company of those we were meant to be around!
Sadly not everyone gets that, and fights those hints and clues…and will not roll with it!
As that silly saying goes…”Don’t fight it, it’s bigger than both of you!”
Hope and faith keep us going. It’s worked for me and my family, or else we would have given in a long time ago. And I don’t go for that philosophy!
The amount of ceaseless calamities we have endured and survived are ridiculous. I would need several books and pens to write them all down. Bill’s, and mine, were his most vivid memory…and pretty much began our journey together. To today, now, and tomorrow….
Be strong…never give up!
Never surrender!
The stuff of greatness…
Thank you so much everyone for your support!
Lida
thanks to https://sacredtouches.com/2018/03/22/no-one-knows-2/
God…I can imagine how scary it sounded, not only to all who love you, Lida, but also the ones who read about it. How much the mother weigh in the family. If that place were empty, all would be different. I cannot thank enough for those in the higher realms having given the hand to FIX it.
This story reminds me of a comparable story of one of my best friends in my senior high school. One day, like Bill, a very grim-faced teacher just entered our classroom, telling her something, then I saw she started arranging her schoolbag with her trembling hands. We then heard that her mom just passed away. Several days or weeks latter, she told us, her mom just committed suicide, finishing her pain from cancer. Though she had known her mother’s intention, it’s still shocking and traumatizing for her. That tensed and frightening air that I sensed when witnessing that scene has always been so unforgettable to me.
So, dear Lida, undoubtedly, your being not only matters in this family, but lots lots of people, even beings !!! It’s nice to see that this story is initiating more uplifting stories in the tribe. I feel so warm and close to these discussion and sharing when reading, even feel you, Lisa, Robin were/are so CLOSE to each other both geographically, and mentally. And I feel so close to you when reading this discussion. Robin, so this people who once looked scary at the foot of you bed now sound interesting?!!! Your words are magically gluing the pieces, my super AWESOME lady !!!
In my memory, nothing that fantastic which have ever occurred to me [if supernaturally, I sometimes saw, heard or just realized the presence of ghosts or phantoms], but strangely, I used to look for ships beyond the clouds. I saw them several times since childhood, and none believed me when I was saying this. I have never known why, but just have had a fancy that my home is supposed to be located somewhere beyond the clouds and there are someones like family are watching me wherefrom.
In childhood, I have been the elder or chief [for I used to be the oldest one] in the children group. I don’t know why and how, I just know how to lead them and they all listened to me and followed me. Besides, I was so confident and decisive, firmly believing that I can do what I want. Then after that vaccine and a a series of suffering of being trained as a machine to cope with exams, numerous per day for years, I just became the totally opposite kind, beaten down.
Dear BARB, here, I want to tell you, you of course HAVE FRIENDS, both visible/payable and invisible, even are SO LOVED BY. How can such a lovely, angelic lady have no friends??? This is definitely not true !!! We all know in this MATRIX, how much our minds are manipulated in all manners, particularly people like us. The darkness just want us to go into self-doubt, then give up not only ourselves. It does occur that we the ones get so ill, weak, hopeless and lethargic to be able to believe ourselves and those who love us and to connect with them, including those on high, even to engage sufficiently in what we want to do. There are the ones who might hence just have turned round, would or would not return. Not only so, the parasite is indeed all-pervasive.
So it has ever occurred to anyone of us to have that period when we fell into the very depression, doubt, even despair and very silence. Nevertheless, there are still the loving, thoughtful and considerate ones who just have never given us up, helping us getting through. That how we the TRIBE sustains, even gets more and more INTIMATE.
Honestly, in this very EQUINOX, when meditating, thanks to the super BRIGHT LIGHT, what I first saw is again the super big worm-like parasites. There were even not only one kind, one being. This is of course not category of the very penetration. Channeling, hypnosis, even lot of other kinds of messages, video, even sounds, light can be implanted with very toxic codes. So, I’ve appreciated the ones that I’ve relied on and respected so to help discern, like Valiant, Dave and Dreamwalker & Leslee !!! So, Dreamwalker’s this clarification is once again very helpful for me personally, and I guess it worth opening a new page on STC to help the more newcomers to be able to consult afterwards, too. After all, dear Lida, none of us has this chance to consult Valiant directly like you [what the very honorable priority of Valiant’s mom] and owing to the circumstances, there are things which are not so easy to reveal that explicitly. So, I cannot appreciate more Dave’s relentless guidance and encouragement on how to raise our own consciousness to get closer and closer to that level, from being dependent.
I won’t forget either and cannot thank more to Leslee for once she just called our attention, preventing us from following the meditation technic given by C@#$%. All these reminding, like that from Valiant, Dave are all for protecting US and more !!! Personally, I would rather that you never hesitate to do so when the similar situation occurs to me again.
Honestly, there are still the quite many precious ones who not only channeled the very precious messages, even knowledge, not only at this present era. Or there are still some helpful info which worth learning, no matter how or via who. The key-problem still lies in the penetration and manipulation of the malevolent ones. So the parasite might have affected anyone of us, like me. I thank you the ones who have never abandoned me, just believe me and have tried hard waking me up ; and YOUR SELECTION [Dave, Dreamwalker, Robin] of the good messages, video for me/us. I apologize for that I’ve ever harmed when this occurred, and want to say, vise versa, I cannot understand more the very pain, regret and weakness when it occurred to anyone.
So silence doesn’t equate with abandoning or rupture. Something according to my own experience and observation, when we fall into the very weakness and vulnerability, we inevitably doubt all, not only ourselves, but all around us, including those who are giving us hand !!! I invite you to practice together, reminding of ourselves seeing through this veil set by the very darkness, when we are suffering.
Thanks to Valiant and Dave for helping strengthening our FAITH of the optimistic future for the benevolent ones. Yes, without that foreseen sights and confirmation, honestly, it’s still so hard for me to move even live on. Thanks to the Master, Elders again for I can be consoled, healed, encouraged even strengthened on and on and on always thanks to what you just have left, the elixir, though honestly I’m still so frustrated for my very ignorance !!!
For sweeten all your hearts…
Nice housework, dear Barb….what I envision in my mind is a fairy-like scenery of housework in idyllic moods !!!
p.s. It’s just hard to finishing the words. YOU have educated me so much via the video, help ground, connect even melt with…particularly remind me of something I once thought to share, a film that I just watched on plane, Justice League 2017. So many codes in syn, cannot be more creepy !!! Have a NICE WEEKEND, my dearest TRIBE !!!
Feilla, you are wonderful, thank you for all of that. What a blessing. I’m usually not in idyllic moods. My emotions and temper runs hot. I have an Aries moon, and a Scorpio sun, so I’m more passionate than calm and idyllic. Peace is always my goal, and I’m working on trying to restore peace. Live and let live is generally my motto.
The parasite invading the host thing….seems to fit. Sometimes it seems I am overtaken by my doubts and more occupied with my failings (as perceived by myself, and also others) and negative stuff about myself, and I guess I forget when in immersed in that energy extreme that i can also look for the positives?
I’ve gotten familiar with the concept of looshing too, where we are worth our “dramas” and “traumas”…energies churned up by emotions, by those who may be helping contribute to causing them on unseen, or genetic, levels, they reap from “disturbances”…. energy-wise.
Hmmm I looked up as I wrote that (Saturday) and there was a broad-winged hawk, circling very low over the lawn between our home and the neighbor’s. It’s strange…that’s never before happened as I’m sitting here typing at the computer! Usually it would be hawks seen out the other window, to my left, overlooking the view of the mountain. I’ll take it as a sign…that even if I may sometimes have an injured wing, and flying low, to remember I’ll fly high again once I’m all healed.
Feilla, that’s very sad about watching your friend get pulled out of class, finding out later that her mother committed suicide. It must have affected your friend terribly for the rest of her life, and understandably you were disturbed, having this memory of her family tragedy, too. I’m so sorry to hear it. It’s hard on the loved ones, folks choosing to “go” that way. Sad all the way around.
I look for the ships in the clouds….AS the clouds! hehe So you feel your ships and home are beyond the clouds…out there in the Cosmos somewhere, Feilla? It makes sense, do you feel you are a starseed? I believe we are here for a reason at this super special time to be alive on earth. I believe you, Feilla, that you’ve seen the ships. I get impressions of them “appearing” as clouds, cloaking/disguising technique, probably?
Feilla, I was the oldest one of the children in my family….I have a younger sister and a younger brother….and every one of my cousins (first and second), were all younger. I was the first child…..the first grandchild….and the first great-grandchild. hehe So I got very spoiled and having all the attention right off quick in life, then was in for big heartache when cuter babies…my siblings and cousins came along.
Thank you so much you guys. I’m working on housework today then doing income taxes tomorrow. Ugh! I think about all of you and what you’ve been sharing, and it helps knowing what you each go through and witness and to hear your stories.
Bill’s story is special. I’m thankful he had (and still has) their love, understanding and support, to help him. There are things that are magical and mystical being orchestrated for assisting us (all of us, universally!) to progress towards better outcomes.
Hang in there Barb. Great song choice Dave! : D ❤
Remember the power of CO-OPERATION when we band together…my Beloved Brothers and Sisters!
Thanks Robin! Yes, CO-OPERATION, many hands, hearts, heads…makes light work….Band together….sing some new songs….joyful songs…hopeful songs…happy songs….peaceful songs.
Wow, some amazing stories… I knew all along we had here some Supergirls… Women of Steel – literally!
Barb, I woke up to this song and I guess it must be for you… or all of us… 😉
(me: ooohhhhhh yeaaaahhh… walking after midnight = dreamwalking!!!!!)
ah, the legendary Patsy Cline!! She was great…and remains so!!
Thanks for that one…
for all us supergirls!!
Troy, it’s amazing to be here, with some truly beautiful souls who are also valiant, each in their own way. We are stronger….to get there….together….all in support and encouragement to one another and to Valiant Thor and all his super special friends. It’s great to have superpals…heroes and sheroes!
dream walkin’….after midnight…supergirls and superguys…and some lionmen too
I have to agree with you, Lida….Patsy Cline was truly legendary…I grew up listening to her Heaven~sent voice!
I’m so grateful for Bill’s friends, for all who support him too. He supports so many, in return, with his precious insights and knowings. I believe Bill is honoring them, and fulfilling prophecies about himself. I am grateful for him teaching us prophecies that have come to pass and those that are coming. I believe Valiant is meeting their hopes, gracefully embracing with faith, and doing those great things. They foresaw and backsaw events clearly, and they also have my gratitude for working to revert the timeline, change things back to the way they should have been, before interference from those with technology but lacking good hearts and good spirits. Bill has already done many great things by sharing extremely helpful revelations with us in these days of great changes upon the earth. He has been a messenger with a far greater vision than almost any other human being I can even think of, helping to change minds, enlighten minds, and provide comfort to aching hearts and souls.
He helped restore my faith, for one. Now I understand that we are not forgotten, that our own little stories matter, that it’s important to care and to share, that future generations are affected by the decisions each and every one of us makes in our every day lives. He uplifted me in my most down, dark days, he caused me to wonder again, greatly! After all my friends turned on me, I wondered who could I trust and turn to any more, when it seemed all were against me.
I only snapped out of it because of him….and all of you. When I wrote in here in August 2016, I’d gone 2 1/2 years without any friends, and I was holding on by a bare thread to the breath of Life. It was because of Valiant, and you Lida, and you Feilla, and you Robin, and you Troy, and you Dave…that I felt restored, encouraged and hopeful enough to actually want to express from my perspective again. I was hiding in the land of the physical world around me, which I wasn’t finding much satisfaction to be honest. I had been hiding my true self. With Bill’s help and all of you, and Valiant’s friends, I emerged from my shell. It was quiet and dark, but not very comfortable, and certainly not expanding, expressing or experiencing my “higher self”. I began re-engaging it, with all of your support.
Please forgive me when I’m being weak, insecure and frightened, when I withdraw. I also want to share more. I’m going to try to stop holding back.
Lida, I’m so glad you are with us, and were able to live through that, to be Bill’s beloved mom, and to help him grow up to become who he is today. You have raised an amazing son.
Thank you. I love you all.
Hey Barb!
Don’t ever sell yourself short again….you are an amazing lady.
Always were! It is everyone’s loss who can’t/never could see that!
So great to be in such incredible company with all the Ladies here!!!
…you too fellas! Wink!
Lida
Lida, you are so amazing, a SHEro to me! You rock. Will try not to knock myself…down..or out!
Yes, we are in REALLY good company here.
you heard of this out west? That IS unbelievable….that’s is quite a long grapevine….unless it was a relative in NJ who told their relative out west….and so on and so on! Amazing that you would remember that, too!
My left elbow is fine….they thought it was shattered initially, as my arm was on the armrest at the time, as it was a back road to a local supermarket! so the bullet came out of the woods and hit my car door, passing thru it…yes bullets go thru car doors, unlike in the movies! Those kind of freak accidents just don’t happen…back then. Now it is all over the news almost daily.
My elbow was locked into a 90 degree angle for over a month…I was afraid it would stay that way. The accident happened on a Friday, in the morning, but the bullet was not removed until Monday…because it was not life threatening. As long as I didn’t move there was little pain…the arm being locked in place. I went home the next Wednesday!
My Mother, Bill’s ‘grandmother’ gave me physical therapy to make sure my arm recovered completely. It did. She was an amazing therapist, trained in Czechoslovakia. A Catholic country then…and yes she was the one who counseled Bill as a child. By then she was a Jehovah’s Witness…and even more convinced that all his ‘visitors’ were evil! Psychic abilities were very taboo then. I had no idea this was going on either…or I would have gone postal on her!
The passage of many years has lessened the trauma on me…and Bill too, thank God!
But I never forget what it felt like then, physically and emotionally…and I am now reminded regularly via the news and mayhem in the world. My own personal PTSD. My husband, a Vietnam Veteran (Bill’s dad)…had an episode at the time too due to my accident. He came home shaken, but never shot! My brother too…
I also never forgot what a miracle it was…an intervention of sorts. I should have died that day, and didn’t…thanks to my loving son and his new friends!
It is how a time line is changed isn’t it. A catastrophe is averted and life goes on another path. Meant to be? Other plans had to run…? Work to do….
You decide…
But I’m here, aren’t I. And so is ‘Valiant’!
Thanks whitewindwoman!
I will tell Bill of your ‘visitors’ too. He will find it quite fascinating.
Lida
Gosh, Lida. I’m thinking perhaps I heard about the shooting because my stepfather was a county sheriff at that time…I just really don’t remember HOW I heard about it, but I did. How fortunate that you had a family member that was a physical therapist!
Religion…woof! My father also became a Jehovah’s Witness before he passed. Unfortunately religion seems to teach people to fear and villainize anything that they either don’t understand, or don’t WANT us to understand. I was a Christian for 20 years. Left the church for good 5 years ago. My children were very psychic, my daughter especially. The STUPID things I said and did and told her and put her through, because of the crappy religious programming! I lay awake at night sometimes and cringe at what the impact of my hysterics must have done to her and then I just breakdown and cry. How did I fall for that baloney for so long???
I like your term…”Catastrophe Averted”, I’ll have to remember that one. 😀
Are you or anyone else here, aside from Bill of course, having more vivid and symbolic dreams than normal lately? I sure have. I just wish I could make up my mind as to whether to post about some of them under my account or not. Especially since my latest one was about being back in highschool and ditching with a boy that took me and a few other kids to an old abandoned house. There was a multi layered safe built into the wall. He then took out a key from his pocket and opened a padlocked safe to take out a small lightly rusted metal box, about the size of a small tissue box. He led me over to a table near some stairs and opened the box, I couldn’t see what was in the box, but he was feeling pretty pleased with himself and told me in a conspiratorial tone, that, “When THE BOX IS OPENED…TIME STANDS STILL”. And it did!
As unbelievable as this may sound…I didn’t remember hearing about that particular shooting, until the second part of the newspaper article posted above.
I was living in the west back then. I was in 4th grade. I don’t remember how I heard about the accident, but I think I was listening to some kids, or maybe teachers at school. I remember them talking about a lady that drove herself to a police station believing she had been shot, and that it had been a couple of kids shooting a gun carelessly near town. That kind of carelessness with kids and guns, JUST WASN’T COMMON, or at least, not much reported back in those days. I believe another reason the story stayed with me, was because we had an accidental shooting of another child by a gun in our very small county that year. Our schools were so small we joined all three towns for sports events…we were called the Esmeralda COUNTY Mustangs, so we all knew pretty much every school kid in the county. The child that was shot lived in the next town over from us. He was related to one of the teachers there, I don’t remember if he was her son or her nephew.
How is your elbow now Lida?
Those “visitors” have been very unsettling for me. I’m not sure where mine are coming in from. I have three that pop in on me. Once it was two of them flesh and blood. The other two times it was when I was having the worst time of my life. They always show up at the foot of my bed, and have a light around them, that looks fluorescent, like a portal opening or something. I am never sure if I’m dreaming or having a vision. One woman and two men. They are all, in appearance, to be in their 50’s to 60’s, and wearing white lab coats.
It’s unnerving, I don’t know if they realize I can hear them. But they are saying things like ,”Is she going to be okay?”, “How is she doing?” I HATE IT… I feel like I’m some part of an experiment or something. Kind of like the video game “Assassin’s Creed”.
One time I met two of them, in the flesh, they were actually pretty nice. It was the woman and the younger of the two men, they were standing outside the regional hospital, where I had a lot of painful memories of picking up my mom, for day trips while she was recovering from a terrible head injury she had suffered during a car accident, when I was 10 years old. I was 25 now, and they were standing at that same pick-up entrance…I just lifted my chin up at the memories and decided I was NOT going to avoid that door anymore…it was the past…and there they were, the woman started cooing and fussing over my newborn infant daughter. They looked so familiar to me, but I couldn’t place them at the time. I remember that I had a tremendous sense of peace that settled over me and my daughter for a good 24 hours afterward.