Confessions

Hello everybody.I haven`t posted the past month or so but honestly,I didn`t feel like it.Now I know why.

Today I had a long discussion with my father and mother.I explained everything!!!My beliefes,my standards,my opinion about almost everything.One of my confessions was the fact that i`m not a christian anymore.It was a good thing they took it a bit,lightly.My mother said that she knew all along and it didn`t surprise me,but I didn`t care either.Don`t get me wrong,everything I said was BECAUSE I do care about them.I know I can`t change them and why should I?They choose their path and so did I.Everything the world throws at me I can handle.What I can`t handle is the fact that for once in my life I know what I really want and need,yet they want me to be someone else.I can`t be discouraged,not now not ever.Can`t afford to.What I realized at the end was that they are not ready to accept who I really am.No matter,I will keep going ;).At the end of the day it`s what I know and how I feel that matters,really.

When the long conversation ended I went to my room,almost ready to burst in tears but I felt so reliefed!!!Now i know that this past month led me to my hometown in order to have that conversation with my family and of course to share that with all of you.

Love and light to all of you 🙂

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11 comments on “Confessions

  1. That is fantastic! That’s excellent to hear you open your heart! Some of the hardest things we must do is confess and apologize. Good for you! It does feel good to open up and do/say the right thing! 🙂

  2. Wow, what a powerful experience, Theodore, and thank you so much for sharing it with us!
    What a coincidence, because on Sunday, some things that I need to do, which are similar to what you describe with your parents, became very clear. And I think that for me to follow through with them may require similar conversations. I deeply admire your strength and perseverance! Namaste 🙂

  3. Dearest Theodore you are where I was last year near the end of November I realised I was trying to keep everything as it should be with family. Last Christmas I fell and ended up with a cast on my thumb and wrist on Christmas eve could not do Christmas day. I needed help for the first time ever in my life. I should have realised then it was a push from my Guides, Angels. Before Christmas this year I let things go and well it was a wash. Now I live my life and care for my daughter. Everything else functions apart from me now although I still run my home. I now watch from the out side. No longer do I let the negative stuff affect me. I have now found a peace within that my family do not recognise and try to place me in there box which I no longer fit I just walk away and carry on in my Now of being. When you need us we are here always for we are now each others support,we are the family of Love and Light. much love light and blessings to you dear friend.

  4. Many bravos, man(-_-)! I hope to talk with you again soon, through Skype. Take care. Θα τα πούμε. Και πάλι μπράβο σου.

  5. Thank you all so much for your kind and supportive words 🙂 I know that our families love us and care about us but it`s soo good to know that they are not the only ones:) For those of you who feel the same way i did know that i`m always with you.
    Much love and light to all!!!

    • I think many of us are learning that even though our families love us very much, we may (and will) also find our soul/star families, and the more those reunions happen for us, the easier it becomes to cherish our earth families when confusion arises. You’re well on your way, Theodore! Much love to you! 🙂

  6. Dear Theodore, I admire your strength and Light ! Yes, in your Life everything happens as it should happen according to your Life plan
    Now you have to be strong for them because it is a shock..something they are afraid of perhaps, you are here in their Life to help them to awaken …or…ease their pains perhaps…be wise my Brother, take care of your loved ones without doing harm to yourself by any limitations and false believes, follow Your Heart and be the Light for All around You
    ( ( SUN ) )

  7. Thank you very much Tauno.Inspiring words from a wise person 🙂 Yes indeed maybe i am destined to be their beacon of light,for they are all pure hearted people
    but knowing how thick headed they can be sometimes,this is not going to be easy.
    But then again neither is telling the truth 😉 Thank you so much for your words
    Love and light

  8. Eminently survivable, believe me.

    “For each person, there is a star shining in the sky, whose function is to give direction.

    Insofar as we exert ourselves to row our boat as fast as we may towards the reflection of the star we perceive on the waters before us, we have already attained to perfection.”

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