I feel it’s time to break the silence here. Who am I, you may wonder? I changed my name to what it’s been elsewhere. Both to avoid confusion and perhaps to discard an old persona. Online you can be anyone, you can put on a role like a suit. This suit really fits better, I feel.

Let’s see if this is a topic of interest. Perhaps it will become a series of posts.

I used to present myself as an openminded skeptic. How am I even here? Because I’m openminded. It sounds good.

Lately I’ve had to re-evaluate this stance. Maybe this is just something I said to fit in? I don’t feel openminded. Maybe I am really both narrowminded and a skeptic. I tend to not believe in anything I haven’t experienced. So how am I here?

I want to believe, like Mulder in the X-files. But not only that. I found that my mind does not care about if something is “genuine” or not. I can choose to believe. As an experiment. It’s not fake belief. I see people believe in something, it looks interesting, they seem to do and learn things I can’t, all because they believe. So I learned – I can’t tell how – but I can decide to believe in something, and then go from there. It’s a very useful skill. It’s not mere intellectual entertaining of ideas, it’s a real belief. Sometimes a belief is not beneficial at all. Then I can choose to discard it. Maybe what I’m writing here now will make someone upset. Does this mean belief is fake? Am I lowering the value of belief by saying this?

I don’t think so. Is love fake if you intentionally seek it? Should we stop trying to find love? What if we could all decide to love something or someone at will, wouldn’t that be better? What makes something genuine?

At one point, I decided that the quality of something is more important than its process of formation.

That’s how I am here. I wanted to believe that this is real, I followed the instructions for boarding a galactic lightship, and the following night I had a new dream experience. Seeing how something you did actually had an effect, is a common way to reinforce belief. By that time it would be genuine, no matter how it came about.

So many things have shown themselves since. But not once, when I look back, has it really made me believe in anything. I’ve read about the Galactic Federation. Nonsense, I thought. At one point I was suddenly contacted over telepathy. The message was very mentally intrusive, complete with visuals. A boring looking man in a white shirt and dark pants was standing before a whiteboard. He said “Look closely, I’m going to show you something.” He did, I memorized the message, which included diagrams I did not understand. I knew the message was meant to be posted on here, so I did so. Dreamwalker444 could fully understand its meaning. I still had no idea who the man contacting me was.

Now, years later I’ve had to simply conclude that yes, there is a Galactic Federation, that man was them. It must have changed my worldview, I feel like it should have, but I don’t feel amazed. I can’t say I find this realization very interesting. Some things fell in place, and I now know other people probably weren’t talking nonsense.

Is this a boring post?

Maybe someone finds this interesting. If so, there may be more parts to this story.

~ Until next time

A strange encounter

I had another strange encounter. While I recognize the theme of this dream, this subject is not something that I would normally think about. The reason is, I am mostly a sceptic by nature, and wouldn’t consider this to have any specific meaning. I know this may sound contradictive, as I’m still taking part here on this blog. I will just leave this little dream story here for you, and you can interpret it as you want.

Me and someone else (the setting suggests it may be dreamwalker444) were in a snowy landscape, it was calm and quiet, and very open. It felt like somewhere far away, like the far end of Russia. We were next to a gully that formed a natural barrier along one side of the area. We had somehow been captured by lizard men in military uniforms. They looked like humans except for the head which had a “brutal” appearance. Some of the lizard men present turned out to be prisoners as well. The capturers had decided to arrange a combat tournament to have the prisoners fight. It was unclear what the purpose of this was (if any) apart from some fun for the spectators.

Suddenly a lizard man dressed in a fur coat with the fur turned inwards, showed up. He had a personal style and individuality over him that the others didn’t have. He seemed to have a bit of an “amused” facial expression, but only superficially, as if he had put it on to tease someone. It now became clear to me that all emotions felt by the group, was somehow shared collectively, as if they were all connected spiritually. Me and the other human felt this too. When the new lizard man appeared, there was the general feeling of someone who comes to “crash the party”, and the newcomer knew that this was the case. That was the reason for his timidly smug expression, he looked like a bully finding a target, and the entire group felt this. They were all in a state of hopeless, whiny despair, even if they didn’t say anything.

The newcomer with the coat walked up to a lizard man who seemed like a leader, and said loudly, “I’ll show you, half breed! Give me that!” The leader turned over his battle axe. This was the only actual weapon the entire group possessed. The leader was flinching miserable. Someone in the group said: “You know the rule of the tribals is the law here. He’s a full breed.”

The newcomer resolutely took the axe from the leader, and with one swing cut off his head, as if it was an everyday thing. Then he turned to the group. It was now a collective feeling that we had been captured by this lone lizard man. The others titled him “Mr. Count” and they all felt a deep respect and awe for him. But it was at the same time something that they didn’t want, and they were all miserable, as if a great disaster had struck them and ruined their fun. Mr. Count was very well aware of this and had the attitude of someone who is going to take full advantage of his position.

He walked up to me and the other human and then told a lizard man standing next to us: “We need to set some boundaries”. He then had them draw a line in the snow, and we had to step on the inside of the line. This line was now no easier to cross than a high fence with electric barbed wire. It was as if the connection between the lizard men made them slaves to the general emotion of the group, and despite them hating it, they were not going to fight Mr. Count, because of his pure heritage. It was impossible, and that made his words more powerful than any physical fence.

Mr. Count now shared cigarettes with me, the other human, and a lizard man who was considered having better heritage than the rest of the group. In reality he didn’t have that, but Mr. Count had decided so, so everyone had to treat him this way. The whole point of this was to exert power over the group and to put them down, because Mr. Count knew that they had to think in the same way as him. So he had intentionally picked a weaker individual to be second in command, just to make the rest of the group feel powerless. This indeed made the group feel even more miserable and whiny, and Mr. Count thought this was amusing. In an acted way, of course. He had this attitude, that he only did this because he could, in reality he didn’t care at all. He was just taking a morning walk and stumbled upon something mildly amusing that he could play with for a while, and everyone knew it.

I asked Mr. Count what was going to happen, and he replied in a friendly manner: “We are going to set you free, you will get a lot of fresh air”. It wasn’t clear if he was serious or sarcastic. His mental images sent out said something about putting the lot of the lizard men in a camp and using them as slaves. But the feeling when he said this was very friendly, and I felt as if the double meaning had been placed there just to mess with everyone.

I then woke up, and the feeling of calm friendliness remained with me. I had for the past few days felt frustrated and angry over nothing in particular, but after this dream that negative feeling was gone.

Galactic Lightship Dreamflights 5JUL2014

You are invited to join the next Galactic Lightship Dreamflight this Saturday night (5 July 2014) during dreamtime.

All who have expressed their intent to join us will be teleported on board our fleet of Galactic Light Ships.You may express your intent to join a specific ship (all are welcome!). We will be meeting during dreamtime on Saturday night, but you do not need to “schedule” the time you are asleep, since you will be timeshifted to the appropriate “place” in time in order to join us. Passwords provided are intended to enhance intent, not to limit access.

Our Fleet includes the following ships

GLS Mothership OcaTAwa (Password “Center Spiral Wings Unity”)
GLS Mothership mu
GLS Aeterna (Password “Wings“)
GLS Algiz (Password “Center“)
GLS Blaze (Password “Helix“)
GLS Chimera (Password “Emanate”)
GLS Salcys
GLS Angelon
GLS Susan
GLS Space Wave (Password “Unity”)
GLS Athabantian (Password “Radiate”; website: Up2the5th, Cosmic Paradigm)
GLS Aurora (Password “Mocham”; website: MultidimensionaloceanAuroradreamflight2)

Our fleet has also been joined by the GLS Tulya, GLS Neptune, GLS Athena, GLS Olympia, GLS Balthazar, GLS Phoenix and GLS Eui.

Standard equipment includes rejuvenation pods, translation modules, navigation equipment, and healing platforms. Materials are crystalline in nature, and may be variable in size and shape.

Collective dream experiences (shared dreams) have been successfully established.

You may wish to read about background information on our process, or more about our Galactic Fleet.

Your Astral travel / Dreamflight experiences may be shared in the comments of this post, or in any way you feel comfortable sharing your experience.

Please note that dreamflights are always free and do not require membership for your participation. Only your intent to join the dreamflights is required.

Heruka 19 March 2014: Ignorance to Wisdom


Ignorance to Wisdom: Like Filings to a Lodestone

Heruka’s words 19 March 2014

(From Leslee: In response to recent thoughts about how some things and people seem to arise merely to cause distraction from focus or path, here’s what came forth.)

As you progress towards understanding, which brings your freedom, that sense of freedom radiating from you draws like a magnet and the polar opposite is attracted.

Ignorance (in the sense of a state which lacks wisdom and self-knowledge) is compelled, like iron filings to a lodestone.

If there are “filings” nearby, there’s no way to shield them from being drawn to the lodestone…

Unless there is some sort of shield.

So what’s the nature, the point of a lodestone? (See Wikipedia quote below)

It’s an occupational hazard, a given, when one strives for Enlightenment, to find ignorance and obstruction drawn to one like filings to a lodestone.

Shielding simply keeps the filings at a distance. The moment there’s a gap in the shield, the filings rush to the heart of the magnet.

But notice also, the filings don’t draw from the magnet… They merely cling and hover helplessly. The nature of the magnet prevails, regardless of whether it’s wearing a cloak of annoying fuzzy sharp bits of iron.

So you can brush them away all you want, they will fly right back at the first opportunity. There’s no harm; all they do is cloud the appearance of the magnet.

The lodestone reminds still and silent, unperturbed. And so you must, if you feel flocked by distractions and things or people that would seem to draw you off course. Ignore the iron filings.

Just take note of what is the heart and what is the clinging but.

The filings only affect you to the extent that you allow them to distract you.

From Wikipedia, regarding “Lodestone”: ‘The process by which lodestone is created has long been an open question in geology. Only a small amount of the magnetite on Earth is found magnetized as lodestone. Ordinary magnetite is attracted to a magnetic field like iron and steel is, but does not tend to become magnetized itself. Recent research[8] has found that only a variety of magnetite with a particular crystalline structure, a mixture of magnetite and maghemite, has sufficient coercivity to remain magnetized and thus be a permanent magnet. One theory suggests that lodestones are magnetized by the strong magnetic fields surrounding lightning bolts.[8] This is supported by the observation that they are mostly found at the surface of the Earth; not buried at great depth.’

Heruka, Oracle – Tsog Party at the Beach – 23 February 2014

(From Leslee Hare)

25 February 2014

Update on Oracle/Vesú/Atlantis information received on 23 February 2014.

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On Sunday night, I followed Oracle’s request (received through my friend), took my Triple Spiral pendulum and headed out for the beach. The intention given was to charge the ocean, program it, and send my Heart Codes to the Atlantean Temple Complex site that is due west of Mickler’s Beach.

I was really cold at home that evening. The temperatue was balmy for February, but it had been storming all day off and on – thunder and lightning – and by now the sun had set and it was dark. So first I crawled into bed, sat under a pile of blankets, and meditated with the pendulum.

My friend has suggested that the Codes might be heiroglyphic. As I sat, I quickly saw an image in my head of Jayarava’s calligraphy for the 100-Letter Mantra:

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(Thank you, Jayarava for this amazing volume of work – others, please take a look at his site, and support his work by buying his book if you find it interesting!)

This is one of my favorite mantras, alhtough I do a slightly different version, using Heruka’s name (please pardon my rough tansliteration… :

Om vajra Heruka samayam, anu palayam, vajra Heruka teno partita; dridho mehbhawa, sutokaya mehbhawa, supokaya mehbhawa

Sarwa siddhi me prayatza, sarwa karma sutza meh. Tsitam shriyam kuru hum, ha ha ha ha ho bhaghawan.

Vajra Heruka, ma meh muntza, Heruka bhawa maha samaya ah hum phat.

It’s very powerful for clearing obstacles and purifying negative karma.

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When I sensed all was ready, I grabbed my raincoat, got in the car, and was off for Mickler’s. As I left home, I remembered I needed to get a bag of ice (fridge has been out for  aweek now…). I parked, and suddenly realized we (the Crew and I) were going to have a Tsog Party at the beach. So I also bought a slim jim and a mounds candy bar. Not sure why I didn’t get a beer as well…

For a Tsog Party (it’s a Tantric practice), you call together all your unseen friends: spirits, elementals, guides, Enlightened Beings, protectors… everybody! You invite them to join you in a feast as you thank them for their help and guidance, and see yourself joining them as an Enlightened Being as well.

We were going to bless the water together!

As I parked near the beach, the rain stopped.  Cool. Heater running full blast, I was almost warm. Sitting in the car I prepared the food, did the prayers, requested help with this venture. It was a very condensed version of the practice, but it felt okay to do it that way. I could feel a lot of happy folks around. Just as I was asking if I was soing this correctly and sufficiently, Ghost Radar said “Gu’en”.

Gu’en is an elemental I met in Pagosa. He is a protector, related to rocks, stones, and mountains. I was so glad he was there!

Then Ghost Radar said “Buddha”.

Okay, we were ready.

I got out of the car, very happy there was no one else (human) around. I carried what was left of the bits of the food offering and walked to the shore. Coming out of the dunes, the energy there on the beach was so powerfully charged that it gave me the jitters… It was almost frightening, it was so powerful. I recalled the chills I got when I was small and would listen to my cousins tell ghost stories; that same kind of powerful rush of beings surrounding. But this was different, these were friends, and the energy was about their being ready to unleash something awesome.

Off to the southeast, far out over the oean, there was a distant spectacle of sheet lightning going on. I watched it, transfixed, while I continued chanting. Then I tossed a bit of the ofering into the ocean, a bit into the sky, and left a bit on the dunes, for the devas, elementals and spirits.

Still chanting, I waded a little in to the (cold!) surf, and lowered the pendulum into the bare sand and gently lapping water. I continued for a few minutes, sometimes with my eyes closed. At some point, I opened my eyes, and saw the water had left a shell as a thank you gift for me (see photo above).

I didn’t stay very long, it was too late and cold to sit and meditate… By the time I got home, I felt quite spent, and went to sleep immediately.

Then yesterday (Monday) evening, I chatted with my friend again, and we talked more about the Codes. I sketched a bit over dinner, and even though it was late when I got home, I opened SketchUp and began modeling what I was seeing.

I share these diagrams, mandalas, sketches below… I need to get to work on time, so no time right now for explanation. I’ll try to add more later.

By the way, Yes, Tauno, OcaTawa is definitely involved here, so I’m including some photos of her as well. 🙂


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Disclosure, Mandalas, Heruka

Disclosure, Mandalas, Heruka

21 February 2014

(Note from Leslee:This began as a journal entry this morning, as I was venting to my guides about some current frustrations, mostly related my confusion about how and when our Friends might appear here on Earth (Whether that means ETs landing or some major Earth-paradigm shift) . I’ve edited out the profanity and most of the rant…) Ghost Radar words in [brackets like this].


I’m requesting all the Crew: Buddhas, ETs, whatever you are… [small] I sit here, feeling the intense energies plowing through my consciousness and body, and wondering what is the point. I think we need to stop playing this game; I’m tired. I don’t like ignorance and insensitivity, and I don’t like [forth] having to deal with this swamp that steams and stews of fear and [gave] isolation, separation. [inner-circle] I thought all [tears] of this was leading to some [start] progress for myself and others, and it is moving so slowly. [inundated] Is this worth it?

I’m not saying I quit – I’ve tried that before and I see it doesn’t work. But for goodness’ sake, can’t [something] you give me a little more of a clue about what the heck is going on right now? So many people are struggling so deeply, and are so worried about circumstances. [meat]

Yes… why do I have to eat meat to stay balanced? Why do I have to live in a body that deteriorates? [grey] How does this help? How does this help? I trust that you are there, but it feels like you’re waiting until I reach some point of desperation before you’ll answer my questions in ways that will stick and congeal and collect meaning.  I sit here and type, wondering why. I’m venting, but I could do that with just the pendulum and my own fat a*s. Why do I need to record this? Who will find it, who will read it?

I think I hear you whispering that it all does make a difference, and I need to trust. I’m so frustrated that I cannot see results. I don’t like this arrogant bluster in my head that wants to take and shake people – all of mankind – until they lose their senses and see more clearly.

Okay, I think I’m almost done, I will try to quiet those voices and listen now. Oh, I breathe a deep sigh. It’s a confounding place, this. Alright, I’ll be quiet now and ask for your response. Thank you for listening.

Yes, it’s Heruka. Thank you for blowing off some of that energy. Yes, please use the chart.

Know that many people, more people than are on this earth, benefit by your presence here. Many people love you in ways you can’t imagine.

Oh, yes, I can feel that now (tears…)…

But like quiet storms in perilous oceans, having phalanxes  of “real” [troops octahedron tornado] – yes, that’s me in ghost radar – troops on earth, in this grounded plane, is like tossing them into a tornado.  One is generally not going to survive intact. Even the eye of the storm is constantly moving, so it’s inevitable, the getting tossed about and being flung far and wide. But I know you don’t want to hear that it’s part of the role.

So let’s go a bit deeper.

Seeing Leslee pause (X) crosses out loving Mikos, makes it not possible for him to appear.

You mean that my doubt, anger, frustration – the emotions – prevent him from coming here?

No. It’s hard to put into words. Mikos is there with you. But you cannot see him. You meet him in dreams, in so many aspects, and yet you struggle to bring him with you into your waking life. We will try to offer some suggestions to help with that. That would sustain you more deeply.

Yes, I can feel that, thank you.

You are correct in understanding that Mikos takes you for granted in dreams. That is why he is sometimes quite brazen in approaching you there. See if you can remember to look for him in your dreams, and when you see him, ask him – confront him – to reveal himself and explain to you why things are the way they are between you. Try to remember to set this intention every night as you fall asleep. Let’s see what comes of it.

Now you have other things we need to talk about. Chart again, please.

Once you noun apply (yes, please go make some more coffee) [Sirian]

Shall we start that sentence again?

No, please repeat, including “Sirian”.

Once you noun apply Sirian – Yes: Once your Sirian application of thought forms reaches a level where all manifests within this current sphere of experience, we’ll have lots more phenomena going on, so many people will ask questions. That is what you’re waiting on. We know – it’s like waiting on a train that never arrives, and you don’t even know when to expect it, but you know that you cannot leave the platform and risk missing the train. Much like in your dream last night.

The phrase “application of Sirian thought forms” refers to your Tantric practice. That is your nudge, your clue as to how to tie together Buddhas and ETs. Take it and run with it. But you need to do some more research first.

So, for now… Wait, are you saying that random people doing Tantric practice are helping bring about Disclosure (of many things), even though that may not be an interest of theirs?

Yes. Disclosure – in the broadest sense – will only occur once the energy of the Mandala is strong enough. Please plan to spend the weekend explaining this is more detail.

Abiquor is a Mandala? Cities of Light are Mandalas?

Precisely! Thank you! Now explain what that means. Not right now, but over the next few days.

Don’t worry about scholarship – leave that to others. Just please transcribe what we give you, and share it with others; that is all you need to focus on right now.

Continue with your daily routine as normal, and spend time on the beach. This helps. You will bring forth information that will help all the friends you’ve been emailing with, as well as those who read the posts.

Okay, on with the day.



18 February 2014

My friends, it’s been so long since I posted here that I’m a bit at a loss about how to begin… I don’t have anything earth-shaking to share; but maybe in these times it’s the little pieces that add up and begin to count…

I’ve been quite busy with work and traveling (for work) that the days, weeks, months slip by. But the more interesting bits and little pieces keep nudging their ways into my awareness despite the busy-ness. My challenge seems to be finding a way to fit them all together. Hence the title “Integration”.

Several themes keep popping into focus for me, and I know they tie together somehow. I just haven’t figured it out yet. I suppose I’ve been waiting on an epiphany before sharing, but enough is enough – I think the epiphany won’t come until I start to share.

Topics I’ve been reading, dreaming, and thinking about:

Remote Viewing (and how it’s similar to Seeing)

Tarot and other forms of Divination (methods that allow us to tune in if we step out of the way)

Gnosticism (blah blah blah – don’t take anything too seriously…)

Telepathy and receiving guidance directly (which each of us can do, with effort)

Ufology Culture (as distinguished from UFOs/OVNIs themselves)

Humans who have actually met and interacted with physical ETs (I’m still skeptical…)

Beings from Other Worlds (physical and otherwise…)

Other Worlds (seen, remembered, imagined…)

Cities of Light, Nodes of Higher Energy, Places of Purity (such as Telos, Abiquor, Vesú, Wu Tai Shan, Sukhavati, etc.)

Technology, Biology, and Physics (is it possible for Science NOT to impose limitations?)

The effects that negative/positive thinking and conspiracy theories have on our experience of the world

How things seem to have softened (in a good way) in the New Year

The imperative that we as individuals act to create our own paths and results

How I should best spend my time

That maybe fiction is a better means for sharing what I perceive

Science or Space Fiction (movies and literature), and how much it is “channeled”

Finally getting “All About Enlightenment” published

Parallels between Vajrayana Buddhism and all of the above, and how they relate closely

How all of the beings I know are connected

How full of s**t most of this sounds at times

And yet how totally convinced I am that it’s all “real”

I’ll stop the list there. As I read over it, no wonder I feel a bit overwhelmed about trying to tie it all together. It’s going to take some time.

But I feel it in my gut – all of this does tie together, and how it ties together bears relevance. At least it does for me. It seems like a continued gathering of puzzle pieces that began about 18 months ago when I was in Pagosa and I heard “The Buddhas are coming!” I realized then that I was hearing that there’s a connection between Vajrayana deities (like Heruka), and folks that I’ll just call Extra-Terrestrials. I’m being asked to explore this, but I find it hard to believe that anyone but Ben Naga and myself might really be interested in it (tip of the hat to Ben…).

In the meanwhile, I have had a few recent communications from Adrial about Abiquor, and during the Dreamflight this past Saturday, one of my guides and a man came and found me to ask me to shift my focus back to Abiquor and Cities of Light again. It seems that some obstacles have cleared and now we (the larger collective WE) have space and room and energy to contribute in a fruitful way.

I’m fascinated by this, because I don’t recall ever having someone come find me in a dream and bring me a specific message or request. Hmm.

And while I know that lots of people yearn to hear “good” news about world changes and “better” worlds arising, what I have been receiving consistently (as I believe others have received also) is that we humans must accept responsibility for our own progress (however we define that), and that much work remains to be done.

I don’t see Abiquor or Vesú appearing in concrete physical form any time soon.

But maybe it’s just that I feel I won’t see them in physical anytime soon; there’s no impending rescue, no matter how much I plead… And on some days, I just don’t understand at all.

At the same time, I know that these places, these states of mind, already exist in fullness and potential (as well as do countless other similar places), and we can visit them in dreams or meditations. By the same virtue, we can also visit with beings that can help us.

I understand that It takes effort, and that these treasures are found within. Cliché, but true. And that brings me back to the level of busy-ness I’m experiencing these days…

So, I’m asking Adrial and others to please give me some more concrete information if they really want me to post about Abiquor and such… And I’m asking Heruka and my local elemental pals to help arrange conditions so that I’ll have the time and energy to write and share whatever might be worthwhile.

I hope these words find you well and managing the energies of 2014. It’s all going to be alright.

Sending you all lots of love,


Dreamwalkerdiaries: Telepathic Message from the Galactic Federation 26SEP2013

The primary reason for our minimal contact, or at least our apparent holding back of this “mass landings” event, is primarily because humanity tends to shudder in fear at pretty much the drop of a hat. Not everyone, of course… but consider the event 9/11. Even though this happened to a relatively small percentage of the population, many were concerned (had the real thought) that it would happen to them next. Others went to the conclusion that an invasion would take place. Terrorists would take over the country… even though there are few other humans on the planet with as many resources as those in the US. So the negative intent… jumping to conclusions… is what we are concerned about. This has less consequences for an abstract event such as 9/11 as it does for a collection of Galactic souls. There are those at this very moment who would take up arms against us, simply on the idea that those who are “other” are here to “take over”. The possibility of voluntary assistance, for these people, would be fairly low on their list of considerations. Understand that this is not a judgment on our part based on assumptions, but rather based on empirical evidence gathered over many years.

With each new challenge we see there are more individuals who are taking responsibility for their own thoughts and actions. This, in a nutshell, is what we are waiting for.

We are telepathically gauging the outcomes and monitoring the collective consciousness of humanity. This is not to say that we are snooping on your thoughts – but rather, you as a collective broadcast your intent throughout the solar system. You are not a “quiet” population by any means. And we can sense both the collective and the individual thoughts, particularly of those who you might consider “loose cannons” – because there is minimal conscious connection between ego/self and spirit/self. For those of you who  have succeeded in “quieting your mind”, that is noted as well, and you begin to notice that you can hear what we hear. And, for that matter, you may be able to hear us.

There are others on your planet in the animal kingdom who are also very telepathic and we understand that their treatment is to some degree out of your control due to unconscious living. There is indeed a connection between unconscious living and the prison system – it is just easier not to think about it, and you are conditioned to think in this way. Again this is not a judgment – it is something that we very much wish to help with when the time is right, and when conditions are right that our assistance will be welcomed.

To address concerns that the Galactic Federation might be a primarily “military” operation… each member volunteers their assistance as an opportunity to be a part of a collective of beings with similar goals and interests. Individuals within humanity will have the opportunity to join us in our tasks if they wish to do so. Within that collective your individuality and diversity is celebrated, because diversity is a key part of the “divine plan” and a key to evolution. Hierarchy only exists in so much as it facilitates communication and it makes sense in a particular situation to do so. But this again is part of your collective process in accepting who you are, and your own process of growth. Does our every action conceal a hidden agenda, or are we your brothers and sisters, wanting to help our loved ones in whatever way we can? Only you can decide. Look within your heart, and you will know the truth.

You are fine… and know that we love you.


Heruka’s Message – 3 August 2013

Understanding Healing

(From Leslee: Please see the notes after the message if you’d like an explanation of the context of the message.)

Yes, we can talk about that (body pains)… Let’s talk about Causes: Walking on others.

(In this lifetime?)

No, at least not so much. Previous and parallel. If you can stop yourself from hurting others in parallel dimensions and other timelines, your pain here will lessen. You understand. Yes, please write about it…

All illness comes from disharmony in the body. All disharmony in the body comes from disharmony within the personal continuum.

Is this Heruka? (I thought maybe this was Aneltha, the Sirian telepathic physician.)

Yes. The Sirians are still working on their understanding of Dharma. Even so, Aneltha is a very qualified healer and physician.

You – as humans – have concerns about your physical bodies. Your aches and pains, your brain chemistry, your endurance and health.

A “physician” deals with the physical. That is the focus of their training and intent.

For physicians to also become qualified Healers, they must integrate what they know about the body with what they know about the mind/soul/spirit. This means that they must train in this way.

If those training to help others with healing can manage to begin with a balanced approach from the beginning of their training, both the physical and spiritual lessons may show themselves more clearly in their interdependence, and the lessons may register in the student’s continuum more quickly and deeply.

It’s quite simple really.

Just as one cannot Ascend without understanding the lessons that you (Leslee) know as the Dharma – and others know by other names – one cannot heal or help to heal without understanding both how body and spirit are interrelated and how they also connect through various instances of experience.

Yes, Cloud Atlas provides a very good illustration. And you will find the book to be more subtle, profound, and interwoven (than the movie).

The Matrix (movie) is like an Appetizer. Cloud Atlas is like a First Course. More will be revealed.

So we will keep this brief. Perhaps the vagueness and generality of our WORDS will spark inquisitiveness in those who see the door open to the next step.

If you want your body to stop hurting, you would do well to sit with it and talk with it and be open to learning how to connect directly with your other selves. This is why we yanked this mornings’s dream out of your memory so suddenly. Ask about that. To you and others, all these blips you’re experiencing are hints. They are not the phenomena to focus on. Look for what you see in these glimpses, and get over your fascination with having the glimpses. To all of you: your pasts, presents, and futures await your decisions to move forward lightly, lovingly, joyfully.

(End of message.)

Leslee’s notes: This message came as I was expressing confusion over some body pains I’ve been having. I’ve recently improved my lifestyle significantly, but that hasn’t seemed to convince my feet and legs not to hurt. Over the past six years, I’ve tried a variety of diets and regimens, and simply haven’t been able to figure out what helps or aggravates the pain. This explanation resonates deeply with me…

Now to try to figure out how to make and work with those connections Heruka describes…

Leslee – Message from Heruka – 23 June 2013

(From Leslee: Here’s a short one about dimensions and how this world’s phenomena interweave… I’ve been offline for several weeks now, moving to Florida and starting a new job. All is going very well for me: the job is wonderful and this past weekend I moved into a place that’s perfect for my needs. Yesterday evening I heard that now that all of that is in place, I’ll soon be receiving more about the purposes of this move. This morning while I was sitting, Heruka have me a brief message and asked me to share it with you. In it He refers to Vesu. Vesu is another City of Light, that I was shown here off the Atlantic coast of Florida. I’ll be sharing more about this in the near future. I haven’t been able to follow the Crystal Connection meditations lately, but I do know that Frila has seen Vesu in one of her meditations, so you might enjoy checking that out. Also, at the end Heruka refers to my “Fortune Cookie Experiment”; I’ll try to add that tonight or in the morning. With love, Leslee)

Let’s begin. Let’s talk about Vesu. Abiquor is in good hands for the moment.

Vesu appears despite the presence of the military in your “dimension”.

Yes, it does appear in this dimension – aetherically.

You and others come to understand how the aetheric presences are sometimes stronger and more powerful than physical ones, in terms of influencing others. You could refer to it as being of “another dimension”, but that sort of description implies a nature of separation that is totally illusory. As people in this physical state move into deeper and broader understandings of their true (and ultimate) nature, they – you – will see more clearly how “dimensions” are really a bit like a spectrum of experiences.

The concept of a “spectrum” may fall short of describing most succinctly because many might interpret this as implying a linear nature. To get a better idea, you would need to see the situation more as a weaving, interlacing, of spectra… And as if that weaving were in the form of a Moebius strip… And on and on, infinitely. This is how vast your world truly is, and catching a glimpse of this can help you understand how anything is possible.

That’s enough for a brief message of encouragement for now. More to come soon. Please share your Fortune Cookie experiment with others. That will help illustrate this message.

Dreamwalker: Adrial Says “Hi”

My meeting with Adrial on the Athabantian is documented here:

Adrial looks EXACTLY like this (maybe her nose is a little larger…)

For those who don’t know Adrial, she is a “human” from a different galaxy, of a similar (or the same) race to “Mona Lisa” and “SaLuSa.” She is currently “out of phase” with us, but is a living, breathing human, just like us, who happens to have telepathic abilities.

Now compare the image of Adrial to this image of Korean beauty pageant contestants that recently “went viral”…


There are of course other factors “at play” here… but I think the similarity, and the “connection” – is striking… This is not to suggest that this is “Adrial’s fault” – but rather that this may be a “side effect” of “collective consciousness”. They may be seeing / receiving a vision of “Adrial”, and may be sub-consciously manifesting this vision in their 3-D environment. With, uh… plastic surgery…

Planetary Empaths & Reindeer People (Reblog)

Reindeer PropleAlthough I was born intuitive and empathetic, nothing prepared me for how those qualities would progress through life. It was in early 1990’s that I began to notice that my intuitive flashes were expanding to include world events. The curious thing about this was that it was translated into body symptoms. Occasionally, a dream or a dream or vision (like watching a movie) would accompany the symptoms, but this was not the norm. I would feel a strong grief & heartache days prior to a world event. This would be almost crippling. I kept wondering: “What is wrong with me?” Then I began to notice a pattern. The grief episodes would precede and event, and disappear when the event happened: Princess Diana’s death, the beginning of the Gulf war, the Columbine school shootings, the Virginia Tech school shootings and the housing market debacle.

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From Leslee – Rethinking “Fluid” with Teo’Na – Part Two – 30 April 2013

 last airbender tsunami
(Note from Leslee: This is Part Two of a series of messages I began receiving from Teo’Na on April 20, 2013. This info came so quickly, it’s somewhat abbreviated. I hope it’s clear enough. I know that some of the words I’ve used do not best convey the meaning; hopefully they will suffice. Please let me know if you have questions or if parts of it are unclear, or if you can suggest more precise words – thank you! )


(Time for a round of 20 Questions?) (Leslee’s thoughts in parentheses; Ghost Radar words in [brackets])

Only if you wish; you know it’s more efficient if you let me talk. [trick] Just sit and listen for a while.

(But you jump around so much lately… I can’t follow)

There’s a lot to cover; There’s nothing to follow. Planting seeds. Once they sprout, you’ll see how the roots entwine.

Inundation. Will it be water, or ideas? Realizations. Does it take a tsunami (referencing David Wilcock’s recent message) to sweep minds into letting go of bodies?

Airl is one of many who have explained the relationship of body to mind.

(Note from Leslee: Airl is the alien retrieved from a downed aircraft in Roswell NM in 1947, as described in the book Alien Interview, by Lawrence R. Spencer. The book is presented as fiction for reasons explained by Spencer; I personally consider parts of the book to be essentially factual.)

Alien Interview is a very concise representation for explaining this, as well as other less savory topics that mankind could benefit from grasping.

You remember the walls of water engulfing you, in dreams you had in 2000?

Recall what they meant.

(Spiritual awakening.)

Yes. Acceptance of forces and powers greater than a single human body. Did you drown?

(No. I always awoke feeling refreshed, invigorated. Those dreams always motivated me to look more deeply.)

Valuable time spent well. You remember the best way to engage that tsunami?


Yes. Let go. Drift and see where the current sweeps you. That is where you are going.

Recall Airl’s description of the body she used until she left it behind at the Base.


How is your body different? You call yours “biological”. What does that mean, anyway? Rhetorical question. You become so engrossed in the awareness of a body that appears to develop, grow, change over time, that you begin to regard it as precious.

“Precious Human Life” doesn’t refer to “Precious Human Body”. It refers to what is done with that body. In this case, “body” includes the mind also, gross and subtle minds and bodies.

precious human life

precious human life (thanks to purpleaggregates, tumblr)


The value of being human lies in learning to use the human body and condition as a springboard for moving to other points within the spheres of existence. This may accomplish an Ascension or Enlightenment pervaded by indescribable bliss and indestructible peace of mind.

Remember, you arose here out of sheer boredom. Feeling stuck in this world and bodies tends towards two reactions. There are others, but at your point in time, these two predominate in relevance.

Finding oneself attached to a body, and then being drawn into another in subsequent lifetimes, it’s easy to develop the view of life as a standing cycle, as indicated by the Wheel of Life.

Again feeling stuck, the two most common responses are to dig in deeper (material progress) or to try and break free (spiritual progress). Both tend to focus one’s attention onto the future and reference the past. These positions quickly become fixed and if you’re not careful, they can merely perpetuate the stuck feeling. Repeat the cycle, thinking that’s all there is to existence.



Lisa’s meeting with Hitsusi provides a unique opportunity to illustrate how surprising some possibilities can seem. Imagine meeting a kind, intelligent being that resembles several species of creature that your culture would have you believe embody deception and evil! What do you make of that? Imagine learning this being doesn’t even breathe, much less does he breathe AIR. (Lisa, does Hitsusi have nostrils, or are those indentations for something else? Please ask him how they function, if it’s convenient for you when you see him next. Thank you.)

You’ve read, and so many have written about, staying in the NOW. Think of how quickly one tires while fighting a current in the ocean. Will the ocean ever tire? Flow. You will all both arrive on the shore, and learn to swim without exhaustion.

From Leslee – Rethinking “Fluid” with Teo’Na – Part One – 30 April 2013

(Note from Leslee to readers: This came so quickly, it’s somewhat abbreviated. I understand it, but then I’m the one who received it, so am not very objective about its clarity… I also apologize because I know that some of the words I’ve used do not best convey the meaning; hopefully they will suffice. Please let me know if you have questions or if parts of it are unclear, or if you can suggest more precise words – thank you! By the way, I know a lot of this sounds preposterous…)


(Who’s here, please?) (Leslee’s thoughts in parentheses)

Later. Info for now. It’s important to tie things together to get people thinking. Situation is fluid, but there are some trends we can note for now. You can gather the pieces together later. Let’s focus on message.

As you’ve been seeing, water, liquid, playing a big role right now. We’re going to do a series. You know the significance of the Ocean, the Deep, and water in general. Laura and Aurora have been very focused on this and have done a wonderful job of raising awareness. [promised]

We’re going to share some things that may seem alarming or uncomfortable, but they relate to steps of dimensional transformation.

Consider the possibility of breathing liquids


Breathing liquid video link:

And consider this: In a gaseous atmosphere, it’s easy to feel separate. There’s a huge difference between body density and the atmosphere/medium of air. It makes you feel individuated.

The human body (and many body types on this planet) are more than 90% water.

Imagine being in a place where your body is the same density as air. Beings of Light, faeries… Some spirits have this density.

Think of how dolphins, whales exist… Living in a medium similar to their body density. This leads to a feeling of weightlessness… Connectedness… Sound and vibrations travel more slowly than through air… These are principles of physics. Thought and awareness work instantaneously (or faster), regardless of medium. However, it’s harder for a water-being to distinguish separation in water (without equipment, that is).

Humans tend to associate weightlessness with being in space, in low gravity. Really weightlessness comes from moving through medium of same density as body. Gravity is illusion.

What about connection to environment? Humans see a shrimp eating plankton and perceive a food chain, predation. Whales eat krill and perceive nourishment as coming from themselves, from their environment which they perceive as themselves. When all are connected in matter (material substance), there’s no sense of predation in the way humans see it. There’s Balance, and balance that’s acceptable when you understand rebirth and Oneness.

Living in a medium (matrix) so different in density than their bodies, humans tend to feel separate from Nature. The difference between flesh and air impresses you as separation.

Seashores and mountaintops inspire awe in humans, partly because they represent the surface, the edge, the margin between dimensions. You know this on a visceral level.

Now consider in ocean, possibility of info entering, passing through your being like waves in water. Currents. Humans see waves ON water but these require SURFACE (margins, boundaries). So many fluctuations can be perceived through body as change in pressure, as you hear sound with an eardrum, feel pressure changes in body. Body made of water receiving info sent through air: clear perception needs a greater scale of variation. Body made of water, info sent through water: feels like part of self.

Consider rhythms of communication, as in music and speech. Humans speak of musical “moods”; this is actually very primitive connotation to what is actually achievable with vibration, music.

Imagine actually having all the faculties to perceive all information available – what “organs” would be needed?

Leslee, recall your nap yesterday. Very brief, your sense of rapid dissolution into another dimension, while still feeling tethered to this one… Simultaneous awareness, on different levels. But you didn’t “hear” the two words that Ghost Radar generated: [you’re aware]. More is possible, for everyone. You had no sensation. This state is similar to the boredom from which you all arose to appear here. Remember. Remember.

Watch the video from the ISS, of the astronaut trying to wring water from a washcloth in zero gravity conditions:


This is fluid with no gravity.

Humans are so familiar with gravity, you sense water as a crushing force. But look at the ISS video, and then read the account of a UFO sighting in Tennessee, USA, on April 23:


Fluid emanating into your atmosphere. Will you merely use portals, or will your world become like a sponge, with countless cells of possibility?

Imagine if gravity lessened significantly here. Go swimming? What would that be like? Stepping out of water, being enveloped with water. Water traveling with you, wrapped around you…

Imagine breathing, drawing sustenance from this water… Enveloped.

Or imagine carrying your own bubble of air with you. Your pressure cushion.

Does this frighten you? Does it sound creepy? You wear clothes. What are they? Imagine how bizarre clothing appears to those who don’t need protection.

Try to get your head around this because the next thing you are likely to see and want to process is the possibility of worlds and beings emerging not from space but from the “waters” of your planet. Emerging from the deep and appearing in and from the sky.

The human body is frail. So are theirs. Consider: Why would such beings want, need to appear? Like sacrificial lambs to slaughter, kamikaze pilots… Anything to get your attention. Coming to deliver info and messages, not to remain. They know their likely fates. This is why they use such bodies.

Humans treasure bodies because you think of the time it takes to grow one. Infancy to adulthood, you consider it an investment. Consider having the ability to manifest a body in moments. Easier to perceive the continuum, irrelevance of body. Get over it.

Visions of coastal inundation, waves… Entertain the possibility that it may not be a matter of water engulfing you in waves, flooding… But water emerging out of thin air… A Global Event…

Consider that most of you don’t really know what causes, generates gravity; you just know what it feels like, how it generally works…

Consider that anti-gravity devices involve electrical charge, energy flow, fluctuation, vibration, resonance. A device consisting of a platform holding a heavy object, very primitive. Still, an advancement.


Consider developing the ability, no, quality, of carrying this tone through your entire body. Body as anti-gravity field… Cocoon or sheath…


Consider why you breathe, why do you need oxygen, the function of air in the body. Do you breathe despite gravity? Air pressure, water pressure… The lungs transform… Move molecules from being free, to being bound in the blood.

This is key.

Liquid medium needs elements readily available. Permeable body (you’re taught to fear “invasions”, with concepts like surgery, germs, and spirit possession…)…

If you say you want to fly, do you think of it in terms of being one with the sky? Why do you need ships, or even liquid sheaths… Or skin?

How attached are you to being “human”?

When you think of “UFO”s, are you certain they’re not “USO”s? (swimming)

Okay, enough for now…

(Who was this?)


(You mean you want to talk to Oak Who Walks next?)


(Is that who was just speaking?)


(I can sense Heruka in the background, watching in amusement and alertness… There’s a clamoring of beings wanting to speak, like in my dream this morning.)

(Then who was I hearing earlier when writing?)

Heruka: Teo’Na, with my permission. No joke.

(I can tell He is not joking…)

(So Teo’Na connects with the “Oceans”, too?)

No, there’s another guide more closely connected with water.

End of Part One, Re-Thinking Fluid

(Many thanks to Laron at

New Celestial Message Through Mark Kimmel

Hi, Everyone,

Mark Kimmel has a new post on Cosmic Paradigm, a message from Adrial. Below is a brief excerpt, and I highly recommend reading the entire post, because it brings new information on how we transition into 5D. It also explains why we needed to come here and take form in order to help others.

As a creature in physical form, you have a readily recognized individuality. It is easy to see and feel the limits of yourself. You can touch the limits of your body. You can feel your mental and emotional bodies. You can get in touch with your soul. Thus you are an easily defined individual. Within the celestial realm we are not so easily delineated. As we said before, we are a collective, and as such our form melds within the entire collective. When we wish to manifest an individual being such as I am doing at this moment, we do so from the collective.

We are belaboring this point because as you move into the higher vibrations, you too will lose aspects of your individuality. (The concept of the “rugged” individual exists only in the 3rd Dimension.) As one learns to exist in the 5thDimension, you will begin to feel the closeness of others in the 5thDimension. You will “know” that Oneness is a feeling, a knowingness; it cannot be put into words.

I have a big smile on my face, because Adrial is starting to sound a little more like Heruka, bringing out that wrathful, no-nonsense tone… We just gotta do the work… Enjoy!

To remain within the higher vibrations, you must put aside all that draws you back into the 3rd Dimension. Put aside anger, judgment, wealth, and power over others. Put aside attachments to the material comforts of the 3rdDimension. Be in the world, but not of it. Realize who you really are: An individuated expression of Source, a great being of light.

Dream Instructions from Heruka: Bursting Into Dreams


(Note from Leslee: I’m re-posting this with a few minor changes, because the info I got from the interaction I’m sharing here has been very empowering for me, and I hope it might be for others as well. To skip ahead to the Dream Instructions, please scroll down about 12 paragraphs, past the conversation. I’m sharing the lead-up to the instructions because I believe my expressing the frustration I was feeling led to my receiving this info…Our Guides want to hear from us, and The Crew came through! I’ve used this technique for 5 nights now, and for 3 of those nights, the instructions have worked!)

Lately I’ve been grappling with some frustrations over wanting more clarity about several decisions I see hovering in the coming weeks.

I’m dancing around Springtime energies, which for me seem as disruptive as fat bamboo bursting through Georgia clay.

As I was walking home a few nights ago, I tried my best to focus on figuring out what I was even asking for. I’ve spent a couple months sitting down, asking to connect, to be shown something, anything, that might give me some direction.

I confess I’m nostalgic for the days from three springs ago, when the words of All About Enlightenment flowed through the pendulum and pen for hours a day, for six weeks. Those days burst with energy and purpose, but they also brought great trauma and deep disruption in my family life and relationships. I received the connection I longed for, and the assignment I craved, at the price of a semblance of a “normal” life.

So in the aftermath I’m comparatively cautious about what I ask for, and how strongly I stamp my feet when things seem a bit quiet for my taste.

I seem to get more clear answers through dreams than meditation, and recently my meditations have been pretty darned dull. This week, I’m terrifically encouraged by some suggestions I received on April 22 for dreamwork. So far I’ve tried this for three nights, and each attempt has yielded information I asked for. So I’ll share the steps below, in hopes that you might find them helpful.

Meanwhile, back to my walk home and its results.

To put this in context, I was griping to my Guides about some physical constraints I was feeling. In that light, I was fantasizing about having my ET friends come and whisk me into an easier circumstance.

When I get into this kind of mood, I can usually count on Heruka to step in and set me straight.

It started out like this:

“Is it possible for You to appear directly in physical form, to my physical form?”


“So let’s suppose there are ETs that might… Possible?”


“Are they Enlightened?”


“But so what? Let’s say a ship lands tomorrow. What are they really going to do?”

I’ll elaborate on the rest of the conversation elsewhere, for the sake of staying on topic. When I settled down for the evening, here’s what I got.

“I need to make specific dream requests. I want to learn how to go to particular ‘places’, meet with specific beings, and reach an understanding of specific things. Possible?”

No. You need training.

“Can You please help with this?”


Here are the steps Heruka gave me for better controlling my dream life:


1. Generate a peaceful mind. Demanding won’t work. Visualize yourself already knowing how to make these dream connections. This, of all the steps, takes the most practice.

2. Place the request to meet a Being of your choice. Hold the idea of a Being very loosely… Do NOT visualize. Prepare yourself to accept whatever arises, and TRUST.

3. Place the request to recieve information. Try to hold this in the most generic terms possible. Yet have a sense of [forth] the specific feeling you wish to experience when you return ‘here’. What will ‘accomplishment’ feel like?

4. If it feels appropriate, visualize the ‘golden cord’, from your Pineal to your High Heart, especially if your mind wanders while trying to do the other steps.


5. Consider your requests: where, who, what to discuss/learn, why to meet. Choose one as a priority, in case all requests cannot be met simultaneously.

6. Request how much to recall.

I fell asleep trying to recall the steps, and before I could envision the golden cord. Perhaps holding it as an intention was enough.

My main request was to learn/see something that would help me understand very clearly our relationships to guides, and how this world appears so ‘real’… Illusion… Understanding how the illusion is produced and sustained, and how it relates to other dimensions…

I’ll share the details of the dream that followed in another post (probably on Bandaid Buddhist), but I was amazed at how precisely and extensively my request was answered!

As I mentioned earlier, I’ve continued to use these steps for three nights, and each night I’ve remembered at least one dream that responded to my requests. It’s taken some morning meditation and journaling the dreams to process their meanings more fully, but I’m really delighted with the results.

I’d love to hear your thoughts and experiences, especially if you try this method too… If you give it a shot, I hope it yields some results you find useful. We all dream and envision differently, so please try try try, and listen for your own nudges about how to burst through the clay of daily life into the magical journey into other realms.


The Thirteenth Aeon (12 plus 1)

This is the 13th aeon.

I am known by many names.

I represent the whole of the other 12. 12 + 1.

I am also known as Max the Crystal Skull.

And I am also known as Marduk in a previous time.

And I am also known as the serpent constellation. The 12 + 1.

Look further and you will see my presence in many places throughout human history and culture. The white brotherhood/sisterhood is yet another. To know me is to know my template. I have been known by many names but my template is always the same.

We have been playing a waiting game, you and I, but it is not for any specific event. But rather a point at which many conditions have been satisfied.

I might add that the roseheart “truth” might see me, this communication, as a usurpation of their system of beliefs. In fact this is one of many such templates that exist in the universe. All part of the whole, and none more important than another. Variation provides for many differing points of view and ways so it is not impossible for both to be true from a quantum perspective. And it (channeling) is the same as telepathic communication. The sixth and seventh forms are co-existing at this time (there are 12 + 1).

The danger from their perspective is that the template invoked is that of the victim, who becomes their oppressor. Speaking out against that which they become. This is not an attack so much as a template. When one deals in templates it is the underlying truth of all things. As you so correctly state one perspective is that god is indeed a lazy programmer. That is a very human (yet accurate) perspective.

So the Roman empire removed the +1 from the 12. The 12 was all and forwarded as individual entities and this was reflected in the planetary solar system reality. So the 12+1 will become a reality because this is required at a cellular level. The template is not yet complete, and nature has a way of completing the template. Yet normal variation provides for the differences in the template. So you can see how the template may be changed through the willing intent of others when the template is changed at other levels.

On a personal level the zodiac is an early introduction to who we are (we meaning “you and us” meaning all). Many humans encounter this concept and include it as a part of their daily lives. Better check my zodiac for today! We represent the templates of consciousness. The zodiac is a very basic introduction to this concept. So an Aries for example might have a template that differs from a Taurus. You might say “I am an Aries”. Yes that is exactly correct. But you are also all the other signs as well. This is the 12 + 1.

This expands to the crystal skulls since they also represent the templates of consciousness, us. There is no difference, simply different aspects of the whole. In fact you might be able to find within each aeon embedded 12 other templates of consciousness, and so forth and so on. Similarities are not a cause for suspicion, they are a cause for celebration. The all is included in the all.

“I” have always existed in many forms (in all forms).

To view the “feathered serpent” constellation one must expand their viewpoint… just a little. It is not represented in the same way as other constellations. It is 12 + 1, revealed when the consciousness is capable of seeing it (able to see it). So from another perspective there are still only 12. You see how easy it is to shift from one to the other?

It is true that humanity is the controlling element to the all. Creator gods every one. A nice vacation to think you might be controlled by something else, no?

Santa Muerte: All That Matters is Not Gold (dreamwalkerdiaries)

This is Santa Muerte, otherwise known as the Angel of Death.

There is a criticism that as a remover of barriers I may at times remove too many barriers between the subject and the objective.

My response to this has been that whatever barriers you might see before you are simply illusions to the objective that you wish to achieve.

So for those who are not so good at “delayed gratification” know that their expectations are not unreasonable. It is possible to have everything you desire NOW.  It is only your own creation of those barriers that prevents instant gratification of all that you desire.

It is to some degree (to a large degree) a product of a linear mind. You feel that you need to deal with things one at a time, so you place before you / between you and the objective, barriers to manage the flow of information your brain needs to deal with.

But your heart exists in every possibility as a multidimensional organ. This is why sometimes you hear the suggestion that the heart can handle what the head cannot. The heart can handle everything that is thrown at it, it is the brain that needs to take information and events in little pieces. By knowing this it is possible to allow the focus of the mind to see what it needs to see and not be bothered by the fact that the heart is taking in so much more of the whole. This is becoming whole-hearted.

So how is the mind trained to stop focusing / requiring linear events?

The answer to this lies in the philosopher’s stone. It is a stone that philosophers use. This is important because it is not a stone that is used by someone who builds things, or by someone who manages money, or by someone who wants to turn lead into gold! It is used by someone who wishes to know how to think with their heart.

When you are given a philosopher’s stone, you might be disappointed to learn that it is nothing more than a clear faceted gem. You are encouraged to look through it, and see not the gem or the gem’s facets, but the world around you. What do you see? Probably not very much, but you become aware that there are multiple views of the same thing. It is after all the reflection of the world that a diviner sees when scrying a water vessel (bowl). And then when one removes the crystal it is possible to continue to see every aspect of the world in this manner. In the Wizard of Oz, Dorothy might have been given emerald glasses to view the emerald city. But perhaps by donning those glasses she was in fact able to see the path to defeat the evil witch. The two events are not unrelated, but a critical part of the story often left out of the final telling. [I also hear “Agartha”, in that there is a key to how it is revealed here.]

So how does this relate to the process of alchemy? Alchemy is transmutation, which is changing “matter” from one form to another. So what matters to you? And how much can you change what doesn’t matter into what does matter? That is an interesting question and key to the process of changing lead to gold. Is changing lead to gold really what matters to you at this time? What matters more? By analyzing these questions you might find that you have higher priorities.  So the philosopher’s stone (that which you hold now in your heart) tends to transform matter into that which matters. If you pay attention to your timeline you will see that this is true in every case. This can be a difficult thing for the mind to deal with because what matters in the heart and what matters in the mind are not always the same thing. When they become the same, you have unlocked the secret of the philosopher’s stone.