Valiant: Knock Knock…The Bell Tolls…Secret Lives…Valiant Thor…And a Conversation with the Dark Side…

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There was a distinct tension in the air…

Camlo sat at the end chair, pale, his mouth
Open…he seemed in shock…Varence stood to
My left, a pillar of stone with the oddest expression
On his face as he watched her…She too looked
Like a pillar of stone, but her expression was one
Of very clear anger…her eyes like the hottest blue
Of a fires flame burned as she breathed hard…
It’s as though they were daring each other
To speak…

“And so here we are…” Varence began
Innocently enough.

Ceres held up her hand fast, “Before you utter
One further word…Hear this, I am drawing a line…
Right here…” She said pointing in front of her, “And
If ANYONE dares cross it, I swear from every
Corner of Heaven…they will regret it…No matter
Who or what…And if I hear the idiotic excuse
Of an accident…I will respond accidentally…
The same way.”

“Fair enough” Varence responded.

“Just to be clear,” She smiled falsely, her voice a
Frightening melody. She then turned like a
Whip to Camlo. “Camlo, please call my sister
At the capitol…and tell her to start the
Countdown.”

He cowered in his seat, “But I’m not a …”

“Camlo, go NOW!” She roared.

He immediately followed her command, fleeing
From the room as though his life depended on it.

“May we continue?” Varence playfully asked.

“For now.” She answered with a ferocious glare.

The towering opposition growing between
Them was uncomfortable.” Just what is going
On here?” I asked them.

“Why Bill, I believe this is the true start
Of what you would call a…coup.” He said
Politely with a raised eyebrow.

“Truly” Ceres went on. “Though not quite as
Expected.”

Varence pondered her words, her face, before
Continuing. “Now Bill, tell me…how do you
Feel?”

“How do I feel?”

“Yes.” Varence said.

I paused for a moment. My mind raced…actually
Very clearly. “I feel…sharper…better yet
Worse in the same way.”

“I told you…” Ceres glared at him.

“But you do feel better,” Varence replied
Confidently. “Could you please elaborate a
Little more…please?”

I thought for a moment. The memory was
All too extremely clear. “His ghost is in my
Mind…it has been for years…I see that now.
I remember him…I remember them…all.
Why didn’t I give him my phone number? Maybe
If he had heard my voice…He was so scared,
So scared that I would think he was a
Freak, that I would think he was gay
Or something. I knew he wasn’t. I knew that.”

“Don’t do this to yourself.” She sincerely said.

“Why didn’t I give him my phone number?
Why? Because then it was too real? That everything
About it would force me to accept impossible
Things.” I swallowed, paused a moment
Then “You see…there is a time difference
Between where I live and in Ireland…He thought
Of me all day before he went home that
Night…Hello Bill, this is where I live…my
Street…my favorite place to eat…He ran and
Ran until he couldn’t think…went home…
Up the stairs to his apartment…Well, Bill
Here’s my door…went inside…drank and
Drank…cheers Bill…and then you know
What happened…”

Her eyes glazed over as she said “Don’t.”

“Let him say it.” Varence said.

“How am I supposed to feel? To forget? Not to
Care? Not to think?” I snapped. “You know I
Hate it when people say grow a thick skin or
Toughen up. Anything so they don’t have to
Think too much…He was scared to death. That
Creature took such sick delight in torturing him.
It would come and stare at him…deliberately
Building the fear in him until he had no control
…shaking…shaking so hard he couldn’t
Breathe…And then it…”

“They never did these things to our
Worlds,” Varence said with deep sympathy,
“They came, they conquered cold and fast.
There was no drawn out torture. What they
Do now, yes, it is beyond horror…and
The universe needs to know it.”

“And then in the morning…in the shower
He cried and cried and cried…It was over
Before it began…God I only hope he
Knew I cared…that someone did believe him…”

“He knew, Bill.” Varence said. “He knew. I
Told you, you did a good thing.”

“Did I?” I asked.

The silence was brutal then.
“You know I was wrong to call them
Monkeys,” Ceres said standing taller, “That is
Too kind for them. They are more like parasites…
Feeding off each other…Like
Some blood en-gorged ticks…I tell
You I am ready to start popping heads!”

“Try to understand this is a process,” Varence
Told her, “They want answers…”

“They want answers?!” Ceres screamed. “At
The expense of what? You violated his
Mind for what, to teach them a lesson? Send
Them a message none of them will grasp?”

“Ceres, there is so much disinformation,
Strategies of manipulation in their world that
Sorting out the details and truth becomes
Difficult.” He said.

“Ha!” She shouted. “They are impatiently wanting
More more more…no matter what the cost.”

“The right ones will and have been getting the
Messages!” He told her. “If you want it done
Simpler then…simply go and talk to them
Yourself.”

“Oh you would love that, wouldn’t you,” She spat
Leaning ferociously at him, “For me to go
There while some little imp leers at me from
Behind his desk…Oh my pretty darling,
How can I persuade you…with one of
Their pathetic loathsome bags of tricks…to
Assist them, to take their side? They are
Parasites! I should have a bear pop their
Heads right off.”

“Oh now that’s understanding.” Varence laughed.
“Respond with rage…that’s a message.”

“Then you teach them…one by one…billions…”
She laughed back. “Explain the history they
Never knew…and the future they will never
Have…or should never have, rather. You can’t
Teach something to think when it doesn’t know how.”

“Please…” He begged.

“Tell me the names of your world leaders,”
Ceres said to me…her expression I could not
Describe, “There are some animals I should like
To have pay them a visit.”

My head was blasting. “Can I please say
Something?”

They held their place, faces frozen. “Go ahead.”
Varence said while Ceres nodded.

“You can’t blame the leaders…or the military…
Or any specific group.” I told them carefully…
“You have to understand…it’s not that simple.”

“What?” Ceres asked in shock.

“Bill, I do know how it’s been…I have seen it.”
Varence said like a careless laugh.

“But you haven’t felt it.” I said. “You’re
Watchers…But for those being watched…it’s
Like some agonizing experiment.”

“That’s why I drew this line for you.” Ceres said.

“I know, but…” I fought to find the words. “Ever
Since I can remember…Everyone wants a
Piece of me…eating me alive…kind at first, then
In a flash they turn, take, want and want
More…through high school…college…my 20’s, 30’s…
And now…through it all, all these years…the
Nightmares…of strangers, yet not strangers
Crying out for help…Faces without names, I
Know them by their soul…”

“Like Colin…” Ceres said sadly.

“Yes.” I answered. “And the others too. After him
It just got worse. Vivid awful nightmares of
Their struggles, torture…their pain until they
Just couldn’t take it anymore…then they took their
Own lives.”

“Because of the Beast.” Varence said, his
Face expressing a sympathy I never saw before.

“Yes.” I said. “You see I researched it…We did.”

“We?” Ceres asked.

“Yes.” I replied. “When I was in high school I
Made this friend…in Study Hall, a time for
Homework. We grew closer…And discovered
We had similar, very similar paranormal
Experiences…by comparing experiences we
Discovered things…details most people never
Could. You see…her life had ghosts…mine
Had something else…the extra-terrestrial factor…
That’s how we learned…”

“What?” Varence asked.

“That this beast is NOT an apparition or succubus
Or incubus…it’s a physical thing. An actual…THING.”
I said shaking a bit. “Also to be careful,
Talking about it attracts its attention.”

They saw how nervous I was…this seemed to
Relieve their anger somehow as they both became
Kinder…

“Music haunts my mind,” I told them, “Like
The ghosts trapped inside my head…their
Memories…my memories. The music helps me
Focus…songs answer riddles.”

Varence was intrigued. “What is the song
In your head now?”

In a trance-like state of truth I said…”Carry
On Dancing…by Savage Garden…The Stars
And Planets taking shape…A stolen kiss
Has come too late…”

“Bill, I should like to tell you something,”
Varence said in the strangest tone, “Please?”

“OK.” I said, the song playing in my head.

“I have opened this…dialogue with you now
For a reason,” he said, “The timing…The
Concept is still mystery for you…And while
The readers wonder…Sincerely, right now, for
You right now…For all you’ve done…This
Time the gift I tell is for you.”

“Oh?” I asked. “For me? Boy hat’s new.”

“Ceres…” He nodded to her, slowly, quietly.

She swallowed and turned to face me in the
Gentlest way. “Bill, my eldest brother…
Was the first to step forward to sacrifice his
Life to save the rest of us…he did this without
Hesitation…that is why I called you
Valiant…For that was his name…I
Whispered the name in your ear…Because
That is how you reacted…after the Angel
Came to you…without hesitation…to save
The others.”

“But I couldn’t save them.” I told her.

“Still…” She nodded to Varence.

“Your Father’s name, last name…”Varence
Smiled intently, “Translates to…Fierce Chief,
Rather Fierce Chieftain or Commander…
But that is a surname, thus your name
Becomes Fierce Chief or Commander…Valiant.”

“So?” I asked.

“Which leaves you with this, your Mother’s
Maiden name as your last name. “Varence
Went on…slowly. “Which is why you have
Inherited these…gifts, from her side
Of the family.”

“So?”

“Among our people,” Ceres said strongly,
Nobly, “Her name translates to…The Maker
Of, the Shaper of things…The one with the
Hammer…Among the Danalura…That
Name is known as Thor.”

“Thus…entirely…” Varence said, “Your
Name becomes…The Great Fierce
Chieftain or Commander, The Great Chief
Valiant Thor.”

“So what does that mean?” I asked.
“I’m no Chieftain or Leader. Who is Valiant Thor?”

“You wanted an Event among your world.”
Varence said. “Now you have it.”

“How is that an event?” I asked. “How
Is a name an event…I don’t understand.”

“It’s a legendary name.” Ceres explained
With a simple smile. “One our people have
Waited for…for a long time. And yours.”

“They’ll feel it inside them.” Varence said.
“That’s why they want a piece of you.”

“Oh come on, it’s a name.” I told them.
“Big Deal, no one will care if I say that.”

“Oh really?” Varence laughed. “Wait and see…
Watch what happens…Now please continue
With what you were going to say.”

I scowled, there was a stillness I could not
Explain in the room… “You say Valiant Thor
Like its something special…I’m not, I’m just me…
Plain Valiant.”

“Hardly plain,” Ceres said, “I assure you.”

“It’s a name that occurs once in an era,”
Varence explained, “There are others, each
Is special…unique.”

“That name means death to me.” I told them.

Their eyes nearly popped, they both
Seemed to exclaim in shock at the same time.
“What?”

“Why would you say that?” Ceres asked.

“I’m trying to think of how to explain…”
I swear it felt harder and harder to explain
Things. I needed to word it perfectly, plainly…
As simple as possible. “We all live our lives
The best way we can…we learn who we are
By our unique opinions…perspectives…that
Challenge our personalities…by our
Environments…peers, families…it’s impossible
To explain. Why? Because most never learn
How to communicate…how to listen, learn
The right way. I’m saying this because
Everyone always acts like they either have
Te answer exactly right or not…and mostly
People just copy others answers this way.”

“I apologize if this seems like a speech.
I don’t intend it that way…We live in a
Physical world, but it’s so much more
Than that. Actually, if you ask me we live
In a supernatural world, and the physical
Is a 3-Dimensional obstacle, or struggle of
Senses…of nerves, fears, egos…And hopes and
Dreams are only things we hope to win.

“You see, I told you that you can’t blame
The government…people want to, because they
Always want to blame someone for everything.
It’s not that simple, it isn’t. I wish it was.

“Colin, and the others…will haunt me forever.
This creature…People have written me saying
They know what it is…because it happened to them…
They think it is a succubus or incubus, it isn’t.

“Remember I told you we spent years
Studying this…There are ghosts, spirits…yes, sure.
This is different…

“You go to bed…you go to sleep…It always
Happens at the same time…at 3 o’clock in
The middle of the night…disturbed, restless,
You wake up…maybe it’s a bad dream or
Nightmare…you go to the bathroom, get a drink
Or something…but something doesn’t feel right…
Like you’re being paranoid, being watched or
Something…you go back to bed, try to fall
Back to sleep…but can’t shake that feeling
Of being watched…that something is checking you out.
Something is.

“These creatures aren’t ghosts, they’re real…
They aren’t invisible apparitions, they’re
Chameleons…blending into the shadows…because
That is how they move…They are darkness incarnate,
The Dark Kind, so it’s easy for them to move
Through the shadows.

“Colin, how could I tell him what I knew?
The Creature…My friend and I knew…
I fought it…She did too…we researched,
Compared, studied stories…It angered and
Disgusted me…but I know now it secretly
Fascinated her…because she surrendered and
Gave herself to it.”

“What?” Ceres asked.

“Let him finish.” Varence said, intrigued.

“When…3 days before I turned 21 I was
Attacked by it…As I said, the
Scenario…in the middle of the night at 3 am…
It came at me through a dream…The sounds
Of a shovel dragging on concrete…of digging Earth…
Then it was there…It reached inside my chest,
Grabbed my heart and held it, and tried to
Kill me. Whispers, taunts…’I’ll kill you.’ Then
It was gone.

I got real sick, for 3 weeks I was terrified.
I thought death had come for me. Then I got
A phone call from my friend…She said she had
To call me to talk…She’d been scared for weeks…

“Then she told me something had attacked
Her 3 weeks before…that same night I
Was attacked…it tried to kill her, said it would
Be back…that this was a warning…she was
In California, she was n the Navy, on base
When it happened, and I at home in New
Jersey. How? Why? The same time…the same
Shadow creature…That was no coincidence…

“And then it changed, her attacks became
Visits…it talked to her, made her offers…
Promises…She always fought it though.

“It never touched us after that, only talked,
Taunted, made offers. Finally, one Easter, when
It came to me, it was different…my late 20’s…
It introduced itself quite clearly…it told
Me its name…it said it had been here for
A very long time…And said if I try to stop it
That it would kill me…everyone I cared about.”

“It told you its name?” Varence
Was intrigued.

“Yes, very clearly.” I answered. “It tried
To make me a deal. I never took it. It made
Offers, I said, no thanks. It said if I ever
Changed my mind to call it…otherwise
Leave it alone…and it would leave me alone.
What changed? I told my friend, she was
Confused, and I think a little annoyed…her
Creature never did that…That’s how we knew
There were more of these things…probably many
More…all over…Still, why would
It do that to me? Tell me its name, make
An offer I had never heard of that.”

“Nor I.” Varence said intensely.

“I’ve never heard it either.” Ceres added.

“All that I can think is,” Varence said
Wide-eyed. “That it wanted you very badly.”

“All I know is…they have territories,” I
Said, “That the one that came to me is very
Old…that it, with its minions, controls the
Entire Eastern side of this country…The original 13 colonies,
New York, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, etc…the DC area…
these things are puppetmasters…That’s how they work…
But if I say too much, it said very
Clearly…It will kill me. Either I
Leave it alone, take its deal…or it will
Kill me.”

“These are scenarios unfamiliar to me,” Ceres
Said, “Truly they have evolved their tactics
Then…For in my time they only conquered…
This is different…”

“Evil has evolved this way…” Varence said.
“Please continue.” He told me.

“Medicine Men had to come to me in dreams
Throughout the years…years before the Valiant Posts…
They kept asking me to design a weapon with the
Artwork to fight the Darkness…” I told them, I
Struggled with every word though. “I didn’t understand
How artwork could do this, but I tried…Then I
Realized that’s what kept the creature attacks away.
The lines and light. The paintings. The artwork
Were evolving this way…to fight it. You see before
I always did the Patrick Swayze trick to keep it
Out of my head…”

“What is a Patrick Swayze?” Ceres asked.

“The last attack I suffered, I had watched a
Movie the night before, GHOST…in the movie an
Actor Patrick Swayze kept this medium awake all
Night by nagging her with singing all night long
Until she listened to him…So to keep it out of
My head I sang or babbled endlessly never allowing
It the time to speak, hypnotize me with its voice or
Words…annoying it so bad that it would leave.
But I didn’t need to do that after the Angel and
The paintings.”

“When I realized what the artwork could do
I got excited. I figured that I had finally found
A way for us to fight these things…to help people…
I thought it was a huge breakthrough…
Until…”

“What?” Varence asked…but he must have
Known?

“My friend…she came to visit me one June…
She was different…something was wrong…you
See while I was busy for years, after Colin, fighting
To find a way to expand my artwork to fight
The creatures…My friend was changing…

“Her life changed radically…She became
Very successful with her work in the government…
Lots of money…She changed her looks…surgeries…
Cosmetic stuff…A fancy house, gated community…
She had 3 cars, her husband 2…success
Just flooded her.”

“Anyway, one June…This was the year
Before Valiant Posts…She visited me…
We always sat and talked for hours, swapping stories,
Memories, smoking cigarettes…Fun talks…Time would
Fly…but this time was different…She was
Different…She was oddly happy with this
Constant secret giggle…

“I finally asked her what was with this
Giggling…She said nothing…”

“So,” I asked, “How’s your creature friend?
You haven’t mentioned him lately.”

She was hiding something, fought to explain
With words…anything…”Good. Things are OK.”

“OK?” I was confused.

“Yeah, I’m happy.” She said.

“What does that mean?” I asked. “Have
You seen him recently?”

“Sure.” She said, giggling…her giggling
Was really annoying.

“Sure? What does that mean, what’s
Going on?” I asked.

“You know how I’ve always had this wild
Side,” she said, “since I was a kid…The
Spirit board…ghost hunters…the creature…”

“Ah huh…” I said, not liking where it was going.

“It always scared me, but intrigued me
At the same time.” She said.

A bad feeling inside me grew. “OK…”

“And you know it always makes me these
Offers…” She said…smoking slowly…

I saw her fancy shoes, the heels…the designer
Clothes, that pretentious hair style…her face…
The look in her eye…”If you tell me…”

“We made love last night.’ She said.

“What?!” I was surprised I could speak.

“The night before, it was wonderful.”
She smiled.

“Excuse me?” I was frozen.

“Oh, Bill, come on. Relax.”

“Relax?” I said. “Did you hear yourself?”

“I figured it was bound to happen sooner
Or later.” She told me, her chin up…I swear
All I saw were nostrils, it was like looking
At a different person.

“Have you lost your mind?” I was getting
Angry. “Are you saying…”

“Bill, it’s OK.” She giggled.

“No. No it’s NOT!” I snapped, seriously. “It’s
So NOT OK!”

“Bill, he owns us.” She said, her head stuck
Up so high…

“Who owns us? What are you talking about?”
I felt like the whole world flipped.

“Satan, he owns us.” She told me. “You
Should know that. Accept it.”

“No he doesn’t!” I had to refrain from
Literally screaming. “Where the hell did you
Get that from, your stupid creature?”

“Bill, it’s in the Bible.” She said.

“It is not!”

“Go and get your Bible, I will show you. It’s
Right there.’ She said laughing, smiling.
“God gave us to Satan. Satan has dominion
Over the Earth. God does not want us anymore.”

“That’s Bullsh**!” I shouted. “That
Thing is screwing with your head.”

“Get the Bible, I will show you. Do it.” She said.

“What are you reading, the Satanic verses?
That is not what the Bible means!”

“It’s time. I know it is.” She said.

“Like Hell it is.” I was furious. “You are
Feeding that thing. You surrendered to it.”

“He owns all of us, face it.” She laughed.

“He does not. He does not own me at all.”

“He does too. Face it. And you watch
What happens.” She laughed.

“So you’re telling me that because you have
Money, and I’m poor, that you’re right, is
That it?” I told her. “You think everyone
That goes to church, everyone, everywhere
Goes to worship the Devil?”

“Basically…yes.” She said.

“That’s insane. That’s that thing talking.
And you know it.”

“Oh come on, Bill, just accept it.” She laughed.

“No. That’s a lie, I don’t care what you
Say. You gave yourself to that thing. That’s
His philosophy, not mine.” I told her.
“And I will tell you one thing, we are
Clearly not on the same side. I cannot
Believe after all this time you did this.”

“I’m fine.”

“You’ve lost your mind.” I told her.

“I feel good.”

“How many of these things are there? How
Many work for the government?” I asked angrily.

“Oh don’t be ridiculous.” She laughed. “The
Government isn’t full of them. They’re all
Just normal dumb little people doing their
Jobs…They go to work like anybody, some
Drink, they party on the weekends…They
Cheat on their wives or husbands…There’s no
Conspiracy government. It’s not like that.”

“Oh I see, there’s just a few, a
Handful then,” I said angrily, “Scattered
In the right places…hidden, pulling the
Strings…controlling everything.”

“Do you really think they’re stupid enough
To be out in the open?” She laughed. “Think
About it…they’re not like us though.”

“Us?” I could not believe my ears.

“You and me, we’re different. That’s why
We get offers.” She laughed. “You know
What I mean…”

“I don’t think I want to hear your opinion
Anymore. After everything that’s happened,
That I’ve worked for…those things are
Killing people!”

“They couldn’t handle it.” She laughed.
“All I know is if I had your skills I
Wouldn’t waste them anymore.”

“They couldn’t handle it? That’s how you
See it?” I was boiling. “I’ll tell you this…
I have a boss, he does not like yours. We
Are not on the same side. That’s what I
Know. You know what this has meant to
Me and you just throw it away…Don’t
Come crying to me anymore when you’re
Scared and confused. You made your choice.
I don’t know who I’m talking to and
I can’t look at you anymore.”

“…that was that…she left that
Night…came to say goodbye the next day…
And had NO memory of the talk we had…
How surprising. We stopped talking…Or rather
I ignored her and she could not understand
Why. And to this day I can not believe
That happened…Why is this happening?”

“Because Bill, my friend,” Varence said
“You are the Great Chief Valiant Thor…And
These are the Diaries of how you become
Valiant Thor.”

Ceres looked pale, “I’m afraid to agree
With him…but I must say I believe
He is right.”

“I am no leader,” I told him, I begged
“I don’t want this insanity…it’s awful…”

“You do not have a choice,” Varence said.

At that moment Camlo came running
Into the room. He came to a crashing stop
Desperate, out of breath…”She’s coming.”

“Who is?” Ceres asked.

“Your sister.” Camlo said in panic.

“She’s coming here?!” Ceres was in shock.
“She never…”

“Ah how interesting,” Varence smiled,
“How un-surprising, how masterful!”

“What’s happening?” I asked.

“What’s happening is, Bill,” Varence said
Smiling widely, “The fair Kierista comes.
And now things get interesting…What
Is it you said last time?” He gestured to
Ceres. “Let the music play…”

That’s all for now.

Valiant.

Galactic Lightship Dreamflights 28NOV2015

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You are invited to join the next Galactic Lightship Dreamflight this Saturday night (28 November 2015) during dreamtime.

All who have expressed their intent to join us will be teleported on board our fleet of Galactic Lightships.You may express your intent to join a specific ship (all are welcome!). We will be meeting during dreamtime on Saturday night, but you do not need to “schedule” the time you are asleep, since you will be timeshifted to the appropriate “place” in time in order to join us. Passwords provided are intended to enhance intent, not to limit access.

Our Fleet includes the following ships

GLS Mothership OcaTAwa (Password “Center Spiral Wings Unity”)
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GLS Aeterna (Password “Wings“)
GLS Algiz (Password “Center“)
GLS Blaze (Password “Helix“)
GLS Chimera (Password “Emanate”)
GLS Cameleon
GLS Salcys
GLS Angelon
GLS Susan
GLS Space Wave (Password “Unity”)
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Standard equipment includes rejuvenation pods, translation modules, navigation equipment, and healing platforms. Materials are crystalline in nature, and may be variable in size and shape.

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Valiant: Knock Knock…The Bell Tolls…The Dark Kind…

Knock Knock…The Bell Tolls…The Dark Kind…

“Awaiting Confirmation…Subject’s readings
Are increasing…He is clearly communicating
With something…those readings are
Incredible…Find the source of that signal…now…”

“They will not find it.” Varence only said
With a smile…shaking his head. “They do not
Have the technology for this.”

The three of them stood watching me…Varence,
The statue with his granite smile in the center…
This man was like a rock the more I knew him.
Camlo, to his right…A man who looked like an
Adult but cried like a child…And Ceres, the
Flawless beauty on his left…her face growing
With rage…what a threesome!

“So what now?” I asked, numb, literally from
Everything.

“You know what I asked.” Varence said flatly.

“You will not change my mind.” Ceres turned
To him, angrily, “I meant what I said about
The whales.”

“Have I asked you to change your mind?” He told
Her, “I merely wanted you to wait.”

“As far as I’m concerned…” I said to them still
Numb, “They’ve crossed the line…I’m done
Being nice…I can’t take it any more.”

“They have indeed. They always do.” Varence responded.

“Why are you doing this to me?” I asked him.
“It’s killing me…”

“It is killing you inside, that’s the point,” he
Said, his brow lowered, his arms folded across his
Chest, “But not the way you think…It’s those
Memories you’re blocking that’s killing you…Use
Them, don’t fight them.”

“I do use them.” I told him.

“Really Varence,” Ceres said shaking her
Head, squeezing her eyes, “Is this necessary for
Him? My minds made up…I’ve already decided.”

“You need to hear this.” He insisted to her. “And
He needs to let it out.”

A strained silence as we stared at each other.
“Fine.” I snapped at them. “If you believe
This will make a difference…”

“It will.” He said.

“Then I’ll do it.” I said as coldly as I could,
I was beginning to feel like stone myself.
“I will tell you how they died. I’m sick of
People making claims about them like it’s
Some kind of daydream.”

“I know.” He said. “So do it.”

“Where do I start?” I asked.

“You know where to start.” He said determined.

I couldn’t tell if time was moving. He watched,
Ceres watched me…Camlo stood there analyzing
Me…”I will hate you for this…You asked
For it…”

Her eyes, those lashes fluttering innocent butterflies over
Glaring irises of blue anger…They did change…
She didn’t know…but was curious and wanted to.
“I would like to hear,” she said to me…I’ll
Make you a deal, tell me of yours…and I will
Tell you mine.”

Stalling of course.

“What then? The gift of a therapy my mind
Through a meat grinder?”

“Say it.” He said.

“The deaths…” I said. “I don’t know exactly
When they began…Only when they did for me…
I always thought it was all a dream. I told
Myself over and over for years, it was all
Always a dream. Maybe this is, maybe all life
Is, who knows.

“I know when it became real…

“15 years ago…December 31ST, 1999…3:00
O’clock…The Angel came and put it in my
Head. Then…without question or hesitation
I reacted…First I assembled the art supplies,
Then I drew and I drew, and then I painted.
I didn’t know what I was doing at first, I
Didn’t allow myself to think, it wastes time…
It was raw instinct in the beginning…I was
A locomotive, unstoppable…painting, drawing…
Drawing, painting…It was pure, like the
Essence I was given, I don’t know.

But then after many months of this
I guess I got tired, a little burnt out. The artwork
Started in January…by the time Fall came I
Was tired…not of ideas, just tired.

But then, something happened…It
Was about this time of year, I love the Fall…

October/November…that’s why I remember
It.

I had never used a computer for more
Than simple things before…emails, research…
Basic things. I had finished a painting…
I don’t remember which one…only that
I had finished it and heard this voice…
‘Talk to him.’

My eyes fixated on the computer, then
Nothing. I figured it was weird, I was tired, I
Needed a break.

It was a strange night, one of those
Nights where there was nothing on television
I wanted to watch…nor any videos I wanted to
See, so I thought I would go online, and
Surf the net…something interesting to do.

I was not prepared for what would
Follow…’Talk to him.’

I surfed the net, nothing exciting…
And saw one of those ads for chat rooms…
I thought, wow, cool, that was different…
Interesting…I picked one, logged on…
Saw the list of choices…Topics, Themes,
Regions…rooms for dating, rooms for hobbies…
I randomly entered rooms…They were
Pretty boring really…not much talk, more
People flirting really, I wasn’t into that…
So kept browsing…

Then I found a really cool room, Astrology.
It was the most fun and colorful. They were
Very friendly and talkative…Their chat names
Were amazing…Things like Celestial goddess,
Cosmic Queen, Psychic Warrior 9, etc.

I hung out for the evening, chatted
A bit, it was simple fun. I enjoyed it.
It became a nightly hobby…chat a little
Before bed, that was it. I decided though
I needed a more colorful chat name, so I
Invented one and became a quiet regular
In the Astrology room…It was just simple…
I didn’t expect…anything…

The room was VERY kind to me from
Day 1…the chat room welcomed me, with open
Arms…They always loved my name…I had
Never experienced such a reaction before.
They did readings in Astrology…extremely
Basic stuff, nothing fancy…it was all about
Tarot card talk…astrological signs…with lots
And lots of peace and love, peace and love talk.

New people came in all the time asking for
Readings, for advice. The behavior was always
Polite…Can I get a reading? How can I
Help you? That was it.

I never crossed the line, revealed much
About myself…other than expressing interest
In the topics of the room…psychic powers,
Astrology…cards…the supernatural, etc…

I want to just I’m not stupid. I’ve
Heard the stories…to be careful online…how
People play games, can lie, etc…

The internet is a true test of intuition
And character…unlike anything else.

Then it happened, that day, that
Voice without reason…’Talk to him’.
That night was strange. I was still fairly
New to the room…nothing special, the usual
Talk…then this guy came into the chat room…

Burned into my mind forever.

I should have reacted from the
Start, but I didn’t…something held me back.
The voice of pointless reason, I don’t know.

Anyway…as I said, he came into the
Chat room…

Colin0114 has entered the room.

Colin0114: Can someone please help me, Please?

They were kind at first…said hello…

Colin0114: Please can someone help me, Please?

The chatters rambled hellos…

Colin0114: Can someone help me Please?

Celestialgoddess: I can give you a reading Colin.

Colin0114: I don’t want a reading, I need real help.

They ignored him…the chat was aimless…
I’m an Aries…Scorpio here…me too me too…

Colin0114: Please, Please can someone help me?

Whitewitch: What kind of help?

Colin0114: Real help, can you help me?

Celestialgoddess” What do you mean, real help?
I offered you a reading.

Colin0114: Real help not cards.

They did not understand. He repeated himself
Over and over. They responded the same over and over.
It was a bit funny at first.

Colin0114: You’re all a bunch of fakes.

The room responded by teasing…They
Called him rude…impatient…He only responded
The same, very limited words…

Colin0114: You’re all a bunch of fakes.

It continued for about half an hour…They
Got nastier and nastier…the name calling was
Ridiculous…He cursed, called them fakes…They
Reacted the same…he clearly was drunk…
And quickly the aspect of the room was not
Psychic chat…I knew something was wrong
But still so new to chat…too shy to talk…
I had only experienced a few private messages
And they were short…simple, fun…innocent…

Colin0114 eventually left the room…The room
Got into this odd peace and love, cleansing
Vibration talk…cleaning out his negative energy,
Re-establishing their harmony? And other
Concepts I couldn’t quite grasp…It was odd to
Hear them constantly say peace and love since
This person and the exchange was so…hostile.
I went to bed.

I cold not get Colin0114 out of my mind.
The next day, all day…I kept thinking
About it…That following night, I logged
Into chat and there he was again…Pleading
For help…They were taunting him, he snapped
Back…The name calling got nastier…And
Yet he still pleaded for help…

Colin0114: Please can someone help me, Seriously.

They called him names, told him to go cyber
Himself in the twentysomething rooms…He called
Them fakes and left…

Again, they ‘cleansed’ the room, talked about
How he disturbed their energy…The entire scenario
Felt off. I could not stop thinking about it…

I went to bed…All I could think of was
Him saying…Colin0114: Please can someone help me?
Please? It became a nagging ache…

The following day was worse…all day he
Was stuck inside my head…

Colin0114: Please can someone help me?

I decided that if I saw him again that
I would say something…send him a message.

That night I logged into the chat room…
Holding my breath…They greeted me very
Warmly…The room was normal…typical
Chat…I began to relax when…he entered
The room…

Colin0114: Please can someone help me? Please?

They attacked him immediately…the taunts
The challenges…I couldn’t understand…he kept
Coming back…The pleading for help…The taunts
The teasing…So I took a deep breath and
Sent him a private message…

Me: Can I help you?
Colin0114: Forget it, I’m not looking for fun or games
(He thought I was hitting on him or something,
He obviously wanted or assumed a girl would
Answer him)
Me: No seriously, can I help you?
Colin0114: I don’t know. Can you?
Me: Give me a chance OK.
Colin0114: OK you have 5 minutes.
Me: 5 minutes?
Colin0114: To prove that you can help me.
Me: OK
Colin0114: Well?
Me: Give me a chance. I’m Bill
Colin0114: I’m Colin
Me: it’s nice to meet you Colin
Colin0114: you too Bill
Me: what’s wrong Colin?
Colin0114: you tell me
Me: there’s something wrong, just tell me
Colin0114: Something is attacking me
Me: something is attacking you?
Colin014: yes
Me: How?
Colin0114: at night, when I sleep. Something
Attacks me.

Boom Boom Boom

Me: when you sleep?
Colin0114: yes
Me: what is it, like a ghost?
Colin0114: no it’s not a ghost
Me: can you describe it to me?
Colin0114: you think I’m crazy
Me: no I don’t
Me: can you describe it to me?
Colin0114: it comes through the wall, sometimes
Through the window
Colin0114: it’s big black. It has red eyes

Boom Boom Boom

Me: it comes through the wall or window…and
Looks at you with its eyes…reddish orange eyes…
Snake eyes…and you can’t move. You want to
Move, but can’t.
Colin0114: yes!
Me: it’s big and greenish black…it looks like
A gargoyle…and stares at you…gets inside
Your head
Colin0114: yes!
Colin0114: sometimes it has wings. Sometimes it
Doesn’t. I don’t understand.
Me: it makes you feel bad, terrified. It makes you
Think all sorts of things…and then it attacks you.
Colin0114: Yes!
Colin0114: How did you know that?
Colin0114: Have you seen it?
Colin0114: Bill, have you seen it?

Boom Boom Boom

Me: yes
Me: yes, I’ve seen it
Me: and I know others who have seen it
Colin0114: so you believe me, I’m not crazy
Me: I believe you. You’re not crazy Colin.
Colin0114: oh my God, Bill. No one ever has
Colin0114: they all me I’m not crazy
Colin0114: no one believes me. No one ever has
Me: I believe you
Me: You’re not crazy Colin
Colin0114: thank you Bill! Thank you!
Me: you’re welcome

Boom Boom Boom

Me: what is it doing to you Colin?
Colin0114: it’s hard to describe
Me: OK, can you try?
Colin0114: I’m trying
Me: I know, ok, it’s hard to talk about right?
Colin0114: yes
Me: you’re drinking, huh?
Colin0114: yes
Me: it helps?
Colin0114: yes
Colin0114: it scares me
Me: what does it do to you Colin? Don’t be
Scared, you can tell me.
Colin0114: it makes me want to…I don’t
Colin0114: it climbs on top of me
Me: it forces you, I understand. It’s ok
Colin0114: it has sex with me
Me: I figured that
Me: look, just calm down alright. Say what
You want. No pressure.
Colin0114: I want it to stop
Colin0114: it keeps coming back
Colin0114: can you make it stop?
Me: I wish I could, I don’t know
Colin0114: what is it? No one believes me.
They think I do it to myself
Me: what, to yourself?

Boom Boom Boom

Colin0114: the bruises, the scars and things
Me: things? Things that you wake up with?
Colin0114: yes
Colin0114: what the doctor said
Me: you saw a doctor for it?
Colin0114: yes, my girlfriend made me
(what he described was a burning rash that was caused
By the semen of the creature, that it sprayed on his lower
Body)
Colin0114: And then she left me
Colin0114: she called me a liar. She said I was cheating
On her
Me: I’m sorry Colin
Colin0114: me too, but I didn’t do anything
Me: I know, I know
Me: what did this doctor tell you?
Colin0114: he accused me of having sex with
Animals. He asked if I had a pet snake or lizard
Colin0114: he said the rash had reptile bacteria, something
Colin0114: that I was sick. Stop messing around
With animals
Colin0114: I don’t have any pets Bill

Boom Boom Boom

Me: don’t listen to him
Colin0114: why would he think that?
Me: because he’s stupid
Me: you have scars, bruises, this rash. Some
Doctor, clearly he has a degree in stupidity.
Me: don’t listen to him
Colin0114: but she left me. No one believes me
Colin0114: no one
Colin0114: they say I do it to myself
Me: I believe you
Me: don’t listen to them
Colin0114: I saw a priest. My family made me
Colin0114: he said I was possessed. To pray
Colin0114: crosses, holy water
Colin0114: I hung them on the wall. It came anyway
Colin0114: nothing stops it
Me: I’m sorry Colin
Me: how long has this been going on?
Colin0114: months
Me: months?
Colin0114: yes
Me: when did it start?
Colin0114: early summer, June, July I think
Me: that long? It’s October…that’s 4 months
Me: I’ve never heard of t that long before
Colin0114: why is it doing this to me?
Me: honestly, because Colin, I think it’s getting
Some kind of sick pleasure in doing this to you
Me: feeding off your reactions to it

Boom Boom Boom

Colin0114: How do you know so much about it?
Me: for me, it comes at Easter
Me: I don’t know why, it just does
Colin0114: Does it do these things to you?
Me: it taunts me
Me: wants inside my head
Me: I won’t let it in
Me: it does different things to everyone
Colin0114: has anyone stopped it?
Me: the last time it came, something scared it
Away, I don’t know what it was.
Colin0114: How?
Me: I wish I knew. I don’t know.
Me: I’ve been trying for years to find a way
Me: I found one way. An Angel came and put
Something in my head…
Colin0114: an Angel?
Me: yes. Since then, I haven’t seen this thing
Colin0114: lucky you. I wish I saw an Angel
Colin0114: everyone says I’m evil
Me: what?
Me: you’re not evil Colin. Do not listen to them
Me: Don’t listen to them. Don’t.
Colin0114: why do they say that to me? What did I do
Wrong?
Me: Colin, you didn’t do anything wrong
Me: Don’t listen to them, OK? Don’t listen to them
Colin0114: why do they say it then? Why?
Me: because they’re stupid Colin. Look up stupid
In the dictionary, you’ll see their picture right there.
Me: see, I made you laugh
Colin0114: yes you did, thanks
Colin0114: everyone’s afraid of me. Mostly everyone
Me: I’m not afraid of you
Me: and how do you feel talking to me, tell me
Me: you feel better right?
Colin0114: yes
Me: and you’re drinking. You’re not drunk any more
Now, are you?
Colin0114: no
Colin0114: how did you do that?
Me: I didn’t do it
Colin0114: yes you did
Me: as long as you feel better that’s all that matters
Colin0114: much better
Colin0114: actually, I haven’t felt this good in months
Me: that’s good to hear
Me: you haven’t been sleeping have you?
Colin0114: no
Colin0114: I haven’t been home in 3 days
Me: so where do you go? How do you rest?
Colin0114: I stay with friends. We drink together
Colin0114: then I go home and it comes at night
I wake up and it happens all over again
Me: I’m sorry
Colin0114: it’s all right talking to you about it, feels
Different now
Me: good
Colin0114: and I run
Me: you run?
Colin0114: yes, in the morning. It helps
Me: wish I could run. I’m a klutz.
Colin0114: it’s the shoes. You need the right shoes.
Colin0114: try it. You’ll see
Me: I will remember that
Me: so is that where you are now, a friend’s house?
Colin0114: yes, a lady I work with. She told me to
Try this. She’s the only one I can talk to about it
Colin0114: other than you
Me: well, it’s good to hear you have someone to talk to
Colin0114: she says weird things tough. Aliens.
Monsters. I never believed in those things.
Colin0114: So Bill, is she right?
Me: She may be right, yes.
Me: I don’t know what they are, only that they exist.
Colin0114: I just want it to stop.
Me: I know
Colin0114: So Bill, can I ask you something?
Me: sure, go ahead
Colin0114: Where are you from?
Me: New Jersey
Me: you?
Colin0114: Ireland. I’m in Dublin.
Me: Wow! Ireland. It must be nice there.
Colin0114: sometimes
Colin0114: where is New Jersey?
Me: United States
Colin0114: How far away is that?
Me: I don’t know
Me: why do you ask? Do you want to come to New Jersey?
• he sent me a little happy face, I laughed
Me: we’ll work something out, ok?
Me: we will. I promise. I’m right here for you, ok
Me: anytime you need me, I’m here
Me: I won’t leave you alone, you don’t have to be
Scared any more.
Colin0114: thank you
Me: you don’t have to cry, Colin, it’s ok
Me: I’m so sorry it took so long to get here
Colin0114: thank you
Me: any time
Colin0114: Oh my God Bill, I’m so scared to go home
Right now
Colin0114: I wish I could take you home with me
Colin0114: not trying to come on to you or anything
Me: no, I understand
Me: I would go. I’m not scared of that thing.
Colin0114: oh my God, thank you
Me: any time
Me: just calm down now, ok
Me: I’m right here
Colin0114: ok
Me: good
Colin0114: can you just sit here with me for a little while
Just sit here. You don’t have to talk if you
Don’t want to.
Me: sure, you got it
Me: just as long as you want, I’m here
Colin0114: thank you Bill
Me: any time
• I swear I thought I was going to die
Colin0114: thank you
Me: sure
…silence…he would wait 5 minutes…
Colin0114: Bill, you there?
Me: right here
Colin0114: thank you
…this went on for about half an hour…
…back and forth, he would ask if I was there
And I would say, right here…and then…
Colin0114: Bill, you there?
Me: right here
Colin0114: Bill I bought a gun
Me: what did you buy the gun for?
Colin0114: Bill, I can’t do this any more. I’m not like
You. I can’t do it.
Me: yes you can, don’t say that
Colin0114: no, I can’t. I want to kill it
Colin0114: the next time it comes, if I can’t
Can’t kill it then
Me: come on, don’t let that thing win
Colin0114: thank you Bill
Me: come on
Colin0114: Oh God, thank you Bill
Me: wait
Colin0114: Bye Bill

User Colin0114 has left the room…

I cursed, I spit, Oh God, I screwed it up…

I kept staring at the screen. That didn’t happen.
It didn’t happen. It didn’t happen.

“It did happen, Bill,” Varence said, “It did.”

It didn’t happen. It didn’t happen.

“Yes, Bill, it did.” Varence said.

And the screen…the chat room…the people
In the chat room attacked him…they all
Ranted…Thank God he’s gone. Why was he
Here so long? Let us cleanse the room, get
The darkness out. They kept talking about how
He disrupted their senses, stole their energy…
Peace and love, peace and love…

Are you kidding me? What the hell is wrong
With these people? My eyes exploded…
They went on and on…talking about their
Psychic powers…peace and love…peace and
Love…they called him evil…they said they
Could sense any pain and suffering…
Peace and love peace and love…
What the hell?

Well, he wasn’t evil, he was in pain, he was
Destroyed inside. He couldn’t talk to anyone.
No one would listen. Oh God, it did this to
All of them…Tortured them, that thing
Tortured them, raped them, got inside their heads
Until they were destroyed inside…and no one
Helped them…any of them…they al felt
Crazy…it did this to them all on purpose to
Break them! Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God!

I staked out the chat room…hoping he would
Come back…weeks later I couldn’t take
It anymore. I sent a message to Tenbears.

“Tenbears?” Varence asked.

Tenbears was the only one who said
Nothing. He never spoke, rarely chatted.

Me: Tenbears, can I talk to you for a minute?
Tenbears: of course
Me: you don’t know me but I wanted to ask
You something if it’s OK?
Tenbears: I do know you
Me: you know me? How? I just sit there I don’t
say anything
Tenbears: everything changed when you came
to the room
Me: what? Changed how?
Tenbears: you know what I mean
Me: huh?
Me: do you remember a chatter that was in
The room a few weeks ago, Colin0114?
Tenbears: yes
Tenbears: he came here many times
Me: he did?
Tenbears: yes, but no one talked to him
Me: why?
Tenbears: they were scared of him
Me: what? Why?
Tenbears: they just were
Me: did you?
Tenbears: no
Me: why?
Tenbears: he scared me too
Me: I talked to him
Tenbears: I thought you might have
Me: have you seen him since?
Tenbears: no, he won’t be back
Me: how do you know that?
Tenbears: I just know
Me: thank you for your time. I need to go now.
Tenbears: good night
Me: good night
I turned off the computer.
What happened? What happened?

“You know what happened, Bill.” Varence
Said.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
Oh God Bill, I’m so scared to go
Home right now
I wish I could take you with me

“Bill?” Varence asked

BOOM BOOM BOOM Silence

Oh God Bill I’m so scared to go home
Right now
I wish I could take you with me

Boom Boom Boom Silence

“Varence, make him stop,” Ceres said
“Make him stop now, you’ll break him.”

BOOM BOOM BOOM Silence

The Church Bells….

The gunshots…
He went home…went to bed…
It attacked him…in the night…
In the morning he woke up…
Took a shower…took the gun
He shot at the floor
He shot at the ceiling
And then his head…
Silence…

Oh God Bill I’m so scared to go home right now
I wish I could take you home with me.

“Bill stop!” Varence said. “Write my words
Nothing more. He made up his mind long
Before he went to that chat room. You didn’t
Kill Colin. You did a good thing. You did.”

“Was that necessary?” Ceres shouted.

“Now the wound will heal.” Varence said.
“They need to know this is about
More than Earth.”

Ceres pushed him aside. “Bill, listen
To me, alright. This is too much for you right
Now. Too many voices inside.” She said.
“I know it makes no sense what I say
But just listen to my voice and do it, I
know you can.”

“Use that great brain you’ve got, my
Friend.” Varence said.

Ceres kneeled in front of me and said,
“Listen to me, alright?” Send it to the
Whales, Bill, send them everything you’ve
Got. They’ve been talking to you. Send them
Everything, they can take it. Tell them
To send it far into space, past the
Satellites, past the broadcast transmissions,
Past the barricade. Tell them to send it
As far as they can. They’re smart
They can do it, ok?”

“OK.”

“Now, I want you to finish this here
Put the pen down, put the notebook away,
Don’t look at it right now. Don’t talk
To anyone. Go to bed. Sleep. Rest.
Alright?”

“Alright.”

“Anytime it hurts, think of the whales.”
Ceres said, “Let the words turn to music
And sleep.”

That’s all for now.

Valiant.

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Galactic Lightship Dreamflights 21NOV2015

You are invited to join the next Galactic Lightship Dreamflight this Saturday night (21 November 2015) during dreamtime.

All who have expressed their intent to join us will be teleported on board our fleet of Galactic Lightships. You may express your intent to join a specific ship (all are welcome!). We will be meeting during dreamtime on Saturday night, but you do not need to “schedule” the time you are asleep, since you will be timeshifted to the appropriate “place” in time in order to join us. Passwords provided are intended to enhance intent, not to limit access.

Our Fleet includes the following ships

GLS Mothership OcaTAwa (Password “Center Spiral Wings Unity”)
GLS Mothership mu
GLS Aeterna (Password “Wings“)
GLS Algiz (Password “Center“)
GLS Blaze (Password “Helix“)
GLS Chimera (Password “Emanate”)
GLS Cameleon
GLS Salcys
GLS Angelon
GLS Susan
GLS Space Wave (Password “Unity”)
GLS Athabantian (Password “Radiate”; website: Up2the5th, Cosmic Paradigm)
GLS Aurora (Password “Mocham”; website: MultidimensionaloceanAuroradreamflight2)

Our fleet has also been joined by the GLS Tulya, GLS Neptune, GLS Athena, GLS Olympia, GLS Ceilidh, GLS Balthazar, GLS Phoenix, and GLS Eui.

Standard equipment includes rejuvenation pods, translation modules, navigation equipment, and healing platforms. Materials are crystalline in nature, and may be variable in size and shape.

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Valiant: Knock Knock…The Bell Tolls…Revelations…Mirror Mirror…

He sat there, tall, vigilant…watching me
With those pale supernatural eyes of his.
“Report…”

“They said, and I quote,” I told him,
“We are waiting for confirmation that
Subject is communicating with two…
Entities.”

He laughed, “Really? And the others?”

“They were all pretty much the same,” I told
Him. “Awaiting for confirmation of
Communication of subject with two…
Unclassifiable entities…two extraterrestrials…
…Subject hasn’t moved…no signals detected…
Awaiting confirmation…awaiting confirmation.”
I told him honestly, plainly. “The wording
Slightly different, but they all say the same thing.”

He shook his head smiling, he was always
Smiling. “Ah…so do they know you can
Hear them? Well if not…they do now.”

“Stupid monkeys.” Ceres said, sitting beside
Him very calmly adjusting the length of her hair
Over her shoulder. “Balls…”

He cocked his eyebrow at her. “What?”

“All those games you showed me. The Ball
Games…Their brains are in their balls…
That’s why they kick and throw them about…”

He leaned on his elbow. “Your words always
Have uncanny timing.”

“Do they?” She said without a care, as she
Sighed watching me write.

“And I am forced to ask,” Varence said
Still smiling, “How does this make you feel…
Being regarded as an entity…unclassifiable?”

“I should care what those regional desk
Monkeys think?” She answered, there was more
Effort to her calm breathing than her interest.

“Fair enough,” he said watching me write.
“I must admit it is disappointing…predictable…”

“Right over their heads,” Ceres told him, “I
Have said it countless times. Speak
Plainly. Your riddle-some words are wasting time.”

“Perhaps you are right…” He began to say watching
Me closely, studying my face. “What’s wrong my
Young friend?”

“Nothing.” I answered.

“No, what is it?” Ceres pushed further. “I see it
Too, you look so…drained.”

I paused for a moment, staring off into the
Resounding pulsing light of the crystal walls.
“I feel like a big stupid trusting idiot.”
I told them. “That’s all.”

“Ah, I see,” Varence nodded, “Our little
Talk. I warned you of this before. It
Is their nature. That’s why I told you to
Stop talking to them months ago…Troublemakers
Never change…they are…historically the same
Always.”

“Do not do this to yourself please.” Ceres said
Kindly watching me. “Why do you think I
Call them monkeys?” She smiled almost…
A little wickedly. “That’s why I don’t tolerate
It…the scheming or bullying. Don’t think about
It anymore.”

She smiled. I sighed. “Easier said
Than done.”

Varence rolled his eyes at her hidden meaning.
“Moving onward,” he directed suddenly finding
His fingers pointing in the air. “The hour has
Finally come…The harsh realities come now…
The Pulse ends…Judgment Day.”

“Mirror Mirror,” Ceres said with melody,
“What do you tell me now? The reflection
In the mirror…is that me? Or the person
I pretend to be?”

Varence face lit up with fireworks of sheer joy.
“I did not think you had it in you! The
Riddles, the play! I do have an effect on you!”

She made this wild smile and said, “Mirror, Mirror,
Tell me True…All the things I’ve seen, All the things
I do…Show me, Show them, what’s really there…
It’s long over due.”

I swear Varence was going to fall off his seat,
His mouth hung wide, he stared at her in shock.

“Revelations,” she said, her eyes fixated
Magically on my writing, “No one ever saw
Or knew before…now see yourselves for
What you are…like it or not…live in light…
Or die and rot…Of course you could refuse to see
The truth…Either way your true colors shine.”

That did it. Varence fell to the floor.
He struggled to regain his seat. “I
Think I may need someone to slap me
Awake…” he sat firmly, then stared at her.
“Did you just say?”

“What?” She blinked, her eyes sparkled with
Innocence. “It was nothing. No
Time to waste. I only wanted to get things
Started…”

“I am sensing a great shock coming.” He
Stated curiously, pausing again to study me
As I wrote the words. “Look at me.” He
Said.

I only lifted my eyes. “What?”

“This attitude of yours concerns me. “He leaned
Upon his elbows, his eyes intense. “Especially now.
What is it? What’s done this to you?”

“It’s nothing. Go on.” I said. “I’m writing.”

He stood over me. “It isn’t nothing. Tell me.
This timing is important. I need you Focused.”

“I said I’m fine.”

“You are not. You clearly are not.” Varence said,
His voice louder, bolder. “I keep telling you, stop
This worrying of what others think. You’re
Wasting energy.”

“It isn’t that, I’m fine. Go on.” I told him.

He invaded my mind, it felt like needles. “I see
It now. The games they play on you. That is
What steals your energy. It is deceitful…
But predictable…Typical of important timing. Put
It out of your mind and Focus.”

“I’m trying.” I told him.

“Don’t try. Do it.” He said.

Ceres jumped to her feet and stood beside him.
“Oh the mighty has spoken. Don’t growl orders at
Him like that.”

“This timing is critical” Varence told her. “I will
Not have the weakness now, it is important.”

She rolled her eyes and held her hands to her
Hips. “The authority and wisdom in your
Kindness is so compelling…what no riddles?”

“We need him focused.” He snapped.

“So what now,” she snapped back, “Is this
Your plan, your tactical inspiration? This
Overture of manliness – to suit your mysterious
Timing?”

He stood there in silence a moment…Studying
Her then me…His mindful thoughts revealed
By his eyes darting back and forth. “We need
To move this forward. Enough of this.” He
Turned then waved to me, to her, “Come, follow
Me.”

There was an opening, a doorway in
The crystal wall. He walked into it, and
Lights came alive before him. First she
Followed him…Then I followed, cautiously.
This was huge and new. My mind came alive
Taking it in. We went down this tunneled
Hallway, Varence leading the way, until
We came into a large circular domed room.

The room…There wasn’t much to it…It
Was so big and round. There was a great
Long curved desk type table in the center
With three chairs spread perfectly apart. One
Captains-like throne seat behind it…and a
Giant round screen or window that
Surrounded it all, the entire room…

Everything lit up like sunlight as
We entered…Then I saw him, another
Man was sitting in the room, at the last seat
Of the desk-table. He appeared to be thirty-
Something, fit-looking, sharp features…blond,
Young looking, and yet strangely
Old at the same time. He was stunned, jumped to
His feet and exclaimed, “What is this?”

“Camlo,” Varence said calmly as he came to
A stop in the center of the room,
“This is Bill. Bill,” he said with a jolly smile,
“This is Camlo. Camlo is our resident…
Ah what’s the simplest word…Plant
Specialist, I believe you would call it.”

“He is of the Earth!” Camlo pointed at me
With what seemed terror. “You’re cavorting
With them now? What’s he doing writing?
Who gave this permission?” He shouted
Pointing at both of them. “The two of you
Are insurgents! Oberon, I will inform the
Postulate immediately!”

“I told you it’s Varence now.” He corrected
Camlo’s address strongly, as Ceres eyed him
Sarcastically; that name again.

“Postulate?” I asked.

“Our bosses.” Varence answered me.

“They regulate and monitor everything.” Ceres
Said.

“I don’t care,” Camlo said, “I should
Call them immediately!”

Before he could move, Varence pointed and
Shouted, “You will sit down, be silent.
You will watch, listen and learn and do
Nothing more than what I tell you to do.
Are we clear?”

“Lord Oberon has spoken.” Ceres teased.

He turned to her, “Please forgive it already.”
He then turned more humbly to me, “Bill,” he
Pointed to the Captain’s chair, “Please sit there
To write.”

I did as he instructed. Varence then waved his
Hand at the screen in front of us, that little
Device in his hand…And an image
Immediately filled the wall in front of us…of
A stadium…full of people…watching a
Game.

“Another Ball Game?” Ceres questioned. “This
Is your brilliant revelation?”

“Give me a moment.” Varence told her. “I
Just turned it on.

Camlo sat fixated on the screen, the oddest
Expression on his face. “What is that?”

“It’s one of their Ball Games.” Ceres told him.

“Football.” Varence explained briefly as he began
To point, “Now pay attention – “

“Why are dressed like that?” Camlo asked.
“Like warriors? Why are they attacking each
Other over a ball?”

“It’s a game.” Varence told him. “Now”

“That’s a game? “Camlo was scowling in confusion
“Why?”

“It’s not important now.” Varence insisted.

Ceres smiled in glee, “No, tell him, Varence.”

“Can we move on, please.” He replied.

“The Ball is a treasure!” Camlo explained, “It’s
Endowed with gifts of wisdom and miracles!
That’s why they fight for it!”

Ceres laughed. “Oh yes, precisely.”

“Enough!” Varence to the screen with
The device and the image changed…we watched
As a grisly scene came into focus…awful
Things…blood, gore…a city in ruins…I
Recognized the hordes of deformed made-up
Monsters roaming the streets and cringed.

“Oh Dear God!” Ceres exclaimed.

Camlo screamed, then it became this
Wailing shriek as he started to cry. He
Grabbed his face like a child; I had never seen
Such a reaction. “What, what is that?”

Varence lowered his brow at the screen.
“It’s one of their entertainment productions.
They call it, The Living Dead…Zombies.”

“That’s terrible, it’s absolutely insane!” Ceres
Exclaimed. “How could they enjoy this?
What’s wrong with them?”

Camlo continued on this deafening crying. “Please
Stop. Stop it please.” He was truly terrified. He
Cowered in his chair looking away shrieking,
“Please…Please…Stop.”

Ceres clawed at her brow, her expression a
Mixture of rage and disgust. “I can not believe
This.” She pinched her eyes shut at Camlo’s
Shrieking. “Are you quite happy now? You’ve
Destroyed his mind entirely,” she said angrily
To Varence, “if not all his dignity as well.”

“Look at it.” Varence demanded, studying the
Screen, “See it.”

Camlo only continued to scream.

Ceres folded her arms in front of her, “Oh
Please, Camlo, please try to control yourself.
It isn’t real. It’s their version of theatre.”

He only screamed more, cried and curled into
A ball, hiding in his seat like a child.

“Look!” Varence shouted at it.

“What?” Ceres said, fighting it…then she
Froze, her eyes widened at the screen, “Oh!
The Plague! The Stories of the Plague from
The old Delta System!”

“What?” I asked.

“There was a plague like this – “ Ceres began.

“Yes!” Varence exclaimed.

“Long ago,” Ceres went on, “At least they
Called it the Delta System…or is it Vega now?
Anyway, yes there was a plague like this…
It consumed an entire Star System.”

“You mean it’s real?” I asked them.

“The Dark Kind created it with their sciences,”
Varence explained, his eyes fixated angrily at
The screen, “It was an experiment gne
Wrong…or out of control rather.”

“What happened?” I asked.

“The only way to contain it was to sterilize
The entire star system.” Ceres answered.
“And the surrounding star systems…it took
Ages.”

“It was merciless…” Varence said turning
To Ceres, urging her to see. “But effective.”

Ceres met his eyes, her mouth ajar. “You’re
Right!”

“What?” I asked.

She turned to me fast. “Can’t you see it?
Your world cries for help…You are broadcasting
These images into space for all to see…
They are judging you by this. Not
Everyone, if anyone, will see it as false
Theatrics…they will not see it as entertainment…
They will see it as real and
No one will come here.”

“Exactly!” Varence said. “They are using
This media of yours not only to control your world
But send a message to those in space.”

“How long has this been going on?” Ceres
Asked him, intrigued.

“Since their media began of this,” Varence
Responded, “But this,” he pointed, “This horror
More so recently than ever before.”

“To incite some sort of…mind control,” Ceres
Said, “of the population…inhibit outside
Intervention at the same time…A new concept.
It is interesting…yet revolting.”

“But not everyone watches these horror
Movies,” I tried to reason with them.
“Everyone watches different – “

“Bill – “ Varence laughed and shook his head
Then looked at me, “Try to understand. Your
World has…nearly 10 billion people on it…”

“Dear Heavens!” Ceres exclaimed. “That
Number is out of control for a planet
This size!”

“Regardless,” Varence insisted, “Even if there
Is a race willing to…come rescue your
World…they will analyze the big picture
From afar…They will not assess such
A number individually…10 billion? That
Would take forever!”

Ceres nodded. “They will judge the majority,
And only if you are lucky…spare a few
Outstanding individuals, if any at all.”

“Foremost,” Varence explained, “If they
Think for a moment that this…Living
Dead plague is real…they will sterilize
The planet without hesitating.”

“Ruthless!” Ceres said.

“But,” Varence waved his arm at the screen
To change the image…then suddenly it
Was a great star map, “Your solar system…”

“Is it over?” Camlo whimpered.

The screen then lit up with dots of bright
Green and red across the entire map, hordes
Of them. “And these.” Varence pointed
At the dots, “These are the ships of races
Positioned around the Earth and the system.”

“So many of them!” Ceres said in shock. “How
Many are there?”

“Approximately 165 different races of
3-dimensional or corporeal form, with an
Additional 50 of inter-dimensional form as well!”
Varence told her. “They have been growing
In number over the last 100 Earth years.”

“Why so many of them?” Ceres asked.

“They are aware of the Planet’s changes, what
These changes bring.” He said studying the
Screen. “All have various agendas.”

“Why would they tolerate each other in this
Number?” Ceres asked. “Even the Council…
There is no alliance that exists in this number.”

He pointed for me, for her, “Do you see the
Red dots most closely surrounding the Earth,
The Moon…Mars?” He tilted his head at me.
“These, these are the Draconians allied ships…
Vessels masquerading as other races…all forms…
While the green are the true outside alien
Races…Do you see how the green are all
Positioned farthest away from the Earth?”

“Masquerading races?” Ceres questioned.

Varence nodded. “These are the ships
That have made various pacts with the
Earth’s…Leaders. They have been fooling
The planet, its countries, into believing
This is a Federation that will help the Earth.”

“To manipulate them?” Ceres asked.

“Fooling them,” Varence explained, “While at
The same time…acting as a barricade to
Keep the good allied forces out.”

“They have never done this before.” Ceres
Was truly bewildered.” Why would they
Do this to this planet?”

A pause. I hadn’t realized they were
Now both suddenly staring at me; Camlo
Was still quietly cowering. I looked up
Waiting to write their words. “What?”

“Your mind is not here again.” Varence
Said. “At this prime moment.”

“I’m writing. I’m listening.”

“But you aren’t here.” Varence said. “Look,”
He pointed, “look at that map. Have you
Heard what I’ve told you of this?”

“The numbers, the races.” I answered. “I get it.”

“This is important!” He insisted. “Focus!”

“I know.”

“What have they done to you?” He was angry.

“I’m just tired.”

“Do you realize this about you, your people?”
He went on.” That’s why so many ships are
Here…The Pulse…The Plan…The collapse,
The fall of the Dark Kind, The Great Liberation
And New World to come!”

“More promises? More potential and time spent
Struggling and waiting?” I said. “It won’t end.”
“True, it won’t be easy.” Varence said
In frustration.” But do you see how far
You’ve come? No one has ever gone farther,
This is beyond expectation…”

“If it works.” I snapped. “If! Always IF.”

He blinked madly. “If?”

“Please,” Ceres said studying me, “Look
For it, do not surrender now.”

Varence’s face became like stone. “I realize
You are few now. It’s taken a toll, losing
So many. That’s why I’ve looked for others.”

“For hope.” Ceres added.

“There is a charming art teacher who
Reads your articles…12 of her students
Will become great leaders in the future.
Her unique inspiration upon these
Children will shape them immensely.
She has 2 of them now…”

“You inspire each other.” Ceres added.

“Among your readers, there is a young
Musician…His music is young and
Changing…Properly directed his talent
Will become a star…when he finds the
Correct inspiration…”

“Whales…” Ceres smiled.

“When he sets his talent of musical notes
And lyrics in harmony with whale song he
Will achieve what no one has, something
Entirely new…and will excite generations
To come.” Varence said. “Limitless…
He will sense the revelation immediately
At this.”

Ceres came closer to me smiling. “You
Are not alone. There will be more.”
“When you need to realign senses…listen,
Listen to the whales. That is how I found
Peace…when I struggled with the bears…
I heard the whales singing…with their
Songs of sincere joy and laughter…
That simple, pure song they sing like no
Other creature.” She told me her eyes
Aglow with passion, “They know only
True emotions. Honest sincerity. Together
They laugh and play, their unity is
Unbreakable, loyalty is born to them from
Their very start…they play like children
At any age…their wisdom is profound
As they grow…And when they ache, they
Ache together…” She said solemnly. “That’s
Why when one suffers they all do…and
Together they beach themselves…Knowing
Death will come…for one, then for all.
Because they always want to be together.
Life…love…joy…and death together.”

“That’s beautiful.” I said. “If…”

“If?” Ceres said curiously.

“If they don’t steal them away.” I said.

“Who?” She asked.

“Those ships.” I told her. “In a dream
I saw them watching them. It was
Like they were going to take them or
Something.”

“What?” she demanded, her eyes exploded.

“Don’t!” Varence held out his hand to me
In panic, urging me not to tell her.

“Don’t what?” She snapped at him.

“About the whales?” I asked.

“Bill, please!” He stepped forward.
“Perhaps we should stop now. Take a
Break. Stop writing.”

“No!” Ceres shouted, her eyes firing between
Us as she stood there like a Titan. “No,
Don’t stop writing. You finish this.”

“No no no don’t go there.” He insisted.

“They want to take the whales?” She
Demanded. She turned to me. “Tell me.”

“Bill, don’t…” Varence began to say.

“But…” I started to say.

“No that’s enough for now!” He shouted
Standing between us. “That’s enough
For now.”

“Varence move.” Ceres ordered. “Step aside.”

“I will not see you cross that line.” He
Insisted.

She tilted her head at him, her mouth
Ajar. Then she lowered her brow and
Said, “Do not tell me what to do!”

“Ceres!”

“Varence, move aside, and shut up.”

“What?” He was shocked at her anger,
As it grew and grew so fast.

“I said move aside, and shut up.”
Ceres told him.

He swallowed and did as she requested.

“You knew about this? They wanted the
Whales?” She said firmly.

“I knew of the possibility.” He confessed.

She breathed hard and fast. “No. Never!”

“Ceres…Please.” He begged.

“Oh. I’m in this now.” She said biting
Her teeth together.

“We can not cross that line, not that
Way…” he tried to reason, “If they
Try to take them…”

“Like Hell they are!” She shouted.

“Ceres don’t!” He insisted.

“You are insurgents!” Camlo screamed.
“You will create chaos they will never
Control!”

“What?” I asked.
“Use this gift in your head…reach out
And see…tell me…Will they do it?”
She asked.

My mind went wild…as if beyond control
To her request, I had no control and before
I knew it, I said, “Yes.”

“NEVER!” Ceres shouted. “Not ever!”

Varence jumped to his feet to stand
Between us once more…”Please…”

“I won’t let it happen, “Ceres shouted,
A tear in her eye, her rage exploding,
“I won’t let it happen to them!”

Varence turned to me in desperation,
Breathing hard…”I need you to do
Something for me. It is important.”

“What?”

“I need you to tell then,” he said, “I
know it makes no sense to you right
Now…But I need you to tell them…
Tell them how the others, how the others
Of your group died.”

“I can’t do that.”

“You MUST.” He insisted.

My heart was racing. “I can’t.
Please don’t ask me to do that.”

“You have to.” He begged, his eyes
Flashing between me and her, her rage.

Ceres stepped up to me, her face,
Her expression indescribable…
“Let the words stop now…and
Let the music begin…” Her eye flared
With rage.

That’s all for now.

Valiant.

Source: http://www.rumormillnews.com/cgi-bin/forum.cgi?read=32495

The Arcturians- The 11:11 Portal, Dropping of the Veils, Walk-In Souls.-November 7, 2015.

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The Arcturians- The 11:11 Portal, Dropping of the Veils, Walk-In Souls.-November 7, 2015.

The Time for the PHYSICAL SHIFT has Arrived.

The Forerunners are fully anchored in Oneness and holding the highest SELF frequency possible as the energies of the 11:11 Portal are arriving in this NOW across All grids.

For the forerunners, this incoming wave will quickly remove the last of resistance of the physical manifestation of their inner grids.
They will see the true outside grid representation of their inner frequency as the new timelines become manifest.
Things will happen fast as their inner blockages are no longer an obstacle.

Forerunners will fully step into their ascension timelines, the ones THEY have completely chosen to create, with NO outside interference.

The time of “seeing” dreams come true has arrived and is accessible to ALL.

The 11:11 portal is an outside manifestation of the incoming energies which align magnetically…

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Galactic Lightship Dreamflights 14NOV2015

You are invited to join the next Galactic Lightship Dreamflight this Saturday night (14 November 2015) during dreamtime.

All who have expressed their intent to join us will be teleported on board our fleet of Galactic Lightships.You may express your intent to join a specific ship (all are welcome!). We will be meeting during dreamtime on Saturday night, but you do not need to “schedule” the time you are asleep, since you will be timeshifted to the appropriate “place” in time in order to join us. Passwords provided are intended to enhance intent, not to limit access.

Our Fleet includes the following ships

GLS Mothership OcaTAwa (Password “Center Spiral Wings Unity”)
GLS Mothership mu
GLS Aeterna (Password “Wings“)
GLS Algiz (Password “Center“)
GLS Blaze (Password “Helix“)
GLS Chimera (Password “Emanate”)
GLS Cameleon
GLS Salcys
GLS Angelon
GLS Susan
GLS Space Wave (Password “Unity”)
GLS Athabantian (Password “Radiate”; website: Up2the5th, Cosmic Paradigm)
GLS Aurora (Password “Mocham”; website: MultidimensionaloceanAuroradreamflight2)

Our fleet has also been joined by the GLS Tulya, GLS Neptune, GLS Athena, GLS Olympia, GLS Ceilidh, GLS Balthazar, GLS Phoenix, and GLS Eui.

Standard equipment includes rejuvenation pods, translation modules, navigation equipment, and healing platforms. Materials are crystalline in nature, and may be variable in size and shape.

Collective dream experiences (shared dreams) have been successfully established.

You may wish to read about background information on our process, or more about our Galactic Fleet.

Your Astral travel / Dreamflight experiences may be shared in the comments of this post, or in any way you feel comfortable sharing your experience.

Please note that dreamflights are always free and do not require membership for your participation. Only your intent to join the dreamflights is required.

What’s up?

Hello everybody!!!It’s Theodore! I haven’t been active here for so long that I forgot my password XD How are you all doing???Great I hope! What with all these changes that are taking place.These are wonderful times we are living and every day I appreciate more and more being here, now and also being able to share this experience with all of you! I’m still talking with Kwnstantinos every weak.He’s graduating!!!How cool is that? You know, I am privileged to have met such a talented and kind person!!! I hope all your dreams come true man 🙂 I recently read about Mike Quinsey’s “retirement” and I will miss his articles as they got me through some difficult times but I’m very grateful for his contribution to our paths. Thank you Mike Quinsey for all your help and I wish you the best in your life!!!

So that was a litle something I wanted to share and again I hope you are all doing well!!!

Love,Compassion and Light

Update On “All About Enlightenment” – 9 November, 2015

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Hi, Leslee here.

Last month I decided to self-publish the book. I also launched a Facebook page – please grace it with a Like if you like: https://www.facebook.com/All-About-Enlightenment-169192373120829/timeline

I had mulled over what content to keep online – what if a publisher wanted me to take it all down? I hid many posts, and didn’t like the way that felt.

In Manuscript-World, I’ve been adding pages and pages of illustrations, and scratched my head that maybe I needed a publisher, in order to include color plates (from what I can tell about CreateSpace, it’s either all black and white, or all color). I think I have a solution: the main book can be all black and white, but if folks want a book of the color plates, that can be offered as a separate volume.

Once I cleared that bump in the road, things began flowing a little faster. I knew that there was a key to organizing the book somewhere… but I couldn’t lay my hands on it yet.

Then, about a month ago, a light sparked, and I got a clear image of how to address my dilemma (which boiled down to ‘how do you talk about classic Buddhadharma, Dreams, Channeling, Hollow Planets and Aliens, all in the same volume?’).

The original chapters of All About Enlightenment, which can be found here (http://wp.me/P1ig39-vv), on AllAboutEnlightenment.com, constituted a tidy volume – all of about 120 pages. As I’ve followed nudges (and a few knocks over the head), the content exploded to over 700 pages – and it’s not finished. Rather intimidating for me to get my head around.

What the light illuminated was how to address questions bound to arise as one reads and digests that tiny first volume. They range from “Why should I care about Enlightenment?” (and explaining how many kinds we might attain), to “Why do you call this samsara – and what’s wrong with that?”, to “Wait, if this world’s not real, then what are those things in the sky… and what am I… and what is this rock I’m sitting on…?”

So we’re moving past the basic original content to addressing things in terms of The Four Thoughts That Turn The Mind To Dharma, to The Twelve Interdependent Links, to other ‘structures’ that folks familiar with Buddhism might recognize. As we drift into exploring the nature of the mind, that carries us into discussing reality, which allows us to merge over into surreality with a little more grace than abruptly announcing: “Oh, by the way, Buddhas are ET’s, and ET’s are Buddhas.” Bam.

With all the new material added, it seems timely to share some of the newer bits. With the blessing of a little free time, that’s on the to-do list. Aspirations abound.

Here’s a link to a post I made last week, also about how things sit with the book’s progress:

http://allaboutenlightenment.com/2015/11/06/update-on-the-book-7-november-2015/

Wheels and Worlds

Here’s a sketch of a Medicine Wheel I’ve been working on…

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Lately I’ve been fascinated by the Earth Wisdom (Native American) Medicine Wheel. I’m digging in to find connections between it and Heruka’s mandala (Chakrasamvara), and this sketch represents my thoughts in progress. I feel countless layers interlacing about that Center Point, worlds beyond the ones we know…

The colors of the Medicine Wheel moons, paths, etc. borrow inspiration from the crystal Medicine Wheel created by the wonderful folks at Crystal Vaults, based on the book by Sun Bear. Perhaps I can take this into a 3D rendering someday, but for now the charteuse/magenta tilted axis (slightly NNE & SSW) represents beings and energies above and below the surface of the Earth.

Here’s the link to Crystal Vaults’ image of the wheel they offer in their kit: http://crystalvaults.com/medicine-wheel-guide/native-american-medicine-wheel. They also publish an online guide that I imagine several of my friends will enjoy.

Thus continues my yearning to integrate wisdom available from…

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Valiant: Knock Knock…The Bell Tolls…A Quantum Singularity…

He stared at me for some time before speaking.
“Can you see me now?” He said in that calm cool
Collected tone…”Can you see?”

“Yes,” I replied, “Yes, I get it.”

“And if they only knew,” he smiled, a short
Laugh, “The Desks this passes across…
The eyes and minds that read the words…
The voices and ears it’s recited for…”

“The day you simply say things for anyone,”
Ceres added, “That’s a dream.”

“I must enjoy it but a little.” Varence said to her
As she eyed him with her classic stare.

“Of course,” she said, “That’s what you do.” She
Leaned forward towards me, “Say it. Talk to him.
Do not just be his dutiful scribe. You are more
Than that. I sense it in you. I should like
To hear you speak your mind more.”

He eyed me carefully then. “Do you have
Something to say?”

There was a moment of calm silence.
It’s true I was growing more and more
Around them. “The time I’ve spent…
Devoted to this…I understand the importance…
You should know by now…I’ll see it through…”

“Yes?” He urged me to say it.

Ceres smiled…she clearly wanted me to challenge
Him, not for games, but for me to show who I am;
So they could both see it come out.

“I write the words, I respect your place, your
Wisdom on everything…even your speeches
That never seem to end,” I said referring to this and
So much more, “But…

“But?” He tilted his head, waiting for it.

“You always say don’t worry about what
People think…I realize it’s for courage…”I
Thought inside of all he’d said, he was always right.
“True, there will always be doubters, skeptics
That play mind games…some just for the
Sake of an argument. You can’t please everyone,
You can prove yourself today, tomorrow, on
And on…And they’ll still want more…”

“Insecurities always want more.” Varence
Said. “It has always been this way. At every
Major and minor event…Nothing is spared
Or sacred…People will want want want
Endlessly…”

“It’s that big tough attitude,” Ceres added,
“Or rather, lack there of…they want to see
You make a mistake.”

He sighed. “I see where this is going…Ask
Me then.”

“They all play games…The whole world,” I
Said, “I’m tired of it. What I would like…
And honestly it’s not for me…I would love
To see you blow their minds apart…for
Jaws to drop…the way you’ve done for me
For years…”

“Oh believe me,” Ceres said with a smile, “That’s
Happening more than you know.”

“Well then,” Varence said proudly smiling to each
Of us, “Let’s see what I can do about that…”He
Leaned forward, elbow on his knee, his hand
Stroking his chin… “Play time is over after all.
In all seriousness, they will never understand
More than I say…they over analyze in all the
Wrong places.”

“I told you your riddles waste time.” She said.
“You throw them Gold, they catch only stones. You
Offer a valuable clue of survival…in a riddle, lost
Between lines…and they scratch their heads
Studying only one phrase…There is no time now.
Speak plainly.”

“Well, alright then.” Varence surrendered.
“As you wish. Are you aware of what is
Called…A Quantum Singularity?”

“What?” I asked. “I’m not a scientist, I…”

He held up his finger, “You asked for it…”

“OK then,” I replied calmly, “Tell me then.”

“A Quantum Singularity is a build up of
Energy…An event of sorts…your world’s
Science is new, young…but still they are aware
Of some basics…though theories rally their
Formulas more than actual facts.”

“This should be interesting.” Ceres laughed to
His choice of topic. “I hope you know what
You are doing.”

“He asked me to make an impression.”
Varence said holding up his finger to her. “Now
Please…A serious fair moment.”

“By all means,” Ceres said her eyes
Sparkling. “Continue…”

“Your mind can embrace all things, my
Friend…Hear the words, listen.” Varence
Said, his tone and manner so solid…and
Oddly sincere. “A Quantum Singularity…
There are physical laws that define things…
Science studies this…the concepts vast,
Yet in truth so simple…The minds that
Embrace these principles need only simplify
Their understanding to find the answers
They seek.”

“You’re trying to kill me,” I told him confused,
“Combining science and philosophy? I
Only dabbled in science, genetics…”

His head lowered intensely forcing me to listen.
“The Universe is defined by these laws…
It shapes things, holds and binds them
Together…or tears them apart. It is our
Existence, it is our end…And just when
You think you’ve discovered all the answers…
These laws defy themselves by exemptions
And contradictions.”

“The policy of truth.” Ceres added.

“I have no idea what you are talking about.”
I said to him.

“They will.” Varence only smiled. “My words
Will find a desk that understands…and
You will get your wish…and if they’re
Smart they’ll reward you for it.”

“Oh?” I said.

“A Quantum Singularity is a culmination of
Energy…building to an extreme,” he
Said firmly, “That it either Implodes or Explodes.
Some happen quickly …some take ages…
And some just go on and on…”

“Like your riddles.” Ceres couldn’t resist to add.

He glared at her briefly then continued. “They
Exist in three basic forms…Light,”
He gestured around us at the illumination,
“Light that travels, grows, twists and
Turns…the speed…the distance…In its
Blinding essence explodes…In its torrid
Collapse implodes into a black hole. These
Work similarly with other singularities…
Such as time…”

“And sound.” Ceres added.

Varence held his finger up again, “Sound
Being the most destructive…or nurturing.
It moves us…like words, the voices we
Speak…”

“And music.” Ceres added.

“Sound commands and evokes movement.
Together with light it creates life…or
Destroys it. A Quantum Singularity of Sound
In its intensity can tear apart a Universe…
It must be handled with care.” He leaned
Forward to my notebook. “I tell you this
Because your science does not understand
Or respect this Singularity…Few do…
Proceed with caution or your experiments
Will cause irreversible damage.”

“A sonic boom,” Ceres said…”As we’ve
Been taught, as you would call them,
Alien travelers push the limits of this…”

“Now on a different matter,” Varence
Said, his expression more teasing. “A Quantum
Singularity in time…is an entirely different
Story. You see these three Forces can not exist
Without each other…They define each other.
They define all things…In their balance,
In harmony are a triquatra of perfection.
Their imbalances among each other create
Singularities…From black holes…to the very
Birth of life.”

“It sounds interesting, but…” I began…

“Now at times, yes, they happen randomly…”
Varence said twirling his finger in a circle.
“And surely no science exists that could
Induce a black hole.” He laughed, turning
To Ceres they seemed to share some quiet
Secret as they studied me. “But then
Black holes are determined by what
They consume…”

“Which is why directing an energy beam
Into one is absurd.” Ceres said. “Black holes
Exist at various stages…the results are
Indeterminable.”

“But,” Varence said leaning heavily towards
Me once again, “If a black hole were to swallow
Another singularity…such as a Quantum
Singularity in Time…Then what you have
Is a bubble that forms…like the eye of
The storm, it’s drawn in…and time ceases to
Exist…like a world trapped in a time
Singularity…swallowed by a black hole…
Is not torn apart…but becomes a world
Outside of time…Infinity can truly be
Appreciated then.”

“Some say angels weave this magical
Miracle.” Ceres explained. “As a means
To hide things.” She smiled.

“Why do I tell you all this?” Varence asked.

“Yeah, I’m sure wondering that.” I answered.

“Your world has been manipulated by
A time device…Events misshaped, nature
And its order rendered enslaved by those
Who want to control the planet.” Varence
Said, his eyes lighting up. “Thus creating
A Quantum Singularity in Time…one
The Council of Planets asked the masters
Of our world to burst…with a Pulse.”

“Oh…” I could only say, now I started to see.

“Now how do you burst a Singularity in
Time without dire consequences? From the
Inside of course…By directing Light
Energy at one of the other most powerful
Forces in the Universe…Life. The hearts and
Souls of the planet caught in a trap…
By waking up the core of their
Memories…of who and what they are…
Passionate and tortured emotions…
Dreams unspoken, lost…to be found…
When they wake up and see themselves
For what they are…”

“Some will be driven insane by this.” Ceres
Further explained/ “While others will experience
An ascension of their spirit…That will be
Entirely liberating.”

“Faith. Emotions…The Spirit, The Mind,” Varence
Said. “These are very powerful things, Bill.
Especially when they exist in unity.
That’s why the Dark Kind enslaves worlds…
To devour this power. Your people can heal
The planet, break the spell…When they
Wake up…and realize what belief can do.”

“As long as they are sincere in doing so,”
Ceres corrected him. “The heart must be
True, or it won’t work.”

“True.” Varence went on. “While the
Intent is there…The abilities aren’t. That’s
Largely due to mind control…egos. They
Have to see themselves, past the idolatry
And dreams…The delusions of grandeur…
Embrace the humble spirit within…Get
Over this obsession with materialism…
Wealth, sex…vanity…”

“Yes, Of course, Oberon.” Ceres teased. “Tell
Them how to do this.”

He smirked at her comment, then continued.
“They have to be careful, like I said
Of the danger with Sound, Quantum Singularities
Of sound are dangerous…They must realize
This if they are to continue without destroying
Themselves.”

“And destroy a world of innocence in the
Process…” Ceres added. “Such as the animals…”

“You’re really pushing the limits of my mind
With this Quantum talk…”

“They will understand,” Varence said very
Carefully. “The right ones will…I will just
Say it like this…then no more. The Sonic
Boom…a warning…Think of the power of a
Storm…Thunder…Lightening…The energy. For
Them, your science, to truly progress they must
Study nature more. The talk your world
Has of UFO’s…I ask you, do they make
Noise?”

“Come to think of it, no.” I answered.

His face lit up. “Space travel…these vessels
Successfully travel through space silently…
They need to seriously consider that,
Compared to their own clumsy and loud
Means of travel.”

“OK…” I said’ “I see a point there
Somewhere.”

“They will get…eventually.” He said.

“Stop tormenting him with your way with
Words,” Ceres said. “You really need to say
Things more simply.”

“He asked…” Varence insisted. “Besides, these
People need to wake up. They cry for help,
Some ridiculously insist they have powers…
There’s no time for games any more…The pulse
Will end soon…And if they’re not ready…
It will all fall apart, it will have been
For nothing.”

“Then nature will reclaim it.” Ceres said
Firmly.” “The Earth will take back what has
Been abused for ages…The few that
Deserve to survive, the meek shall inherit
The Earth…and animals will rule…And
The Dark Kind will have nothing to play
With, so they will either leave or be destroyed.”

Varence shook his head. “You think it
So simple?” He asked her almost annoyed.
“Do you have no faith in these people
At all?”

“After what I’ve seen? After what I’ve
Known, you have to ask me that?”

He studied her expression. He obviously had
A hidden understanding of her life that I
Did not. “I can not bear this any longer.
You will not walk out there to see them,
You won’t acknowledge them unless they
Cross the animals…”

“After what they’ve done to the whales?”
She snapped. “These beautiful graceful
Humble beings…And what have these
Madhouse monkeys dome? Slaughtered them
To near extinction…as they do with
All great animals. The rare Anatolan leopard.”

He held up his finger, “I understand the
Plight of animals. But there are people out
There who defend their rights, there are those
Who truly wish to live in harmony with
Nature.”

“The Native Americans?” Ceres asked.
“And where are they, what has the world
Done to them? The Buffalo?”

“Ceres.” He said squeezing his eyes tight,
“I know. But we are pursuing the future
Here…a tomorrow where the wrongs of the
Past will be overcome by the deliverance of
Wisdom…a better world…one that ours
Was unable to achieve.”

“Is that what you are trying to do?” Ceres
Insisted, seeing that glow in his eyes. “To
Recover the loss of your world, of all
Lost worlds, by fixing this one?”

“What is wrong with that?” He pushed.
“My world was torn asunder…They
Too were arrogant and blind…And the Dark
Kind came and consumed them.” He said
Angrily. “There was no mercy, not even the
Slightest chance of survival then…Worlds were
Taken…nothing was spared…Nothing, no
Living thing had a chance…Yet by some…
Chance…twist of fate…or miracle…
This Earth survived…”

“Was it any different for my world?” Ceres
Snapped in return. “It happened so fast…
One day…It all happened in one day.”

“What happened to your people?” I asked
Her.

There was a quietness, for a moment I
Thought neither of hem would answer.

“It was different then, “Ceres said bitterly,
“They were ruthless conquerors then…Not
Insane with playing games as they do now.
The Dark Kind came…They saw…They wanted…
And they destroyed…They slaughtered
Millions…Took slaves to abuse,” She said
Closing her eyes in disgust, “And they ate the rest.”

Another pause, another silence. I was
Beginning to understand them…through
Their recollections of a horrifying past.

“Ceres, you must…you have to try,” Varence
Pleaded with her, “To see beyond this…
Our past…their mistakes…the mistakes
Our worlds made…”

“There were no mistakes!” She nearly
Shouted. “They were blind, they were
Dumb…and everything was lost as a
Result.”

“Princess…” He began softly.

“I told you to never call me that again!”
She shouted. “Don’t say it again.”

“Princess?” I asked.

“Don’t…” Varence struggled to say.

“There is no Kingdom…There is no King
Or Queen any more. My world is gone.” She
Said more softly. “There are just myself,
My sisters and brothers, a few others and
That is all. It’s finished.”

“Look at him,” Varence pointed to me,
Nodding for her to see, “The animals
That you love…The Bears, the Whales…
See a spark here, not the end, not
The victory of darkness. There is a ray
Of hope here if you dare to only see it.”

“And by what miracle, what riddle of
Words will you intend to whisper in my
Ear to see this” She said to him.

He thought for a moment, studying me
Then her. “There is something I want to
Show you.” He said staring at her intense
Expression as he stood and pulled a
Small device from his pocket. He waved
The object playfully. It was flat, thin,
Rectangular…of polished metal…But I
Saw no buttons, no symbols on it. “This.”
He simply said.

“What now?” She asked.

“Watch.” He nodded, turned, pointed the
Object to the right of us, to an open
Space…then suddenly a large picture
Screen appeared. Immediately flashing
To life. It was like a television screen
But the image was so vivid it seemed
As though you could reach out and
Touch it.

“What is that?” She scowled.

The screen flickered before settling on an
Image. “Just watch.” Varence said…within
A moment the picture came…

I struggled to avoid groaning as I realized
What we were looking at.

“That’s exactly what I saw in the vision,”
Ceres exclaimed with distaste. “The costumes,
The field…the audience, stadium…You
Wanted to show me THIS? What point
Are you making with this…BALL GAME?”

“They call it Football.” Varence said with a
Playful smile, then directed with a nod
And a fascinated gaze as the image changed
From one game to another…then
Another…

Ceres stood, folding her arms across her chest.
“Why are there so many of them?”

“Various teams play through a series of
Eliminations,” He explained tilting his
Head to the side watching the screen,
“Over and over…until the best teams
Play each other for the champion.”

“They play this game more than once?” Ceres
Questioned with disbelief. “More than once..
For what? Is the ball magical? Does it
Grant them gifts? Some wit perhaps or
Greater intelligence?”

He smiled wildly as he merely waved the device
To change the image.” They call this one
Soccer,” and the images continued to change,
“This one Rugby…Basketball…”

“I can not believe you are showing me
This!” She exclaimed. “I am truly amazed
At their ability to vary themes with a BALL!”

He kept changing the images…more games,
Over and over…”Baseball…Tennis…Golf…”

“This is Golf?” Ceres said barely able to keep
Her jaw from hanging open in shock. “Should
I be impressed at their skill in waving a
Stick? The greenery is more attractive!
Really, Varence! What should I admire
More, their talent…or yours?”

He fought to laugh. “Just watch. Please…
Continue to share your opinion of what you
See.”

“What I see?” she laughed. “Team Sports?
Well it’s clear how divided they are! Competitive
Games of meager skills…”

“Divided?” I asked.

She turned to me. “Team Sports do nothing
More than divide groups…They encourage
Elitism, separation…taking sides, and
So forth.”

“We’re taught it brings team spirit.” I told her.

“Team spirit?” She laughed loudly. “Lies. Do
These teams get along? Do their fans? Or do
You witness exaggerated enthusiasm…
Favoritism…fights over who is best?”
Varence smiled a nod to me. “She has a truly
Unique perspective.” He nodded at the screen.
“Keep watching.”

“What is that?” She kept laughing. The image
Was of a well dressed man making a speech.
(I refuse to say who this was.) “Oh, I see it
Is a comedy of some sort. He is making jokes
Of their society.”

“Actually, it’s one of their leaders making
A political address to his country.” Varence said.

“Political address?” She was astounded.
“What sort of leader says these words,
Makes these promises and doesn’t keep them?”

“Her father was a King, remember.” Varence
Said playfully to me.

“Are you trying to further humiliate
Their intelligence?” She asked. “You’re
Showing me this to torment me!”

The picture changed to a series of television shows…
Each one only left her mouth hanging wide
As she studied the screen in shock, occasionally
Turning towards me with quirky confused
Expressions. “This is entertainment to them?”

“Remember she studies the habits of animals,”
Varence said plainly, “nothing more…ever.”

The screen settled on an image of a popular
Vampire show…at a graphic moment.

“What is that?” She declared her horror.

“It’s what they call a horror movie.”
He said very calmly, almost bored. “Or is it
A TV show?” He asked me.

Before I could answer with the title, Ceres
Pointed to the bloody scene, exclaiming,
“And they enjoy this? Watching this? Well,
Clearly the Dark Ones know how to bend
Their minds…win them over with some
Sick romantic notion of admiration…
Feasting off the blood of others is appealing?
Oh the sadness of being a parasite! I
Hope they don’t allow children to watch
This filth!”

Varence had the strangest smile as he stood
There eyeing me. “Listen to her.”

“Listen to me?” She was disgusted. “Can
You imagine imposing the sickness of this
On young people? The poison would just
Create wildness! Not to mention numb the
Senses to bloodlust and violence…Any impression
Adoring sympathy for characters…Teasing
Morals…the downfall of concepts could
Be endless.”

He changed the picture once more to
Show some movie of a gay couple…in
Moments, it detailed a story of struggle…

“I don’t understand what they are talking
About,” Ceres gestured to the screen. “They are
Talking about being abused?”

“They call the homosexuals on this planet,
Gays,” Varence explained watching her face,
Then mine as I watched hers. “They
Struggle with persecution, hate crimes,
Equal rights.”

“The Danim and Elohim have done this
For ages. It’s common everywhere.” Ceres shook
her head. “Well it’s clear there’s a
Reptilian Queen on Earth.”

“What does she mean?”

Varence only nodded with that same
Non-stop smile. “Keep watching.” He
Changed the screen to a more rapid
Succession of images…Exploring various
Scenes of hate crimes…Historical moments,
Black and white race riots…Dr. Martin
Luther King…scenes of the Holocaust,
The Jews…

“Dear God,” Ceres was pale with shock
And horror. “What are they doing? How could
They…”

“The struggles and abominations of prejudice
On Earth, just fragments I’m showing you
From over the years.” He told her.

“Well it’s clear who the Dark Ones are
Most afraid of!” Ceres said firmly.

“The Dark Ones are afraid of?” I asked…

Ceres turned to me, “As with the Lion Men.
When they are afraid of a race, or a group,
They ferment hatred against them to
Keep them apart…segregated…tormented…
To break their spirit…Anything to disrupt
Unity.”

“I never considered that angle before.” I said.

“Oh yes.” Ceres said watching the screen. “Make
No mistake. They play off of that…using
Religious excuses…All sorts of mind games
To disrupt unity. It’s the key, unity,
Without it…you are most vulnerable.”

“She says things quite brilliantly.” Varence
Noted of her reactions.

“That’s what this is for?” She tilted her head.
“Because you prefer the path of mysterious
Riddles?”

He smiled, widely….”I just want to
Show you one more thing…for now…”

The image changed to a series of images from
The news…past, present…the Middle East.
Images of war, chaos…mad violence,
Bombings.

“This is awful!” Ceres exclaimed. “Look at
It! Have they no control of themselves?”

He pointed sternly to me, to my notebook,
The writing. “Pay close attention to her
Words now.”

“What are you doing to me?” She
Was getting angry. “Why are you showing
Me these awful things for my reaction?”

“Civilization, of this age,” Varence said with
The most mysterious calm tone…”Was
Born in the region known as the fertile
Crescent. It is an area encompassing
Ages of war and struggle…A Holy Land…
A Biblical Land…And yet it is a Land
That has never known Peace…”

“Holy Land?” She exclaimed. “Are you
Serious? This place reeks of war
And violence…hatred, resentment…
No doubt a land of prejudices, of
Prejudices and restrictions on women.
That matriarchal Reptilian Queen
Would only torture women…manipulate
Men…spoil the land, their minds…
Ordain strict religions…upon her
Lair.”

“What did you say?”

“Her lair.” Ceres said. “Where the Dark Ones
Dwell, their Master Lair below the ground…
Above…The Land would know no Peace…and
All the worst prejudices…” Her voice
Grew cold as if recalling a memory. “Always
Beware the land where women are persecuted
Or abused…Those Serpent Queens always
Suppress other women. There can be only
One Queen after all.”

Varence waved his hand at me, “I will have a
Private talk with you after this…on what’s next…
You can stop writing now, Thank you.”

That’s all for now.

Valiant.

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Galactic Lightship Dreamflights 7NOV2015

You are invited to join the next Galactic Lightship Dreamflight this Saturday night (7 November 2015) during dreamtime.

All who have expressed their intent to join us will be teleported on board our fleet of Galactic Lightships.You may express your intent to join a specific ship (all are welcome!). We will be meeting during dreamtime on Saturday night, but you do not need to “schedule” the time you are asleep, since you will be timeshifted to the appropriate “place” in time in order to join us. Passwords provided are intended to enhance intent, not to limit access.

Our Fleet includes the following ships

GLS Mothership OcaTAwa (Password “Center Spiral Wings Unity”)
GLS Mothership mu
GLS Aeterna (Password “Wings“)
GLS Algiz (Password “Center“)
GLS Blaze (Password “Helix“)
GLS Chimera (Password “Emanate”)
GLS Cameleon
GLS Salcys
GLS Angelon
GLS Susan
GLS Space Wave (Password “Unity”)
GLS Athabantian (Password “Radiate”; website: Up2the5th, Cosmic Paradigm)
GLS Aurora (Password “Mocham”; website: MultidimensionaloceanAuroradreamflight2)

Our fleet has also been joined by the GLS Tulya, GLS Neptune, GLS Athena, GLS Olympia, GLS Ceilidh, GLS Balthazar, GLS Phoenix, and GLS Eui.

Standard equipment includes rejuvenation pods, translation modules, navigation equipment, and healing platforms. Materials are crystalline in nature, and may be variable in size and shape.

Collective dream experiences (shared dreams) have been successfully established.

You may wish to read about background information on our process, or more about our Galactic Fleet.

Your Astral travel / Dreamflight experiences may be shared in the comments of this post, or in any way you feel comfortable sharing your experience.

Please note that dreamflights are always free and do not require membership for your participation. Only your intent to join the dreamflights is required.