*SONG* “America” by Neil Diamond
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTSLRbm8L9E
Now it just comes…
First one door opened…Then the next, then the next…
Then more and more and so on…
Unlocking…Memories that won’t stop.
A time capsule of unfolding riddles
To be given, granted, issued at the
Appropriate time…
Varence smiled, “I didn’t even have to
Say start writing,” he nodded with
Enthusiasm, “You see…now it just
Happens…its happening on its own now.
That’s good. That’s very good.”
“Oh joy,” I said, “What’s next? Will lasers
Start shooting out of my eyes…The light…
To become some nightmare turned
Wide awake, exploding glare or something?”
Again that mysterious smile of his…
“You never know…You just never know.”
“This is now for us,” Ceres then said moving
Beside him, her head held high…She seemed
Intensely fascinated, excited… “It’s never
Happened before…I told you from the start
That’s why I’m here…That’s how he
Brought us all here…Well, he and his
Accomplice.”
“What accomplice?” I asked…
Varence held up his finger to hold her back,
“Let’s not address that just yet. That will
Come soon enough.”
She rolled her eyes, beamed a smile to
Him, then me…She was always attempting
To slip clues to me; though I wasn’t always
Catching them. “Of course it will. The man of
Ages his timing is flawless.”
“Do we dare ask what your plan
Is ahead?” Rana asked sarcastically
Strolling about. “Are we allowed?”
Varence leaned in to me as I sat in
The captain’s chair…where they always
Brought me now… “Tell me…Put your ears
To the wall and tell me…What are they
Saying now? You know WHO I mean…”
I groaned. “They know…They know…
Others, yes some get it, some don’t…
Theories abound…The UFO community, of
Self proclaimed experts, are unaware however…
Exactly as you said…like you wanted.
They believe what they believe.”
“What is he talking about?” Rana asked.
Varence folded his arms with a sigh. “He
Refers to the groups that prospect on alien
Life…There are countless theories on Earth
About what or who exists in the stars…
The talk has been progressive for them
For over the last one hundred of their
Years…”
“Why?” Rana asked.
Ceres squinted at him. “What have you
Been doing?”
He slighted a laugh. “You give me too
Much credit. They merely analyze what
Clues they are given…Fed…I had no part
In that…They are led to find clues…
Led to perceive discoveries…then make
Expected deductions.”
“How wonderful.” Ceres said, smiling to her
Sisters sarcastically. “No wonder they don’t
Believe in anything.”
Varence lowered his brow… “If you were fed
One hundred stories…wouldn’t you choose
The one you wanted to hear?”
Ceres was growing impatient with him.
“The clock, Varence…pity the reasons
Later…Ask him what you will now, please.
I would rather hear what he has to
Say than more of your rolling riddles of
Their logic.”
“Fine.” He groaned…Then it became very
Clear, Varence was growing impatient as
Well; something I had NEVER seen before.
“Bill…”
“I know, I know, I get it,” I said fast,
“Another dream…Its time to rip
Open another memory from my head…”
“Besides…He clearly knows what they think
Already,” Rana said sarcastically as she
Stood with them, folded arms of protest…
“This is but a game of words for him…”
Varence breathed hard, his eyes focusing
Above… “May we begin?”
Vala then stood to join them…
“I’ve been waiting for this…” She
Said, breathing with delight… “The Medicine
Men…When they spoke to you…Please go on.”
“It was around the time I turned 13, “I
Told them with this pen and paper notebook,
That’s when the first one came…
The Medicine Men…believe it or not,
Yes, I was visited by them.
I kept my notes on them separate
Though, mostly because what they told
Me was so different from everything else…
And intensely fascinating.
The first Medicine Man, appeared like
Most of the visitors, sitting on my bed
When I awoke early in the morning, staring
At me…watching me sleep…
He was of about average height I guess, long
Black hair that was woven back with
Black feathers, a leather twine with beads and
Claws…His face was painted red, with
What appeared to be either a hand or
Paw print in black over his right eye…
He never spoke English, but I ALWAYS
Understood everything he said…The
Strangest thing is I, in return, spoke to him
In his language…I had no idea how or
What I or he was saying…Then later in
The day when I recalled the dream of
Him…I remembered it all in
English very clearly? I have no idea how
I did this…
I only knew he came to watch me…
He said he was, they were, watching me…
And waiting for the right time.
How all these visitors knew something
About me both intrigued me and irritated
Me at the same time!
I only saw this Medicine Man through my
Teens…he was polite, patient, very curious…
And only said it was about getting to know
Me before he took me to meet the others…
It felt somewhat like being interviewed,
Examined…as if he were a lawyer
Preparing me to be judged?
When I was about sixteen…He appeared
One night very early through a dream and
Said he was taking me to be seen by
The others…something about it being time,
I was of age…It was their time with
Me and after this I would not see them
Again.
I should say here, this is about the time
I started dreaming about the Spirit Wolves…
These large mystical wolves that would
Appear to watch me…and protect me I think,
Silently unseen from a distance…
This Medicine Man was somehow akin to
These wolves, which were more than wolves…
I believe he had the gift to command or
Rather call them; a rare gift.
The Medicine Man then took me to
The local high school in the middle of
The night…in my pajamas…I was
Extremely nervous…He said this was
A very important event…That I should
NOT SPEAK AT ALL no matter what…to
Let him speak for me…and only listen
And watch carefully…to break this
Rule would be very bad, very.
I was taken to the assembly room…
Where about 20 to 30 Native
American men sat…waiting. He made
Me stand in front or them, him beside
Me…He introduced me to them…And
Then explained to me these were the
Great Chiefs, shamans and Medicine Men
Of the Algonquin tribes…They were to
Review my worth, my fate…This basically
Scared me to death.
They all wore animal skins, none spoke
English—they refused to…Many of them
Had faces painted white…The rest were
Either painted black or red…There was
A powerful, ancient feel about them…And
I should emphasize they all appeared with
Forceful, serious expressions…It was such
An intense experience that I sweated heavily.
I understand nothing of what they said…
The Medicine Man with me kept telling
Me to relax, he put his hand on my
Shoulder…And spoke for me passionately.
There was a lot of arguing. They were
Clearly unhappy, divided on any issue
Discussed…A few dismissed me totally…
While others embraced my presence with
A sort of vicious joy…it was beyond
Strange.
To translate this is nearly impossible…
They spoke hard, fast…
I know they argued, “This is the one? This
Is him?”
They would yell, shake fists…
“He is not whole, he is incomplete,
We cannot judge this now!” others said.
They never gave names…
The Medicine Man with me insisted, “You
Only have this time with him, so see
What you will. If you cannot see
Then that is your foolish mistake.”
It went on and on this way.
I had no idea what they were talking
About.
In the end the decision was a compromise
And they agreed to some plan to which
I was NEVER told…
Then they disappeared, and the Medicine
Man I was with took me home with
Great relief and a smile…
He told me, “That went well.”
I remember responding to him, “They were
So angry I thought they would kill me!”
“No,” he said, “They never agree ever,
They are too stubborn.”
I asked him, “Why did so many of them
Have their faces painted white? Were
They Medicine Men?”
He answered, “No, those were the chiefs.
They were painted white with respect
To the lands they had lost, their
Descendants, the legacy lost, stolen…”
Something about these men…Their
Spirits were here this way until the day
Of justice was served…They were like ghosts
Of the forests, never leaving the land…
A legacy was stolen, and they were
Angry about it…Something about history
Deliberately sabotaged…
I asked him what this was all about.
He said it didn’t matter…It was not a
Test of winning or failing…It was about
Them seeing me? To get the feeling of
Who I was? That it was important…
For their plan, and peace of mind.
After this I never saw them or this
Medicine Man again…through haunting
Words he shouted at this meeting…
That lingered in my mind, I was
Able to tell a friend…phrases, broken
Words…
She was a Blackfoot Indian who studied
The various dialects of Native American
Tribes…It was through her that I
Discovered I was not dreaming gibberish…
The Medicine Man spoke Cherokee,
And he said I had some kind of power?
Then he was gone, he left and said
I would not see him again…
But, he said the Spirit Wolves would
Be with me and the others chosen,
Until the day came.
Now I have periodically dreamt about
These large imposing wolves, most are
Jet black, some tawny with wild coats, but—
They came in all colors with glowing
Orange eyes…They were awesome! Magical!
“Before I continue,” I said to them, “Can
You tell me…What are they, these Spirit
Wolves, exactly?”
They looked among each other with
Playful intrigued expressions…Then Vala
Spoke, her voice was calm and
Enchanting without a hum this time…
“Ah, the Spirit Wolves…Now listen
To me…no matter what anyone tries
To tell you…The Spirit Wolves are
More than wolves, they are NOT wolves
As you know…
They are not of Earth, nor any one
World…They can walk between
Worlds…As the raven can fly and see
Into the void…So can the Spirit
Wolves walk between worlds…
Only they can, if they wish, walk in
The real world…Their hierarchy is
Beyond what you know…They come
From Sirius…The same as the Lion
Men…Only it’s different for them…
As the Lion Man stands over the lion…
The Spirit Wolves stands over the wolf men…
Their hierarchy is different…primal…
Sincere…raw, instinctive…There is no
Blithering tide of feelings to confuse
Them…There is only intense pure
Emotion…Loyalty and devotion without
Betrayal or hesitation. They are beyond
Animal or man…They are an
Embodiment of both wisdom and law…
A truly magical being…”
“To command the Spirit Wolf,” Vala said
With awe, “is no small gift…They MUST
Have the wolf high in their totem,
They must have the eyes, ears or cry
Of the wolf to do this…or they are but
Its pawn like anyone else…And, to be
Able to command, or rather CALL the
Spirit Wolf…now that is a power few
Ever have, ever.”
“What,” I said, “Are you trying to tell me
They are…alien wolves?”
Vala laughed, shook her head…Her
Manner drawing everyone’s attention…
She knew everything on these matters…
“Let me try to explain this again…
You must stop thinking in such small
Terms…That greatness only comes on two
Legs…”
“Look at the whales,” Ceres added
Joyfully. “Do they not prove they are more
Than animal? As do many living things.”
“Exactly.” Vala nodded. “The Spirit Wolves…
Now this is actually important to know…
The awesome races that came from that
Star system…As one might say, the lion or
Lion men are the kings of nature…
The Spirit Wolves are then the police of
Nature…
Managing its physical laws
Under the Heavens…
“The Medicine Man who came to you…
He never told you his name?” Vala asked.
“No.” I answered. “None of them did. I
Was very curious about that.”
Vala nodded, again no hum…Her manner
Was like an instructor now… “There
Is great power in a name…It held no
Purpose when he appeared to you, for where
He is now…his name is different than
When he held a body…The meaning of
His visit was in what he showed you…
“Those chiefs, shamans, Medicine Men…
They remain in a state of protest as
They were robbed of a destiny…one
Unfulfilled…
The Indian Nations of that continent
Were divided…Their destiny was to be
United…to find their unity…and one
Day become a powerful civilization…
But when the early explorers came…
They settled and conquered the land
Instead…Thus stealing their legacy…
“You know this by the demon that
Threatened you…The Jersey Devil that
Possessed the early colonists’ plan to
Divide and conquer a continent…under
The pretense of setting a so-called New
World…
“The legacy of the Native Americans
Never came to fruition because the Dark
Kind destroyed it…That’s how they
Subjugate history…They did it before, they
Did it again with your world wars…”
“Now you’re just telling their lost history.”
Varence interrupted. “Speak only of his
Part…”
Vala frowned at him, “May I continue?”
She rolled her eyes and went on regardless.
“You were confused by the visits of
These Medicine Men when you were
Younger?”
“Yes.” I said. “They were angry. It scared
Me. I never did anything to them. I respect
Them…Most of my family came to
American in the 1950’s…Escaping the
Chaos in Europe from World War II.”
“Listen,” Vala explained, “there is a
Significant element there…In all that
You are and will become…
This contact and connection you have
With these ancient chiefs and Native
Americans…They were trying to tell you
Something…Of how that legacy must be
Fulfilled…it’s ordained…It’s very relevant
To the end of the current system that
Effects the entire world.”
“How exactly?” I asked.
“It involves the Spirit Wolves.” Vala said
Respectfully. “The ancient tribes of America
In their quest for unity, by their ties
With nature sought help with this by
Calling for a teacher…The Spirit Wolf…
“Consider this…For all the eyes and ears
Out there must listen…A slave world…
Ruled by fear and oppression…Strictly
Held by THE HERD mentality…
Herding…Running with the herd…
The herd mentality is one of survival,
By camouflage, blending in…Flight…
Never straying from the group…For strays,
Those who are different…are cast out…
Left behind…hunted…This maintains the
Constant, the consistency of the herd…
Mainstream thought…The collective…
Behaving…And thus directing the herd’s
Behavior any which way the shepherd
Or slaver desires…
“Now…there is a herd unity, and then there
Is PACK unity…pack unity is VERY different.
Consider the wolf…The Spirit Wolf…
The pack…survival by unity…
Loyalty…Respect…Devotion…Strategy…
Survival of the pack…The hunt…The eyes
And ears to protect the pack…The males
And females work together…The family…
The offspring are protected by the entire
Pack…It is a formidable unity…”
One essential and highly respected by
The Native Americans…”
“What about the Lone Wolf?” I asked.
“And rival packs?”
Vala shook her head. “The Spirit Wolves
Are beyond that…That’s why they are
An advanced being…They represent the
Unity of all packs…Of packs coming
Together…The wolf comes in many colors…
Black, grey, red, silver, tawny…white…
A rainbow pack…to mirror a rainbow
Tribe…That is the greatest lesson of the
Spirit Wolf…for those who wish to
Learn from its teachings.”
“But different cultures view the wolf differently.”
I said. “Some see it, or saw it as a monster…
That became werewolf legends…and
Shapeshifters…”
“No, that is small minded of the animal wolf.”
Vala said strongly. “That is not the way
Of the Spirit Wolf…The Spirit Wolf
Is a spiritual being, like I said, the police
Of nature…They would kill such an
Evil reflection…The Spirit Wolf is noble,
Wise…stop thinking in terms of Earth…
“There are worlds that worship the Spirit
Wolf…There are mystics so strongly attuned
To it that they respect it above all
Others…Your people think too small…
Afraid of things they cannot understand.
Forget werewolves or shapeshifters…The
Spirit Wolf is NOT that at all…”
“I’m understanding that now.” I nodded.
“Good.” Vala smiled. “Because they are a
Powerful being deserving respect. If they
Came to teach the Native Americans
Do not take that lightly. That is very
Honorable…
“And hear me when I say this,” Vala
Intensely addressed these written words,
“The Spirit Wolf is a force unlike any
Other…Pit them against another
Supernatural being…And you will have
One surprising fight…Albeit but brief,
Nothing matches the pack, nothing…
Mothman? Ha, they would tear such a
Thing to pieces…
“If Nibiru should come…Or the Annunaki
Or one of their hybrid creatures rise…
Against the Spirit Wolf? Spirit Wolves?
That would be likened to a bloodbath…
And pity the witch who dare to control them!”
Vala laughed. “The power of the pack
Grants them immunity to magic…
“And if the Spirit Wolf marks you as a
Pack member…” Vala then hummed a
Laugh. “Oh my! The consequences…I can
Only imagine…Many have an affinity
With wolves…But Spirit Wolves…That’s a
Different game entirely.”
“I know, I’ve seen them.” I told her, them.
“They appeared at times of crisis…In
Nightmares they chased monsters away…
They have attacked friends of mine…
Which scared them to come to my house…
They said for some reason they thought
Wolves would attack them.”
Vala held her jaw wide a moment, surprised.
“They protected you?”
“At times when I saw them, yes.” I said.
“And in their wake…sometimes they left
A gift.”
“A gift?” Vala was intrigued.
“A puppy.” It felt like a sudden revelation.
“Yes. Most of the times after the Spirit
Wolves had come to me…A new puppy
Had come into my life…I know this
Because after we would get a new puppy
I would dream of a wolf coming
To…acknowledge, or appraise the puppy,
Then leave.”
“If the Spirit Wolf has come to you
DO NOT take that lightly…” Vala
Said carefully. “Because they are here,
They have come to Earth with purpose
Not just as the great police of nature…
But also as teachers for the rainbow tribe…”
That was fascinating to hear. “How?”
“America…” Vala said mysteriously…
“It is, or has been considered a melting
Pot, has it not?”
“Yes.” I answered.
“The wolf cries,” Vala said, “To call to
Its pack…Don’t you see? Everyone…Well,
Within each race, there are those who
Possess their own special magic…power…
Combining to the whole to form a
Completion…To complete the pack…
The Native Americans…Shamans…
Medicine Men…The chiefs…were, whether
They knew it or not…Calling out
Not only to the great teachers they
Needed, the Spirit Wolves…but also
Calling out to their missing pack
Members to complete their pack,
Of the rainbow tribe…to complete the
Powers they were missing.”
“That’s why I was compelled to the
Song, America!” I told her. “Ah, I see now!
And Jacob’s totem high is the eyes, ears
And voice of the wolf!”
“Then it is essential to wake him up.” Vala
Instructed. “As it is for all of those of
Affinity with the Spirit Wolves TO LISTEN
To their teaching.”
“And that explains why the last Medicine
Man came to me 10 years ago with
Their request.” I nodded. Yes, it made
Sense now.
“There is another who came to you?” Vala asked.
“Yes,” I told her. “After the angel, the
Only one since…He was different though,
Modern…He was about 60. He wore blue jeans, a checkered
Shirt and a bandana on his head. He
Was tall, very strong spoken…and he had
A younger man with him, maybe 30, he
Said he was Dream Walker? He told me
They were Navajo.”
“Please go on.” Vala said.
“Well, it was about 10 years ago…” I said
Recalling the dream… “There was a Pow Wow…
There were these men in full costume performing
A dance, it was so cool to see. I stood there
Watching this with these two men…But
They didn’t seem very happy. Something
Important was going on. They had a white
Buffalo there…I just thought it was
Amazing to watch…
“But the Medicine Man was very disappointed,
He kept asking me what I thought about
It. I told him I thought it was cool. But
He was irritated, he said they kept wasting
Time…Too much talking, not enough
Listening, no one listens enough. That
One thinks they’re right, then that one does
And no one listens. They’re coming together
But they’re not coming together. They
Don’t see what’s happening…Just like
Before…just like hundreds of years ago.”
I asked him what he wanted to do about
It. He thought for a while, discussed it with
His friend there…Then they both asked me,
“I…We need you to do something…My
People need this…Please…I would like you
To design a weapon for my people.”
“A weapon?” I asked.
“Using your artwork,” he explained, “What
You’re working on right now. A weapon they
Can use.”
“You want me to use my artwork to design
A weapon?” I asked. “I don’t know if I’m
Allowed to do that…”
He laughed and said, “You’re doing it already.
This is what it’s for. You’ve been asking what
It is the angel did to you, gave to you…This
Is part of it…It’s what you’re studying
On the internet, isn’t it?”
“But for defense, protection,” I said, “I’ve
Never created an offensive attack type of
Weapon.”
“But that’s alright,” he said, “That’s good.
Be creative…I’m not talking about a knife
Or sword…These are for more powerful weapons
With the mind…”
“What did you have in mind?” I asked.
“Vision…” he said, seriously…a very mystical
Look in his eye… “My people need vision…
An eagle soars with the sun…it sees far and
Wide…They need vision…They’re not seeing
What they should be seeing.”
“How do I do this though?” I asked…
“You will think of something. I know you
Will.” He smiled. “And when a Medicine Man
Comes into your life…give him this weapon
Of vision…he will know what to do with it.”
“They need to come together.” The Dream Walker
Friend said. “And they’re not…not enough…
They need to listen to each other more.”
“Well I can understand that.” I told them.
“No one listens, they hear but they don’t listen…
No one knows how to communicate…or I mean,
Very few do…”
“I understand exactly.” The Medicine Man
Nodded. “It’s true, they don’t. You listen very
Well.”
“I spent most of my life scared,” I told him,
“When you’re scared like that you learn to
Listen…You learn to listen very carefully to
Avoid trouble…Scared people are sensitive that way.
That’s why my family called me ‘Rabbit
Ears.’ I had very sensitive hearing from
Being scared all the time. And no one
Noticed…They were too busy talking…People
Who talk all the time miss a lot…So you
See, my Indian name would probably be
Rabbit Ears.” I laughed.
They both laughed with me. “You seem better now.”
“That was part of the gift with the angel I will
Always be grateful for,” I explained, “He
Greatly eased a lot of that fear…When you
Have something that big happen…it changes you.
Your perspective changes on everything.”
“I envy that gift.” He said kindly. “So will
You do this for me, what I asked?”
I watched the Pow Wow…looked at him…
How could I say no, I have huge admiration
For Native Americans… “Of course I will.”
“Thank you.” He smiled…then the dream
Faded and I woke up…
And yes…A Medicine Man has come
Into my life…like he said…and I gave
Him what I said I would…
We’ll see what happens…
“So do you feel what he wants will
Happen, this Navajo Medicine Man?” Varence
Asked.
“I’ve learned not to question too much.” I
Answered…smiling, knowing fully well how
Varence danced around questions… “He
Believed…and he used words that held
Meaning.”
Varence grimaced at me…That turned lip,
His protest at my descriptions… “But what
Do you sense of this matter with your
Experiences with these Medicine Men?”
“They were the first to appear to me when
I was younger,” I said, “I think its
Important that I do what I can to help
To play my role in the great Rainbow
Tribe…my role in the pack…”
“What did they say to you,” Vala asked,
Tilting her head curiously at me, “These
Medicine Men…The assembly of chiefs, that
Cherokee Man? You said you don’t
Remember…I know you do…”
Of course there was no hiding anything
From them! I groaned. “They said I
Had some special power…That’s why they
Had to meet me then…Because they would
Not be allowed later…Their protest was
Because I was so young…They wanted to
See me at ‘full power,’ not incomplete as
I was a teenager.”
“Was that the beginning then of your path?”
Vala asked.
“It was a sign.” I said. “I thought you
Knew everything…But then there were those
Strange…mysterious visits…encounters…
And nightmares every Easter…Then
The Spirit Wolves came…Everything just
Snowballed from there.”
“Still the Medicine Men and the Spirit
Wolves were a powerful influence to you?”
Vala asked.
“The Spirit Wolves always bear a powerful
Impression.” Varence said respectfully.
“Absolutely.” I said.
“Ah, the Spirit Wolves.” Vala hummed. “Wait
Until you get the response after they read
About them…Just remember what I told
You…No matter what people claim to tell you,
The Spirit Wolves are NOT of Earth…it’s
Beyond Earth…They are celestial, they’re
Everywhere…And just because someone
Sees a wolf in a dream or vision doesn’t
Mean it’s a Spirit wolf…They rarely
Travel alone…
“Oh, and by chance if there
Were some scheme to catch a Spirit Wolf…
That would be a…recklessly stupid thing
To do…For they will protect their own…
And they can will, take physical form
And they can and will kill.”
“You don’t think they would actually try
To catch one, do you?”
“Regarding the great geniuses of Earth?”
Rana snapped loudly, “Dare we dream
Cosmic forces haven’t erected monuments
To their stupidity for all the stars to see!
But then, of course, you have the moon…
And all their little off world brittle
Built arrogant escape bases…The sheer
Concept of mental dysfunction may have
To be redefined by their deeds if…”
“Rana!” Varence nearly shouted to cease
Her words. “Please. Timing…Truths for
Another day.”
“Pardon me,” Rana said amused, “My
Allowances for words are restricted…
Stupidity must be granted time for
Mourning…The age of reason pray to
Come soon! Read faster!”
Ceres burst with laughter. “Dreams!”
Varence gestured to Vala, “Please…Conclude
This before Rana rants on the architecture
Of their society some more.”
Vala smiled, stepped up to me and
Nodded… “Remain steadfast and true,” she
Fought to laugh at Rana but continued,
“Hold to your course…The Spirit Wolves…
Tell them…Your country may have the
Bald Eagle as its symbol…And granted
Raptors, birds of prey are the esteemed
Vessel of strength and vision…stealth…
Their purpose has wide skill currently
And still to come…
But when it comes to America…The Great
Indian Nations and the legacy they deserve,
Of the Rainbow Tribe…And the need
And time of unity to come…The true totem
Is the Spirit Wolf…The Spirit Wolves…
And must be heeded…
“Sight to see of the world…Vision…
Embrace the past…
As with the Bear…of the Mother…
Something born of both sides…
The twilight…becomes dawn…
The strength of the Good Spirit
To marry the dark inner warrior hidden…
Balanced by the wisdom and teachings
Of the Spirit Wolves…The pack…
Become your Higher Self…
Rise and wake Jacob…seek out your
Circle of 5…
Divining Rod of Light…Guide the Spirit
To the Path of Completion…
Rise to the cry of the wolf…
No more doubts…The chosen will see the road clear.
The light is coming.”
Valiant.
my artwork: The Wolves
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http://halfpasthuman.com/essays/IAO.html
this one made my day =) mmmmhhhh gonna love me some chaos ^^ heheheh
OMG, I love it !!! Just read it, and still smiling broadly. You made my day too. So true, so funny. Thanks Germany, thanks a lot 😀 This stuff is better than cake 😀
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Loved it!! Its so true!
Isn’t is grand to laugh together ? 😀
yeah i had i huge smile on my face as well hehe
i was like…
i cant decide… this one is amazing to ^^
I love when im playing with my cat and he does that face to me it makes me melt. I end up kissing him everytime!
Aww cuteness alert! ;D
Hahahaaa, yeah, my face exactly too 😀 1st one is my favorite, and oh boy, I just downloaded it too, for further use :))))))))))))))))))))
Cutenes alert indeed 🙂
great article stefman – that’s exactly right
Clif high seems to be hitting a lot of good notes lately 🙂
Pity that I cannot keep up all these fervent conversation. Despite so, I’m overwhelmed by this super warmth….Thank you so so so much….Here, I cannot wait to share this video with you all….Besides, I want to take advantage of this chance to greet you super sweet and beautiful David Bear….We all miss you !!!
There are lots of time you are speaking that I’ve been thinking, but incapable to express in English. Recently, I’m really to busy to learn what’s happening near by or far apart and so sorry for being unable to give more inputs.
This pulse of energy is so powerful that I feet somehow lost and strange to everything, even to myself. It seems that we are in some strange inter grade or transitional state/dimension ? What I experienced in dream also turns much more distinct that I somehow cannot tell well what’s in dream and what’s in this physical realm.
Here, to Terraseed….
Line–Silk–Cocoon–Shield– This is even the silk of the family, quite powerful silk…..
Besides, PYRAMID helps enlarge the force, power, tenacity, etc., whereas quartz are nice keys.
Dear Robin, I owe you a hug, or even not only…There is used to be some synergy between us. Pity that my English is too awkward to express sufficiently and in time.
So…cannot thank Brianna enough for these super awesome gifts, passion, empathy, wit, power….my tears almost drop when reading your comment left yesterday.
Stefman….you are such a “heater”….but also so water like…so what this is ?!!!
The pictures that Dreamwalker select sfor the weekly Dreamflight’s invitation have also always brought me either the message or synergy. As I only have quite few time to keep my word to share the previous stories….I do need your blessing to be able to make it…talking what happened last week.
Here, need to thank Bill and Lida again, as that kind of community does bring me an incredible comfort. Otherwise, I generally feel myself so indifferent from what others are chasing. I don’t mean to behave in alienated way, but it’s just so difficult to find the ones like that we met / meet in this garden. Besides, what we can see are rather the global chaotic occurrences, and this cannot but frustrate….
Besides, this Easter, rabbit/hare….just cannot but remind me of our super big sister, Leslee. The last weeks, I had some activities which help me make out more why there with Tauno. And thanks to Bill and Lida’s this post, I hence can cast off that laziness to speak of something of Wolf and our Wolf Sister, Lisa.
There are also some sweet brothers…I want to take this chance to express my highest appreciation, too.
God…I hope I can finish that comments, telling something to Nando and Mildalove. I do need your blessing to be more sufficient. If I cannot make it in time, pls allow me to fulfill it in some more days.
Mechee….here, we won’t leave you alone, either….just want to know how much you are cherished !!!
As the equinox is coming and I may be off line about a couple of weeks…I want to say now….how much I appreciate this super honor and chance to meet you here, even to celebrate this equinox with YOU ALL. YOU ALL must take care. My heart is with you, listening to you, despite of that possible silence !!!
By the way….this just helps me make out lots of things….again, it has something to do with Osiris !!!
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Yes, this period (pulse ?) is … intense. Both in good and less good ways. I always wondered if the creeps don’t purposefully attack when we are in these kind of times. To enhance the parts that would be uncomfortable, and make them plain painful. I never believed in so-called “ascension symptoms”. Some moments can be uncomfortable, yes. This we can deal with. But major pain and all that ? No. No benevolent beings or divine beings would inflict this. So, yes, I believe the other ones “jump in” and take advantage of these vulnerable moments for us. And this has to stop as well.
And, yes. Let’s have an Exquinox celebration. We can all use a celebrating moment. A moment of feeling good together. Did I mention cake yet ? 😀
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Here’s my article on templates, which seems appropriate “now” for those who haven’t seen it yet…
http://dreamwalkerdiaries.blogspot.com/p/templates.html
It’s not meant to be comprehensive, just my understanding of these ideas, which may be different from other’s understandings. 🙂
(I may need to revise the bit about the law of the pack…)
“Free will” is definitely a sore spot…
What I say about it is “do unto others as you would have them do unto you”.
Which I think says a lot about the idea of not getting involved. We’re all in this together… might as well work together to fix it. ❤
Good article! Thanks
So cool ! Just read it. And it SO goes togheter with the one Stefman posted below !
A reading delight this morning 🙂 (it’s morning here, 9.19 am).
realy nice blog =)
about the ying yang symbol… i cant help my self but i see 3 forces in the sign the light and the dark… but i also see balance that keeps both sides in shape…
also the idea that a coin has only 2 sides… i see 3 ^^ no matter how small the chance is to flip a coin that it lands on the side… its still there so i see 3 sides… where balance is neither dark or light… its only interest is balance so both can exist
what do u guys think ?
GREAT point ! To think about. 3, always 3….
well here is the kicker… its not always 3… it depends about the situation… i know its and odd subject hehe =)
Ying yang is a great subject and i have the same toughts as you stefman. I think the 3rd side is somehow to do with being respectful to yourself and others and when there is lack of respect for all things there is no balance so things get out of order and do not work in balance/harmony..
thanks Stefman 🙂 Well I think that you’ve hit on a very important template. It’s one of the hidden templates that is left for us to discover. Symbolically, it’s perfect. How hard is it to achieve perfect balance? What are the chances? They are there, but there always seems to be something pulling one way or the other.
Nice 4D thinking right there!
thanks for your great comments and support, guys 🙂
exactly dreamwalker and brianna
what realy annoyed me yesterday… how fast the main stream hyenas jumped the topic and waaaaaaa fear a car bomb… and im sorry to say this but the nerves in my country a blank… and people are slowly getting how many people have been let into country that have not been vetted at all in any way and the law is not realy hard on those folks while the law throws the book after every german… so people are slowly but surely are pissed… and than coming up with fear news that rather make the situation even more boiling well that aint helping… oh and not to forget how the german gov lied knowingly to its people telling them what a great thing it is to get the refugees who are all sutch loving people that are experts and what not and well its mostly women and children… thats how they sold us the thing… i mean the germans arent bad they like to help… but if they get lied to all the time and than also not getting any kind of gratitude but rather hate from the gov and the people they are trying to help… well isnt it than understandable that they wanna pull the emergency brakes before everything spirals out of control ?
oh and ur so right about what u mentioned about the refugees in greece at the border is also pretty strange specially when it all looks so orchestrated… they get intell very fast where to go and what not specially when u imagine the the guys smuggling the people over borders arent working for free where do the people get the money for traveling… i mean dont get me wrong if shit would happen here… i wouldnt even get close money wise to be smuggled out of the country…
but than u have the whole turkey situation i mean lots of newspapers get closed comms get shut down by that gov like the other day… not to mention the son of that wanna be sultan is actively laundering money for the terrorists he seams to be the guy who handles the isis stolen oil sales while his wife has hospitals dedicated to fix the injured terrorists while turkey sends weapons and supplies to the terrorists… i cant remember the name of the female reporter who got killed because she reported on that convoys in and out… oh and before i forget he is terrorising the kurds who are fighting the bad guys the terrorists…. but yeah dont get me started about the whole pool of lies and evil rotten souls
but u know i could tell those things people around me for hours and they cannot imagine how dark the souls of these people must be and there for they dont belivie it at all… i mean to be fair its not bad ment to these people that cant imagine it… its actually kind of honoring that they dont see every one as evil… but its clearly naive… but ur right more and more people waking up and the whole monkey mind dominoes are falling slowly but steadily
but it realy seams to be true that we have to go from one extreme into the other before we slowly can come to a middle way
im sorry for ranting again… but all the misery and lies and evil shits are making me so angry… how they play with so many lives on all sides as if life wasnt sacred at all and all the innocent getting caught between the lines and lies
Rant, and vent. It feels good 🙂
I’ll add more : Vala, can we urgently brain freeze Mario Draghi (head of ECB). Along with the Feds, Janet Yellin et all ? Quickly ! The economic shit has to go faster.
Oh, and I’d like a word or two with you guys … No really. Can we get past this “free will” shit ? It’s a lie and will remain a big carrot lie as long as people are controlled by the dark empire. You can have all the contempt you want for them, and it’s well deserved, yes. But then you cannot expect them to make a real CONSCIOUS choice. Paradox here. Block.
So, grab a few awakened ones from all over the planet, make sure you got every continent and sub-region covered, and let’s talk about this.
You can’t just lay all the crap on Bill forever.
I agree with briannapurejoy…you (Star People) have dropped in on me so many times…especially at the bus station in Asheville…yes…I recognized you all by your auras…this is too much to put on one persons shoulders…I’m sure you have your reasons…but I so would like to meet with my sisters and brothers again. Please…I want to “remember ” who I am. I hate being ignorant of so much. I want to be able to access what has been put into this temple of mine. Thank you also for sending Brother Wolf…but I’m sure Vala, that you all ready knew about that. Just who was the young man with those piercing blue eyes? He reminds me of someone? And why did the Bear call to me at THAT particular moment? You know that I’m scared to death of bears, but not that day. ❤
i wish u two good luck in that meet and greet =)
but try to understand why they have to tip toe around… if earth is realy in that dark empire than the non intervention thingy is there for a reason since intervention would be… well depending how they (the dark ones) would see it… it could well be another reason for war… i mean i would gladly help carry the weight… but it seams its not meant that way… it hurts my heart to see bill having to do it all on his own… but we clearly all have a part to play in the bigger game… for now all we do is (well i think) is to cheer him up be a shoulder to lean on and sent him our gratitude… just being here i bet helps him a great deal so he knows hes not lonely on that journey =)
robin i hope im not intruding here… i know bears can be scary and dangerous… but what i noticed with animals can sense intent… and if ur intentions are pure and u ask them in a nice way well… they might be nice as well (i dont say it will work all the times but there is a decent chance might be nice… so i obviously did not meant to go to wild animals and try that god no… but if there is a situation where u cant avoid it u might as well give it a try) wait what im trying to say… is if u see them as equal conscious beings… that is a great honor to them… well it worked with the little diva cat my ex and i had together… once he was a little shit when we took him in and after a while treating him nice and giving him a home where he was loved he became pretty cool… that cat understood how to play hide and seek and catching etch others… was always funny to play with the cat
anyway im rambling again hehe
i wish u all a good meet and greet =) let them know how grateful i am for what they are doing and give ceres a hug for giving earth that gift she gave us… well and varence help him a bit so he doesnt get that much pushed around for his riddles… although they can be annoying from time to time but i like it hehe
Stefman ive just stoped listening to that kind of news but yesterday i caught up with it a bit. They were showing images of people crossing the greek and macedonian border there were journalists standing and the water only came up to their ankles but somehow the refugees were neck deep and reports of people drawning..and i said to my partner how can they be drowning? Journalist is just standing there right in the middle taking pictures and water only to his ankles but the refugees are drowning? Ughh!! And the divide in britain continues with this sort of bad reports britain still believes they are real. I find it frustrating and that why i try and avoid news reports.
terraseed let us know how its going or if anything worked… also i think the flower of life would be a pretty cool motive for in the window… i realy enjoy that geometry 😉
mutch love and positive energy to u and ur loved ones my friend =)
Hey ive been burning frankincence and myhrr all day and the energy has lifted. Thanks to you guys and all your positive toughts and energy. Cant thank you all enough! And you all right we have to come toguether to help with this events and support each other and bill. Much love and appreciation guys ❤
wow i just heard they tried another fear attack in berlin germany… they said a car bomb when off and killed 1… when i see the pics of the so called car… well it doesnt look to me like a bomb went off it looks as if a friend of mine just said like a hit…
sorry for saying it here… but look at the pic… does that look like a bomb went off ?
Hi Stefman, here’s some more photos
http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/world-news/berlin-car-bomb-explosion-mafia–7559013
Pretty horrible stuff – looks like a “mafia” hit if the guy was involved in the wrong kinds of things – I did not see a name. From the debris in your photo, it looks like it went off as the car was moving. I’m not an expert but usually in a crash the debris is left where the vehicle has the impact – if it is mafia then the terror is just a fringe benefit. Same thing it if were a political hit. One man’s crime boss is another man’s politician… 😉
Great point Stefman ! that’s the second weird one in a few hours too.
Yesterday I watched a video of “refugees taking alternative route to cross over Croatia” (since these nice people razor fenced their borders as well).
A few seconds of watching, something felt off… really off…
Watching closely, well… NONE of the faces filmed waddling in that river were arab looking. All europeans, caucasians ! It was ridiculously obvious, once you noticed.
And, since I bring up this subject (the “refugee crisis”) I’d like to remind us of Vala’s words about “them” becoming unable to deal with situations, Brain fried (or freezed, whatever). Blocked, aimlessly talking, doing nothing.
Exactly what is happening here now. They have dealt with NOTHING. It’s a mess.
Logic : sending EU help massively to Greece, where Erdogan (also lost his brain totally) ships them by the thousands. Send people, send tents, food, containers, and set up a fooking TRIAGE center. Use ferries, they’re harbored uselessly off season anyway.
Austria calls an “emergency Balkan” meeting over this. Does NOT invite Greece to participate. Huh ???? Brain loss ?!!
The 20 or so minutes I watch world news daily is screaming with inconsistencies 🙂
Blind eye towards Turkey’s Ergogan turning into a raving lunatic.
Blind eye to the explosive Israel/Palestinian screaming situation.
Blind eye to the real state of economics.
Won’t even go into american politics.. it’s a lunatic show. Trump quoting Mussolini ?? No one even blinks ?
Flint, Michigan ??? Those guys should already be in jail ! (mayor, govervor, and the whole chain that allowed it).
Why am I calling out on this very type of subjects ? Because NOW is a great time for those of you (of us) who do engage in talks like this with friends/colleagues to really start talking ! You don’t need to go on and on about the shit they do, that’s all the magic …
All you need to do now is POINT OUT the inconsistencies ! Let people begin to think, and wonder…. Let them finally begin to really doubt what they hear !
Talk about the 100th monkey effect coming into play now, big time 🙂
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Actually Brianna the “left” was all over the Mussolini thing.. .and apparently they’re just discounted as a bunch of wussies. What scares me is the audio recordings of the right-wing rallies. Sounds just like rallies from Nazi Germany… or were they…?
Could the sounds of the rallies be doctored by NPR? And for what reason?
Hmmm….. did I just catch National Public Radio with their pants down? 😉
I guess every country needs to go through adolescence….
I don’t know if they were doctored and edited, which is always possible, always. One thing I do see is the surge in far-right nationalistic and paranoid movements, by now some turned into parties. Those folks are for real. Well, real enough to send me death threats because I oppose this shit very vocally.
Seems Europe (and not only) is caught between unicellular brained “intelligentia” that is way too politically correct, and on the other side a paranoid and populist growing group.
Damn.
That being said, I’m totally rebelling, and will stay rebelled.
But I already stated this earlier 🙂 And I stand my ground.
u two are so right again =)
its not the things that concern me that i can see and observe… its more the enemy inside the walls of the so called castle… the ones that hide and keep their intentions hidden away for them to wait for their right moment…
the idiots that u can see and observe and know their kind when u see them… well they are less of a problem because u can see them from a mile away…
but like i said it seams they want us to go from one extreme to the other… the question is how can we find balance so that there will be a healthy mind… that can understand on its own whats bad and what good… im still hoping the pulse will take care of that and folks remember… we got a angel with a crown on our side… 😉
Thank you for all these comforting messages. Though I’ve been thinking to finish that comment that was supposed to submit before last Thursday, I still cannot make it. Yes, just like what you are aware of, at my side, those attacks feel so sharp! I’m particularly mad with those aiming at babies. It has been happening here, too.
For the moment, though I cannot say much, I would like to charge again with these pictures and video to say and do something on my behalf.
First, as the “rabbit” is used to be mentioned in the last two weeks, besides, maybe owing to the Easter which is coming, I’m so used to see the photos or picture of hares, rabbits, the last weeks. Rabbits are so…..adorable and attractive that I would never feel bored to glance more at them…
Another interesting and significant picture….
I want to thank you all here…for that it’s you bring me the warmth, happiness thanks to the very affinity which is not easy to find elsewhere, and you have been straightening my faith to the positive and bright future. There are ones I should not skip to address specifically my gratitude and appreciation. However, for preventing from more attacks, pls allow me just rather convey it beyond words, without naming any beloved, appreciated and blessed ones.
Here, I also want to thank Robin’s sharing. I’ve been subject to feel hungry, too. There are lots of times I was in fact too busy or tired to cook or eat. However, in some very contradictionary sense, I also feel chagrined at spending too much time & energy cooking, though I don’t dislike it at all…
I’ve felt my throat chakra getting quite blocked or locked…along with some distinct sense that all my bodies are in the course of being detoxified. As always, this causes the very allergy, so it turns out that there are fewer kinds of foods which I can eat.
In regards to wolf and female, the video proposed by Robin reminded me of this animation :
My last week felt so unforgettable owing to some profound dreams, and accidents, synergy which seem to be bringing the messages. However, as my throat chakra has been quite blocked, I just could not finish that one….
For this moment, before being able to finish that previous draft, may the songs, melodies, pictures as follow bring you all and your family more strength, warmth, miracles, enhance your faith…..
the latest messages…thanks to….https://nomoresleeping.wordpress.com/
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And I can add my two cents about throat chakras and communicating being/feeling "blocked". During the "attack" period, I mean the very physical one, I also woke up at night with … feeling an elephant was sitting on my chest. And I kept re-reading mails I WANTED to answer, and just could not… not even one sentence. Blocked !
But the upside is I got also good stuff in the wake of this painful period. Like making our own mixes with plants (essential oils and such ?) for many "conditions" that get to us. I ranted about it further up, in Terraseed's thread.
And it also made me… engage even further.
On the other hand… look at what is being said in the post. Some of this is happening right NOW. Brain "confusion" going on on the world stage. Situations completely mis-handled. Lies becoming so feeble they are not credible at all.
Time to shatter !!!
What a great thing this “kin’s domain”. Takes wisdom to manage, just saying 🙂 No property title to “pass on” or divide, the very thing that starts so many family feuds after even one generation. Would it work with the current human mindsets ?
I must apologize also, been very silent (maybe a good thing 😀 ) except for a few short ones. Was “hit” (right after discussing the “money” matters here) with about 5 days of intense pain (felt like sciatica, the whole left leg was one big log of pain). The only reason I want to mention it, is that I refused to call or go to a doctor, and managed it alone. Even the idea of a massage therapist was not imaginable, as in I did not want an unknowm person’s energy to touch me.
Well, the great thing is, it went away as fast (and furious) as it came. Just like that.
No “less pain, let’s begin to move” moment. Just feeling fine. Dancing even, I mean it. So, clearly … 🙂
Also noticed a lot of you went thru rough moments too. It’s a rather intense period. Either physically or emotionally. Sometimes a mix of both. So I wanted to say : talk, share, and talk some more ! I read what you guys write and share here, and I see caring, I see joy, I see tears. I see energy, I see magic.
I see a community.
Nurture this ❤ A big big hug to all 🙂 And a big thankful hug to Bill and Lida, for the on-going flow of information and triggers.
yeah i know that what u just described way to good…
u just find something new or get a new angle on a view u had before and u feel oh boy that could be it moment… and something happens after that ither u get ill or some realy annoying stuff in real life happens or what have u… like a punishment for maybe finding another breadcrumb that could help u along the way…
or when that also some times happens when u talk to new people that have similar views… and u give them a breadcrumb…
how do some say if they arent pissed at ya ur not doing ur job right 😉
hehe mutch love and positive energy to u all and thanks bill and lida
Yup, it sure felt like an “attack”. Came way too sudden, and went away way too sudden too 🙂 Well, I got something thru that pain (and days of not being able to do much), I excersized my arms and hands dexterity :)))) Don’t laugh, with a broomstick 😀
Brianna good job on standing your ground and getting yourself fighting fit again. I felt that what happen to my daugther was an attack as it came suddenly too. On the day it started i was writing things i was guided to share. As soon as i wrote a few sentences my daughter wakes up boiling in fever.. i had to stop the writing, facebook sharing of anything or even read emails from the posts for it to completly stop. Weird things have been happening. Just feel sad that they feel the need to attack innocent children to get what they want..
i know this might sound strange….
but do u have any welcome signs ? like a doormat with welcome written on it ? or anything that would suggest welcome ?
i also heard u can cleanse the room/house with some incense… some herbs are known for spiritual cleansing…
i know this sounds far off but remember demons have to obey certain rules… maybe welcome thingy can help with a little obstacle… so its not that easy anymore for them to come and go as they please…
Terraseed, a big big hug to you. So sorry you and your baby had to go thru this !
It seems they “went” for a lot of us these past days (almost 2 weeks now ??)
When they dare touch our kids, I see red…
I also see a pattern here. The more we have put 1+1 together, the more angry “they” were. Culminating with these #%@# attacks.
Stefman has a good point. Make an “etheric” NOT welcome sphere around your place, and your loved ones. Around yourself of course, too.
Personally, I also burned a lot of Franckincense and Myrrh. With some Bergamot too. That’s how I “felt” it. And, btw, these herbs and resins have antiseptic, anti-bacterial and healing properties. A lot.
As for my pains, the only thing I felt I wanted was to find something to rub on my hip and leg that would contain Camphor, Menthol, and maybe Turpentine.. dunno where it came from, but I felt it strongly. Well, even silly Ben Gay gel is missing from pharmacies here. Gone. Darn.
Ended up rubbing with a mix made for colds 😀 Vick’s type, but not greasy. I considered Tiger Balm, the only thing that kept me is that it is SO greasy, and I would have emptied that little thing in one go anyway.
The only reason I’m ranting about this is I feel we should try and find some herb pharmacies (or people), and have them MAKE these mixes for us.
Personally, I’d want them diluted in alcohol base, not grease base (and certainly NOT vaseline, which is petroleum).
Wonder if we can make our own, using clean essential oils, dripped in alcohol.
Or mixed in a regular clean body cream, why not ?
Ideas anyone ?
oh remember our friends in ireland… when they invented the first whisky thing i think it was called in their tongue… life water or water of life… it is not without a reason… and noooo dont get hammered… even the romans worked a lot with wine to help the body…
what is the herb or resin what the church was burning… i cant remember that name in english… anyhow i heard years ago they did it because it has realy nice antibiotic properties and it can cleanse the air specially when lots of people are in rooms together…
also pepperoni has antibacterial properties… boy do i wish i could eat them again… when i was younger i could eat them like they are candy… these days they arent as good for me as they where before mehhhhh *insert sad face*
remember also the saying the closer ur getting to ur target the heavyer the flak is gonna get 😉
imagine how much they must fear the people here getting together… like as if their existence is threatened… but yet they cant come in full force because they know once we are totally aware of what and who we are… well they got a gigantic problem at their hands 😉
Hi steffman and brianna, i do burn insence, herbs and resins as well as having pentagrams on all my windows. Got the welcome mat too as well as other herbs spreaded around the house. Got my 2 protectors my cats of course.. seems like some stuff still gets trough. I started doing all this since new years eve 2014/15 as i was attacked severelly..an heart attack was induced on my i felt it start like a fire in my brain and suddenlly couldnt speak or move my face had drop and everything.. my partner called the ambulance and by the time they arrived it was over and after all the test and exams they could not find traces of it and called me and my partner liars and time wasters of emergency services..my partner was shocked as was i..he said i was most deffinatly not facking it..but they said my body had no proof of such..i felt like was it by a train. So that made me think i needed some serious protection and started investigating what to do even stop seeing and talking to certain friends. I will not bow down to them more physical attacks followed after that such as being pushed down the stairs and breaking my anlke whilst holding my child (she was fine as i protected her with my body). I did not seek medical attention for it as i knew they would refuse to put a cast and send me to surgery to have metal work instead. I worked as an orthopeadic surgery assistant and the surgeons explained to me a cast does little good as to fix an ankle. I do not do this job now. And a few weeks ago my hoover flew down the stairs not being touched by no one and it me on my back..my partner said it was impossible to have happen as it would have made a hole on the wall if it hit it and if it hit me i probably wouldnt be standing telling him.. not even a bruise showed up. He said i must of been dreaming. Just want to be left alone sometimes you know..i dont know what to do anymore. I even printed bills art work recently. They last words to me recently were that i must think im terminator..i just chuckled and said yes i am fuc#@×!!!! Sorry for the long story. Hugs and thank you all so much for your help and support.
PS: Brianna i just recently started my gardening adventures and starting to grow all my herbs and veggies will follow. I love herbs and all that they can do for us. 🌱
Herb garden YES 🙂
I hear you on weird (and sometimes heavy) symptoms that docs cannot explain, oh yes.
Pentagrams : well… if they have the YHWH written on them (usually in Hebrew), take them down !!! Like now ! Actually, even if they don’t, get rid of them anyway !
Better use something else if you feel the need to have prints on your windows. Use Bill’s artwork, actually, it’s useful AND beautiful to look at.
Use the ones you “feel” will soothe and protect your home.
Pentagrams, like a lot of ancient symbols, have been “hacked” by the ugly ones. Until they are not cleaned, better stay away. Talking from personal experience too.
Really, I am rarely so adamant, take them down. You’ll feel the difference immediately. Use your intention as you remove them, stating go away, stay away.
We cannot block all the attacks (yet), but we surely can lessen them.
When your herbs are growing, do post a picture ! 🙂
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Oh i will rub them off as i drew it with marker pen myself. I didnt knew that about pentagrams thank you. Yes docs are not there to actually help much..they work is to make sure you have to have medical treatments non stop once they get any condition on you. All the drugs are made to make somethinh else fail on your body.. some of the surgeons that i worked with said to take cannabis for everything absolutly. They themselfs use it.
And i will try to post pics. I tried before but failed i think i might have to actually use a computer instead of my phone.
🙂 Water and vinegar !!!
You do know where to find Bill’s artwork ? So many different work you can see and “feel”.
Yes, I tried to post pics, and always failed 😀 I’m a computer clutz 😀 Dreamwalker explained it, no use :))))))
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No need to rub them off as i went to do so there was nothing on my windows anymore they disapeared lol!! Saves me the job. Any of you use facebook by any chance. Ive found robin, bill and lida. I share stuff trough it. But if you guys dont use it i will make sure i learn how to post pics trough here. ;))
FB : Brianna Caradja. I have a green heart as profile pic. 🙂
FB did not let me add you as a friend it said you’re not accepting friend requests but im following you. If you want to find me it is Claudia Terra and the picture is of my face and i have bills art work as cover picture on my profile. 😉
Following up on our previous discussion (and thanks to tomaz2015). As it happens I was reading some of the Anastasia material and ran across this:
https://jhaines6a.wordpress.com/2016/02/20/in-january-2015-russia-enacted-the-principle-thing-that-anastasia-suggests-for-all-nations-to-do/
Thank Bill, Lida, Dreamwalker, Stefan, and all. I’m wondering how our Terrasseed is, and thank you here for this sharing. All your fervent discussions just lift me up so, despite of my difficulty to keep up all and my long silence. Last week, that super high energy pulse did make lots of difficulties and illness.
I’m still writing my comment for joining your nice conversation last week…particularly there is one part to dedicate to our lovely Nando and Mildalove.
Robin, your sharings are also sooooooo expected….You and Mechee, how are you recently ?
Brianna, Stefan, just like Dreamwalker keep bringing me incredible knowledge. I hence get quite busy on investigating further after getting inspired…
Thanks to this nice message brought by Bill and Lida, I could also finally make out more….As I do have a quite deep attachment to wolves, and could never understand why in general mind, wolves are impressed that way.
When reading this message, what occurred to me first is our super precious sister Lisa (pls see the list on the top bar of our STC pages, that “Wolfke74” is our awesome Lisa)!!! For preventing from causing more targeting attacks, I can only….Here, I would like to invite to send blessing to her, our precious and brave and loving Lisa and her family!
https://spirittrainchronicles.com/lisa/
HUGS to all the beloved ones….
Hi Feila, im around again the past 2 weeks have been busy and hard..my baby daughter was ill. She had to be admitted to hospital. We are home now and shes much better. Thank you for thinking of me. My anxiety is back, but im fighting back..and you right this message was much needed. Hugs
Hello Feilla2013 and to the rest of the Rainbow Tribe…
I’m not sure what to say to this one, but it explains a lot. Brother Wolf is a very real presence…helped me get out of a very dangerous situation back in the spring of 2012. I always had an affinity for wolves. I’m an empath and telepathic…I asked them for help and…then… to find my mind and will linked with a pack…took on a lot of their characteristics, during my time with them…it was like suddenly having “Super Powers”. I could hear people whispering from 4-6 blocks away, my metabolism went crazy…wolf is very hot, body temperature wise. I couldn’t sleep, was up all night and hungry all the time…among other things ;). When the alpha finally released me from the “link” I sat in a corner and cried it was just all SO INTENSE. I never could understand why they helped me, they still do, all I have to do is ask, but I don’t do so lightly. Thanks, Bill. ❤
Hi Robin, I had a similar experience once… In my early 20s I stayed at a friend’s A-frame cabin by myself – it was somewhat remote… It was offered and it seemed the right thing to do to accept… There were mice in the attic. Somehow I was able to sleep, and near dawn I had a strange dream where I was looking at the house from the perspective of a mouse, and I was on one of the shelves eating something – Then I woke up and heard rustling coming from one of the shelves in the kitchen… Guess who? 🙂
The movie “never cry wolf” based on the book by Farley Mowatt, is really well done. My grandma got a kick out of the recipe for mouse stew… Having had the opportunity to be one myself, I’m not sure how I feel about that. Of mice and men indeed…
Thank you Bill and Lida! Thank you Dreamwalker for sharing. Ive had dreams of wolves of sitting around a campfire with them and talking for hours. They told me off lol said i had to change my ways to be able to do my job..so this really helped to get what that dream really meant. And an hello to all you guys.. i have been away as my baby was ill on hospital for a few days. All better now. Just me suffering from anxiety again. How you all doing? Hugs for everyone💖
To you and your baby….
Thank you!! Much appreciated. 😇
its sad to hear when children got to go to the hospital but im so happy that its better now =) i hope ur feeling better as well soon =)
much love and energy !!!
Thank you Bill and Lida ❤
Enya – le chant du Loup
Ghost Dance
makes my heart sing =)
oh and before i forget to mention…. ^^
“oh come on!!!! varence let that woman rant !!!!!!”
hehe oh rana is so right and refreshingly amusing when she speaks the truth about human nature here and now
I loved it !!! Thank you for posting it ❤
i watched this doku the other day it worth it hehe
these wolfs showed me once more how complex there social and thinking patters go…
where i come from people see pets as things that cant think for them selfs and are merely a complex construct of drives and instincts… but i never thought this way… i can clearly see in this nice film how they interact with everything how they react when new pups have been introduced or how they cope with loss… i mean how can a so called conscious being say that pets arent conscious ???!!???
im personally more of a cat guy because for me they are free souls they do what they want to do and arent obedient at all hehe i also like the fact that if u love a cat u can let it go and if the cat realy loves u it will always come back…
but when i see the wolf pack i find this what i just described in the whole pack that makes up for me a greater organism…
i mean dont get me wrong i also like dogs… real dogs and not these small trendy things…. meh lol
i saw ages ago a short experiment where they had a dog and a wolf trying to do some problem solving experiments… the funny part was that once the dog found the problem and he turned to the human to help him… while the wolf tried to solve the problem on its own… i realy love and enjoy the free mind of wolfs
oh and before i forget i realy realy realy like the way the wolfs move and the body language the have because its expression seams to me realy open and honest… its hard to find that these days with any organism these days…
have fun with the doku i hope u guys enjoy it =)
Thanks stefman 🙂 Cat person too. They are guardians in a way too (and the Lion Men see thru cat’s eyes, right 😉 ) At night they sleep around me, and one always around my head.
Wolves are special, one of the few animals most people people have no clue about. My cherokee friend sent me wolf fur years ago (from a live wolf, just tufts of fur combed from her, with her permission), and that pouch is also in my bed 🙂
Sacha the white wolf. She told me about Romanian wolves being in danger long before anyone realized how bad deforestation was here, because they take trees from mountain areas, where you cannot see, only if you fly over.
One amazing thing about the pack mentality is it’s the eldest wolf that walks in front, setting the pace, then 5 young males, then the rest of the pack. The alpha walks last, to see everything.
Nice video, Dreamwalker (Ghost Dancers) About 6 years ago I learned about Wovoka, a.k.a. Jack Wilson. He was from Nevada, Mason Valley. Not far from Walker Lake near Hawthorne. The first time I saw Walker Lake as a little girl I was 5-6 years old, I saw “Indians” dancing in circles at the North end of Walker Lake. I was always being told I was “day dreaming” when, in fact, I was having visions…so I dismissed it as such. I haven’t ever been able to get it confirmed as to whether or not there were Ghost Dances performed near Walker Lake. I had lived most of my life in that area of Nevada, and never knew that the Ghost Dance was started there by a Paiute. 🙂
Wow- that’s quite a blessing – as I understand it, seeing the dancers is part of the prophecy. Parts of it was misinterpreted (or misguided) but perhaps he was simply seeing another time in the distant past or future.