I have been asking and receiving permission to nightly to join the Athabantian for past few weeks. My dreams and memories are not as clear as others so I journey relying on my senses. This has been a way of life for me for the past few years and I feel it as a piece of bread being placed on my path by my guides to guide me to my remembering. I have always known that I had a grander purpose and as these times approach the bread crumbs have led me to the Athabantian where I sensed I would be helping in a great project to help humanity. As my time as a crew member increased I learned of my galactic team leader and what I have been doing on board the ship. I relied on my pendulum to help clarify my thoughts. During the night-time when things are quiet thoughts and ideas come to my conciseness and I find myself co-creating and mentally working at my job. The excitement of this sometimes distracts my thoughts for hours. I sense these thoughts and this co-created effort are but more bread crumbs along the trail. I feel I now have a much stronger connection to my crew lead who is called “Yamya” for short and one of the roles I will be involved in I sense will be with a team that will be involved with galactic visitations to Earth. Although others may have vivid dreams to help them find their crumbs I have had to rely on other senses. I am grateful for the challenge placed before the crew members as I feel there is much value in finding your own way home or at least to the next pit stop. I love my time aboard the ship and look forward to my sleep time.