waiting on what?

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I don’t have a good reason to post. Not gonna let that stop me; if I wait much longer, so much will have changed that we’ll never catch up and that’s no fun. So I’ll just unfurl the shopping list as if it’s notes to myself, and we’ll see how it goes.

Last year swept by like a Fellini movie – a silent one, with no editing. Chaotic, fluid, layered, ambiguous, disconcerting, nonsensical at times, yet sprinkled with bizarre reassurances that all is well and all is perfect. Time to speak.

Bottom line for me: focus and stop beating around the bush. Illusory time passes swiftly; we’re going to get left behind if we don’t pick up the pace. Stop looking to others. Point to yourself and get a move on. Open up.

I’m not worried about the planet blowing up or some secret society completely annihilating our last ember of love and effort. It’s all possible, and if it comes to that I’ll just check out. For now, here I am. There’s still hope.

DAY TO DAY: Mundane work clutters the inner landscape. Try not to resent working to pay bills; seems to be the nature of this place and it’s our own creation. Don’t know about you… tired of it. Quitting’s not the answer; answer seems to lie in seeing oneself in the mirror of “Other”, ya know, the ones that make us so angry and scared. Lighten up.

RELIEF: Trips to the shoreline of artistic expression; holiday dreamtime filled with words and images from other times and worlds. Daily grind feels like a period of waiting. Progress on hold, until the world ripens and has had enough of the silliness. Stop trying to escape; it was your idea to come here.

PRIORITIES: They shifted. More practical and focused in an odd inner way. Less indulgent towards fear and paranoia. Everyone is right; no point in dwelling on it. That just muddies up the energy: dead weight. Stop wasting time on that. Not being mean, cold, or callous. Just scolding the toddler running into the street.

EXPLORATION: Hypnotic regression, meditation, writing, editing, testing waters, finding brothers and sisters. Accepting: this world is not home. Home is light and fluid and oscillating, shimmering particles of emptiness that arise as whatever we need. See more, feel more, be more. Develop confidence.

OBSERVATIONS: The more I look, the more looking seems pointless, because all is… already here. ‘Pointless’: the nature of our dilemma: We’re just here because we got bored with being brilliant. Ready to go home?

BOTTOM LNE: Until enough people dig in and get to know their minds, whether through meditation, dreamwork or other methods, we’ll continue to move really really slowly. Just like now. We ain’t ready ya’ll. Are ya workin’ on it? I’m trying; but most of the time I feel like I’m doing a pretty half-assed job of it. It’s going to take all of us. Stop thinking you’re better than others. Stop thinking you’re right; there is no wrong. There is no nothing, either. Don’t be a lazy nihilist. Engaged nihilists look a little deeper and find there really is everything, not nothing.

I’M PROCESSING THIS: Regressions, sessions and dreams clarifying past, present and future roles, while leaving just enough behind the veils to keep me intrigued. If I get bored, I’m leaving. Just bein’ honest. I’m still waiting to be convinced. For me, it’s Buddhas, Star People, and Earth People (First Nations/Aborigines/Natives, whatever you wanna call it…). Explore and expose the links, find yourself and tie it all together. Get that book published.

On a more mundane note, for friends who might really want to know:

I’m still in Jacksonville, Florida, same job, different apartment and neighborhood, still fascinated by the puzzle that each day’s piece fits into. Yes, I still miss my son and the mountains and my mountain friends.

I’ve found a lovely Buddhist group that I’ve become very involved with, understanding I have a role to play there for the moment. I’ve resumed my formal practice, lightly, and enjoy feeling that connection in that way again. I admire the Karmapa. He’s got a lot on his plate, and he sure better get busy. He can do it; he’s one of us.

I’m still very aware of my Guides and that they engage me and influence me on so many levels, but the ‘voices’ and images have become far more subtle, almost impossible to describe.

I’ve been working on my book All About Enlightenment, heading towards publication through CreateSpace (Amazon). No predictions on when that might happen, because a few months ago it became clear that a major re-write was in order, including substantial additional material. And just as that picked up momentum, some Buddhist-things came up that drew my time away. It’s all good.

Dreams continue in fits and spurts. Lots of meetings, explanations, ships, other worlds. Progress is slow. I’m not here alone, but we are few and far between. I’m starting to meet more and more friends – people in the flesh – with whom I share connection. That tells me things are starting to converge. At least a little. Look for folks you can meet and have coffee with. We have already established our long-distance connections. Take a chance, speak up, even if you believe you live in a oppressive society.

Work continues, we move forward, and trusting in the process is how we hold this space. We don’t need proof, we don’t need baby blankets, we don’t need to talk about what we do. We are very active and it’s okay if we don’t remember it when we come back here.

Moments are like interlaced eons. Our brains can only process so much at a time. When we stop to look for reassurance, the whole thing slows down tremendously. Do what you feel you need to do, and don’t worry if others are not in the same space at the same time as you.

Be light; in every sense of the word.

Videos that help the understandings of Sacred Geometry that have to do with our connection with higer dimensions

Highly recommend the videos that are collected on this [Russian] site. I personally feel so resonated with them. They help me in a very sufficient way comprehend better the sacred geometry that I’ve been shown during my Crystal connection.
http://preobrazenie.ucoz.ru/load/8-2-2

Archangel’s settings. Archangel Michael. Power of Love
I guess, you who feel resonated with AA Michael would be touched, too by this video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uT62hPijDXk

Message from extraterrestrial civilizations. Keys of the New Gates [with English captions ]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SH5h7gK80qY

◎videos that help do connection with realms of higher dimensions via the sacred geometry
Lots of images/scenes shown in these videos just just correspond well or even help me recall what I’ve seen during the Crystal Connection (meditation) :

3/11 : Temples of the New Unity [of wisdom of various civilizations]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWmkHdphbfc&list=PLqy7NCgvRwo_gOYMXVkVbnvdRX0vjX30W

4/11 : Arcturian Gift. Temple of balancing areas.
The Lady shown at 0:37 at the right of the screen looks almost the same as the one that I saw during my crystal connection in early or middle June, only that the one in my vision is of green skin. Besides, their costumes look so similar. At that moment, I only wondered if she Arcturian, now, the video just gave me a perfect answer.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ikbdZiGGZx8&list=PLqy7NCgvRwo_gOYMXVkVbnvdRX0vjX30W

8/11 : Maitreya. Light Heart.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=717VRhIJQj4&list=PLqy7NCgvRwo_gOYMXVkVbnvdRX0vjX30W

Attunement with the [Emerald] healing and harmonizing energy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8yYxAEF-qo

Adrial: Abi-Qor & Athabantian Connection During Dreamflights

Ground Level View of the Portal at Abi-Qor

Partial Overall Aerial View of Abi-Qor’s Surface Facilities

(From Adrial, through Leslee Hare)

The Crew of Athabantian would like to offer some suggestions for connecting with them during your Dreamflights, especially for those of you who are interested in Abi-Qor.

When you go to sleep, first set the intention/wish to meet one of the Crew Members aboard Athabantian, and to communicate with them telepathically… And also to recall what you experience during this visit. You may also request to meet one or more Crew Members AT Abi-Qor, particularly if you would like to begin working to manifest Abi-Qor into the physical. You may specify in your intent, if there is a particular aspect of Abi-Qor and the 5th dimension that you would like to help manifest.

Additionally, when you lie down to sleep, focus on your third eye/pineal gland, visualizing it as a tiny pink sphere, bathed in golden light. Please hold the intention for this visualization/meditation to raise your vibration sufficiently to draw you into the 4th or 5th dimension. This will allow you to more effectively meet with our Friends in the higher dimensions.

If you can, also visualize that the pink sphere is further surrounded by concentric spheres of light in rainbow colors… similarly to the rings of Saturn, but spheres instead of rings… They are very light and radiant, and of the nature of wisdom, love, and bliss …

Then, if you can fall asleep holding at least some portion of that visualization, and having made the request to meet and have a conversation… and also to remember the experience and conversation, you may find this exercise to be a wonderful way to develop your skills of telepathy and astral travel.

(Leslee’s comments: These are the images of Abi-Qor which were presented at the Transformation 2012 Conference, held in Pagosa Springs, Colorado, USA, in August 2012. Related to the visualizations described, I’ve been receiving a lot about the pineal gland lately, and Mark Kimmel says he works with that a lot, too… This is the doorway to our communications with our Friends. Best wishes to everyone in your astral adventures! With much love and light from Pagosa, Leslee – and many thanks to Gricel for requesting this information!)

a gift

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a delicious donut for all my friends here at STP and Athabantian crew members. (everyone is included)
Finally, no more despair!!

Light Portal Access Video Uploaded

light portal with overlay of crop circle diagram

On May 30, 2012, I was photographing clouds in Atlanta… As I reviewed the photos, hoping to see some blue orbs (which I’ve been seeing since early 2012), I noticed something even more interesting…

A red and green swirling light, set within a series of triangular forms within the clouds…

I enlarged and enhanced the photo, and realized it had an uncanny correlation to a crop circle published by American Kabuki on April 28, 2012.

I’ve created a video showing an overlay of the portal and crop circle…

Step-by-step instructions for the meditation to follow soon…

There are 11 crop circles which remain to be explained…

You may find the video here: http://youtu.be/TjP0V4SPidQ

Cloud Sky Lands

We’ve been sharing photos of cloud ships and beings… And I seem to be given landscapes in the sky!

This first photo was from this morning; the dark “peak” just above the trees in the center is a bank of clouds that looked like and entire continent, with a mountain…

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Five minutes later it looked like this:

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I’ve never seen a peak-shaped cloud, especially in a sky filled with such soft and flowing clouds everywhere else…

Yesterday evening, there was what looked like a layer of land floating in the sky…

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I enhanced the photo to try and show better… The rectangular slab of cloud rising above the main bank is pretty clear to see… But can you see the vertical strip of cloud rising from the middle of that rectangular slab?

Here’s another enhanced photo:

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This could be a contrail, because it’s near the airport… But why is there only one, and how was it so crisp? It was more evident than the photo indicates… It struck me that it looked like a communication tower… 🙂

On Display at Udvar-Hazy (20APR2012)

These photos were taken during the student “discovery days” at the Smithsonian National Air and Space Museum, Udvar-Hazy Center, at Dulles Airport, Virginia, on April 20, 2012. The paintings were displayed specifically for the event, and are not on permanent display. I did not manage to write down the names of the artists, but their ages were from 12 to 16 years old, and were from diverse parts of the planet such as Turkey and China.

I have also included two photos of the Discovery in its final location at the museum. If you look near the tail of the aircraft, you will see where there is a hole in the wall to get the Discovery into the building, and let the Enterprise out. There was in fact a guy up there with a paint roller, painting over parts of the hole, as we were touring the exhibits.

How To Insert An Image

Start with a “less than” sign (used like a bracket, the shift+comma) then type img src=” (be sure to open the quote… that causes the system to see what is inside as literal and not as interpreted data) type the URL of the picture, like http://www.somesitefrom.me/this is my pic.jpg The picture MUST be on a server somewhere. If you have a wordpress account then you have 3 gig of space for uploading pictures…. Then type ” alt=”a discription of the pic” width=”640″ /> Be sure to close the quotes around the URL (if that one all by itself is confusing up there) THe “alt” tag is needed by wordpress. If you omit it it will mess up your world. THe “width” tag is needed to account for the variety of picture sizes and to keep it all on the page nicely… So it would look like this, using different brackets (so the system won’t try to post a pic this time. Be sure to change the brackets to the less than – greater than symbols… {img src=”http://my.site/mypic.jpg” alt=”an example” width=”640″ /} Hope that’s clear…. Espavo…